Story Edie (Complete)

Kathy in FL

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Chapter 42​


“Winn, reread that contract. Does anything on it state we have to turn over anything to the bank people, anything at all?”

“No. I already looked at it because of the food and stuff. Why?”

“Because I’m just wondering what all is in that safe, if anything.”

“Holy crap. You don’t think …”

“I don’t know, that’s why I was asking you,” I told him.

“Let’s look around to see if there’s a key or combination. I can drill it, but I’d rather not. That’s one of those old safes and it will be a bear to break into.”

We found the combination written on the inside of a well-used bank bag.

“How the heck did you think of that?” Winn wanted to know.

I snorted. “Aunt Nita used to do that with the safe before we got the big one.”

Winn and I both sat on the floor looking inside once we got it open.

“Winn, is this going to give you heartburn to keep this?” I asked. It wasn’t always easy for me to tell how Winn was going to react to stuff.

This time his answer was definitive. “No. But I don’t want it bandied about either. Can we put it in your big safe? We’ll divvy it up later.”

After nodding in the affirmative I asked, “Is that stuff even spendable? I mean they’re really old dimes. And what are those?”

“Silver ingots if they’re legit. And these rounds look like they’re home melted. We’ll have to see how pure they are and if they are stamped with the correct weight.”

He’d managed to surprise me. “How do you know that stuff?”

“My dad used to be into it before he had to liquidate everything when he got sick. I still inherited his coin collection. My mom thinks it is a bunch of old junk coins but I’m pretty sure my step-dad suspects it’s worth more than Mom understands. He told me not to tell anyone what I had and to get it in a safe deposit box.”

I’d stopped trusting the banks about that stuff when Aunt Nita had died. I told Winn, “Aunt Nita used to have some stuff in a safe deposit box but that didn’t keep Uncle Tinker from getting into it. Had some of their mom’s stuff in there but I don’t know what because Uncle Tinker took it. I was just barely smart enough to keep my mother’s jewelry box with hers and Dad’s jewelry in it with me with when Nels Gibson started rearranging my life. I bet if he’d known, he’d found some way to take it from me.”

When Winn got thoughtful I added, “If you don’t want to put your stuff … um, your collection … in the big safe maybe we could find a way to move this one downstairs and …”

“If we are going to put this in the big safe I might as well put my stuff from the safe deposit box in there too. Er … there’s some papers too. Like my DD214.”

“I’ll clean out a shelf and we’ll figure out the rest like a new combination and stuff when we do that. Let’s just go ahead and get this out of here. What about the paper money?”

“We’ll need to go ahead and spend it as soon as we can. They say by the end of the year they are going to be issuing that new currency that has the chip embedded in it.”

“I thought it was going to be debit cards.”

“That too but in areas that doesn’t have wifi service or its down or whatever they say the new currency will fill that gap.”

That was another scary thought I’d started thinking about but it was all too new and confusing and I had other stuff that needed doing first.

# # # # #

I looked around. “You said Celeste said this place was a mess. You sure we have the right address? It doesn’t look bad at all.”

“Yeah, I think that’s the man coming down the road to meet us.”

Instead of us being late for the three o’clock meeting the other guy was. He apologized and was relieved we were still here.

“Yeah, the outside looks decent. The real estate agent said curb appeal was important. We mowed the place. Picked up the yard. Threw a coat of pain on the outside and got rid of the worst of the piles. My wife and I work though and I wouldn’t trust the kids to take care of this on their own. My sister and her husband are next to useless and if they didn’t live three states over it would be even worse. This is my great uncle’s place. His wife died last year and he didn’t outlive her by long. But in that time the house really went to pot because she’s the one that took care of everything for him, including the yard work.”

“A lot of delayed maintenance?”

“If we can get the place cleaned out, we are just going to sell it ‘as is’. Mostly I just want out from under it. The property over there was a flea market that was open during tourist season. It won’t reopen this year and they are looking for a buyer for the land. The neighbor on the other side is just a lot where a local contractor parks his trucks. The county wants everything cleaned up on all three properties or they are threatening imminent domain. I looked their numbers over and that won’t even pay the inheritance taxes. Just look around and let’s see if we can make a deal.”

I did a seemingly casual look into everything, including the basement, then asked, “Is there an attic that also needs cleaning out?”

“We already brought everything down to go through it. After my wife and I got through with that we decided to just chuck everything else until Celeste mentioned that you might be available. We aren’t looking to make a lot of money, like I said we just want to make enough to pay the inheritance taxes.”

I knew for there to be inheritance tax, there had to be money someplace but it must not be in liquid assets. And then I got my answer that the farm he and his wife manage with their oldest son and his wife was part of the problem. It had been a family farm owned in large part by the great uncle as the last surviving sibling of that generation. They couldn’t afford to lose the land but couldn’t afford to buy the uncle out before he died. What a mess.

I gave a nod to Winn from behind the man’s back. And when Winn told him we could make it work, the man was more than just relieved.

After what we ran into in the diner I wanted everything on the table. “I know you said you have taken everything you want but are you sure?”

“We don’t have room for what we did keep. I … I just don’t want to know where this stuff goes but please don’t just throw it in a dumpster some place.”

“No. That won’t be happening. As I go through the house I’ll set any photos aside. Will I be running into personal papers?”

“I’ll be honest and say I don’t know but probably not. When my uncle’s wife realized how sick she was, and that she wouldn’t be getting better, she started going through all that stuff. She even boxed up all her clothes and shoes and … it was just amazing. She tried to take care of everything for my uncle but there’s still a mess. Her son was supposed to come help him but when he found out there was no money in it, he just took her car and walked away. Broke my uncle’s heart as he’d helped to raise him. Sorry, probably not what you wanted to hear.”

When you work in estates you almost always wind up having to deal with personal and private stories or items. You have to build walls, or at least maintain a healthy distance. Winn was still learning that and I could tell he was a little ick’d out by some of the story that had been told. Luckily the man left soon after that. The man drove off, relieved he could turn things over to someone else to deal with.

“Edie, what are you thinking girl. I know that look.”

“I’m thinking we need a bigger storage bay. We aren’t going to want to store this stuff at the cabin. And to be honest I’ve got enough to manage up there as it is. I’ll start setting up the booth at Dotty’s. I’ll take most of the breakables there that will be too hard to pack for shipping. A lot of this vintage stuff is really moving. I’ll give it two weeks to move there and then I’ll add it to my online offerings as a back up. Things that I think will move quickly online but I don’t get a nibble on or many views within two weeks I’ll take them to Dotty’s. The furniture I’ll stage at the consignment warehouse. Dotty’s husband wants to do more of that to draw people in. I didn’t want to say anything but it looks like the uncle moved his wife’s stuff to the basement rather than taking it to a donation center like she had told him to.”

“Are you serious?” Winn asked with a groan.

“Just let me look. If it is too big of a mess I’ll just move everything in the Tahoe myself. We’re going to have at least one load to the landfill. That’s on you. The mattresses are pretty ratty and need to go in that load. All the blinds are dry rotting. I’m not sure what the linens look like. There are some good furniture pieces but at least half of it is particle wood under the veneer. That sofa in the front room looks like it wants to eat someone. What color orange is that?”

Winn slowly grinned and said, “You know I wouldn’t be doing this without you right?”

I gave him an atomic eyeroll. “Or me without you. Stop with the worrying and heartburn. We’ll make bank. There might not be a huge margin in this one but it isn’t the disaster you were trying to paint it.”
 
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Kathy in FL

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Chapter 43​


Winn was laying on the floor at the cabin three days later and Teena was sitting on his back riding him like a rodeo clown.

“Let me take her.”

“She’s okay,” he said in a muffled voice from the crook of his arm between oomphs when she jumped on him.

“Sure she is. Teena, c’mon. Get off Winn.”

“Weeeeee!”

I managed to get her up and then stuffed her with some mushed up peas that I knew was going to make her diaper look positively disgusting but oh well, then I put her to bed. She still mostly nurses but she’s also eating a little really ground up veggies – like peas or carrots – along with the rice cereal. We still slept downstairs because it while it was warmer it still got cold at night. However, tonight Winn and I needed to talk so while Teena-zilla slept, we stayed upstairs.

Spiral notebook in hand I sat back down. Winn asked, “You sure you don’t need to do your school stuff?”

“I’m taking the rest of the week off. I’m all finished with my Junior year. I’ve decided to complete most of my senior credits with my dual enrollment classes and those won’t start until May. I’m registered and have them paid already thanks to you insisting on selling a couple of those silver ingots which I still kinda don’t understand. That’s calculus, Spanish II, Bookkeeping II, and some stupid public speaking course off my to do list; at least until classes start. That just leaves the mandatory course of civics, and human anatomy and physiology that the school district won’t let me clep out of. Hopefully I’ll finish all the crap I need to finish before my birthday in August. I am so done with … don’t you dare.”

“You have to admit, you almost walked into it.”

“No I didn’t,” I denied, trying not to get side tracked with the endless done/Dunn gotchas.

Winn stretched then winced. I said, “You’re letting those things get dried out.”

“How can you tell?”

“Because you didn’t just make a face because your joints popped.”

He sighed. “I’m going Monday for the mandatory check up. I’m out of the medicated cream I use and the only way they’ll give me a new prescription is if I have the damn bloodwork run and all the rest. Thanks for … you know.”

Maybe I was being hardheaded about it, Teena comes from it naturally, but something still didn’t seem right. “I still don’t understand why they’d be worried you are popping pills or whatever.”

“It is just the rules Edie, it doesn’t have to make sense. I might not pop a pill on a regular basis, but a lot of Vets do because they are being forced to get treatment outside the system and that’s either all they can afford or all that is available.”

“But it is just a medicated moisturizer! Not freaking narcotics or whatever. It’s stupid. They hurt you to help you stop hurting. That’s beyond ridiculous.”

“It’s … just … thanks for taking me and picking me up. I hate that place. And I’ll have to go through … look, I might be kinda messed up when I come out.”

I nodded. “Try and not worry about it. You already explained they’ll put you through a counseling session where they try to grind you to powder before they’ll let you see the pain management people. I get it. I wouldn’t want to be forced to talk about … anyway … just try not to worry about it. I understand.”

“Thanks.”

We were quiet for a moment then I tried to get his mind off the approaching doctor’s visit with what we’d been going to talk about in the first place.

I flipped open to a page in the notebook I’d already written on. “We finished the diner.” I looked around and winced. “I’ll try and get this stuff better organized. I just don’t have room yet. Sorry about the mess.”

Winn sat up and then got on the sofa. “Now who is apologizing and worrying?”

“You sure you’re up for this. You ran the tractor all day.”

He yawned. “You sure you don’t mind me crashing on the trundle.”

“Positive.”

“Then don’t worry about it. I need to get this stuff straight in my head. It feels like we’ve been going forever but I know it has only been three days, but it’s been a long three, twelve-plus hour days. We’re lucky that septic company needs the extra day. At least your new tank is set. I’ll dig the rest of the old leach field out tomorrow and dig the new trenches for the infiltrator pipes and start laying them tomorrow.”

“We’ll start laying them tomorrow.” Before he could object I asked, “Do you think we’ll really be able to have two long rows as the leach field and leave the rest of the flat area for raised beds?”

“The math works. If there is time day after tomorrow I’ll try and help move some of this stuff around. Where did you put all your little doodads that are normally out here?”

He was referring to my online sales items. “I moved them up to the third bedroom. Light is better in there for taking pictures anyway. And I can organize all the smalls better. Some of the other stuff I’ve packed into the Tahoe to take to Dotty’s on Saturday when you go back to work for the Property Management company.”

He groaned, “Don’t remind me. I promised to help you here.”

“The kitchen is going to have to wait until I get some of the stuff from the diner managed. If you are just dying to help, you think tomorrow you can help me add those braces to the new section on the back porch?”

“You sure you are okay with losing another section by enclosing it? You’re going to have to be careful what you store in there.”

“It will give me a place to store all the stuff in jars while I rearrange stuff around here. Thanks for not thinking I’m crazy for wanting to enlarge the pantry area. I know it means putting the washer and drying in a new location …”

“But that makes it easier to run them to the new dedicated septic line for the washer.”

“It also means the work of changing the stairs,” I reminded him.

He in turn reminded me, “But you are only giving up the tub in the bathroom downstairs. You’ll still have a shower down there and the toilet and shower will also go to the new septic tank without having to have a lift station.”

I laughed. “Okay, now we both have proven how brilliant we are, lets finish this list so we can get some sleep.”
 

Freebirde

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Are the cooler and freezer modern modular units? If so, with the right size large allen wrench they can be dismantled and moved. The freezer will have a floor that is attached and can be moved also. If Edie's power system would not be able to handle the load, they will make good, insulated storage units. At worst, the panels would make insulated wall panels.
 

Sammy55

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Yes! A treat on a rainy, cold Saturday morning! Thanks bunches, Kathy!!

And I agree....I think there is trouble lurking around somewhere as things are going just a tad too well.

Huh. More than a tad. This little Edie and, of course, Winn are reaping some good 'uns! It would be nice if the same could happen here. But I don't think I would have the energy to do all that canning and drying and freezing.... LOL!
 

DIMDAL

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Agree @larry_minn, live in central Ak. Weather is pretty chilly (0 to -30) in the winter, hot in the summers (upper 70's - 100). House, window and pipe insulation, and efficient heating are way more important than AC. Besides running AC is hella expensive.
Also have family in S. IL that keep their house (old house, no AC) quite comfortable by running a whole house fan at night and using heavy curtains during the day.
 

Siskiyoumom

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Very nice to catch up on your story. We had a very cool morning of 32, balmy 74 in the afternoon today. The snow has finally melted enough to drive in to our tiny mountain paradise. We are now in mud season ha ha. I co-taught a pickle ing class today on the reservation and reconnected with moms of my former students. Anyhow we have rain for the next three days then snow! What a crazy winter spring for us.

Anyhow, I was able to visit with my best friends and she regaled me with her story of dealing with her siblings in dealing with her recently deceased mom’s estate. Your story is spot on on the pitfalls of cleaning out a long occupied home in order to sell it. Sadly her siblings are sneaky, selfish a narcissistic. As my da always said when an an elder passes coach roach relatives come out to play.

Thank you so much for your story dear lady
 

Kathy in FL

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Chapter 44​


Well we didn’t really finish the list that night but we put a dent in it. I had been keeping an inventory of all my sales from the start. Then the bookkeeping got a little more complicated when I started selling stuff from the Clean Out business because we didn’t buy it, it was part of our “pay” and some of those items brought in better than good money. Some days I felt like I did nothing but paperwork and bookkeeping. The problem was where and when were the taxes being paid on that income. I didn’t want the government to “double dip” so I was very, very careful in how I entered every item. As aggravating as it was, I figured it was all good experience for getting my degree.

Next complication was when we kept stuff for personal use, I had to decide whether to put it on the books or where, I mean what category. Then I started doing Winn’s books as well because it was getting too hard to run two sets of books for one partnership. Then I did his other business bookkeeping because when I saw how he was doing it I asked him how long and hard his tax preparer cussed.

“Hates to see me coming,” he admitted. “She said it was the last year unless …”

“Unless what?”

“Let’s just say there was a damn long list of instructions and or else’s that went along with them.”

I snorted. “A cousin?”

“An aunt on my step-dad’s side. No way do I want all the Dunn’s knowing my business.”

“You do know that business taxes are due on March 15th?”

“I got an extension,” Winn grumbled.

I sighed. “I have to finish mine and turn it over. Why the stupid rule about Trusts having to file through a licensed accountant I don’t know.”

“Huh?”

“The Trust. I get a schedule K-1 from my family trust. That gets reported on a 1041 and …”

“Lalalalalala,” Winn sang with his fingers in his ears.

“What are you doing?!” I laughed.

“None o’ my business. That is your money. Period.”

I snorted. “I’m not an idiot. I know you aren’t buyable.”

“Huh?”

“That’s why you always act weird when it comes up. You don’t want me to think you are after what may or may not be in the bank.”

“Well yeah,” he said emphatically.

“Don’t be a dork. We have a meeting weekly and put it all on the table for our partnership.”

“That’s different,” he said mulishly.

“No. You’re different. And that’s a good thing but don’t get squeamish. I can do your taxes … or help you to do them.”

He opened his mouth then slowly closed it. “You’d do that?”

I shrugged. “Sure. It might take me a week to set it up but after that it should only take a few hours to plug the numbers into the schedules and from the schedules, well all the yada yada. I’ll put the receipts into ledgers and reconcile your bank and credit card statement on my own but after that you can sit with me as we work out your federal business income tax, estimate your self-employment taxes, then calculate the federal and state income tax, etc. etc. etc.”

“I been paying quarterly.”

“Figured, but we need to make sure you get all of the deductions you have coming. Like I know you have work boots and those coveralls that you work in. That’s a business expense. Do you keep track of your mileage and gas?”

“Mileage no. Fuel costs is a hard yes.”

“Good. We’ll just rake through everything. And if you wanna help me plug in numbers you can do that too so I don’t have to wig so much about possible transposing something.”

He was a little hesitant but the bargain was made. Thing is I wasn’t just being nice to be nice. I didn’t want to be the only one decide whether to claim some of the stuff at all. Like all the food from the diner. Some of our work was barter by legal standards but that was still taxable.

“Winn this is crazy. Don’t get upset but I really don’t know how to claim that stuff since it is all going to personal use.” I was referring to the food from the diner.

“Why should I get upset? The bank isn’t going to care because they aren’t going to know. It’s more like finding stuff at the dump than it is getting paid. They are bulldozing the place as we speak, or at least starting in the morning. They already pulled down that one wall. And all it means is that they can put everything in the same landfill since we were able to take the walk-ins apart. Job couldn’t believe you found a recycler for so much of it. We’ll claim what we have receipts for like the furniture, appliances, and that yada. But the other stuff is a hard nope in my opinion.”

“We found,” I said referring to recycling. “I got the name, you did the talking. The guy was a walking poisoned testosterone hormone. I wouldn’t have done it without you there.” I shuddered and I wasn’t playing. He reminded me of some of the lawyers for the defense that tried to make me out to be a Jezebel.

“Yeah, well, at least I’m good for something,” Winn said, catching me off guard.

“Uh … what’s that supposed to mean?”

He sighed. “Ignore me. I just need to get through Monday. So distract me.”

The more I’ve seen it the more I understand why Dad complained about the VA. I feel bad for Winn and all those that need the VA services.

As for the recycler, he gave us a quarter below market price per pound for all the copper that we pulled from the diner, but he came and pulled that himself since there was so much of it. Winn said there was no sense in letting it go to the landfill. Or letting the state use prison labor to separate it out and get the money. That guy also took the big plate glass windows and hooked us up with another guy that took the big metal prep table and metal sinks and then wanted the walk-ins as well. We got rid of some other stuff by taking it out and lining it up in the parking lot including what I consider to be memorabilia like the menus. We took the commercial appliances, like the giant stand mixer they made their homemade bread with, to the same place we took regular appliances and they said they’d be able to sell it with no problem with so many small businesses popping up again. People needed to make their money somehow with a lot of the large franchises laying people off.

In a shed on the premises there was another commercial grade stand up cooler. It was low on freon but that was all and it worked fine after I evicted all of the creepy crawlies that called it home. That was a bear to move to the back porch deck but so worth it because there was now room for all the cold food items until I can do something with them.

At the same time as the diner, we were cleaning out the house that Celeste had recommended us for. In the boxes down in the basement I found some really nice blouses and a couple of dresses that I put online that sold quickly, but most everything else that was boxed up did go to charity. I found out likely why the boxes never got donated. The place that they were labeled to go to was no longer in business. I sent them to another thrift store that supported a women’s shelter in Overton and got a tax slip for them. I did find a jewelry box down there and two shoeboxes of pictures and a couple of old photo albums. I set that aside for Winn to turn over to the property owner.

Winn pulled the appliances – they were old-style gas, not electric so didn’t do me any good – and I used some of the house stuff to stage the place after getting it cleaned up. Cleaning the bathroom was disgusting. I nearly took a pressure washer in there and would have had there been any kind of drain in the floor. After taking out the good furniture I put the remainder in the yard and had a quick yard sale and set everything at deep-discount. Did the same for the former owner’s clothing. The only problem with doing that is I had to adjust for the sales tax I had to give to the state after the sale. It is one of the reasons why we stuck to clean outs rather than having estate sales.

After the place was cleaned up and staged you could see it had been taken care of and had good bones. With the grime gone and the “curb appeal” the new owners gave it, we had the place sold even before the realtor could put a sign in the yard.

The appliances barely made the job worth the time we put into it, but you have that happen sometimes and frankly it was a job well done that was appreciated and got the word out.

The wife of the couple told me, “You can come work for me anytime you want to. I can’t believe how fast you got this done.”

I shrugged politely. “Winn and I have it down to a system where we each do our parts. And this place wasn’t all that bad once the top layer of dirt came off. Someone really took care of the place and there wasn’t any delayed maintenance, just delayed cleaning.”

She nodded, “No one realized how fast Uncle Herman was going downhill. I guess his wife covered it up. Or he just gave up like some old folks do. Turns out she’s the one that took care of everything including the bills. Luckily she put everything on autopay before she passed. She made things so much easier than they might have been. And I hate to say it like that but from my side of things it’s the truth.”

The only other thing besides the furniture, that went to the consignment shop, that helped to make all the time and effort worth it was stuff that was left over inventory from the roadside stand. None of the labels were faded so it was all from last season, but some of the boxes the jars, bottles, and jugs were in were a little mouse chewed. I checked those thoroughly before having anything to do with them. Especially after finding all the stick traps of long-deceased skeletal-rodents, some of them doggone big if you ask me. There were a bunch of different jams, jellies, and preserves but not a lot of any one particular variety. There were quart and pint jars of local honey and some of it had been flavored. There were several jugs of various ciders. There were jars of pickled vegetables that I would have never bothered doing. There were a couple of cases of various syrups as well. Even if the food hadn’t still had some life left in them, the jars alone would have been worth a small fortune to me.

Taking all the food in made my inventories a jumbled up mess that made me itch. The ones from the “Celeste House” did save me from doing a gazillion small canning batches though. I tell you, for a while there I would have loved to have had another freeze drier; I could have kept it going and probably a third one as well. I spent at or near the same amount of time on my inventories and other paperwork as I spent on school. But it is proving to be oh so worth it.

When Monday rolled around Winn was extra special sensitive, like he was already anticipating the doctors getting into his business whether he wanted them there or not.
 

Kathy in FL

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Chapter 45​


Like he was going to his death Winn told me, “Edie, I don’t know how long I’m going to be. If you have things to do …”

“Have a kid just in case her singing your name in the back seat didn’t clue you in. I’m used to doctor’s appointments taking as long as they take. I have a bag of stuff and Mighty Mouth’s stroller. We’ll be fine unless you really don’t want us around.”

“What I really don’t want is for you to see some of the things you might see in the waiting area.”

“Saw things when I was taking Aunt Nita to her treatments.”

“You have an answer for everything,” he grumped.

“If I had an answer for everything I wouldn’t need to be so grateful that for once I get to pay you back for all of the help and stuff you’ve given me since I moved up on the mountain. Now knock it off. We’re partners. Please don’t make me get down on my hands and knees and …”

“Doggone it Edie. I don’t want your gratitude.”

“Why not? It is freely given and is about the only thing I can give you that … that …”

He yelped. “Don’t cry!”

“Then don’t throw my feelings back in my face! I don’t have them for anyone else! And won’t ever feel like finding anyone else to … and … I’m … don’t you … that’s enough. We’re partners so there!”

Winn slowly calmed down and smiled. “Hold that thought ‘til August?”

I was trying not to hyperventilate over what had come out of my mouth without me even realizing what had been going on in my head. Finally I quietly said, “Okay.” And I decided not to think about that very much if at all. There was already way too much going on and way too much I needed to accomplish for the kind of complications that came when I turned eighteen.

When we went in first we had to go through more security than they have at the county courthouse; metal detector, bag search, wand, and I was waiting for a body cavity search if you want to know the truth. Then we had to get matching wristbands, even Teena who didn’t know whether she liked it or was it perhaps a new chew toy. I guess everyone in the waiting area had to belong to someone there for treatment. I was also told that Teena and I were restricted to one area of the waiting room and had to sign in and out even to go to the restrooms. Since I was a nursing mother they told me that I had to take her behind a set of dividers when she needed to nurse. My smart aleck almost got ahead of my brain and I wanted to tell her, “Oh no. It’s my life’s ambition to just haul them out to give all these strangers a free show.” Winn must have sensed something because he hustled us over to some chairs and there we stayed for the duration.

It took nearly an hour for Winn to be called back despite the fact he had been on time. I didn’t get the fidgets until it was coming up on two hours after he’d gotten called back. I seriously got the fidgets when some guy lost it in the waiting area. I didn’t even have time to do much more than think about moving before security had him dog-piled. The problem is that he must have set off the PTSD for some other people in the waiting area. Security was busy trying to control things and that’s when I ran into my own problem. I was getting backed into a corner by a guy that didn’t have good things on his mind, but security was busy handling stuff on the other side of the room.

The things he was saying … uh uh, I’m not even going to record them. He thought I was someone else, a female someone else that had betrayed him. I kept trying to explain he had me confused with the other person. I was calm and thought I was being reasonable. Things took a sharp left into oh-my-gawd when he said that he’d make sure that “the little bastard” went first. He made a grab for Teena and all I could do was hold her tightly and start screaming for Winn since no one else around was too interested in helping as they were all fixated on the guys in the security uniforms that were losing the battle to calm things down.

I was crouched down in the corner trying to keep the guy from taking Teena from me. Something … someone … barrels into the guy knocking him off balance and back into another fight that was going on.

The someone turned out to be Winn and he was coming back towards me when I saw one of the security guards take aim at him. “No! No! No! Winn look out!!”

The security guard pulls up before he can shoot – turns out it was a tazer – and Winn grabs me and Teena and protects us with his own body – taking a few body contacts – until he gets us over to the reception area where other people are huddled trying to avoid the craziness.

“Are you all right?!”

“Wha?!”

“Edie. Look at me. Are you and Teena all right?"

“I … yeah … yeah.” Then I do the stupid and fall into his arms.

“Whoa.”

All I can do is shake. Looking back I felt so stupid but … the guy … it brought up some really bad memories. And fears when he tried to take Teena.

Winn held me with his bad arm and when I realized it I tried to back out of his space so I didn’t hurt him. He wouldn’t let me and I decided not to fight it. If the guy wanted to play Prince Charming and come to my rescue I was in the mood to let him. I don’t know which of us was more grateful to “Weeee” holding us, me or Teena who was doing her own bit of shaking.

# # # # #

It only took a few more minutes for the brawls to be brought under control when security brought out what looked like cattle prods, but it was more minutes on the other side of that before Winn would turn loose or let me get up.

“All clear!” was yelled several times before he let anyone stand up from behind the reception area. He wasn’t the only Vet back there either. They’d ringed the “civilians” and faced outward like a pack of pit bulls looking to fight anyone that came on their side of the fence. It was obvious they were prepared to I don’t even want to contemplate what.

Security started making us leave in “wrist band groups” as soon as they checked who we were on their clip boards. Staff went through double doors at the end of the hallway and everyone else when through the glass doors where we’d come in at. They were going to empty the entire building so they could put the “unruly clientele” each in a room with dedicated staff to watch them until they could decide what to do with them.

I wasn’t in the mood to drive but I didn’t have a choice. Winn was gray-faced and in no shape and the parking lot guards were hurrying us and not in a nice and friendly kinda way.

“Just get us to the pharmacy. Please.”

“They refilled your prescription?”

“Yeah,” he grunted painfully. “Wouldn’t happen to have a Tylenol in your purse would you? I’d even take a Midol at this point.”

His comment caught me off guard and I snickered then blanched in embarrassment. “I’m sorry. You must think I’m the weakest person on the planet. And …”

“Hold it together Edie. Just get us to the pharmacy first.”

I’d never heard Winn use that particular tone and he’d never used anything close to it with me, ever. I knew I’d screwed up somehow.

I wanted to run, hide, give Winn space, something, anything but instead he said to come inside the store because it might take an hour and he didn’t want me sitting in the car the entire time.

It wasn’t going to be an hour, but it was going to be thirty minutes and that Winn was lucky they had the medical cream in stock because they didn’t normally carry it.

Winn stuck close and a good thing. Teena was holding onto me in a death grip but she wasn’t happy when Winn wasn’t where she could see him.

Winn finally said, “I gotta find something OTC. They said I was reaching my med limit for the year.”

“But it is only March.”

“One of the scripts is for Silver Sulfadiazine. That’s a topical antibiotic. I have a couple of spots from where the dog got me that keep peeling open and I gotta get the infection under control before it screws up my grafts.”

I’m research girl and I had a mission. My phone was busy helping me to find the consumer reports on all the products they had on the shelves while I juggled Teena who was still clamped onto me like a vice. Some I could discount right away as Winn said they hadn’t helped him in the past. We settled on the day and night versions of Mederma but they weren’t cheap and Winn was frustrated and almost embarrassed.

“Winn you wouldn’t have a problem if I needed something like this.”

“That’s different.”

I rolled my eyes and told him, “Only a complete guy would say something like that. Let’s get this stuff and I’ll hunt until I find a source that will be less expensive. Okay? You wouldn’t grouch if …”

“Edie, I’m probably going to need stuff like this for the rest of my life. Do you know how much that is going to suck?”

I told him so no one else could hear, “Not as much as if you weren’t here to need them.”

He went really still. When I reached over and put the two items in the basket I was pushing he didn’t object.
 

Freebirde

Senior Member
Things to stock up on:
Base: A good shorting (Momma swore by Crisco), quality oils, OTC lotions, glycerin

Colloidal silver (topical use only), Sulfur, Magnesium Sulfide/Epson Salts (a lot, soaks and supplement for tomatoes and peppers in the garden),

Vit E, Iron/Iron sulfate (take Vit C at the same time), Vit D3, Blood test for other supplements.

Aloe vera plant, hyssop, willow, Camomile, St. John Wort,
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter 46​


Winn had his prescriptions and we were back in the Tahoe and I was about to pull out when he said, “You mind taking a drive further from home? I’ll … I’ll explain why when we get someplace.”

Thinking quick I remembered the park I’d taken Teena to one time when I got lost. “There’s a little park on the other side of Overton. Is that far enough away?”

“Er, you mind going further?”

“How much further?”

“There’s a burger place in Youngstown. Let’s grab a bag and find a place to sit and talk.”

Youngstown was a place I’d never gone. It was about twice the size of Overton and I wasn’t confident enough in my ability to get there and get home to make it worth the risk. Winn knew all the backroads though because he used to live there with his father.

We got the burgers and went to a parking lot of a bike path and just sat for a moment before Winn said, “We need to talk. And please don’t look like that. I might make a hash of this but it needs saying and I’ll explain why. And I have to eat something or my guts are going to be nothing but acid.”

“Are you … are you upset at what I said at the medical center?”

“Uh uh. But I do need to … damn this is going to sound the opposite I mean it to. Look, you aren’t eighteen and I could get in a hell of a bind if people start doing more than maybe just thinking there might be something between us. Because there is on my part and I’m thinking you surprised yourself and there might be something on your part that got away from you.”

“It’s … it’s not that it got away from me. It surprised me. I didn’t think I would ever feel this way. Ever. And …” I sighed. “I don’t know how to say it yet.”

“Well ‘yet’ is better than what I should probably expect.”

“Uh …”

“It’s okay Edie. There’s no rush. What I mean is … dang. Look it is a long story and it isn’t really about me so much as about all of us in Dunnville.”

Trying to puzzle it out I finally told him, “If you meant that to explain things … um … it didn’t.”

He chuckled but not because anything was funny. “About five years ago a local youth pastor got caught preferring the kids he was teaching to the woman he was married to. You understand what I mean?”

“If you are trying to say the guy was a pedophile, yeah. It happens. For some reason it happens a lot in places it shouldn’t even be a thought in.”

“You got that right. My stepdad says it is because people with those kinds of issues gravitate to places where they have a captive audience. Anyway, somehow or other it got turned crazy. People started debating when was someone old enough to make the choices that three of the girls … anyway, long story short because it really is about more than the sick-o. A bunch of people in town now make it their business to make sure that if a girl is under eighteen the guy better be too.”

“Isn’t that … well I can understand if the girls were under sixteen but … okay so maybe it isn’t any of my business. Just finish explaining it please.”

He sighed. “How about we say that Cindy already checks to make sure I am not taking advantage of you and reminds me that some guys in town are still on the sheriff’s list for ‘having a relationship’ with a minor even though both families approved of it. And things and people can be so strict that it doesn’t matter whether there is anything beyond holding hands going on.”

I was thinking that some people had too much time on their hands, but what I told him was, “I don’t want to get you in trouble.”

“Feeling is mutual. I also don’t want to cause problems for you with Teena. Smith’s sister might have been encouraged to shut up, but that don’t mean she’ll stay that way if we give her any smoke to say there’s fire.”

I sighed.

He asked, “You upset with me for … er …”

“For having my back? No. Not at all. And I’ve got your back. This is no one’s business but ours. If people are going to try and make our lives difficult …”

“Well, it ain’t a hopeless situation. In August it won’t be such a problem so long as we kinda keep it reasonable. Hey … you look … scared.”

“Not scared … or not exactly. This is all fresh and new to me. But … I’m not fresh and new. Or do I have to just come out and say it.”

His ears got red. “You’re talking about Teena and all of the rest of that.”

“Yeah. It’s a lot to ask someone else to live with because you know if they’ll push the eighteen-thing that they’ll have a lot to say about me and Teena.”

“Well asking someone else to live with all my scars ain’t exactly asking a small thing.”

“It only bothers me ‘cause it bothers you. Mostly I just don’t like to see you hurting like you were when you ran out of that medicated cream and didn’t say anything until I brought it up. Which, by the way, is not a smart thing to make me guess about.”

Quietly he said, “Then just think of it as me feeling the same way about what happened to you. And Teena didn’t get a say in any of it at all. But … look I ain’t got the right to say anything more just yet but I want you to know you can count on me. I didn’t like you seeing what you saw back there or getting scared the way you did. But … you called for me. Me. And … if it had to happen, I gotta say it felt right. I ain’t never had anyone …” He cleared his throat. “You can count on me Edie. You and Teena both.”

Quietly I told him, “And you can count on me. Maybe not like some superhero like you were being though I’d give it a try if Teena wouldn’t get hurt, but I’ll do the things that I am good at. I’ll do the books and figure out the food. Everyone always called me Research Girl so I’ll help you find something to help with the burn scars. I know how to spend money but I know how to save it too. And …”

His finger tasted like mustard when he put it on my lips to stop my blathering. “I know it. Um … but …”

“But?”

“Look, I know this is going to make me sound selfish but … we need to slow down. I’ve got things that I want to try and do … I mean prove I guess. Everyone started thinking of me like … like a lost opportunity before I even got out of the hospital. Like all my potential was as burnt over as my skin was. I’m good enough to call for a clogged toilet or a dripping p-trap, but not too many would bother to call me for anything else except maybe free labor. And I’m not at the top of the list for that.”

“Don’t exaggerate. People call you all the time.”

“Fine, I’m getting more calls than I used to, but not too many of them expect to have to pay for it. And while I don’t mind helping the old folks and such, there are some that wouldn’t even think to barter a cold beer on a hot afternoon for several hours work that they weren’t even sticking around to help with. I’m low man on the totem around here, especially in the family.”

Trying not to get in his business since we’ve always kept that part out of whatever is between us. “Well you’re not with me. And maybe your family is brain damaged on the subject but those property management companies aren’t. And those realtors that send the clean outs our way aren’t. And Job Dunn might have had his eyes opened. And Celeste …”

He snorted. “You make a good cheerleader.”

“I won’t ever let anyone talk you down, not even you. You’ve proven yourself too much.”

He relaxed back in the passenger seat. “You make me feel better about stuff. I ain’t walking around in the black dark like I was this time last year. But, I still need to prove myself … to Mom, my stepdad, the world.”

“It’s a guy thing,” I said on a guess using Robbie and Dad as examples.

He looked at me and gave a small grin. “Yeah it is. I know you’d rather people not know you and would just leave you alone and stay out of your business. I’ve come to see your side, or at least some of it. But …”

“I’ve come to see your side of things too, at least some. As long as you don’t mind me not wanting to be first in the door I can live with it. Oh. I mean …”

His grin got bigger. “No, you got it right. It’s there, just we gotta keep it under control. One, I don’t need more temptation than what I’ve got.” I could feel my face heating up. Winn kept grinning but his ears sure did get redder. “Two, I want you to know I’m not those others. Not in any way, shape, or form. You can trust me Edie.”

“I do. Otherwise you would have never made it through the door the first time much less all the rest.”

He kept grinning. “Good. But to keep it that way I need to keep us on the straight and narrow. And I might want the other stuff but it ain’t a need. I’ve got needs that come first … and so do you, starting with Motor Mouth back there.”

Teena had discovered she could make a motorboat noise with her lips, pretty good at it to be honest. The only thing is she does it constantly. It sounds like she has created a whole new language the way she does it. The crazy part is I think I’m starting to understand it.

Winn saw me contemplating everything and nothing. “Does having this out in the open bother you?”

“I … don’t think so. Will this change things?”

“No. That’s the whole point. We’re still us. Nothing has changed. It was there before, now its just we both know it. But we both also agree that …” He stopped and got thoughtful.

“If that line between your eyes is you wonder if I’m not okay with us keeping things between us then you don’t have to worry about that. And its not because I don’t think you are worth it. I just … I just can’t help feeling that I don’t want people in our business. And that we still have a lot of business to take care of before I would be okay about people maybe … you know … having something to say about it. Like you Mom. Like Cindy. Oh my gawd, like you step dad or anyone else.”

“Well I’m not worried about that. They can deal or pound sand. Just after you turn eighteen. Are you okay with that?”

“Definitely. And you don’t have to worry about me spreading our business around. Even if I did do more than just barely talk to other people, I still don’t want people trying to tell us out to run our business; this and all the rest of it.”

“I like the way you think. Did you bring your lists with you?”

“Er … always do. I can access them with my phone. Why?”

There’s a discount grocery where Dad and I used to shop. If you wanna …”

I looked at him and it came out more bashful than I meant it to but I told him, “I like the way you think too.”

“Yeehaw.”
 

larry_minn

Contributing Member
Lifelong meds. It’s nice to build up a surplus. When you are told “you will take till it no longer works, your body will not tolerate, or you are dead” you take advantage of “options”
I had a couple times my meds were in short supply. “We can give you a weeks worth”. I had 3 months worth at home. Plus Dr. has hinted I could reduce dosage. That 3 month extra, possibly 5 month if I reduced after few weeks. Minimum.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter 47​


“What is this place?”

“Er … we can go, find someplace else.”

“Why? I mean look at these prices. I can’t even get this at the World Market.”

“Oh. Well … think of it like a Rose’s or Ollie’s or a scratch-n-dent booth at the flea market.”

“What flea market?”

“During the summer there is a big one once a month in downtown. Should start in May though I haven’t seen any signs out for it yet. Um, is she okay? That’s a weird look on her face.”

I looked at my daughter and then … “Not another mop head. What is with you girl?!” To Winn I explained about Mr. Mop Head and he laughed like it was the funniest thing ever. Oh brother. Did she have him wrapped around her finger.

She only gave up on wanting the mop when Winn picked her up. Having learned my lesson I didn’t make a big scene but I did say quietly, “Don’t spoil her Winn. Just set her in the buggy seat.”

He wasn’t bamboozled. “My arm is fine. The Tylenol kicked in. If she starts wiggling I’ll put her in the buggy.”

It was a decent compromise and since he wasn’t upset I didn’t have to worry that I’d pinched his pride.

“I don’t know if this list is even good for anything anymore. We got all that stuff from the diner.”

“What do we need to turn ‘all that stuff’ into things?”

I thought as we went up and down the aisles and then stopped and looked at some of my other notes when I remembered something. “Evaporated milk would be good.”

I was running prices on my calculator when Winn simply picked up a case of cans and set them in the buggy.

“Winn …”

“I can’t go shopping with you often. Not in town anyway. This is … let’s just call it celebrating.”

He waited for me to decide and just like that it was okay. I smiled. He smiled. Motorboat did her thing. And we … celebrated.

A case of evaporated milk, three gallons of cleaning bleach, a case of Vienna sausages, another of Beanee Weenees, six gallon jugs of water, three cases of flavored sparkling water because Winn had picked up my habit instead of drinking canned pop, a bunch of koolaid packets so I could make Dad’s recipe for homemade sports drink once it turned off hot, and then a freak ton of seasoning packets. There was taco, enchilada sauce, fajita mix, chili mix, white chicken chili mix, brown gravy, chicken gravy, hollandaise sauce, mushroom gravy, onion gravy, white gravy, pork gravy, turkey gravy, mixes to use in the instant pot, mixes for using a sheet pan with, meatloaf seasoning, beef stew mix, beef stroganoff mix, sloppy joe mix, Swedish meatball mix, alfredo sauce mix, shrimp scampi mix, spaghetti sauce mix, mixes to use in my slow cooker, guacamole seasoning, buffalo wings seasoning, garlic potato seasoning, French onion, ranch seasoning, and some that could be used in an air fryer.

I was debating getting them even with Winn saying, “Mom uses those. She’s got an entire cabinet just for her spice collection. They’re all organized in these boxes with dividers like a card catalog.”

Then another lady said, “Honey, those and some rice will cover a multitude of mistakes in the kitchen. And if you grab that flyer that’s at the front door, there’s a coupon in there for another 50% off any clearance item. No limit. You just need the one coupon.” She pointed to a sign that I hadn’t noticed – duh! – that said the spice mixes were on clearance.

Well that sold me and sent me around the store paying more attention to those lemon yellow clearance tags. Most of what they were on was junk in the frozen food section but there were a few other places, like the leftover holiday bins for Christmas and Valentine and that included chocolate (the good stuff) and those stupid but totally tasty little pink wintergreen flavored hearts. Those things are worse than potato chips to me.

“I’m not crazy,” I muttered to Winn who was helping me to dig out all the candies I wanted. “I know it is stupid, but that doesn’t make me crazy.”

He chuckled. “Stop worrying about it. You didn’t complain about me wanting that case of canned jalapeno peppers. Or the olives.”

“No, you eat those all the time so they make sense. If I eat all of this candy I’ll be able to hang a wide load sign … someplace we are not talking about.”

He snickered.

# # # # #

I don’t know why I bothered to worry. He said nothing would change and he was as good as his word. But in a way everything had changed. It was like I’d been missing half the colors in the spectrum and suddenly the prism was just there and at times I felt nearly blinded. But I forced myself to stay calm and it was easy because Winn made it easy.

For the remainder of March we both had a lot of work to accomplish. I had even more reason to finish all of my high school requirements but even less time to do it in. My online clothing sales were doing a lot better than my small items were so I changed some of what I was staying on the look out for.

I was really worried that I wouldn’t get all of the food from the diner’s walk-ins dealt with before stuff spoiled. I learned what was the best way to preserve things. I must have made two gross of jars of soups and stews: cream of broccoli soup[1], beef vegetable soup[2], condensed tomato soup[3], sweet pumpkin soup[4], golden mushroom soup[5], cream of mushroom soup[6], bean and ham soup[7], black bean soup[8], southwestern vegetable soup[9], potato leek soup[10], carrot and fennel soup[11], asparagus soup[12], chicken tortilla soup[13], chicken fajita soup[14], split pea soup[15], lentil soup[16], chicken vegetable soup, Mexican chicken soup, chicken and corn chowder, Kentucky Burgoo[17], beef stew, chicken stew, mulligatawny stew, chili with beef in it, chili with chicken in it, chili with beans, chili without beans, Hamburger Stroganoff to can[18], and on and on and on.

I canned about half the meat including I don’t even want to know how many pounds of bacon[19]. It takes about a pound to fill each pint jar. I’ve continued to do that any time I can find it on sale. I canned ground beef[20], chicken, and ham chunks.

I had the Excalibur dehydrator going a lot as well. And when it wasn’t drying veggies or fruits singly, I was using the dehydrator to make Fruit Leather[21] out of the stuff that was getting too ripe for anything else. And when I wasn’t doing that, I was using it to make Homemade yogurt[22].

The freeze drier was finally getting the workout that I had hoped it would do when I bought it at the estate sale. I cooked a couple of the hams, sliced it thin, and then freeze dried it. I did the same thing with some of the chicken parts. I’d cook the parts up and then strip them like rotisserie chicken and freeze dry what I wasn’t using in the soups. Sometimes I would dice or chop the meat and use it that way. I opened one of the #10 cans of mandarin slices and freeze dried them while I used the juice to drink or for other things. I froze some of the milk in shallow pans and then freeze dried it. I couldn’t believe it but it actually worked. All the eggs I got off the back of the truck also freeze dried well. You get two quarts and a piece from sixty large eggs.

The bags of shredded salad cheddar cheese was freeze dried and I got so ambitious that I bought a big bag of mozzarella cheese and did the same thing. There were a couple of giant slabs of cream cheese so I froze it just until it was easy to slice and then freeze dried those. The cartons of heavy cream were more challenging but by adding water I was able to freeze dry it about as well as plain milk.

I was up early and to bed late. Winn was working more as well. He switched from one cabin to the next one which was further away. Helping Winn do his taxes was an education along the lines of oh-my-gawd-we-are-doing-this-different-from-here-on-out. It took me over a week to straight out all of the receipts and get them entered into ledgers so they made sense. Then I spent a couple of days looking for deductions. He didn’t get anything back but he was more than relieved he didn’t have to pay anything either … well, beyond the quarterly … because he normally did. I warned him this year he would probably need to as his income was going up enough he was going to jump a tax bracket.

“They take all the motivation out of improving yourself,” he complained.

“Tell me about it. Next year is going to be the first year I don’t get any kind of social security and the court ordered payment might end as well. Several have paid their judgment off and it mostly comes in dribs and drabs now and several people have got VOP’d because they weren’t paying.”

“Can I ask you about that?” he asked using a neutral tone of voice.

“I … I opened that door so you could if you need to.”










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