In 2002 had an interesting dream visit from my deceased grandfather on my mothers side - Cesare. it requires a bit of background "set up" in order to appreciate the impactful nature of the encounter. so here goes . . .
in early 2002 I got my tech HAM radio license - and my first FCC sequentially issued, computer generated call sign. my grandfather Cesare had been a HAM radio operator and was first licensed in 1962. I was 12 at the time and spent many many hours at his side in the "shack" - what we HAM's call the area where our radio gear is kept. I can remember being absolutely fascinated by the fact that he could talk with someone on the other side of the world. Then we’d go over to the map on the wall and look for the country or the state and town we'd just visited by radio. I learned a tremendous amount from Cesare. to this day I can easily look around, see and appreciate a great many examples of his profound influence in my life.
Cesare had several unique habits. one of them in particular was sitting in an old antique chair - mission style and made of quarter sawn oak. he'd slide forward in the chair slightly, lean a bit to the left, sort of straighten and stretch his legs a bit and "wag" his feet back and forth. he also allowed himself ONE king Edward cigar every day. typically he would fire up that cigar in the shack when he got on the radio in the evenings. he also had a very unique call sign and a
very unique way of using it when he "called CQ". my sister Denise and I used to play HAM radio as kids, and I would always duplicate calling CQ exactly like he did. Cesare hoped I would pick up his hobby someday and eventually I did.
Cesare passed very quietly on New Years Eve, 1990 at the age of 89. Until the last few years, he remained very active in the hobby. Although any significant interest I had in Ham Radio had long been replaced by other, more pressing issues, it was always there, lingering, just below the surface.
In late 2001, I had problems with a generator at the house. The repair service sent a fellow out to look things over, who just happened to be a Ham. It was through that chance meeting that I found out about the vanity call program - a program that allowed a relative or friend to trade their FCC sequentially issued and computer generated call for the call sign of a deceased relative or friend. that was all it took to get me interested again. I wanted Cesare's call sign and through the vanity call program - I applied for it and got it as soon as I possibly could.
about 6 months after I got my entry level license I took and passed the test for the general license which would grant me HF privileges and enable world wide communication.
the very night I passed the general test Cesare came to me in a dream. he was sitting in that old mission style chair like he always did - slid forward, shifted to the left, legs stretched out straight and feet wagging . . . he was in a white button down short sleeved shirt and there was a cigar in his right hand. I could actually smell the cigar smoke. he sat up straight in the chair, looked at me and with his right hand holding that King Edward, he pointed to me and laughed as he said this:
"NOW THEY'RE GOING TO CONFUSE YOU WITH ME!"
the very next day after passing the test and having that dream, using what had once been his call sign but had now become mine, I was calling CQ on 17 meters - and doing so in the same
very unique manner he'd always done. I made contact with a station in the South Sandwich Islands. when the station operator came back
HE CALLED ME CESARE and, as is the habit of HAMS, when you've worked a station previously, told me when and on what band "we'd worked before - and that we'd worked TWICE".
what makes this even more unique, is that in order to have that information readily available the station operator in the South Sandwich Islands would have had to have taken the time and effort to transfer his OLD PAPER LOGS onto computer - an exhaustive undertaking to say the least. I don't know many who've bothered to do it.
there's one final thing I'll toss in here . . .
in
my shack - all matted out in the same frame, I have his picture, one of his old QSL cards, his last Advanced ticket and my first Tech ticket . . . it’s hung very near that old mission style chair made of quarter sawn oak - his favorite - the one he liked to sit in so much . . . and BTW in the picture I've mentioned above - he's sitting in that mission style chair, in a white button down shirt, his trademark King Edward in the right hand.
sometimes I swear I can smell that King Edward cigar when I'm on the radio . . .