#31
Robert and Gary stared at the Front Range rising to the west of where Denver had been. White capped with snow almost down to the foothills, even in August, was not an inviting sight. They were hungry, dirty, exhausted and now; without hope.
:I don't believe I am able to make it over those mountains;" Gary spoke in a defeated voice. Shoulders slumped, leaning wearily against the wagon seat, he stared dully at the imposing peaks. His mind was telling him, finished.
"There used to be a way to go from here to Rawlins, kinda a short cut up through the foothills." Robert was sitting on his horse next to the wagon.
"If I remember right, don't we get into the Great American desert at Rawlins?" Gary's voice was low and tired.
"From here, all the way to the Cascades and the coast line." Robert wasn't sounding encouraging either.
"I'm gonna quit for the day, have a rest and do some thinkin. You're already saddled, go huntin and get us something for supper." Gary climbed down from the wagon and kicked at an ant hill in the sandy ground.
Robert didn't care for the manner in which Gary dismissed him to go hunting, but considering the amount of camp work that needed to be done, maybe he had the better end of the deal. "Don't you want to camp by water?" Robert was sarcastic. "It wouldn't hurt if you got close up and personal with some water and soap."
Gary didn't verbally reply but gave Robert a hand gesture, that conveyed his feelings.
Looking around, Gary moved the wagon a quarter mile to the North, where a creek was winding it's way down from the foothills. Reddish with iron, the water had a decided iron taste, but it was wet.
There were some busted off cottonwood limbs and a trunk to use for firewood, and Gary puttered around camp in a tired stupor, boiling some water to wash the camp pot that cooked their meals.
Finally, he scooped water in the pot and set it directly on the fire. His pathetic attempts at trying to break off the crusty, burned on food residue, failing miserably.
It took Gary 20 minutes to locate the pan they used for washing up, in the jumbled, thrown together mess inside the wagon. He still had to find his boxes of shells, he was down to three cartridges in his rifle. He stared at the mess, not the least bit interested in rummaging through.
Robert had been in a temper the last time he had been in the wagon looking for something, and had a throwing fit. There was something sticky on the wall and a third of the floor, and it looked like Robert had thrown Gary's sleeping bag down to cover the mess.
While Gary had been looking for the wash pan, he found the coffee pot that had been missing for a couple of days, and dammed if the grounds weren't moldy. Shrugging his shoulders, he poured the reddish water into the boiler and set it on the fire. If the taste of moldy coffee didn't suit Robert, well then, there was just that much more coffee for him.
Gary washed up, taking the time to tie his hair back into a pony tail to keep it out of his eyes. He scratched his chin under his beard, surprised that his chin hair was so long. Gary gave a short laugh, if he looked as bad as Robert, then they both looked like that mean sucker they called their Uncle so many years ago.
Gary didn't welcome the comparison to his uncle and it set him to thinking about the way he and Robert had regressed in their behavior and appearance. Both of them were well equipped with dark looks and surly attitudes. The attitude that just screamed I'm a nasty, mean person, get out of my way, just like uncle.
Robert was gone until way after dark, the fire the only guide back to camp. He was empty handed, made no apologies and got his bedroll from the back of his saddle and threw it under the wagon.
Gary could see that his brother was in a furious temper, and so he commenced to irritate the man more.
"Your lying there, so I know you can hear me. It came to my attention this afternoon that the two of us are just like our dad and uncle, not worth the powder to blow us to hell. Just worthless, using anger as an excuse for poor, ungodly behavior and copping an attitude rather than using logic and reason. I decided this afternoon, I don't want to be that way.
Robert didn't answer, so Gary got up and walked over and kicked his brothers foot.