Story A Will To Survive (Complete)

Kathy in FL

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I looked and didn't see that I'd ever posted this story here on TB2K. Lots of talk of pandemics again and I thought this one might be useful as far as planning goes. This was written back when people were just starting to worry about a Swine Flu pandemic. It was also written with a lot of input from posters from fluwiki and PFI.

It is my first serialized story and you'll see that it is pretty amateur as a result ... not that things are much better now but I hope I've made some improvement over the years.

You'll also see some characters that may be familiar to those that ready MJOTZY. This isn't a zombie story but this is where the characters originated. The stories initially look similar but diverge pretty quickly.

I'm just posting this to give people something to read while they are on hold with the utility company or something as equally boring. LOL. The difference in this story from the others that I've written is that while it covers a SHTF it isn't necessarily what you would call the end of the world ... disaster, yes ... dystopian future, no. :whistle:

Hopefully this will make up in part to how slow I am at getting the other serialized stories posted. My time is not my own at the moment and life is extremely hectic.

Anyway ... here you go.
 

Kathy in FL

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The Will to
Survive:
One Family’s
Pandemic
Story



By: Kathy in Florida
With the help of Flublogia



This fictional scenario of an influenza pandemic was originally written as an eighty-seven part serial post to the forum found at http://www.newfluwiki2.com/frontPage.do, While primarily written by a poster calling herself “Kathy in FL,” other posts and additions were contributed by several other community members.

One of the earlier versions of the completed book is also available by PFI at http://web.mac.com/monotreme1/iWeb/Pandemic Influenza Information/Will to Survive.html

The opinions expressed in this work are the author’s own and do not necessarily represent the opinions of the moderators at any of the websites or professional works cited or mentioned with this text. No copyright infringement against any other author, website, text, graphic, etc. is meant in any way, shape or form. This work is not for profit or resale, but for the edification and education of the reader. The author makes no claim on any of the works quoted and/or cited within these pages.

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are the production of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any similarity to actual people, living or dead, business establishments or events is purely coincidental and certainly not meant to be offensive. The author has also claimed writer’s privilege and while some place names and locations can be found in the real world, creative license has been taken with geographical facts.

Any critiques or additional comments, or suggestions for improvement are welcome. Editing continues to be a work in progress.
 

Kathy in FL

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Introduction

Introduction


Fairytale, or is it?



Once upon a time there lived a family with a father, a mother, and five children. They all got along together and lived relatively comfortable, if not terribly exciting lives. The family members, while not especially handsome or beautiful, were well enough. The kids were smart and well mannered, and they had smart and well-mannered friends. They lived in a house and had two cars. They owned their own business and an in-ground swimming pool. In fact they had many of the creature comforts that were part of the American Dream. The husband and wife were of that group of people from humble beginnings who had made good and felt, though their lives weren’t perfect, they certainly felt above average. And then one day ...



Once upon a time. Isn’t that how all good fairy tales begin? But what if a person was just trying to write a story, knowing that the story might not have a happy ending? What if the story was written to inform, educate, and maybe even encourage people to take action?

So maybe you don’t have a fairy tale after all since you don’t know if the story will end happily ever after. Maybe what you have is a fable or a tall tale. Both fables and tall tales usually have some kind of moral to the story, maybe even a grain of truth to them. But some people don’t want there to be any truth to this story. They’ll say you are a scare-monger or someone just out to get attention by scaring people.

So then is your story a dark and terrible fantasy spun out by a disturbed imagination? You don’t want your story to be a grade B horror flick. You don’t want people to be so scared that they can’t see what you are trying to say; that they never finish reading the story.

So maybe you’ll just call your story … well, a story. But, what the heck, we’ll start this story off with once upon a time anyway. After all, just because you don’t know whether your story will have a happy ending or not, doesn’t mean it can’t have a happy beginning.

Once upon a time there lived a family ………
 

Kathy in FL

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Chapter One

Like all stories, you need a beginning. The problem lies in figuring out where the story actually starts. Do you introduce the beginning with an action scene, a passionate love scene, or a scene where a mysterious message is delivered or overheard? Do you start with a riddle, a conflict, or a preview of the plot? Or do you introduce the villains, the heroes, or the supporting players? Perhaps it is simply easiest for this story if we start it with a description of our main characters. Only the reader will ultimately be able to judge whether they are heroes or villains.

First on the list of players are Scott and Sissy Chapman, husband and wife. Scott and Sissy enjoy their traditional marriage and all the perks that go with it. They are practical and stoic without being stodgy or boring. They are in their early forties and enjoy a fairly active lifestyle and a very close relationship with each other and with their children. It’s their practicality and inclination, rather than sexism, that has led them to divide their responsibilities along stereotypical lines. They own their own property management business which keeps Scott busy and out of the home five or six days a week and on call the rest of the time. Sissy manages the home and the home office, and since they’ve chosen to homeschool she also manages the education of their children. Scott is very organized and manages to juggle his workaholic lifestyle and fatherhood better than you would expect possible. Sissy spends most of her week shuttling the kids back and forth to various activities, answering the office phone, and researching ways to maximize the family’s budget. In their spare time, what little there is of it, they make plans for when they can retire to some rural acreage and live a quieter and less hectic life.

Next we have Scott and Sissy’s children -- 2 teenagers, a soon to be middle schooler, an elementary aged child, and a toddler. Rose, James, Sarah, Bekah, and Johnnie are all good kids. Their social outlets run the gamut from church to scouts to sports. They are amiable and well liked by their peers without being overly concerned with popularity. They are neither rebels, nor sheep who follow a clique or the latest fad. They also get along well with each other, with very few serious sibling squabbles disrupting the family’s daily routine. The family has no pets but is seriously discussing getting a dog much to Sissy’s chagrin. She was hoping to have left the days of potty training and unfortunate puddles behind her when the toddler finally outgrew diapers.

The Chapman’s choices have given them a lot of flexibility to approach life with. Though they work long hours, for the most part they get to determine when those hours will be. And because they homeschool their children they have no rigid attendance rules and can take advantage of the free time when it does come around, even if that is in the middle of the work week. This lifestyle works well for their family, allowing them to maximize their assets, even the non-traditional ones which is very important these days. They have suffered financial set backs like nearly everyone else has. High taxes, high interest rates, and long lines at the gas station attacks their financial security on a daily basis.

The supporting characters in this story include several members of Scott and Sissy’s extended family, friends that were met on the Internet, neighbors on their street, and a tenacious reporter who is between assignments when we first meet him.

The primary antagonist in our story is a microscopic avian influenza virus. This little character first appears on the world scene about a decade ago when it killed over twenty people in China. Over the last decade it has gone from long stretches where it appeared to have died out to large animal die-offs. From large animal die-offs primarily involving birds to being able to infect other animals. From fairly regular announcements of confirmed animal infections to occasional confirmations of human infections. The human infections were primarily confined, as far as the public knew, to Far, Middle, and near Eastern countries; then confirmed cases began to appear on the African continent. Now hardly a week goes by without several suspect human cases and at least one confirmed death due to the little villain.

A couple of years ago Sissy discovered a threat to her family in the form of a hypothetical influenza pandemic. This event was expected, in some circles, to be similar to other documented historical pandemic events such as the Spanish Flu of 1918. After Sissy thoroughly researched the threat for veracity – after all there was no sense getting bent out of shape over an urban legend – she determined that the threat was credible and brought Scott into the picture. They spend hours in discussion and while they are not morbid by nature, the facts don’t exactly lead to warm and fuzzy feelings. Especially concerning to them is the threat to their children, so they commit to taking action and finding ways to protect their family.

The Chapman family lives in a suburb of Tampa, Florida. This is an area very familiar with experiencing catastrophic weather events. Because of this, “prepping” – as the action of putting food and supplies aside for an emergency is termed – is not that difficult a concept for them to grasp and apply to their lives. After some discussion, Scott and Sissy agree to re-work their family's already tight budget so that there are funds with which to acquire items they might need in the event of a pandemic. Their initial goal is to gather enough emergency food and supplies for two weeks, which is what many of the government websites on the subject suggest. They start by buying very basic and relatively cheap staple items like rice, flour, and dried beans. This strategy makes accruing an additional two week supply of food in their pantry relatively inexpensive, leaving them more money to spend on protective gloves and well-fitting masks. After reaching that goal however, and after reading about school closures that could last as long as three months in their state’s pandemic plan, they feel additional prepping is prudent.

Even though school closures would not affect them directly, there are many possible indirect effects. School closures could cause other people work difficulties if they can’t find someone to watch their children while they go to work. Less work could mean that their tenants would have less money to pay their rent with. This, coupled with other economic factors of a pandemic, would make it very difficult for them to afford what they need from the grocery stores assuming it was even available. They also read a report by US Homeland Security recommending ninety days of supplies for citizens living overseas. In the end, they decide their next goal is to have four to six months of supplies for their family. Reaching this level takes longer than they had anticipated but their success is twice as satisfying as they know now that they are not only prepared for any weather threat, but health and economic threats as well, regardless of their origin.

Because they have decided to prep for a much longer time frame they are forced to expand their food selections to include pastas and sauces, broths and soups, canned vegetables and fruits, dried and canned milk products, as well as numerous other ingredients. Even after reaching a six month level of preps, Scott and Sissy continue to add things here and there like solar powered equipment and comfort foods. Its not like anything will go to waste after all as their mottoes are “store what you eat, eat what you store” and “make everything dual purposed.” They also sank some money into long term food storage items. Roughly fifteen hundred dollars netted them over 130 #10 cans of freeze-dried and dehydrated foods with a shelf life of at least 10 years. They consider the investment a food insurance policy.

Next Scott and Sissy begin to go through their “what if” scenarios to try and figure out how to have enough water on hand to meet the demands of various situations. Typical emergency management advice is to have one gallon per person per day. That means that their family, at a bare minimum, needs to have the ability to draw seven gallons of water per day. Looked at another way they need a minimum of 49 gallons per week or 210 gallons per month. And that is only for cooking and drinking. Since Sissy cannot conceive of what would happen if they were unable to clean or do laundry for a whole week, much less for a whole month, she insists that they invest in some water storage devices.

To begin addressing their water storage problems, Scott picks up some cheap, food grade 50 gallon barrels at an out-of-the-way roadside flea market. When he picked them up, the seller told him that they had contained Greek peppers. After inspecting the barrels, Sissy assured Scott that the smell from the inside of the barrels made this an obvious statement. Sissy appreciated Scott picking up three of the barrels regardless of their smell. Sissy does what she can by ordering a couple of collapsible containers called “Water Bobs” that fit into any standard bathtub. These can be placed in a tub and filled with little work, and hold 100 gallons each. Supposedly they are single use containers so she knows she will have to be careful to deploy them only once she is sure she needs to.

Easier, and far cheaper, is that Sissy starts saving all of the empty two-liter soda bottles she can get her hands on. She even goes so far as to request that friends and family save them for her. Of course these containers are quite bulky to store, but they are so light when empty that they can be bagged or boxed up and stored at the very top of their closets; out of sight but close at hand. A few of them are temporarily in use as storage containers for their bulk grains like rice and popcorn. Scott figures that when all is said and done, they have over 400 gallons of drinking water capacity if the power goes out. This doesn’t even include filling up all of the miscellaneous Tupperware like containers that Sissy has a multitude of. Nor does it include emergency water sources like their 80-gallon hot water tank.

In addition to water storage, Scott investigates the potential for using a 12v or deep cycle cell battery system to operate their well. The major electric work at their rental properties is normally contracted out to licensed and bonded electricians because of Florida’s building code laws, so this is fairly new territory. However, thanks to advice and diagrams they acquire on some discussion forums on the Internet, they decide to give it a try.

Basically their system consists of a solar panel/module, a charge controller, batteries for direct hookup for DC current systems and an inverter to use with AC current systems, and some way to mount the solar panels/modules so that they can be turned into the sun. How it works is that the panels collect energy from the sun. This energy is routed via a charge controller, which prevents overcharging or reverse flow of energy, into the batteries where it is stored. The batteries can charge a system that uses DC current directly. However, if what you are trying to charge requires AC current, then you use the inverter. The number of panels/modules and batteries that the family ultimately invests in will determine what they can and cannot charge.

Having reached a personally satisfying plateau in food, water, and other supply areas of their plans, Scott and Sissy sit down and try to deal with the business continuity issues they will face because they operate their own business. This business is their sole source of income. The economic recession has been particularly brutal in Florida and is causing significant difficulties for most local small businesses. Property management, the nature of the family's business is no exception. Economic stress and the resulting community discord has added even more challenges to their pandemic preparations including strong temptation to stray from their timeline and goals and to lose focus in general.

Since Scott is the primary technician for the business, he has concerns about potentially bringing a pandemic infection home. Scott and Sissy are aware, due to financial, legal, and moral obligations, they cannot just drop everything and run for the hills like some of Sissy’s Internet friends have plans to do. Because of this they develop several layers of protection that will be instituted as any hypothetical threat from a pan-flu event begins to be realized.

• At the first sign of efficient human-to-human transmission anywhere in the world Scott will begin the strict use of PPE and antiseptics when dealing with house calls, especially when handling money or doing plumbing repairs.
• They will complete buying any supplies that they are still in need of.
• They will begin construction of a disinfection station outside of the door that leads to their home office.
• A packet of information will be distributed to tenants with suggestions on how to reduce their risk of infection, possibly the document called Influenza Pandemic Preparation and Response: A Citizen’s Guide.
• The will adjust their plans for shipping and communication to their business associates if and when national and international travel restrictions are put in place.

Next,

• When efficient human-to-human transmission occurs in the USA, Scott will begin to disinfect prior to entering the home after being at work, utilizing their disinfection station which will include an outdoor shower.
• Additionally, Scott will make a concerted effort to hire outside mechanical and electrical help at this point so that he is exposed less, but they recognize that this may not be possible or may not be financially feasible. Scott will also encourage the people he hires to use PPE.
• At this point a notice to tenants will be distributed informing them that normal maintenance items will be done on an "as needed" basis, at the discretion of the property owner.
• They will enact a twenty-four hour, last-minute prep run, assuming it is feasible whether there are interstate or intrastate travel restrictions.

Finally,

• When efficient human-to-human transmission occurs anywhere within their state, very stringent repairs and maintenance criteria will be put in place and Scott will have to decide how much he will ultimately be leaving the house, if at all.

The major problem with their plans is that the rapidity of advancement of infections may be so quick that they have to jump from normal operating procedures to their highest level of disinfection protocols virtually overnight, the World Health Organization – the agency charged with monitoring epidemics, pandemics, and emerging diseases around the world – has itself changed its pandemic level definitions twice in recent months. Each change appeared to be designed to stave off any mandatory action by governments. This tactic leads Scott and Sissy to view the WHO as an agency weighed down with politics rather than a beacon that will offer any significant warning of impending pandemic. The CDC’s lack of transparency and unwillingness to promote large scale public education programs on pandemic preparedness has led Scott and Sissy to view that agency with suspicion as well. There is likely good people with good intentions working for both the WHO and the CDC, but the overall policies seem to be negating any influence they may have.

Scott is convinced that their business continuity plan will continue to evolve until a hypothetical pan-flu event actually occurs and that the plan must to be as flexible as they can make it. The difficulty lies in dealing with so many independent contractors and households that they have so little direct control over. There is no way that they can afford to prep for every single worker that they occasionally employ. Nor can they force those independent contractors or casual laborers to buy PPE for themselves. And there is only so much influence that a landlord has over the cleanliness habits of his or her tenants. They also worry about potential bureaucratic interference. This is a huge gray area in their plans that they feel they will have to address, as any situation develops.

Another area of concern for them is their long term financial preparedness. They spend as much time as they can hardening their investments like their IRA and a 401K plan left over from one of Scott’s previous jobs. They are unsure what kind of access they will have to these investments during a severe pandemic. The current economic woes has already taken a chunk of their investments. This has given them a better idea of the potential damage to their portfolio from a pandemic. They know that they won’t be able to safeguard all of their funds. Their goal is quite simply to lose as little as possible. They’ve invested in a modest amount of gold and silver coins as a long term hedge against economic collapse. They’ve also taken the advice of some online fatalists to collect “junk silver” coins like dimes that were minted before 1965. And rather than cashing in their change, they’ve been rolling it in paper wrappers and storing it in their hidden and camouflaged fire proof safe along with their stash of paper currency and the legal papers dealing with their other investments.

In addition to planning, one of the more time consuming tasks of pandemic preparation is inventorying what the family has been able to set aside. Sissy usually keeps a running tally of what they have, what they use and what they need. But once per month she does a physical inventory just to make sure her spreadsheets are correct. At the same time she rotates any items that are getting close to their expiration dates and checks to see that she has correctly tallied calories for the items that she is stocking. It is not a perfect system, but it gives a more realistic idea of how long her stockpiled food items should last the family. The most recent physical inventory reveals that the family has reached the seven month mark for food preps despite having dipped into their supplies quite heavily over the last couple of weeks due to having to pay taxes and insurance expenses for their rental properties. The deteriorating economy, precipitated primarily by corrections in the housing market, and the fall out from several of the largest banking and investment companies in the world, is also a troubling influence on their finances and doesn’t leave them quite as much money to spend as they had anticipated.

Even though seven months sounds like a lot, their food plan only averages 2000 calories per day per family member. Sissy worries that might not be enough, especially if they do a lot of physical labor or their kids hit a growth spurt. The plan also doesn’t make any allowance for nervous eating, or eating because there may not be anything else for them to do. With this in mind, and the concern over any potential additional economic downturn occurring after a pandemic event, Scott and Sissy agree to continue to expand their food prep inventory.

Their next plateau goal is twelve months. And, in addition to the canned and dried foods, they begin to explore more ways to have a self-sufficient lifestyle in the suburbs where they will likely be stuck during a panflu event. Some of their research finds that this is called Urban Homesteading. They aren’t sure if they want to run a farm in their backyard, even if they could get around their county’s code enforcement rules, but its worth a few experiments. Even the kids participate. They try:

• Container gardening
• Water catchment system(s)
• Home food preservation
• Edible landscaping
• Composting and other alternative garbage disposal methods
• Solar energy storage systems
• Solar charging for batteries, cell phones and laptops

They also work out ways that they can continue cooking and doing other household chores in the event that the attack rate and CFR of the hypothetical pan-flu event interrupts normal municipal services and utilities. One of their solutions is to build a small, stone fire pit and purchase a grill and stock charcoal that they can use in both. They buy their first ever large propane grill and are eventually able to stock seven of the twenty-pound propane tanks, that alone set them back quite a bit of money but the family grills a lot anyway so it is money well spent. They also upgrade their camp stove to one that uses one-pound propane cylinders and has better wind flaps than their old one which used liquid camp fuel. To go with the new camp stove they buy a small, collapsible oven that fits on top of one of the burners that makes wonderful biscuits and casseroles.

Of all their projects, the one their family enjoys the most however is designing, building and experimenting with several different homemade solar and reflector ovens. All of their projects use recycled material. The simplest is the traditional box oven that layers aluminum foil over a thick cardboard box. The fuel for that one is charcoal briquettes and it cooks a cake or pizza as well as any traditional electric oven will. They also make buddy burners and hobo stoves from old tuna cans and #10 metal cans. That set up works more like a skillet and they found you have to be very careful as it can get very hot and very messy. A solar project the kids made utilizes a reflective sun visor , an inexpensive item they easily locate in the auto parts department. One of the most useful projects they make is a reflector oven made from sheet metal Scott has left over from a construction project. This reflector oven is also able to fold down for easy storage, and can use almost any heat source to cook with. Unfortunately their most expensive project also turns out to be the most useless. They take a metal trashcan and convert it to a portable grill or smoker. It works, but its usefulness during a pandemic is a little questionable. The find all of the plans for these projects for free on the Internet.

Since a hypothetical interruption in electricity could also affect the availability and price of fuel, Scott begins to create flexible plans to address their transportation needs. There is no getting around needing a van for their business, but he does everything he can to keep the vehicles they have maintained and as fuel efficient as possible. He also stocks all the gadgets and gizmos that they could possibly need to repair their vehicles if they have to do it themselves … belts, motor oil, sparkplugs, fuel and air filters, fuses, transmission fluid, coolant, freon, etc. The check and double check all of their spare tires and buy lots of patches and cans of pressurized aired. They also own a trailer that they use for hauling stuff to the dump, and they make sure to pay as much attention to the simple axle and bed set up as they do their vehicles by storing things like WD40, axle grease, and replacement tires. For travel much closer to home, they have their bikes, but again, they make sure to have replacement parts on hand including chains and inner tubes for the bicycle tires.

Heating isn’t much of a concern for their part of Florida, but they do begin to build up nearly a cord of split wood just in case, storing it well away from their house and shed and on top of a raised metal platform to avoid any problems with termites. Cooling is a much greater concern so they buy a few small, battery-operated fans and some hand-held bottles that they can use the evaporation-cooling technique with by spritzing themselves with water. They are looking for a solar operated fan that won’t break the bank, but aren’t having much luck.

Lighting is addressed by acquiring numerous “shaker” flashlights at a local flea market. They also acquire two solar charged lanterns and a lantern that runs on propane cylinders. For redundancy, they have lamps, lamp oil, tealights and candles, but those are options of last resort due to fire hazard issues. For lighting in their windowless pantry and utility room areas Scott has rigged up some solar security spot lights so that the solar charging panel is attached outside via a wire that runs through an exterior doorframe.

Despite all of their efforts, they think that it will take another year for them to reach their goal of twelve months of supplies and food. They could throw more money at the issue, but they don’t want to stop living their lives. They want to continue to plan for a bright future, which includes college educations for their children. They want to continue having a little fun, so they don’t spend every spare penny on prepping, opting to go to the occasional movie or eating out every once in a while. Nor do they intend on going deep into debt by maxing out their credit cards. That path just leads to a whole lot of trouble. After all, no one knows for sure when a pandemic will occur. Slow and steady wins the race. This is a marathon they are running, not a sprint. They are worried, but still cautious in their approach to prepping.

Its not solely a money issue either. They must put a lot of effort into finding the room to store all of their food and equipment. There is just no way that months worth of food for seven people will fit in their kitchen cabinets. Sissy envies her friends and family that have basements that can be utilized for storage but in Florida the water table is too high; no basement or underground storage for her. Storage in the attic or shed isn’t much of an option either, at least for food and paper products. Heat and humidity would cause too much spoilage. They have found several other places to discreetly store and hide their supplies through out the interior of their home.

• Under beds
• In the top of closets
• Out of sight under the sofa
• Behind rows of paperback books on bookshelves
• Inside the box spring part of their mattresses
• Behind the drawers of a captain’s bed
• On shelves in their utility room

Despite limited space, even apartment dwellers can store a significant amount of preps if they are willing to use some creativity. But the more you plan on storing, the more creative you need to be.
 

Kathy in FL

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EDITING NOTE:

I have this document in a .doc format with pictures and footnotes. I've tried to fix as many of the problems this would cause someone reading it as a post on a forum but I'm sure that I will miss a few. Just forgive the bloopers and get out of it what you can.
 

Kathy in FL

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Chapter Two

During the next several months Scott and Sissy begin to see that at least some people in the government, as well as in the private sector, are beginning to take a panflu event more seriously. This is seen primarily at the Federal level. There is the Pandemic Flu Leadership Blog sponsored by the Department of Health and Human Services. There is commitment of funds to help other countries control the spread of avian influenza and other potential pandemic viruses and diseases. There are panels and committees formed to look into how to inform the public. Several pandemic flu exercises take place in various industries at the local, state, and federal level; even several international events. There is a lot of talking about doing more talking.

While steps are being taken at the Federal level, at the state level guidance and public transparency starts breaking down. Every state in the union develops a pandemic plan, but not many of them address any but the mildest scenario. Only a few states actually advertise their plans to the public. Some large corporations are planning for business continuity and employee protection, but most of the small businessmen still seem oblivious to the threat. The banking industry participates in a three week long dry run of their continuity plans an the results are a bleak remind of how next to impossible “business as usual” will be. While there are some notable exceptions, the local level governments rarely have pandemic plans preferring to cite their state plan as enough even though this is about as unrealistic as can be.

Unfortunately for Scott and Sissy, they do not see any effort in their own local government to take serious responsibility for pandemic preparedness. Nor can they communicate their concern to the majority of their family, friends, and neighbors. They have managed to get Sissy’s parents to do a little more canning and to stock a few long-term staple items but their limited income keeps them from doing much beyond that. Too often people laugh off their efforts to inform. They feel like the proverbial ant trying to warn the grasshopper of the coming winter. The effort by those in government is too little to offer much legitimacy to the topic of pandemic preparation. There isn’t enough talk about personal responsibility and personal accountability. Certainly the consequences of a pandemic occurring in our modern age of just-in-time delivery isn’t widely understood, much less discussed. The mainstream media outlets appear to chose to completely ignore the issue altogether in favor of celebutante gossip, the politics of the fashionable, and the troubled economy.

Scott and Sissy lose their illusions about being able to directly and immediately cause their family and friends to prep. Too many times they have gotten the rolling-eyes look in response or are politely, and sometimes not so politely, ignored. Still, they persist in trying to get the information out there in as many venues as they can. Their efforts aren’t anything like Paul Revere riding up and down the street crying "The flu is coming, the flu is coming," but they at least feel that they are reaching a few individuals without compromising their own family’s security.

As part of their effort to stay informed, Sissy participates in online communities called forums that have been specifically set up to discuss influenza issues related to the possibility of an influenza pandemic. On these forums she meets a lot of like-minded people. Sometimes the discussions are about a pandemic similar to the 1918 Spanish Influenza. Sometimes the pandemic is hypothesized to be milder like 1957 (Asian) and 1968 (Hong Kong). More often the discussions consider a pandemic rivaling the scope of the Black Plague of the Middle Ages but which plays out in the modern era. This is primarily because the CFR of the most likely viral candidate has remained consistently high over the last couple of years. Right now, if a patient is diagnosed with that strain of avian influenza, they have only a 30% chance of survival and their long-term prognosis isn’t good. Some patients even have their brain functions compromised so will suffer for the remainder of their lives with the consequences of the original infection.

As part of the various forum efforts people come together to create useful tools to help educate others and facilitate their prep efforts.

• Excel inventory spreadsheets
• Guidelines for treatment of pandemic influenza at home
• Catalogs of alternative cooking methods
• Plans and diagrams for off-grid energy sources
• Detailed explanations of treating and storing water
• Checklists for community readiness status
• Flyers, slides, brochures, and other handouts that can be used at health and safety expos or academic presentations
• A two-week grocery list and menu for families who are financially challenged, but prepping inclined
• Recipes for using basic staple and long term storage food items
• Back-to-basics instructions for independent living
• News gathered and translated from many foreign news sources

The speed of bureaucratic assistance is barely creaking along but some mitigation legislation makes it through to the state level. This is supposed to force how the county and city governments will respond to a panflu event. One major piece of mitigation is that once efficient human-to-human-to-human (H2H2H) transmission occurs within the country, the state governments will begin to ready their mandates for school closure. Once efficient H2H2H transmission occurs within any state, schools will close for a minimum of 4 to 12 weeks, depending upon the attack rate and CFR. Another piece of the mitigation plan prohibits all public gatherings that involve children; such as Little League, scouting, etc. There is some talk of getting the United Way involved to force compliance of this last point. For those community service groups that receive funding from the United Way – a significant number – non-compliance would mean the loss of funding.

There is an initial hue and cry by parent, business, and community groups when the community mitigation plans are made public. They quickly fall silent however when national and state planners release enough information about how the mitigation techniques will lower the mortality rate for children thereby lowering their ability to infect adults; this in turn would lower potential healthcare costs and lost wages. Silence is not necessarily golden however, as compliance is still an open-ended question since many mitigation plans have no legal teeth to them. And, the issues of disbelief and apathy are ever-present dangers to the ultimate usefulness and success of mitigation plans. Worst of all for these efforts is that some quasi-scientific groups within the medical-political arenas propose that mitigation is a waste of effort and money because it isn’t ultimately efficacious in stopping pandemic infections and would be bad for the economy.

Some states are having serious discussions about pandemic issues. New York raises the issue of having enough ventilators as well as the trained staff to use them. Nez Perce County in Idaho actually reached out to the public for assistance in designing their pandemic plans. Louisiana sends out brochures on pandemic prepping, though most people on the flu forums consider the state’s plan a direct opposite of the national mitigation recommendations. Some states place multi-page inserts in local newspapers. But despite these plans being made at state and county levels, the information does not appear to be reaching the general public on a large scale. In fact, in some areas pandemic plans are marked confidential and require a freedom of information request before they can be viewed. Its enough to make someone wonder if the plans really deserve to be Top Secret, or do they realize just how poor their plan is?

Many companies and families are using the current economic downturn as an excuse for not prepping. The excuse lacks validity. Many of these same people still find the resources to eat out several times a month, pay for upgraded cable, and carry a cellphone with an expensive plan. If they would reallocate their expense money for one month they would have the funds to prep some basis staple items.

****

“Sissy I appreciate that you think you are trying to be helpful. What I don’t appreciate is you trying to scare the hell out of my wife to do it!”

“I was not trying to do anything of the sort. She asked me what I was reading. I told her it was the latest WHO statistics on human avian influenza. She asked questions. I answered. Period,” Sissy responded in a huff. She hates being accused of something she isn’t guilty of. Not to mention this was feeling like the stupid he-said-she-said arguments her brother and she had when they were little.

“Well, gee, thanks so much. Its not like we don’t have enough problems. Money is getting even tighter now that my shipping contract has been cut back. How am I supposed to fit extra food into the equation?” her brother rants.

“Don’t talk to me about tight. If I can do it with five kids and on one income then the two of you can do it with two incomes and only one full-time kid. Even with you paying child support, you two still find the money to eat out several times a week, go to the movies at least once a month, rent movies and have the upgraded cable packaged on your brand new wide screen television.”

“I work too hard to give up the few pleasures we have! You sure as hell are being all self-righteous considering you all have five computers and Scott was talking about getting another laptop.”

“I’m NOT being judgmental, and giving up a few things here and there, especially eating out all the time, is what has enabled us to have all the computers and laptops. And you could save enough money to store some extra food even if it is just a fifty pound bag of rice,” Sissy says trying to get her brother to see reason.

“And where are we supposed to put all of this hypothetical food?” he asks snidely.

“I don’t know, what about a closet or under a bed.”

“We already have stuff there.”

“Then have a yard sale. Get rid of stuff you don’t need or haven’t used in over a year. Take the money you earn from the yard sale and use it to buy some long storage food. Then store it in the space you made by cleaning out the house,” Sissy suggests.

“You think you have all the answers don’t you?!” snarls her brother.

“Look little brother, if you are spoiling for a fight you are barking up the wrong tree. I’ve presented the information to you. I’ve shown you proof that it isn’t all in my imagination. Prep or don’t, I can’t force you. But don’t cuss me ‘cause just because I’m showing I care.”

“Yeah, you care so much. You say prep or you could die. That you are prepping but you won’t have enough for us. You say … “

“That’s right little brother. I’m just a mad, bad person. I’ve only put our relationship and my reputation on the line because I don’t care at all. After all I could just keep the information to myself and worry about my conscience later if something does happen. I mean I only have five kids of my own to take care of after all. It should fall to me alone to take care of everyone else too. Heck, taking food away from my own kids’ is nothing after all,” Sissy says as facetiously as is possible.

Switching tactics, he threatens, “You are not bothering Momma and Daddy with this crap are you?!”.

“Why, as a matter of fact I am. I’ve convinced them to keep ninety days of their medicines on hand and stock some extra food and water in the house. Oh the horror of it!” Sissy mouths off very sarcastically.

“Very funny. Ha ha. Smart a … “

“Don’t say something you’ll regret little brother. Crow pie sucks. And if nothing happens then no harm, no foul. A little extra food and water hurts nothing. Words on the other hand are awful hard to take back once they’ve been said,” Sissy said giving him stare for stare.

“You’re nuts. It’d be on the news if it is for real.”

“It IS in the news you goof. It just ain’t always front page news. Look I’d be a whole lot happier being wrong. No skin off my nose. But what are you doing to do if I’m not?!” Sissy asks her brother turns his stubborn head and refuses to answer.

****

Later that night after Sissy has talked to Scott about what happened she asks, “What are we going to do?”

“What do you mean what are we going to do?”

“He won’t listen! They could get sick. They could go hungry! They could die!” Sissy responds in despair.

“We’re doing all we can. You’ve given them the information. You’ve made suggestions. You’ve given them lists, recipes, websites. They have the right to make their own choices.”

“But … “

“No buts. He’s an adult. We can’t force him to make this a priority and we can’t do it for him. We have our kids to think of first.”

“I just can’t stand by and do nothing.”

“You have done something and you can continue giving him information as long as he’ll accept it. But that’s all you can realistically do. You can’t beat yourself up if he chooses not to do anything with the information or if he procrastinates and then doesn’t have any time to act.”

“My head hears what you are saying but my heart is refusing to let it go,” Sissy whispers.

“I know Babe, I know. I love your soft little heart. If I could force your brother to take action I would for your sake alone. But I can’t, and you can’t either. Let’s just hope there is still time for him to come around,” Scott says, closing the discussion yet one more time.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Three

When the Chapman’s reach a comfortable level of nine months worth of food and supplies, the flu virus that they've been most concerned about for over two years begins to look like its about to make the leap from difficult transmission, high CFR to easier transmission and unknown CFR. It is changing from a low-probability/high-impact event to a high-probability/unknown-impact event.

Unlike in previous months where most infections consisted of single individuals or the rare and small, genetically related family clusters, the current infections are becoming much more numerous and the clusters contain people that have no blood relation to one another. Mostly these clusters continue to appear in countries that have been hotspots for large animal die-offs attributed to this influenza virus; however, isolated human infections are beginning to appear in countries that have not experienced any mass animal die-offs or cullings. Even in military regime countries that previously only allowed very limited information on their animal and human infections to reach the outside world, the information can no longer be hidden and is slowly making it into western media stories through clandestine news reports and blogs.

While people continue to debate whether the clusters are human-to-human (H2H) or the worse human-to-human-to-human (H2H2H) infection cycle, Scott and Sissy look at their supplies and realize that they are still not where they wanted to be by now. This really worries them. Sissy maintains a good inventory of all they have; but, on comparing the inventory numbers with the actual stock they see there are particular areas where items have been used without being replaced. There is also an overall deficit because they haven’t been able to reach their next goal level of twelve months of preps. While that wouldn’t have been as much of a problem last month, this month it really causes them a lot of concern. This month, given the information they have before them that they’ve gleaned from influenza and pandemic discussion forums, they decide to put their last minute emergency plans into action. They’ve been putting off taking their plans to the next level, hoping they would never have to, but it looks like a pandemic situation is fast becoming a reality they are going to have to deal with. Taking money that the family has set aside for "rainy days" they plan their strategy.

First, using their inventory as a guide, they fill back in the gaps that were created by not replacing what was used, especially all of their favorite ethnic foods and ingredients and those specialty items sold by small, local companies that might succumb to the economics of a pandemic. Next, they look over their "must have" and “want” list and finish purchasing as many of these items as possible. This includes a lot of extra water filters as well as grain products like buckwheat, dried corn and bulk cornmeal, couscous, oats, millet, and whole wheat. They order as many of these purchases as possible C.O.D. just in case delivery is held up; they’d rather pay a couple of dollars extra than run the risk of being charged for something they never receive.

****

“Scott, I’ve just got to have some help. I was running all over town most of the day and I still haven’t managed to do much more than fill in some holes in our inventory and pick up some of the specialty foods we agreed to splurge on,” Sissy complains.

“I’m really bogged down trying to get that roof finished and I had not one, but two, major plumbing problems today – a leak and a clog. Is there any way to get Rose and James to help?” responds Scott tiredly.

Sissy sighs and says, “I can send them with a short list to one or two places but I hate having them traveling around town with all of that money. I’d prefer just to do it myself. I’ll take a couple of the kids – probably James and Sarah – to push extra buggies. Don’t worry about it. I’ll figure something about.”

Frustrated and feeling guilty Scott snaps, “Damn it! Let me see if I can finish everything tomorrow mid-day. I’ll do what I can.”

“Don’t snap Scott. I thought we agreed now was the time to get this all taken care of?”

“Yes, but I didn’t count on running into all of these problems at the properties. I can’t be in two places at once.”

“I know Scott. I definitely know the feeling. Look, I’m going to sit down tonight and finish the last of the online orders. I placed the orders at Internet Grocer and Honeyville Grain already. We can forget about Emergency Essentials though. Everything I wanted is on back order or out-of-stock. That just leaves Rainbow Resource for the kids’ school stuff and Amazon for books and some specialty foods.”

“Don’t forget Minimus.Biz for those condiments and single-serving packets. I added a couple of items to the list that I want.”

“OK. And after I do that I’m going to break my remaining list of items down by store and try and map things out so I spend as little time and fuel as I can.”

“If you’ll do that I’ll see what I can do later on tomorrow. Why don’t you go ahead and give me the list of things you need from the Feed Store – pool supplies, those fish antibiotics, salt for the water softener, bleach, and whatever else. I have to have the trailer attached tomorrow anyway and I’d rather you not put that kind of stuff inside your vehicle.”

“That’ll help,” Sissy agrees. “But there is still a lot of other stuff on this list. It’s going to cost a lot of money.”

“I know. That’s no surprise. We’ve been putting the money aside for this and it feels right to just go ahead and get it now while we can. But I want you to do the rest of the online orders with those Visa gift cards.”

“Why?” Sissy asks.

“Well, borrowing a tin foil hat from some of your internet buddies, it just seems to me that the less ‘traceable’ our prep purchases are the better. A couple of items in the Emergency Powers Act and the state’s pandemic plan make me uncomfortable. I don’t want anyone knocking on our door with an order of seizure so they can redistribute our preps. They may not have meant for those powers to be utilized in quite that fashion, but it doesn’t mean that someone might not abuse their authority.”

“You aren’t kidding. That would be a disaster. As it is, I worry sometimes about having said too much to the neighbors. What if they take the notion to … ?”

“That’s water under the bridge. There isn’t anything we can do about it so let’s stay on task for now. You finish the online orders, rework the lists, and we’ll just go forward from here. Just when you bring stuff into the house tomorrow, back up to the front door the best you can and have the kids help you unload as quickly as possible.”

“I’ll probably be unloading more than once tomorrow. My van holds a lot, but some of the stuff I need to get like paper towels and toilet paper are really bulky.”

“Just do the best you can. Keep your cell phone on and I’ll let you know as soon as I can get away from work.”

Taking the remainder of their lists, Sissy divides them up so that they can utilize their remaining time and resources as wisely as possible. They really stock up in the paper goods area – such items as toilet paper, napkins, paper towels, diaper wipes, feminine hygiene products, paper plates, disposable drinking cups and cutlery, ziploc bags, facial tissues, etc. They enlarge their bottled water inventory significantly and also purchase quantities of canned juices, which have shorter shelf-lives than their other prep inventory items. Anything that is drinkable, with a decent shelf-life and on sale, is fair game including soda pop, juice boxes, canned soy milk products, pre-flavored waters and the new vitamin waters, Gatorade, Power-Ade, energy drinks, etc. Scott volunteers to pick up a few “adult beverages” for things like cooking, toddies, and possibly for use bartering. Sissy reminds him to pick up a couple of cases of beer to use as leavening in bread. At night when it’s too late to do anything else, Sissy starts taking some of her bulk staple items and turning them into homemade mixes and convenience items using recipes and directions she has been experimenting with as substitutes for name brand items.

Lastly, but certainly not least, Sissy buys a lot more fresh meats and produce than she normally does and increases the time she spends on her own food preservation tasks ... home-canned meats, dehydrated fruits and veggies, home-canned soups, other home-canned convenience items, you name it. Every time she finishes preserving all the fresh items, she refills the refrigerator and freezer. She goes to the Produce Station on Hillsborough Avenue at least twice a week because it opens at 3 AM Monday through Saturday. The varieties, quantities and prices there are much better than at the grocery store and at least as good as the Saturday-only farmers’ markets. Convenience and price; how can you beat that? She plans to continue doing this as long as she can, or until the money runs out. She isn’t sure which will happen first.

The shopping runs take them to places like their local warehouse club, several area grocery stores, some small specialty shops, a couple of local pawn shops, and a large building supply warehouse. They visit numerous family discount stores emptying whole sections of shelves as they take the last few of several items as they try and get the best price they can find for specific items.

****

“Why does this blasted phone ring right when I’m in the middle of a busy intersection? It never fails! … Hello?” Sissy answers as she juggles the phone and turning the steering wheel.

“Hey Sissy. Did you say you planned on going to Cacciatore Brothers today?” Scott asks.

“I don’t know. Hang on and let me pull over out of this crazy traffic. Everything is just nuts!” Sissy grouses.

“You want to call me back?”

“No, I’m find now. I pulled into the Walgreens parking lot. Did you say something about Cacciatore Brothers?”

“Yeah. Are you going today?” Scott asks.

“I think so, if I have time. But its one of the last places I’m going,” Sissy responds.

“Well, I’m over near there now dropping some paper work off to a caseworker. Give me the list of what you were going to pick up and I’ll do it.”

“Suits me, but you should already have it on the duplicate print out I did night before last. I stuck it in a purple folder and put it in your briefcase.”

“Geez. Purple?! Wait. OK, here it is. So, where have you gone so far so I can mark things off?”

“The Produce Station, Super Target, Super Wal-Mart, and Publix was yesterday. This morning I’ve already caught all of the BOGO sales at Winn Dixie and taken them home for the kids to put away. I just left Dick’s Sporting Goods. That was a waste of time and gas let me tell you; now I’m having to stop at Sports Authority on top of everything else,” Sissy huffs.

“What are you looking for?”

“Those solid fuel tabs we used to use when it was just the two of us camping,” describes Sissy.

“Go to the Boy Scout store. They had twenty-one of those tabs for five bucks last time I was in there.”

“Will do. Thanks for saving me a trip. I’ll stop by SAMs next then.”

“I thought you already finished up there.”

“I want to pick up another case of toilet paper and another case of paper towels. I also want to get some more personal hygiene products. And I might as well get some more bottled water while I’m there.”

“OK, if you think we need it. How’s the money holding up?” Scott asks.

“Since I didn’t spend near what we had budgeted on Super Pails because Emergency Essentials was all out-of-stock, we still have a surplus. And I saved some more money because Winn Dixie had that great sale on pork and beef so I’ve been canning our own instead of buying the expensive commercial stuff.”

“Good. That’s real good, cause it looks like I have to turn an apartment I didn’t expect to. That woman that I gave the 7-Day notice to because she had too many people in the apartment split during the night.”

“Oh great! That’s just flipping great!!” groans Sissy in total exasperation.

“Yeah, well. Its not as bad as it could be. I already have someone that wants the unit. They gave me a deposit to hold it, and they are willing to take it as-is so I don’t have to paint or clean the floors.”

“You’re kidding? Have they actually seen the inside of that unit?” Sissy sputters.

“It’s the sister of the chick that lives next door. Its all cool. But back to what we were talking about. I may need to adjust the budget if we have any more unexpected expenses come up. So just do the best you can to not spend it unless you have to.”

“OK. I was thinking about hitting the thrift stores instead of the regular stores for the kids’ extra clothes anyway. I’ll try and work that out tonight.”

On the weekends Sissy and the kids hit every flea market and farmer’s market within a thirty-mile radius of their home bagging several great deals on fruit and vegetables that are getting past their prime. Scott places several large meat orders at one of the local Hispanic mercados that a former tenant manages. Large orders like this aren’t unusual in the Hispanic community, as there is always a party of some type going on somewhere. While he’s there, Scott also orders a lot of Chorizo and a few cases of some of his favorite ethnic foods from the little Tienda next door. It is likely to be small places like this that are the first economic casualties of a pandemic.

Sissy runs herself ragged trying to preserve all of the extra produce and meats, although she lucks out when Scott thinks to have the meats pre-cut into easily preserved pieces. The boiling water canner, the pressure canner, and her dehydrator never stop production except when she collapses at the end of the day. Even then, the dehydrator will sometimes run all night and the crock-pot perks away making things like fruit butters and soups to be processed in canning jars first thing in the morning.

Scott’s primary task has been to go over every one of the rental properties and buy all of the supplies that he feels he could possibly need (or afford) to keep their business running. Pipes and plumbing supplies; drywalling materials; nails, screws, and bolts in every imaginable size; metal flashing, asphalt shingles and roofing tar; paint and painting equipment – they fill every available space in their shed and it even spills over to their lanai.

Scott and Sissy also do their level best to double their personal protective equipment (PPE) supplies. Unfortunately, or perhaps fortunately for their peace of mind depending on how you look at it, they must not be the only ones in their area concerned with the additional influenza cases. Masks, gloves, and other pieces of protective equipment are gone from nearly all of the discount locations and they are forced to do their best to stock up from medical supply houses, military surplus stores, and online suppliers. The bulk size bottles of hand sanitizers and hand soaps are also getting hard to come by. Sissy suspects some schools, daycare centers, and business offices are stocking up on the off chance a pandemic really does occur.

While these accelerated preparations are taking place, Scott and Sissy see that the situation with the clusters of H2H and H2H2H cases of flu are not improving. The elevated cases aren’t a spike, but an upward trend. In their opinion, the situation is rapidly deteriorating. They begin telling their children that there are some world-events that may affect how the family socializes over the next few months. The kids have been aware of the situation. Who could miss all of the supplies and hectic buying their parents have been doing? How would it have been possible for them to miss their mother’s frantic pace and the unusual dedication to canning? They had, after all, been warned to keep all of this to themselves and to not discuss it with their friends. When Scott and Sissy sit them down and give them the bad news, the kids are neither surprised, nor particularly happy, to hear it. Their attitude is that they are giving their parents the benefit of the doubt but are reserving final judgement until they see how things will affect them directly. Scott and Sissy have been trying to prepare them, but like many kids, a lot of things aren’t real for them until they actually experience them. The kids alternate between completely ignoring the situation as much as they can in hopes of making it go away to being obsessed and wanting to know every minute detail.

With so many suspected clusters now being reported overseas, Scott and Sissy decide not to wait on their twenty-four hour last minute prep run. This will really pinch them financially but they feel that they cannot trust that they will truly have time to put the plan into effect. They have no way of knowing if they will get the three to five day warning they had been hoping to get by monitoring the flu forums. They want to have all their prepping done before the general public finally takes notice and the stores go truly crazy.

“Thanks for coming with me this time. My stomach is in knots Scott. I hope we are doing the right thing and not just jumping at shadows,” Sissy tells Scott.

“Do you believe in what we have been doing or not?” Scott asks.

“Of course I do. You know I do. I’ve been the one pushing the agenda. I just don’t want to jump the gun,” Sissy worries.

“The flu has finally made it into network broadcast news reports, Sissy. Some of the stories the flu newshounds are starting to translate on the forums are pretty bad. This is the start of it, one way or another.”

“I guess it is,” Sissy sighs in resignation. “This is one of the few times you’re ever likely to here me say I hate being right.”

“So, where to first?” Scott asks, raring to get this day done and over with.

“Office and school supplies first, then the gas station to fill up all of our empty containers. From there we need propane. We’ll drop this stuff at home, check on the kids, grab something to eat, then we’ll split up and finish up,” Sissy responds, already exhausted and depressed even though the day has barely started.

They re-stock a lot of their home office needs, such as toner for their printer, rechargeable batteries, printer paper, pen refills, receipt books, and generally anything that they might need to run their office. They also throw in any supplies that the kids might need for school such as notebook paper, mechanical pencils, regular pencils and mechanical pencil sharpeners, crayons and markers, writing pads, glue, and generally a mish-mash of anything that they can find on sale.

They make sure and top off all of their fuel containers. Good thing they think to do this now. It turns out James finished off one while doing yardwork and forgot to mention it, and Scott used another to fill some of his equipment for tree trimming when he was clearing limbs from over several of their apartment roofs. Additionally they purchase three more twenty-pound propane tanks and make sure the ones they already have are all topped off, making them have a total of 10 twenty-pound consiters. They have an extension hose that will allow them to use these tanks with their Coleman stove and lantern if necessary; but they also increase their one-pound propane canister supply by nearly half. This purchase raised a few eyebrows and caused some questions. Scott side-stepped the questions by saying they had a family event coming up and most people assumed he meant a large family reunion.

Sissy has used the “family event” answer to cover strange looks and nosey questions in the past. People are just naturally curious she supposes, but their family prefers caution to candor in these situations. There is no sense in advertising their actions and supplies. Where once they were anxious for people to emulate their preparedness actions, it is now so late in the game that it is far safer for people to take as little notice of them as possible.

Scott and Sissy do wonder how people are failing to notice what is going on with the avian influenza cases. Is it because it is still overseas? Or are most people simply not in tune with anything outside of their immediate sphere of influence any more? For whatever reason – scientific data review, professional analysis, or plain old intuition – there has begun to be a consensus on the flu forums that events are coming to a head; that the bubbles of activity are turning into a full rolling boil. This has been a long time coming. Even with the evidence before them, a few forum members still continue to debate that this is “it.” They think events still have room to worsen before a pandemic will actually strike. And while this may be true to a certain extent, you eventually have to decide how “bad” is “bad enough” before you will act.

After dropping off their purchases, Scott and Sissy divide up the last of their “want to buy” lists and try to use their remaining time and money as wisely as possible. With Scott going one direction and Sissy going another, they manage to finish up their prepping in one long day. They refill both their vehicles with fuel at the end of the day and vow to keep them topped off from here on out. Looking at the mess of their house, Sissy says it will take days to finish finding a place for everything and put it away. But it is a good feeling and a relief to know that they are now as prepped as they can be.

****

“Where on Earth am I going to put all of this stuff? I’ve used up all the obvious storage spaces.” Sissy mumbles under her breath as she stares at the mess her house is in.

Hearing her Scott says, “I finished up reinforcing two of the box springs while you were out last night. That’ll hold a lot of this stuff. You can put cans in our queen size. That should at least take care of all these loose cans piled all over the floors.”

“You are absolutely the best, you know that?” Sissy says as she gives Scott a great big hug. “I’ll start doing that as soon as I put these kiwis and strawberries on the dehydrator.”

“Don’t do it by yourself. Get the kids to help. I’m gonna shove all this toilet paper under the girls’ and Johnnie’s bunk beds, then I’ve got to go. I’ve got a clog in the main line over at 15th Avenue. Hopefully it won’t take long, then I’ll be back.”

“Are you taking Carl?” Sissy asked, referring to a guy who has been helping with casual labor at the apartments. “I don’t like the idea of you having to do all that digging by yourself, especially not in this heat.”

“He’s going to meet me there. He just lives down the street.”

“Are you going to say anything to him?”

“About the pandemice? I’ve tried before now. He just doesn’t want to hear anything about it. One of the few disagreements we’ve had over the years has been over me trying to get him to listen.”

“Are you going to try one last time?”

“I don’t know. I’ll have to play it by ear. Carl is kinda funny about anything that seems like someone is getting into his personal business.”

“OK. Don’t be late please,” Sissy pleads.

“I don’t know how late I’ll be but I don’t plan on being gone more than a few hours. You know how that goes though. Get James to help with any heavy lifting and make sure the girls do their share. I don’t want to come home and find you’ve let them play all day while you worked.”

“Yes Scott. I know,” Sissy huffed a bit.

“When I get back I promised to take Rose and James to Sound Exchange and if there is time to the bookstore. They want to spend their allowance on music, movies, and books since we’ve gotten them just about everything else. Sarah spent the last of her allowance and the rest of her gift cards when she and Rebekah were out with me yesterday. Have your spare glasses come in yet?”

Sissy grins and responds, “Yes, I picked them up on the way home. That was one major worry I was happy to mark off my list.”

Scott smiles and musses Sissy’s hair before kissing her forehead on his way out of the door. Sissy locks the door, takes a deep breath, and switches back to overdrive and hopes she can get a few more hours of sleep tonight than she has been getting. Not only is she running out of storage space, she is running out of energy.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Four

Suddenly and unexpectedly, a cluster of infected people in Mexico City is diagnosed with the same avian influenza strain currently seen in India and Pakistan. Scott and Sissy are knocked speechless. Where did this come from? Why weren't more people watching Mexico? Nearly everyone has been watching Asia and Africa. There hasn’t been a single outbreak of high path avian influenza on either the North or South American continents; not even in birds. How could this have happened just out of the blue?

Shortly after the diagnosis in Mexico City is confirmed, there is an explosion of larger clusters of infected individuals in several Asian countries and all along various routes from Mexico into the USA. One coherent investigative reporter ponders whether the virus is travelling along illegal trade routes – drugs, animals, or human.

The virus quickly begins to make massive headway in all of Asia, Africa, and most of Europe. Many countries and organizations are stuck in whether to recall their charity workers from these areas of the world or leave them where they are. The UN is also dealing with the issue of whether to pull troops from areas where they are peacekeeping. The US immediately begins to recall its diplomatic core and some military staff, but sends them into quarantine camps set up in remote areas before allowing them to return to their stateside homes. Many never make it home

Federal troops and National Guardsmen are sent to assist in closing the US – Mexico border. However, despite quarantine attempts, without the active assistance of the Mexican government, complete border closure is impossible. Its too little too late and many rural border towns become funnels for illegals trying to find medical care for their family members. The infamous tunnels running under the border become rancid death traps only exacerbating infection transmission in illegal populations. The US – Canada border is also closed except at designated crossing points where people are screened for fevers and other flu-like symptoms.

Things quickly go down hill at this point for the US and Canada. Human clusters appear in Texas, Arizona, California, Florida, Georgia, New York and in several other locations and into several provinces in Canada. It is still unknown whether the original clusters appearing in Canada are a result of air travel or whether they are a result of border crossings. Once the clusters become so widespread that it doesn't matter, the issue is left to those who will forensically determine what strain of the virus came from where and by what means.

Scott and Sissy double check their lists one last time and add a few things to their "last-minute-if-we-get-a-chance" list before instituting a strict SIP for Sissy and children. SIP refers to a form of self-quarantine called sheltering-in-place. It has more to do with social distancing than illness. It is a way to mitigate the risk to their children. Other terms that has been coined for this as JAH ( just-at-home) or bugging-in (as opposed to bugging out). The kids are asked if there is anything that they must have or really want, because there will be no more errand running after today.

Scott starts off with the simple statement, “Guys, I’m sorry. Its time.”

James is the first to respond. “You’re kidding right? This is another family drill.”

One look at her parents’ faces and Rose says, “No. This isn’t a drill. Can I at least email and call my friends before I have to turn into Bunker Girl?”

“Yes, you can email your friends – as long as you drop the sarcastic routine – but you need to tell them you won’t be answering your cell phone for a couple of days.”

“What?! Come on, what will it hurt if I make a few phone calls? I’m nearly 18 and I do my fair share to help around … “

“I don’t care if you are 18 or 80. You are under our roof and part of this family. Your mother and I are trying to make sure we are all as safe and prepared as we can be. You watch your tone girl ‘cause I won’t put up with it. This is hard on all of us,” Scott quickly snaps back.

“Rose, I know you are upset. And it certainly isn’t like you to talk to us this way. But the rules are for a reason and if you take a moment you’ll recall what we’ve talked about. We are predicting that the next couple of days are going to be a little crazy. We can double check emails before we send them out, but it is too easy to let something slip when we are on the phone. Your dad and I are being cautious for good reason. We’ve shown you clips of what happened in New Orleans after hurricane Katrina and of the LA riots in California. You also read about the College Hill riots on the other side of town. Until we have a better idea of how things are going to play out, we aren’t going to take any more chances than we have to. We don’t want a single word about our preps outside of this house. Do you understand me?”

“Yes, and I’m so sorry, I just … I thought I was prepared to hear this … its just … you know hard. And the words just kinda fell out of my mouth when I didn’t mean it that way and … Oh God … “

Scott quickly reaches over and catches Rose as she sinks to her knees and starts crying.

As Scott tries to comfort Rose Sissy says, “James, you get that too right? If you want to email your friends on Star Wars Galaxy or any of your other friends, that’s fine. Warn them, let them know you might not be available, or whatever you want to say if anything. But, not a single word about our preps in any way, shape, or form.”

“I get it. I get it. I just didn’t think this would happen, or at least not so soon. This just isn’t fair or something.”

Johnnie climbs into Scott’s lap and clings to him and Rose, and Sissy puts her arms around Sarah and Bekah while she continues to James. “No one is happy about this son. There is a slim chance this might be nothing more than a nine day wonder, but your Dad and I don't think so. We believe we are in for a long, drawn out time in our lives. Until we can figure out just how bad things are going to be, we are going to take all of the precautions we need to.”

“Your mom and I love you guys too much to take risks that we don’t have to. You all have heard that old saying ‘loose lips sink ships.’ Well think of our home as our ship. Better yet, think of it as our Ark. At some point we knew we would need to close the doors to keep the flood out. Well, we are closing the doors now.”

“Everybody understand?”

“Yes ma’am. Yes sir.”

“Ok then. Go email, pm, or icq your friends or Facebook or whatever the heck you’re using. Your mom and I have things we need to do. If you can think of anything you need or want, you’ve got two hours to get us your list. And think hard because today is the last day we are going to be able to do this.”

Luckily, because of their prior prepping, there isn’t all that much left that they have to do. And frankly, not that much money to do it with. Thank goodness too. People have started getting concerned and the local stores are worse than the day before a hurricane strike and most of the shelves are already bare of snack foods, bread, sandwich meat, ice, and other traditional food-run items. Sissy makes a last run to the book store, dollar store, and clothing store for the kids and nearly gets her vehicle totaled in the parking lot – three times. People are quickly going from concern to panic. The more people that react, the more people that react to that reacting. Sissy wonders how many people are out because they truly understand what is happening and how many people are out just because they see a lot of other people out doing this?

While Scott is out he risks getting several gallons of fresh milk. He also grabs some #10 sized cans of tomatoes and vegetables, a couple large bags of junk food that he has to just about fight for, and about 12 dozen eggs from the local membership warehouse. When he gets home Sissy scolds him soundly for taking the risk. What she faced in the stores was bad enough; she knows how much Scott hates crowds and shopping. He describes crowds that remind Sissy strongly of aggressive Black Friday shoppers – fighting for items, using shopping carts as weapons, and an almost hysterical mania in some of the people. Scott and Sissy are glad and relieved to be done with that part of their preparation.

Wal-Mart was a madhouse. Even though Sissy had gotten there relatively early in the day, there were already very obvious re-stocking problems. Nervous shoppers were plying the aisles and talking on cell phones loudly to be heard over the cacophony of too many people trying to prepare too late in the game. Already some bullies had banded together to try and stake out claims to various aisles of the store and were making it hard for other shoppers to travel down those aisles. And Sissy wasn’t the only one wearing PPE – N95 mask and gloves primarily though there are some old-fashioned gas masks and one guy was even wearing scuba gear.

****

“Hey, I got you a surprise,” Scott tell Sissy as they finish bringing in stuff from his van.

“Scott, you shouldn’t have,” Sissy begins.

“Aw, come on. I got everyone their favorites. Who knows when we’ll get a chance to do this again,” Scott smiles mischeviously despite what he has just endured at the stores.

“OK, what did you get crazy man?”

Scott clears his throat and stands up very straight like a royal herald about to make an announcement, “For you Maple Nut Goodies, for Rose I got Peppermint Patties. James gets Reese’s Cups. Kit Kats and Pixie Stixs for Sarah and Bekah, and Skittles for Johnnie.”

“Oh Scott!” Sissy says all misty eyed.

“Don’t go all weepy on me Babe. I just want to spoil you guys one last time in case … ,” Scott breaks off, embarrassed.

Sissy sniffs a watery giggle, “We’ll just have to eat it with the eight quarts of ice cream I jammed in the freezer.”

“Eight quarts?!” and Scott and Sissy finally give it up and laugh both at and with each other, letting go of some of the horrible tension that had been building over the last couple of days.

“The kids are going to think we are nuts,” Sissy says.

Scott comes back with, “The kids already think we’re nuts.”

“I’m gonna go in and call Mom and Dad to see if they were able to get their prescriptions filled. You need anything else?” Sissy says after they sober up.

“No. I’m going to take care of some stuff in the office. Tell the kids I need some quiet for a while,” he answers as he heads to his desk and the stack of mail awaiting him there.

*****

They already, more as a direct result of the increase in postage than anything else, have their online banking system firmly in place. This was one of their more important financial continuity planning steps. Thank goodness they decided to invest in that solar powered re-charger system. They built it using a design suggested by a couple of their online buddies on the flu forums. It’s only powerful enough to charge small electronics like cell phones and laptop batteries, but its added insurance they sorely need.

One of Scott’s last chores was to put in a mail change of address for the P.O. Box to have all of their business mail sent to their home address. This will cut out one place they need to travel to daily. It isn’t certain how long, or how reliably, the mail service will run. Even in the best of times, the local post office has significant problems with timely and accurate mail delivery. That’s why, when at all possible, the couple does most of their business and correspondence by email and fax.

Scott and Sissy place their own emails to inform the rest of their family that they are taking no chances and are going into SIP-mode for the children’s sake. Sissy’s parents agree with their choice but some family members immediately begin to berate them for overreacting and panicking. What they mean is, “don’t call me and scare me, I don’t want to be scared.” Sissy hopes that everyone installed the video conferencing equipment that they gave as Christmas gifts last year. They remind the recipients that the Internet will be the best way to contact them from now on as they are reserving the phones for emergencies only. Scott has already received lots of calls from tenants and business associates over things it is now too late to do anything about. The volume of calls has been such that they’ve been forced to put the phones on vibrate or silent mode. The messages go to their voicemail for checking later. It was getting impossible to get their work done.

Scott is irate as he hangs up the phone yet again. “Someone please explain to me what I am supposed to do about coughing neighbors!”

“Excuse me?” Sissy asks, caught off guard by the unusual question.

“The lady on 10th says that if I don’t do something about her neighbor’s coughing she’s not gonna pay her rent!”

“You’re kidding … no, I take that back. The lunacy has obviously commenced. Honestly, where is their commonsense?”

“I guess I’ll have to go out tomorrow and post those flyers we made up. I’ll do it real early in the morning so I can hopefully avoid running into anyone,” Scott says in exasperation.

“I knew the stores were likely to get crazy fairly quickly, but I didn’t expect the whole world to come unhinged this fast. I made the kids stop watching the TV because the reports were getting so bad. But Rose and James have their laptops going in their bedrooms. Doesn’t look like we’re going to catch a break does it?”

“No,” snaps Scott, before flicking on the news to see if there might be any relief from the madness.

On a good note, their home state of Florida, having dealt with other catastrophic events, appears to be dealing with the mitigation techniques better than a lot of other states in the USA. Schools are summarily shut down for a minimum of four weeks by emergency order of the Governor and District Boards of Education, and all public gatherings are prohibited until further notice. That’s not to say things are going smoothly, but at least the chaos is being managed fairly efficiently.

Of course, lawsuits are immediately filed on behalf of individuals that feel that their rights are being violated. The Governor puts the National Guard on alert and lets people know that he is not afraid to call them out if cities begin to get out of control. Some tourist based businesses and entertainment businesses continue to remain open, but see a significant loss of income because strict curfews are being enforced for anyone aged 17 and under as well as national and international travel restrictions.

Anyone on the street that even looks like they are under 18 is stopped and their IDs are checked. There are also checkpoints through out strategic points in the city. If a person appears in this check system (which is computerized and a system that was created for just such a catastrophic mitigation tactic as this) then the child's parents are fined a very large sum of money which is tracked. If the parents are unable to pay the fine, then this will be translated into community service hours. Refusal to pay or do the community service hours will find the parents in jail, under the same system when fines and community service hours are assigned in a court case. The justification used for this is child neglect or child endangerment as it is defined under the Florida Statutes defining child abuse and parental custodial responsibilities. There is quite a bit of shock at how quickly the government has gone on the offensive in certain areas. The next morning, even Scott is pulled over and his van checked when a vehicle matching the description of his van was seen with several suspected underage passengers.

Overall, it appears that parents are slow to realize the seriousness of the Authorities with regard to strict SIP for the 17 and under crowd. Many of them are shocked when schools and daycare facilities don't return their phone calls and that they receive little to no sympathy from those that have been warning them for months what would happen. The Authorities are too busy trying to help those that at least made the effort to prepare themselves and have too few resources available to help those that refused to even start. It’s a rude awakening for people that are used to being first in line for assistance because they are always the last to attempt to help themselves.

On the heels of this, many businesses quickly realize that it makes more sense to close or significantly reduce their hours of operation. Despite the bright outlook posed by the National Restaurant Association during some of their pandemic planning meetings, many restaurants begin to fail both from lack of customers and due to their inability to get supplies to prepare food. Employees in the entertainment and tourism industries fare more poorly than in other industries, at least in the initial stages of the pandemic.

As the situation unfolds, grocery stores, warehouse clubs, drug stores, and convenience markets are quickly overwhelmed and emptied of much of their stock. Employees abandon their posts as they try and secure supplies for their own families. Some stores are looted and damaged when managers try to put a system of rationing into effect; by manic crowds desperate to get “their fair share.” If anyone ever considered that places like Wal-Mart, SAMs, or the malls would be great places to bug out in during an emergency situation, they would likely find themselves in a horrible position. Many such places are barely recognizable after the crowds have been through them like an Old Testament plague of locusts. In one respect all of this seems to occur in slow motion. In reality, it is only a matter of days.

These first days, right after the reality of the situation sets in for many people, is one of the darkest times so far. It hasn't however reached unbearable levels. A lot of people are talking and complaining. A lot of people are scared. Even more lawsuits are filed ... what they expect to resolve is anyone's guess. But mostly people are focused on waiting for someone, somewhere to make things better. Where is the Calvary? Where are the emergency supplies the government should be giving away free? Those that have been prepping for a while know that neither will happen. It is an unrealistic expectation and a myth that the Federal government has vast stores of food set aside for emergencies. While there are some stockpiles, it certainly isn’t enough to feed over 300 million people for an extended period of time.

While many families are keeping their children sequestered, there are nearly as many who either don't care or cannot control their children's behaviors. Rose and James are surprised at how some of their friends are acting. They also get upset when some of the friends cut them off when they refuse to break curfew or agree with their rebelliousness. Its one thing for a person to think or talk of rebellion, it is a whole other step to act on rebellion.

Scott and Sissy keep up with friends and family as much as possible though they are having their own problems socially. A few of their friends from church question their level of faith in God’s providence and protection. Some of their business associates cry foul over what they perceive as a failure to share information. Many of their tenants believe they are acting unprofessional and selfishly. And more than a few of their extended family members think they are just plain crazy for taking things as far as they have.

Sissy begins a journal where, among other things, she tucks the letters, emails, and print offs of entries from the flu forums she tries to visit online. Despite having FiOS, some sites are extremely slow due to being overrun by hysterical people looking for help on prepping or influenza. There are a lot of angry posters; and, more than a few crackpots offering “flu cures” (usually for a hefty price) as well. The moderators of the forums are kept busy trying to weed through the thousands of new posters, while forum members try and point new posters to places to find the most reliable information. Sissy does her share, but it is a nerve-wracking activity that she can only take part in for a few hours each day. The rest of the time she spends trying to maintain some normalcy for her family as they go through a strained adjustment period to their newly restricted lifestyle. She still has a great deal of food to process, inventory, and store away in some kind of organized fashion.

Up to this point, the human clusters have been dealt with using quarantines and influenza medication blanketing. Unfortunately as the number of clusters quickly increase, the health care system begins to show the strain. Additionally, they begin to have staff simply not show up for work after several health care workers (HCWs) catch the virus. Viral medications, such as Tamiflu, are also running short as most of what is available has been set aside for the use of the medical profession and first responders such as law enforcement and members of the fire departments.

The casualty numbers begin to appear on the mainstream media outlets. People in the clusters begin to die despite extraordinary medical interventions. Viral-medication-resistance has become the norm, though that is not as widely mentioned by newscasters. Many people are already antibiotic-resistant due to overuse through out the years, so trying to treat the secondary bacterial infections common to influenza is made more difficult. MSRA is added into the already deadly situation. Some spin-doctors try and say that it isn't the virus that kills, and only those who catch secondary bacterial infections die. This does nothing to help authorities encourage SIP for those families who need to.

Then the unthinkable begins to happen. There are some cities that have chosen not to implement stringent mitigation practices in the school system. In one of these cities an elementary aged child is sent home with a mild fever. The next day there are an unusually high number of absences ... some put this down to fear and nothing more. By the third day over half the elementary school is absent and in some of those homes, no one is answering the phone. By the fourth day, the first deaths have been reported including the child that was sent home. By then it is too late. Clusters have appeared in many of the city's schools and daycare centers where siblings of children that attended the elementary school go. Clusters are also reported in areas where adults who had contact with these children frequent ... work places, stores, churches, in other family groups, etc.

That first city isn't the only one to experience this and the affect snowballs.

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Help!
(posts similar to this one appear frequently on the flu forums during the opening weeks of the pandemic)

I just couldn't believe what I was seeing. Every channel I flipped to had the same footage: incredible lines of people waiting to get into hospitals- everyone wearing masks, travelers at airport ticket counters fighting each other for the last remaining seats before severe travel restrictions were imposed. And the grocery stores and pharmacies looked like war zones!

For the last two years, whenever I talked to my cousin, Laura, at weddings, family reunions and holiday gatherings, all she could talk about was that stupid bird flu! After last Thanksgiving I had told John I thought she was mentally ill! She was OBSESSED with planning for a flu outbreak! At first I tried to smile and changed the topic, but she always came back to it. It made me angry. Then I started to feel sorry for her, and sorry for Jason! He had to live with her!

Laura and I had always been such good friends. We were really close as children, sharing summers at our grandma’s house. We were really close, more like sisters than cousins, and stay that way into adulthood. That is until she read some science book that got her all scared and downright nutty! When she initially told me about it I tried to reason with her. After all, if things were that serious wouldn’t we be hearing about it on the TV? Wouldn’t there be huge newspaper articles about it? You’d expect the political leaders to be talking about it and warning everyone, wouldn’t you? But there was nothing like that so we could relax! I told Laura she should forget it! I said Jason needed to take her on a vacation! She had been working too hard!

She gave me pamphlets and handouts and emailed me countless articles from medical journals and even foreign newspapers. I would shake me head and think, “that poor girl!” And last Christmas was really too weird to believe. She gave our family a box of medical facemasks! I thought to myself, “Oh, good! We can use these when we take the kids to rob the 7-11!” I tossed them into the Halloween costume box and didn’t think about them again, until now. I wonder if they’re still OK to use?

The mayor just came on TV and told everyone that schools are closed and families should stay home until further notice. How on earth can we do that? I have exactly one loaf of bread in the freezer and about 3 lbs. of ground beef. And my pantry isn’t much better. I’ve just been too busy with my work schedule and the kids’ soccer practices to get groceries for awhile. Well, I’ll just have to swallow my pride and admit to Laura that I was wrong. “OK! You were right, Laura!” That won’t be so hard to do. We really are going to have to depend on them for some help. I just didn’t see this coming!

But I’ve tried calling several times and there is no answer. It is so weird. Of all the people in the world I would expect to be home right now, it would be her! John said that the last time we got together, he thought he remembered them saying something about a “bug out” location. I had dismissed it as another in a long line of bizarre comments. I strained my brain. Yes, Laura said something about a cottage they had purchased on a big piece of land. But where was it? Could they be there now? How could they just run off and leave us?


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The First Full Morning of Quarantine
(from Cottontop)

First one up this morning, as usual. I still see a few cars going by. I haven't turned on the t.v. yet. I'm not ready for the "news" this morning.

We were up late last night. Daughter was upset because she couldn't use the phone. We wanted her to stay off, just for the night. I tried the internet but got impatient waiting for it to load. I need to get to the wiki. Will try back later today.

You know, I'm sitting here, still in shock. I cannot believe it actually happened! I want to be able to walk out that door, and carry on with my day. But I won't be able to. I don't know when I will. Stomach is upset this morning. Nerves. Guess I'll clean. Weeding to be done. It'll be a nice warm day, so at least we can sit outside. At least we can be somewhat normal. The power still being on will allow us to do that. Don't know how long that will last. When I mentioned this to the fam last night, I could see the blood drain from their face. Hubby's been drilling me with questions. I answered, than he said he didn't want to talk about it anymore. The look of worry on his face.

I didn't want to answer his questions. I couldn't give him "look on the bright side" answers. The phones ringing.

My friend and her husband are stuck 1½ hours away. They've been with his sister, as she's been sick. Their oldest daughter, who's best friends with my daughter, is at another friends house, and their heading out to get her. I couldn't tell her not to. I'd probably do the same thing. She is frantic. They have no supplies, and she doesn't know what they're going to do. But she knows I have supplies. Brother. I'd hate to loose my friendship because of some bird flu! Sigh. Guess I'll turn the news on. Damn bird flu!
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Five
(part 1)

Careful scrutiny - if you can wade through all the background noise of the mainstream media outlets - reveals that cities that quickly instituted strict mitigation strategies are doing better than those that did not. And, of those that did institute mitigation strategies, those with higher compliance rates are doing the best. Scott and Sissy are pleased to see that their state and county appear to be quite serious about the mitigation strategies. This surprises them somewhat as they hadn’t had a great feeling about this before the pandemic started, but the current state government is showing that it is quite willing to be as ruthless as needed.

The message begins to sound long and hard, “ You MUST follow the suggested mitigation measures. If you do not, you put the rest of us at risk. If you put us at risk, you will be considered a threat and treated accordingly by all legal avenues available.” And in some cases, vigilantes act to "control" those families who refuse or act unable to control themselves. Law enforcement, already stretched too thin by absenteeism, is unable to address all of these incidents and they become so common that they begin to rarely make it into the news except as afterthoughts. Also, the reality of “if you loot, we shoot” begins to sink in. This goes hand in glove with Florida statutes outlining the liberal use of deadly force under certain, narrow conditions.

During these first trying weeks, Sissy and her family continue to try and maintain a certain amount of normalcy in their home. They continue to homeschool their children. Scott continues to work, though its not like his previous schedule of leaving at daylight and returning after dark. They still continue with their normal cooking and cleaning schedule. But if viewed closely, things aren’t as normal as they at first appear. Scott is reinforcing doors and windows. The kids aren’t allowed in the front yard and their parents monitor all of their contacts. Sissy is frantically reorganizing all of their supplies. All of their personal and professional choices now revolve around keeping their family secure and infection free.

They make concrete efforts to use their resources as wisely as possible. First, they use all of the fresh foods that are in the refrigerator that they can’t quickly preserve in some manner. Then they go through all the remaining stuff in the freezer and if it can be canned in mason jars, that’s what they do. They also convert all their sticks of real butter into ghee that does not require refrigeration. As their refrigerator and freezer empty, they refill it with drinkables and bottles of water.

After everything that can be processed for preserving is set aside, Sissy inventories what remains in their refrigerator and freezer. The inventory reveals in the refrigerator they have an almost full gallon of milk (15 of the 16 cups that make up a gallon), one quart of orange juice, a variety pack of sandwich meats, half of a 2-liter bottle of 7Up soda pop, a half bottle of Bloody Mary Mix, some flank steak that you hadn’t put into the freezer yet, two loaves of sandwich bread, one package of hamburger buns, the tail end of a small can of pineapple juice, a large tub of margarine, lots of miscellaneous, opened condiments, several blocks of cheese as well as a couple bags of shredded cheddar cheese, most of a pie, two and a half packages of sliced bacon, half a container of sour cream, some fresh salad fixings, two green bell peppers, a small bag of onions, and a small bunch of celery.

In the freezer there is some frozen bread dough, a quart of vanilla ice cream, a 4 lb pork roast, a 2 lbs. Boneless chuck roast, several pounds of chicken pieces, two frozen pizzas, about two pounds of shrimp, a medium sized beef brisket, a bag of corn on the cob, a couple of pounds of ground beef, a pound of ground pork sausage, a large bag of frozen hashbrowns, and a bag of frozen chicken nuggets.

On the countertops, and not counted in the other preps, is a small bunch of bananas and a bag of mixed apples. There is a large box of Twinkies that was a panic buy at SAMs because Scott thought they would last forever and a partial bag of chips. There is an unopened can of Coca-cola that Sissy had bought at a convenience store while she was out prep shopping but which rolled under the car seat and was forgotten until she found it again while cleaning the car. There are several bags of potatoes that Sissy bought on sale on her last crazy prep run.

Everyone knows in advance what the next day’s menu is going to be as Sissy posts it on the refrigerator door. This takes the guesswork out of some of the daily chores. Doing this also means the family utilitizes all of their supplies in an economically efficient manner, getting the most out of every item possible.

One of the tools Sissy uses to evaluate how things are going food wise, besides her family’s meal time comments, is her entries into their family journal. Their first day’s worth of SIP meals appear like this:

I mashed enough of the bananas to make breakfast with then hid the rest of them so that they weren’t a temptation for snacking. Johnnie is really bad about sneaking food and we’ve already had to put a keyed deadbolt on the pantry door. I’ll use the rest of the bananas to full advantage over the next couple of days. I made sure everyone knew that the 7 Up is for cooking and not drinking and had to close my ears to the groans. This is important so I put duct tape on the lid as a reminder. I took the flank steak out of the refrigerator and set it to marinating for dinner in a gallon ziploc bag. About mid morning I also took the pork roast out of the freezer and put it in the refrigerator so it will thaw and be ready to set to marinating tomorrow morning.

Breakfast: 7 Up Banana Bread; beverage(s) of choice – water or tea. The gallon of fresh milk is off limits. Everyone got a small glass of OJ for breakfast and that finished off the quart of orange juice.

Lunch: Sandwiches made from one loaf of bread and the variety pack of sandwich meat; most of the chips leftover from before SIP. The kids had a small glass of milk with lunch (that used up 3 of the 15 cups in the gallon).

Dinner: Fresh salad topped with whatever dressing(s) was in the refrigerator; Lemon-Lime Flank Steak; white rice; black eyed peas; dessert was the remainder of the leftover pie.

I made sure to sanitize the gallon ziploc bag I used for the flank steak. I want to re-use it tomorrow to marinate the pork roast in. I also put another two liter of water in the freezer into space freed up when the flank steak and pork roast were removed. No one complained about the food and there weren’t any leftovers. About midday I got the worst craving for a Slushie. I couldn’t get it off my mind. And I caught James counting how many Reese’s Cups he has left trying to figure out how to make them last as long as possible. I felt almost bad enough to tell him about the treats Scott and I have stored in the hidden cabinet in my closet. Almost. We all need to learn that “there may be no more where that came from” as my grandmother used to say.

And the elderberries are finally ready to harvest. I plan on taking advantage of this as quickly as possible. So far no one is looking on these berries as food. Most people think they are poisonous and Scott said that a couple of people were mistaking the berries for Poke Berries which are poisonous. Either way, if I can get out tonight I plan on harvesting all that I can from around the canal edge. I just hope I don’t run into any gators or snakes; the gnats and mosquitoes are going to be bad enough. I wonder if I’ll look back at this a year from now and think I’m crazy.


The social and academic activities that Sissy and the children are normally heavily involved in are no longer an option. Even if they wanted to, mitigation protocols in place have cancelled gatherings involving children such as sports leagues, park days, and club meetings as well as all school and school-sponsored events. This is rigidly enforced by law enforcement. At first it is a big struggle for the whole family; especially for James and Johnnie whose schedule normally included lots of sports and other outdoor activities. But as reality sets in their attitudes smooth out. Scott and Sissy, however, are under no illusion that there is not a certain price to pay for SIP with five children of differing ages and personalities.

The oldest two, Rose and James, are highschoolers and mature for their age and very responsible at home. Part of Rose’s outburst at Scott’s announcement of SIP is due to this being her senior year of highschool and she has shed more than a few tears over the loss of what was planned to be an incredible year. No graduation activities, no prom, no walking across stage to thunderous applause, no bows in the last drama presentation she would have been able to be in with a group she had been involved with since middle school. Rose is also dual enrolled at a local community college. Luckily the classes are already online so she continues as best she can. She really misses church too, where she is heavily involved in student leadership. Of the five kids, she is also the most aware of just how bad things could get and she is very scared. For now she is just trying to get by and stay afloat mentally and emotionally and show that she is more supportive of her parents’ decision than she initially appeared.

The next child down, James, is a sophomore in highschool. Somehow or other the idea of security has stuck in his mind and he is showing evidence of some strain. He won't let his sisters out of his sight and has taken to sleeping on the floor in Sarah and Bekah’s bedroom. Scott and Sissy finally find out that he heard a news report of a family whose house was broken into and .... the story was quite graphic and has had a lasting impact on James. Scott and Sissy struggle with trying to alleviate his fears, but they cannot in all honesty tell him everything is just fine and dandy in the world, or, lie to him and tell him that the news broadcasts are false or exaggerated and that he can just ignore them. Scott does his best by getting James to help out around the yard and by playing some rough and tumble sports with him in the backyard; anything to help him work off some of his anxiety and to get him talking.

So far the youngest three are managing better than Sissy expected them to. Sarah is the middle-schooler. She is normally more dramatic so her easy acceptance of the situation is probably temporary. But so far, as long as people in the family are willing to listen to her talk and pay attention to her then she appears content with the changes in her routine.

Bekah is in the third grade and is normally easy-going though she can have a temper. But she is also a people-pleaser. Scott thinks her behavior is driven more by seeing her parents worry than any real understanding of what is going on. She is making art projects and giving them to anyone that seems to need extra attention. She is giving lots of hugs and wants to sit in Scott’s lap more. Its pretty obvious she is feeling the tension even if she doesn’t fully comprehend the reasons causing it.

Both of the girls worry about their friends, but at their ages corresponding via email isn’t always reliable. All the kids, including the older two, add something at the end of the Grace at dinnertime, usually mentioning a friend or family they feel might be in need. It’s sweet and heartbreaking at the same time. But Scott and Sissy don’t suggest stopping because this is at least one way to help them express their feelings.

Johnnie is the toddler and “all boy.” He is also the baby and has gotten more than a little spoiled. He pretty much follows the older four kids around all the time trying to imitate nearly everything they do. His energy level can be trying, so everyone in the house has to take turns being his “keeper.” He thinks he is being punished when he is told they can’t go to the park or to any of the classes he is used to participating in like pee-wee sports or preschool at church. Its frustrating for him because he doesn’t understand and frustrating for Scott and Sissy as they try and redirect him to more positive thoughts than he must be a “bad boy.” They keep as much outdoor/backyard time into their schedule as possible to help all the kids with the tension. Sissy isn’t sure how much good it does, but it keeps them from moping inside the house and everyone once in a while they actually get work done.

Scott and Sissy bought lots of books – some new, many used – to help the kids fill the hours that they aren’t doing schoolwork or chores. That was a good move, and it is working well. There are also lots of puzzles, board games, craft supplies, and sports equipment to be used during leisure time. They recorded lots of history, science, and travel shows for the kids as well. Sissy downloaded lots of old movies off the Internet and lots of audio books and burned everything to disc. She doesn’t normally like to assign the kids “busy work” with their lessons, but right now it helps the kids focus on something besides what they can’t control and the seeming unfairness of it all.

So far the Internet is still up, though there are times when it is slow even with a high-speed connection. The people on dial up are worse off. Websites go down more often and some junctions have to be re-routed because of staff absenteeism and parts breaking down. The government is requesting that websites that use a lot of bandwidth for graphics and sound to either temporarily shut down or somehow minimize their usage so that traffic doesn’t bring the entire Internet crashing down. YouTube, Xanga, MySpace, and Facebook are some of the worst hit by these new rules. People can still blog and post, but their sites have been stripped down to mere templates. This hits teenagers and some young adults worst, especially those who spent most of their free time on the Net. Now with schools closed, groups gatherings cancelled, phone lines unreliable, and strict curfews, this age group is having pretty severe socializing withdrawals. They are beginning to make lots of noise about their discontent and Scott and Sissy aren’t the only parents whose wits and patience are being stretched thin.

To make matters even more difficult, some donkey's rear-end created a really bad computer virus ... cutely called “the cure for H5N1.” People are scared enough and desperate enough that they aren't paying the attention they should to opening strange attachments. People who have kept their computer virus protection up ... just like those who have prepped ... have a much easier time of it. This virus is also affecting the mainframes and networks in nonresidential sectors. With IT departments of companies already over burdened with connectivity and security issues, or nonexistent due to job shuffling and absenteeism, many businesses are finding it necessary to return to paper forms and manual calculations rather than rely as they previously had on computer technology. This problem also affects utility companies and their suppliers, magnifying an already growing problem.

Scott has to this point continued going out into the community to address maintenance issues and collect rent from their tenants. Many of the tenants are already falling behind on their rent and it isn't even a month into the pandemic. Scott and Sissy can only shake their heads and wonder what to do. Looking at their business continuity plans, they decide that it will be necessary for them to cut back to emergency-only repairs. Those emergencies will be prioritized. “Emergencies” created because kids broke something or clogged up the toilet will be put on the bottom of the list ... tenants have been repeatedly warned that they are responsible for their children's and their guest's behavior and actions in their Leases. But to remind everyone yet again, another flyer is quickly distributed to every rental unit. Several of the tenants are not happy with the enforcement of rules and threaten to take them to court. Scott merely points them in the direction of information on notification for non-payment of rent as it is covered in Florida statutes. He also points out that the laws allow for emergencies and if they feel like their unit is unlivable, they can move out after submitting their reasons in writing and getting the court to release them from the Lease. Some of the tenants try only to find out that without security deposits and reference checks, no one will rent them another apartment and that the courts aren’t hearing very many civil cases. The few cases that are heard are tending towards unsympathetic responses concerning tenant caused property damage and maintenance issues. The judges are finally adhering to the legal definition of what constitutes normal wear and tear.

It’s not only the risk of infection driving the change in how Scott and Sissy handle the business-related maintenance issues. The cost of fuel is getting outrageous. It is now well in excess of six dollars a gallon in their area. In parts of California the cost of gas has risen to over $9 a gallon and is going higher quickly. Reflecting this, municipal mass transit routes around the country have been drastically curtailed and many gas stations are closing.

Luckily for most people in the USA, the virus hits during a relatively pleasant time of year. No one has to swelter in 100+ degree weather, and no one is freezing ... yet anyway. Countries located in the other hemisphere are not doing as well. There are already complete news black outs in some parts of the world. All anyone can do is sit and wonder what is happening in those places. News fatigue is becoming common ... how many deaths can they report with a straight face? It’s like watching vultures circle.

As a result, a lot of people are turning off the TV and turning on the radio and Internet to get their news. Those still watching TV are doing so to zone out, escape ... or in some cases to do school. There are several public television stations around the country broadcasting lectures and assignments for the children in their viewing areas. Universities that have TV stations are doing likewise ... both for their students as well as for local public school children. In the evenings, after the educational shows are over, these stations are running informational loops on things like recognizing pandemic flu symptoms, home health care, local care facilities that are still accepting patients, how to purify water, etc.

Information is available if you take the time to look. Blogs, forums and internet communities like those on Yahoo are proving to be more and more of a lifeline for those that need help and information, or who are just desperate to communicate. Posters come together to share home health care tips, recipes, basic survival skills. In community specific groups, adults with no children offer to collect needed items for a family with children ... sometimes for no charge but often in exchange for some item that they themselves need like a car part or something similar. Freecycle groups and Craig’s List are inundated with posts nearly to the point of collapsing those websites. While many of these groups are completely altruistic, there are also the foxes amongst the hens that take advantage of the situation. If people weren't wary before, they become so now. There is even some humor to be found, though a dark humor, as exhibited by a no name poster to one of the survival forums who said, “My first days were spent digging around in this massive wall of boxes I thought I had packed with an intelligent plan in mind; wondering how the heck does that work and what was I thinking when I ordered this at 2 am in the morning.” All of this is happening and the pandemic is barely a month old.

The original government and private sector recommendation to prep for 3 days to 2 weeks has proven to be grossly inadequate. While those two groups eventually started saying “at least two weeks,” too many citizens turned a deaf ear, or were content to say “we always have two weeks of food in the house.” For those families that did add 2 weeks of supplies to their normal household grocery inventory, they maybe had a month of food in the house total. They are now beginning to run out of everything; certainly all convenience and snack foods are long gone from their cabinets. Meals are becoming a monotonous mix of the dregs left in the pantry.

Some of the most distressing posts appearing on the forums are questions on how to deal with family and neighbors who did not prep. Each person will have to decide that for him or herself, but there are no easy answers.

Almost a month ago, we got word from WHO that 20% of a town in India had fallen ill with avian influenza. At the same time, it was discovered that a remote village in Nepal was also being decimated by avian influenza and some areas of Indonesia, Vietnam and Egypt are suspect. Then came Mexico City. As some had predicted, WHO elevated the pandemic alert from level 3 to level 6 overnight. There was no warning given; no chance for a leisurely last minute prep run.

Since dear husband and I both work in the education field, our schools closed down immediately upon the pronouncement of level 6. We bolted the doors, intending to SIP with the supplies we had on hand. I'm comfortable that we can ride this out - if we can avoid getting ill. With our various health challenges, getting the flu would be a death sentence. In addition, we also have to consider that our ferrets are just as likely to die if they get the disease as we are so we are trying to be extra cautious (our ferrets are our children!).

I had prepped a lot in the food area, sometimes over the objections of dear husband. "Don't you think you have enough of that?" he would demand. This caused a lot of stress between us, even in good times. He is also a fussy eater. It's been very hard for him to adapt to eating from our stored foods. I am fine with eating whole foods and being a vegetarian if necessary however my husband wants meat and potatoes at least once daily.

I'm to the point where I don't care if he eats or not since he's being such a pain. However, he's also diabetic and when he doesn't eat and take his medications, his blood sugar can rise to 400 or more, causing severe problems. I'm doing my best to make food seem like it's the things he likes, even if I have to fry things in lard to get the flavor he wants.

I tried to think of every possible contingency when I was prepping. We agreed that we would buy for us and only us since the two families next to us never wanted to hear about our "prep now" attitude. From prior conversations, we suspect that the older couple across the street from us had adequate supplies to tide them over and they are very competent gardeners to boot. We've seen them out and about on their property, tending to chores and seem to be comfortable with SIP.

But the two neighbors on either side of us have young kids and didn't garden nor lay in any supplies. It now appears that they have run out of food. Since I was known for sharing extra lasagna, fresh berries or canned jelly, these families have started coming over, knocking on our door and begging for something to eat.

Husband and I had agree - no sharing. But how can you turn away people who are your neighbors - and who have kids?? If we all survive this pandemic, can I honestly look them in the eyes knowing that we could share some of our supplies and make them more comfortable?

Last night my dilemma was suddenly interrupted by the sound of someone rattling the front door knob. Even though all the curtains were drawn, I froze. Who was this person? “Should I respond or pretend I'm not at home?” was all I could think. Just when my fears were getting into high gear, I heard footsteps walking away. I retreated to my room to get the shotgun - just in case. A few minutes later I heard the the back door knob rattling. With the faint moonlight, I could tell it was not any of our neighbors. They scaled our 6 foot tall fence and probably wouldn’t have stopped until they were inside the house. I racked the shotgun and prepared for the worst when something must have scared the intruder off. They took off at top speed and I heard them clamoring over the fence and the thud of them landing on the other side. Then the quiet slap-slap-slap of running shoes on asphalt fading down the road.

My thoughts returned to my neighbors. Do we share?

In Scott and Sissy’s area, some very slow restocking is occurring in the grocery stores, but selection is no where near the quantity and varieties as prepandemic. There are very few fresh items available, despite a large harvest occurring in some parts of the country; those harvested foods are being held in the communities where they grew. Fuel costs have made it difficult for the corporate mega-farms to operate their machinery. This problem is even worse for the small, independent farmer despite subsidies. Harvesting has also been affected by the fact that infections and deaths have hit migrant worker communities disproportionally high; as did the early closure of the US-Mexico border. There is too much work for too few laborers. Some small farms offer “U-Pick” opportunities rather than see the food rot in the fields. Few of the mega-farms have yet reached that point. In fact the large corporate farms have chosen to hire security to prevent hungry people from swarming their fields. Most farms exist in rural areas which makes transporting even small amounts of produce difficult.

Even if the food distributors wanted to, large-scale transportation options is a catch as catch can proposition. Many of the independent truckers are out of business or not taking on long hauls away from their home base. Many companies that maintain their own trucking lines have had to halve their fleets or park them all together. Fuel costs alone make putting a truck on the road prohibitive. Sissy’s own brother is a trucker, and gives her an intimate look of how bad truckers are doing at this juncture. He’s no longer arguing with her about the idea of having extra food in the house, that’s for sure. He and his family are hurting, but there isn’t much Scott and Sissy can do about it.

When restocking of grocery shelves does occur, the prices are outrageous! Who wants to pay $8 for a gallon of fresh milk?! Chicken products and eggs were really cheap for about a week due to fear of infection, then they disappeared from the market and haven't been seen since. Sissy is now glad that Scott thought to buy all of those eggs because they are probably the last fresh eggs their family will see for a long, long time. A loaf of the cheapest store-brand bread is going for over five dollars. It’s nothing but dried milk and powdered eggs from here on out for most everyone. That’s assuming you managed to stock up on them before all of the supplies on the market dried up or were confiscated by Federal and State governments.

To address shortages and potential hoarding by black marketeers, federal and state officials quickly order grocery stores to impose quantity limits and only allow so many patrons in the store at any given time. Some grocery chains have closed stores in favor of consolidating what stock they can into central locations. Closed stores mean fewer employees to pay and less security to invest in as well. Due to the food riots that occurred in places like New York City, Chicago, Miami, and Los Angeles the stores that are still open have hired security guards and some of these people are very aggressive. Fail to follow their rules, cause a scene, and you'll either be forced to the end of the line or thrown from the store all together. They also keep tabs of “trouble makers.” Mess up once and you are on their list forever.

Speaking of bouncers, even in the midst of a pandemic, some businesses continue to thrive ... bars, nightclubs, and strip joints primarily. You would expect businesses such as these to be the first to fail, but they continue to suck the life out of the people who frequent these places as a form of physical and mental self-medication. Prostitution has also continued to flourish, but instead of cash, the transaction price is given in cans of food, ounces of drugs or number of cigarettes. Due to this risky lifestyle, the “Corpse Crew” – a hazmat team set up to collect cadavers found on the street – routinely picks up several bodies each night from street corners and alleys known for their drug and prostitution problems. And not all of the deaths are flu related. Violence is particularly rampant in this strata of society, even more so than prepandemic.

Because of their preparation Scott and Sissy are doing considerably better than those that didn't prep and those that only prepped for a couple of weeks. At this month’s inventory, Sissy realizes they are using some items too quickly – snack foods, sodas, paper plates – and she begins stricter rationing of their supplies. Even so, just to make certain that not every item of a type is used up before planned, Sissy takes at least one of everything and hides it in several storage boxes that she duct tapes closed. This reminds her of a scene in the book Alas, Babylon by Pat Frank where the main character hides a small cache of items in the house only to forget he had done so. Sissy thinks instead of forgetting where she hides her “survival rations,” she is more likely going to obsess about ways to never have to use them.

Sissy is still able to keep in contact with extended family and friends located around the country fairly regularly; the news isn't always good. There have been several illnesses and some deaths. There are also several people that they haven’t been able to contact at all. As blessed as Scott and Sissy feel about their own choice to prepare well beyond recommendations, they are concerned for their family and friends who chose not to accept the challenge to prep at all.

One of the earliest shocks they faced was the death of her cousin’s son; it came several days before the pandemic was officially declared. The young man was away at a prestigious northern university. He was one of the first of his family branch to even go to college, and he was doing it on a full academic scholarship. Everyone was very proud of him and had high hopes for his future. The cousin talked to her son one morning and was making arrangements to have him come home, just to be on the safe side. The next morning she received a call from the school administration; he and his three roommates had been rushed to a local hospital. Two days later the boy died in the middle of a fever induced seizure. It happened so quickly. It was nearly impossible to believe that a healthy young man could be gone in just a few days, all because of the flu.

Even though mail is becoming less reliable, it is still the primary mode of communication for many people. Sissy got a letter in the mail today from one of her family members that live up north. It had been delayed at some point and is already a couple of weeks old as she reads it. She feels so bad she tries to call her right away but the call won’t go through. She leaves her an email, but she discovers once again that email just isn’t the same as hearing the voice of the one you so want to reach.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter 5
(part 2)

Dear Sissy,

Just a quick letter to let you know we are doing OK so far. It has been a few days since we heard, at least "officially" that the pandemic has started, and cases are spreading in the United States. So far it appears that the casualty rate is very high. I have heard of at least 120 deaths in the U.S., with so many more reporting to hospitals, seeking treatment for their symptoms that the true numbers are not known, but the hospitals are already suffering the initial onset of collapse. So far I have not heard of anyone recovering yet. It's too soon I guess.

I had felt "the coming" for at least two weeks, due in part to watching what was happening in the world and on the flu sites. Several forum leaders had already started to "sound the alarm," so I was alerted before the majority of my fellow citizens had a clue that anything was going on. The reports of a strange sickness had surfaced in the news, but testing results had to be completed and no one was announcing what they thought it might be or that the pandemic had begun. I had already done my last "oh my God" trip into town and had picked up the items from my "Last minute Run List." I was still ahead of most by at least four days, before things really started to deteriorate. People looked at me funny, over a week ago, when I checked out with my baskets full of dog food, Clorox, batteries and fresh produce. They wouldn't look at me funny now. The world is not the same place anymore it seems.

As you remember we recently moved into our new home. I know we made the right choice. Way out in the country, a windmill for auxiliary water, 5 miles of dirt roads will definitely cut down on excess traffic. We are still strangers in the "neighborhood." Unfortunately, we haven't been here long enough to be "part of the landscape" and our neighbors, though pretty scarce, will still see us as "outsiders." I don't expect any of them to be asking for my help or vice versa, if it should come to that.

The good news is, since gasoline (when available and it is close to $7 gallon today I saw on the local news), is cash only, and supplies are already severely depleted, not a lot of people will be out driving around for the fun of it, or even out of necessity. By the time that most people thought to go and fill up their tanks, prices were already rising and stations were running dry, before the news even got "bad." Other parts of the world are already much more entrenched in the "battle" with the flu than we are it seems, and are already suffering severe worker shortages. No workers to load the ships, no ships it seems. I’m not sure yet how much that will affect us, but it can’t be good.

Who was it that thought credit cards would continue to work? Fortunately, I have managed put away a couple of thousand in cash, in small bills, over the last couple of years, although I haven't had to use any of it yet. My last trip into town was before the PANIC buying struck. From watching the news, it appears cold hard cash still has a way with people, and for those with cash, they are still able to buy some of their purchases, as there are always those willing to make a buck out of other people's fear or suffering. Even if they are selling their own supplies at ten times the original price, there are those that simply don't have cash. Even the very well off found that their credit isn't helping their situation. The banks around here ran out of cash days ago. Everyone who didn't prepare are simply out of luck. Bread, water, milk and any sort of battery are totally gone from the stores though and I doubt they will be getting in any major shipments anytime soon. It appears that during the panic buying, the credit card systems were overloaded and it was slowing check-outs at the grocery stores and other stores, to the point that the managers said purchases had to be either cash, or a check with two forms of ID Most have since quit accepting checks as well. Some stores have simply shut their doors as they didn't have anything left to sell. So far, food stamps are still being accepted at the few places that do have some supplies. It seems that some with food stamps are better off for once than those with credit cards.

Around here the local news has suspended all regularly scheduled programming and is following the story of "The Great Pandemic" as they are calling it. Even the broadcasters are starting to sound scared. People rioting, police barricades, shooting in the streets, all of my worst nightmares are coming across the television in living color. Most of the coverage is not suitable for young children, but they don't even bother to try to temper what they are showing. The "officials" seem to be avoiding reporters so they are "interviewing" anyone they can find. I can tell you, I am scared.

The bad news for me is I called my three kids away at college over a week ago, with my "get home" speech. It is the week before finals and they said that they couldn't leave now, or the entire semester would be lost. I begged, I pleaded but they rationalized that there have only been a few isolated cases reported in their area, and that they would be fine for another week or so. "Mom, don't panic, everything will be fine," they said. The only thing I can do is hope that they are able to avoid any contact with the virus, until they are willing and able to leave. I haven't slept at all the last three nights, and spend my time sorting my supplies and deciding what I will use first and why. While my kids are waiting to finish their finals, they did agree to pack up their belongings and be ready to leave. I did take a little reassurance in that they could leave at a moment's notice.

They did manage to get an extra 20 gallons of gas in containers, after my initial phone call, before all hell broke loose, to bring with them, so they don't have to stop for gas on the way home. At least I hope that it will be enough. They are all planning on driving home together, the three of them, and they have one of their vehicles totally gassed up and parked, so it will have a full tank when they are ready to try to head "home." I only hope that the extra 20 gallons of gas will be enough to get them safely home to me. They are about 10 hours away by car, and they don't have the most fuel efficient vehicle. It is a truck though, so they should be able to bring a lot of their belongings home with them, IF they are able to get out, before a feared quarantine of their area is put into effect. They all have bikes and have them loaded in the back of the truck, so they won't be totally on foot, if something happens and they can't finish the trip by car. My worry is constant and incessant.

My husband insists on going to work every day, which is only adding to my concern and worry. If the kids were home, I simply wouldn't allow it, but since it is just me, I won't put my foot down until the kids make it back. I'm not worried about my health, but once the kids get home, I plan on keeping them from their Dad, until I am certain that no one is carrying the virus with them. Once they get home, and if my husband still insists on going to work, I plan on putting together food and water for him, and an air mattress, and he will be asked to stay at his office, until he is willing to come home for the duration. I have been thinking a lot about that as well, and think that if it reaches that point, to where he is willing to admit defeat, and the boys are home at that time, I will separate him in an old camp trailer that we have at our place, until I am sure that he is free of the pathogen. Hopefully, the kids will make it home and they won't be carrying anything with them, or everything I have done and planned will be for naught.

I tried unsuccessfully today to get on the Internet. No service available. I feel like my lifeline has been cut. No e-mails, no news I feel like I can count on. I'll keep trying. Cell phone service is also becoming jammed. "Please try your call later." I've only gotten through to my kids once in the last four days. They don't even have a land line. I wonder if there is a pay phone close to them, that they would think to try?

So much to worry about, but so far, I am not able to enact any of my well laid out plans. With the kids not home, and husband going to work everyday, I guess I just have to wait. So far, none of the school systems have actually closed, although I have heard a lot of discussions on the news about such things.

Everyone seems to be waiting until things deteriorate further. What is the matter with everyone? Don't they realize what is going on? God, I can't wait for finals to be over. I'm certain the University is waiting for the break to decide what their course of action will be. No one seems to be really ready to just quit living their stupid, mundane lives. Don't they see what is important? Most still feel that they won't get this "Pandemic," hell they don't even understand what it is and most don't really understand yet, that they could die during this. That their kids could die! Why weren't we more prepared? I feel like I know too much and only wish I was like "everyone" else...still "knowing" that things will just return to normal in a few days, and watching the crisis unfold on the news with an idle fascination. Many have still done NOTHING! There is a part of me that is hoping that it will all just go away, but I keep the television on 24 hours a day, and so far I haven't heard any positive news at all. Just more of the same type broadcasts...more people becoming infected, techniques for hand washing and limiting exposure, to use a mask or not...Don't panic, everything will be fine. The doctors and scientists have everything in hand. I think I am going crazy now. It is just a dull background noise now to me. Waiting is the worst part...watching and waiting.

If only my kids would come home, I know I would be fine...

Your Cousin,


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Making Homemade Ghee
(courtesy of BeWell from PFI)

This is extremely easy and much cheaper than buying it already made.

Use unsalted butter - less waste, fresher butter usually, and easier, salted butter has more of a tendency to burn.

First, heat butter in a large pot on high heat until it melts. Next, turn to the heat to very low, and stir fairly often. Don't skim anything off yet. Gradually (takes a long time with lots of butter) the ghee will turn clear and golden, and the solids will become like brownish sand and kind of "crisp" up. At that state all the water has boiled out and the milk solids are cooked. Cool until just quite warm and pour through a fine mesh, DRY stainless steel strainer or fine cloth into jars. I found out if I heat the jars in the oven (I use quart mason jars) and place hot DRY lids, it seals and keeps better.

Store in a cool, dark place. It lasts usually about 6 months as long as you keep it cool and dark. You can also use the ghee solids - the stuff you strain out. They are tasty but don't keep very long so use in a couple of days or right away.


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Day 9
(shared by Cottontop)

We are settling into a routine, not much of one, but a routine. During The day we clean. Hubby goes out to the garage while we clean, do laundry if needed, weed, and garden. My lavender plants are ready to be harvested, and the St. John's Wart is in full bloom. Beautiful yellow flowers. I harvest some mint for my tea. The chocolate mint I planted didn't make it. Don't know what happened. Garden, overall looks good. We just need some rain.

After lunch, Hubby takes a nap(more out of boredom), and the girls and I sit at the table to attempt studies. If we're too distracted, we'll craft. It's good quiet time. We've been sitting on the patio in the evenings.

Our next door neighbor told Hubby two days ago that he's going to have to shoot his horses and alpaca's. He won't be able to feed them, and his feed supply won't last much longer. He's concerned too, dogs that have been let loose will prey upon his animals. He asked Hubby to help him drag them off in the woods with the tractors. He relucantly he said he would. I later said that I was uneasy about him being to close to the neighbor. He said not to worry, and smiled.

Yesterday morning, we woke to the sound of gunshot. baby girl jumped in bed with us, pulled the blankets over her head, and said "What's that?!" I just told her it's o.k. and kissed her cheek. I found the oldest on the couch with tears. She had been in our neighbors 4-H club last year, and worked with the Alpaca, showing one at the fair last year. She won her first 4-H awards with the Alpacas. We listen to the gunshot, and his wife screaming. It was a difficult morning. Hubby helped him drag those poor animals off to the woods later on.

I haven't heard from my friend since she called me 9 days ago. I'm very worried for their safety. I haven't heard from my mother for as long. I'm so sick with worry for family and friends. Most did not have supplies, and were attempting to leave to be with relatives. The phone hasn't rung in 4 days. Kind of eerie though. I'm doing all right. I think we're all all right for now. It's still early.


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Ship’s Log

Why are there days where all I’m hungry for is what I’m as likely to get as a snowball in Hades? Nothing is appealing even though the pantry still overflows. And I thank God for that, but it doesn’t stop the cravings.

What I want but can’t have: footlong chili dog from Mel’s; sliced roast beef sandwich on toasted union roll from Definbacher’s in the mall; chicken sandwich and waffle fries from Chikfila; green apple slushie from Sonic; doughnuts from Krispy Kreme; fried cheese from the state fair; the list goes on and on.

It isn’t like we ate out very much. Taking seven people out for a meal, even just fast food, was terribly expensive even before the last round of food and fuel inflation hikes. But it was available had we chosen to and there was an amazing variety. But now, if it doesn’t come out of your own pantry and kitchen then you go without.

Already I look out our front window and see that people in our neighborhood are going wihtout a meal or two each day.

I’m grateful that my family still has plenty to eat but I would still love to have a pint of lo mein from Panda Express or a double scoop of butter pecan from Baskin Robbins. I wonder if I’ll ever taste any of that stuff again? – Sissy

 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Six
(part 1)

A month turns into six weeks and schools continue to be closed and public gatherings are still prohibited. People are forced to use their creativity to address their cravings for social interaction. Some far-sighted tech people moved resources and manpower around to keep the Internet up and running; it now thrums with social conversations and not just frantic searches for flu and survival information. Two of the newest uses for the Internet include mega-churches offering interactive, online Bible studies (as well as mp3's of sermons), and school systems offering interactive "virtual classrooms" in real time.

To deal with bandwidth problems, the Federal government has taken the unprecedented step of limiting First Amendment rights by shutting down pornography sites as well as asking providers to temporarily disable websites that are low traffic/high graphics and/or have “questionable” content driven by graphics. A lot of sites that were strictly “store fronts” have also shut down including Ebay, all the department store dot com’s, etc. Only the big bookshops remain (such as Borders and Amazon), but they are in danger of closing due to shipping issues. This has many wondering how far the government is likely to take their statutorily granted Emergency Powers. Additionally, many sites go down when personally owned mainframes go offline and take the websites housed there with them.

Because of moderate mitigation measures compliance, some areas of the country are doing marginally better than expected. Infection rates have leveled off though CFR remains high. In those areas, the health care system has been overwhelmed but hasn't actually collapsed except in a few extremely dense population centers. In some locations there is talk of reopening some public venues ... assuming the businesses are still afloat. There are even rumors of the schools reopening in four to six more weeks.

In areas where mitigation measures weren't applied quickly or comprehensively enough, or where compliance was low, there are definitely problems. Health care systems have basically failed or “collapsed under the strain” depending on your perspective. In some cities food riots -- and riots started by civil unrest -- have destroyed whole sections of town and turned them into no-man-lands where only heavily armed National Guard troops will go. Looting has become a way of surviving. Dead bodies have to be collected by hazmat teams. The nightmare even spills over into the lives of those families that did prep. How do you tell your neighbor to go away when they come begging for food for their child? What happens when the adults in the house get so tired that trying to arrange security measures is a joke? What do you do when the riots that started on the other side of town slowly work their way to your front door?

The Federal and State governments, while trying to maintain civil liberties, have been forced to make difficult choices. They implement their Emergency Powers and travel in and out of the more troubled cities is restricted - using force when necessary - to protect the lives and property of as many citizens as possible. This doesn’t, however, prevent a migration of people trying to escape to somewhere “better.” People leave by back roads singly, or in groups small enough, to avoid detection.

International in-bound flight restrictions were relatively easy to enact and enforce, though there was a hue and cry about it. Restricting international land travel was also easy to enact, but enforcing restrictions was a much bigger problem. The longer the pandemic lasts, the bigger the challenge will become.

Scott and Sissy see civil unrest in areas of Tampa that have historically exhibited this tendency, especially the College Hill area which had also experienced riots in 1967, 1987, and 1989. Law enforcement is able to keep it in check more or less with the help of the local fire departments, but the arrival of National Guard troops is both anticipated and welcome. Fortunately or unfortunately depending on your view, a major military base is located in the southern part of the county with a large number of military personnel and veterans living throughout the area. The veterans are stepping back up to the plate and are using their military training and technical know-how as a temporary workforce to replace ill and absent workers in critical areas like utility management and repair.

That's the good news.

The bad news is while Tampa has experienced far fewer of the extreme hardships experienced by those that did not prep and those in cities that did not institute mitigation strategies quickly enough, they are not totally escaping the realities of a pandemic. Many of the things that were taken for granted prepandemic are being impacted to varying degrees.

One of the first things that happens is that people with pets have to make choices on who will eat ... them or their pets. Rather than watch a beloved pet slowly starve to death many people set them free in the mistaken belief they are doing them a kindness. The birdie pets are the first to succumb. Most of those birds haven't a clue how to survive in the wild, if their food is even available. If they don't die of starvation or the bird version of H5N1, they are quickly brought down by predators such as domesticated and feral cats.

The fish and wildlife management people will have a time post-pandemic dealing with all of the exotic species that have been turned loose in ponds and streams. They’ll also have to hunt down the larger ... already illegal ... "pets" that are set free in places like the Everglades and the Ocala National Forest, and even in the city sewer system. Giant pythons had already gone from an exotic pest to indigenous species in the Everglades due to illegal release of the snakes during the later half of the 20th century. Now, with no checks in place and even more being released into the wild, fish and wildlife experts are warning that the species will spread through out the Southern US in under a decade.

Cats always seem to return the quickest to the feral state. Many of the cats that are allowed to roam free are doing quite well, if not as sleek and well fed as they were before. Worse though is that cats have been discovered to be carriers of the influenza strain. No one is fully sure if it is the super-strain that is now H2H2H, but the suspicion is enough for many felines to be shot on sight by fearful homeowners.

Formerly domesticated dogs now run in feral packs. The small lap dogs, the very old, very young, and those dogs with health problems that were once coddled by their owners quickly fall victim to the realities of returning to the "wild." The packs now roaming free consist mainly of former guard dogs and dogs originally bred to fight or hunt. They are frightening to see as they roam down the street. People quickly learn to stay indoors if a pack is in the area and to avoid night travel and traveling at dusk when the packs are at their most active. There are some horror stories of people caught out alone and attacked by dog packs; but at least there haven't been any Cujo type stories of dogs breaking into houses. At least not yet.

Because so many predators have been released back into the food chain, many of the nuisance rodents are back under control. Mice and rats are kept in check by felines. The felines, and larger animals like raccoons and opossums are falling victim to the dog packs and are not seen as often, except up a tree. There are fearful sounds of animal battles at night, but no one goes outside to investigate or shout at them to shut up. The sounds are just part of the night and remind some forcefully of sounds of the jungle, Serengeti plains, and other untamed places.

It was back at the three-week mark into the pandemic, when people really started getting scared and fuel costs began to escalate exponentially, that the impact of absenteeism began to be felt in the economy. The businesses that managed technical type operations felt it first. Most had managed to include enough cross training in their mitigation plans and they were getting by ... but they were just getting by. For every two people who are ill or absent there is only one replacement.

This effect on employment was haphazard at first, when a false sense of security from travel restrictions being but into effect and when the blustering and confident statements by the WHO, CDC, and other public health agencies were at their height. Once pandemic flu began to make in-roads within US boarders and some cities began to fall, the effect became much more pronounced and obvious in its consequences.

Municipal services and utilities are as vulnerable to absenteeism as the private sector. One of the first things that Scott noticed was that garbage pick up became irregular. Luckily, he planned for this at home and set up recycling barrels for those things that could not be burned or re-used in some way. Sissy was certainly relieved to have most of the excess packaging on their supplies gone. She removed most of the excess packaging from her storage items during the original prepping phase. This proved to be a huge bonus as it has saved storage space and is now saving garbage space. The garbag problem at their rental properties, especially those on a dumpster system rather than curbside service, is an increasing problem.

Scott’s burn barrel set up is for dealing with paper and plastic garbage, especially the stuff that has any residual food particles on it like paper plates. Sissy actually stopped using paper plates after a while because of disposal issues. They saved the remainder of their paper goods for use later “just in case” and have reverted to washing and drying the dishes like they used to. They even started using cloth napkins that can be shaken out and used multiple times before they need to be washed. Scott doesn’t like to use the burn barrel often because of the possibility of attracting unwanted attention, but piles of garbage attracts the dog packs as well as other scavengers. They are stuck one way or the other, so they do as much burning after dark as they can and keep the flame as low and as unnoticeable as possible. They hope the smoke is less visible at night, but there is no way to minimize the smell of burning garbage.

Despite their attempts at subterfuge, some neighbors do realize what they are doing and one lady with a large empty lot next to a water-filled canal offers to let people burn their trash there so long as they help keep the place picked up. Her offer is quickly accepted by most of the homes on the street. One benefit to this is that a constant fire means fewer matches and lighters have to be used up; people manage to somehow time their trash burning so that there are only a couple of people at the lot at any given time. The older adults in the neighborhood are looked after too. All they have to do is leave their trash on their doorstep or down by the road and someone picks it up on their walk to the new burn-site.

Everyone is careful. The rainy season has passed and lower humidity levels mean things are drying out; the rules are no large fires and no unattended fires. Strangely enough, people are cooperating and things are working. The garbage service eventually settles on bi-monthly pick-ups though they have ceased picking up yard debris. They will only pick up household refuse that has been divided up by recyclable and non-recyclable; but, having to wait two weeks for a garbage pick up is a smelly pain, so everyone continues to use the burn site.

Speaking of yard debris and food refuse, people are starting compost piles. There is yard debris in plenty to use. Since so many people are being kept home, that leaves time to fill in and a lot of it is spent in the yard picking up. There isn't much useable food refuse to put in the piles; all the fresh produce has been used up. This makes the compost piles less vulnerable to animal invasion, but it means that most compost piles work more slowly than if they were well balanced in content. Sissy knows the compost mantra, “Equal parts of green and brown help to break the compost down.” The green adds nitrogen and the brown adds carbon. To get a good balance she throws in equal parts fallen oak leaves (brown) and any kind of plant trimmings (green).

The situation is much worse in other cities. Broadcast news reports reveal there are places where the garbage has lain so long on the sidewalks that the smell of it decomposing is making it difficult for corpse dogs to find bodies of people who have died unattended of the panflu or from collateral causes. That fact alone has shocked a lot of people who were thinking that the pandemic and its consequences would be short-lived. Another nasty shock for people is that their finances are deteriorating at an alarming speed.

The Chapmans are very lucky to have had the foresight to make financial plans based on a possible catastrophic event including additional economic turmoil. Most people in Tampa are still getting by, but barely. Many had already cut way back on superfluous spending just to address the economic turmoil of the last couple of years. They'd be totally sunk if they had not. Living paycheck to paycheck has become a fine art.

****

“Mom, why is the soap inside a knee-hi?” Rose asks Sissy.

“Between you and I the bath soap is going a lot quicker than I expected. I’m trying to figure a way to make it last longer,” Sissy replies.

“How does sticking it in a pair of panty hose save it?” Rose asks even more confused.

“Its like the old soap-on-a-rope. It hangs, so doesn’t dissolve in any standing water. Then the pantyhose keeps it together and from slipping away so even a tiny sliver of the bar is useful.”

“Um, OK. Kinda weird though,” Rose snickers.

“Its that’s the only ‘weird’ thing we are forced to do to get through this then we better count ourselves lucky,” Sissy tells her.

There wasn’t much to say to that so Rose doesn’t even try.

****

In part, because of the rising fuel costs and the escalating food costs, many of their tenants have been unable to pay their rent in full. Some no longer even try, or only pay in dribs and drabs. So far entitlement checks, such as for housing assistance, are still being issued. The problem is that if tenants are paying weekly rather than monthly, Scott has to go out to the properties more often to directly collect the rent. Which means more opportunities for infection and higher fuel consumption. Those tenants that refuse point blank to even try to work with them have received their legal notices and the paperwork is taken to the court building downtown. At this time it is unclear whether the courts will act in their normal capacity and evict people for unpaid rent or not. The verdict is still out. Even if an eviction is processed, evictions are low priorities for law enforcement and no officers are available to serve the final notice and to formally escort the tenants off the property per state law.

The banks have also begun to limit transaction amounts and hold checks longer to make sure they clear before making funds available. This is a result of having trouble maintaining cash levels required by the Federal government. They are also seeing a lot of NSF checks come through. There hasn't been too much panic in the banks yet because strict controls were put into effect early on, but people are quickly using up their savings or running up their equity lines. If they have any equity that is. The fall in housing prices prior to the pandemic took away a lot of people’s main source of liquidity. The worst is that some of these people doing this have no way to replace those funds. Many of them are either out of work or retirees living on fixed incomes. And the credit card companies and mortgage companies haven't just gone on holiday. So far, there is no word from the government on a moratorium on payments.

One of the most concrete reasons for the cash scarcity problem is that a lot of places that remain open are no longer taking checks or credit cards. Some still accept debit cards, but very few. It’s a shock for people who were used to extending their ability to pay with credit to suddenly discover they are living in a cash-only society. Even those individuals who used to be able to write a check that wouldn’t reach their bank for a couple of days are having to change their ways. No one is willing to hold a tab anymore; not even a tab backed by a check or credit card that promises payment.

“Scott honey what’s wrong? You’ve got your ‘scary-guy’ look on your face.”

“I’m done. I am freaking done! Those jackasses down at the courthouse! I am tired of the stalling. They expect me to follow every one of their mandats and procedures to the letter but they are refusing to follow through on their end.”

“What on Earth?! Um, I assume you are talking about that eviction over on 13th that you went downtown to file.”

“What else would I have gone to the courthouse for? It’s a quarter tank of gas to get there and back.” Scott snarls.

Sissy comes real close to snarling right back at him but she catches herself just in time. While their property management business can be stressful even under the best of conditions, Scott didn’t normally take it out on her.

“Scott, its obvious things didn’t go well today. But please don’t treat me like I’m the enemy. Its not helpful to either one of us.”

Throwing his hands up and beginning to pace, Scott says, “You just don’t understand. You get to stay home all day and …”

“Whoa! Stop right there! I don’t get to stay home. I have absolutely no choice about staying home as you well know. I haven’t left this house in weeks AND I’ve been trying to keep things going and as normal as possible so that you and the kids can have it as easy as possible. And I’ve been doing a dang good job of it, ” Sissy says trying to keep ahold of her own rising temper.

“Fine, you do a great job here at the house.” Scott says using a put-upon tone that is somewhat belittling despite his initial words of support, “But its my responsibility to make sure we’ve still got a house to live in. I’m the one that has to bring in the money so we can pay the bills.”

“And I’m doing everything in my power to make sure we don’t spend any more of that money than we have to. If you want to pop off about the knuckleheads down at the County be my guest. I’m not terribly fond of their never ending policies, protocols, and red tape myself. But don’t pop off at me. I repeat, I am not the enemy here,” Sissy spits right back barely hanging on to her own temper.

Scott and Sissy stand toe-to-toe ready, willing, and able to keep at each other when they both notice the kids looking at them like they’ve never seen them before. They look at each other and back off and take a few deep breaths.

Scott, trying to use a more normal tone of voice, says, “They’re refusing to serve the eviction papers because they haven’t got any officers available to serve the papers. Not only that, a lot of the judges are refusing to sign eviction orders citing hardship issues. They’ve also tripled the cost of an eviction filing.”

“What are they expecting landlords to do? Let tenants stay for free?!”

“Well of course. Don’t you understand? We are the bad guys here for expecting those poor souls to actually pay the rent they are legally obligated to pay. Oh, and did I mention? We have to keep their utilities on as well or they are gonna fine us for being disobedient meanies.” Scott says in a voice dripping with heavy sarcasm.

“No way. Absolutely no way! What are we supposed to pay those utility bills with? Our looks!?” Sissy asks incredulously.

“Do you really think they care? There was practically a mob of landlords and property managers down there. You know, it was awful strange that they had enough law enforcement manpower to escort a few dozen property owners out of the courthouse, but not a single one to serve evictions. The judges and the County Commissioners had their county paid body guards for protection, but they still can’t be bothered to do their job and respond to the people that actually provide them with a paycheck.”

“What can we do?!”

“Everyone one of us that got thrown out of the courthouse went over to Franklin Street and talked. We all agreed we were just going to have to do what we have to do. Chuck and Randolph were there too,” Scott said referring to two other landlords that had properties in the same areas of town as Scott and Sissy. “First we are going to turn off the water and bolt it off at the building and the street. And if the tenant has their power turned off for non-payment, we are going to have TECO come out and remove their meters and maybe even pull the main breakers. If TECO can’t or won’t, Chuck said he’d show me how to do it safely and leave it so that it cannot be jury rigged to steal power.”

“What’s that going to serve? What if they still won’t leave?”

“Let ‘em stay at that point. I can’t force ‘em to leave without the court’s help. But damned if they are going to just live there in comfort draining all our resources. And no way will I be making repair calls at those particular units either.”

“What if this is only the first trouble we have like this? What if other units go this way?”

“Oh I expect them to. No doubt in my mind. The courts just set a really bad precedent that we are going to have to deal with. We are gonna hurt financially. I didn’t expect anything less. But, I am not going down without a fight.”

“How many units is this happening in?”

Scott and Sissy spend the next couple of days running numbers, seeing at what point they’d have to break into their savings to keep things going. They were still reasonably above the breakeven point due to contracted HUD tenants. They could also off set things by not paying utility bills. Their goal is to do no less than break even each month if possible. All they have to do is keep their heads above water until they can figure out what to do next.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter 6
(part 2)

I managed to access the wiki last night.
(form a Fluwiki poster)

Phone lines have been erratic, so server connection is "iffy". Man it is great when I see my fellow posters. They seem to be doing alright. Some I didn't see, and that worries me. I do hope everyone is well. Alot of new people from all over the world. It's wild the reports of robbery, shootings, looting. Mostly big inner cities. Panic everywhere.

Our emergency news broadcast on t.v., and radio, is not telling us to brace for inner city refugees. They are doing a great job of sugar coating news, although the radio is used for complaints, gripes, and general whining from the public calling in. Can't do that on t.v. So, we don't listen to the radio much. It just sickens me that TPTB still can't come clean on this, and has blamed this group and that group. The police are telling the public, that if anyone is caught out in public, it's shoot first, ask questions later. They are running out of manpower, due to desertion. The only main hospital in Watertown has closed it's doors, due to people being backed up into the parking lot. They don't know what to do with all the people. It's being reported that every available facility is now being used to treat the public. No mention on where they are putting the bodies, but I can guess: anywhere they can.

The Fort Drum soldiers are the dominate presence. Military trucks patrol our major route. We don't see too much from the house, because of all the pine tress and brush. We have to walk to the end of the driveway and look up and down the road to see what's going on. So far, our road is deserted, except the presence of the military. Hubby takes this as a good sign, and thinks we'll be safe enough. God I hate to be a wet blanket. I had to tell him that it's only been a week, and with every passing day, the city people will be filtering through here. Give it a little more time. He hadn't thought of that, than became agitated. CFR is being reported at 60%, so far. It's anybody's guess just how accurate that really is. I think it's too low. Gonna try the wiki again tonight. Maybe BB will have some words of wisdom for us. In the meantime, I'm filling up every container I can get my hands on. I know power failure is just around the corner if the police are deserting their jobs. Haven't said this to Hubby. Sigh.


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Day 18
(from Cottontop)

We finally had to quit sitting on the patio in the evenings. The wind would blow the stench from the dead animals, and it turned our stomachs. Windows had to be left closed, and we are suffering in the house. So we've been sitting in the front doorway, facing the road. That wild pack of dogs that's been back there for years, has been celebrating the feast. We've noticed an increase in military vehicles. Something more is up.

Hubby couldn't take it anymore, and decided to find out about his brothers,(all three). BIL and 27 year old son live across the road, another BIL just down the road, and BIL#3,his wife and three kids, little bit further down the road. As he was strapping on his Massberg, I expressed my concern for his saftey,(hell never mind bird flu, flying bullits are just as lethal!), and for the girls and I being here alone. We hadn't seen our neighbor in several days. Usually we see him walking the fence line out in the pasture, as if he still had animals to protect. So I felt uneasy about going to his house should I need to. He handed me the other rifle, which I just about dropped. We had our first heated argument. It was awful. The girls were crying, pleading for us to stop. The presence of the guns didn't help any. He threw the box of bullits on the bar, and walked out. Didn't even show me how to load the stupid thing. Daughter 2 runs outside, yelling,"Daddy where you going?" I sat down on the doorstep, crying. Oldest joined me as we watched him walk down our driveway. Would he come back, and if he did, would he be infected, shot? I watched my world walk away, and I wasn't ready to cope on my own.

It's been three hours and he still isn't back.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Editor's Note:

I think I figured out a better way to post the text boxes that I have in the original story. As you can see for the last two chapters I have been doing a part 1 and a part 2. Part 1 will be the main body of the chapter and Part 2 contains any extra text like in the text boxes.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Seven

Revisiting the issues of municipal utilities, Scott and Sissy have had their own share of scares. The family's main water supply is by a residential well. During the planning and prepping phase they became very concerned about having a secure water supply. There was no way for them to store 12 months of drinking and cooking water for their family of 7; that would have been a bare minimum of 2500 gallons. They looked at securing their well, but for many different reasons in their situation that wasn't feasible - too deep a well for a well bucket, too vulnerable to e. coli for a hand pump, to expensive for a big enough generator that required a constant supply of fuel to operate. They settled on stocking as much water and other drinkables as they could and creating a water catchment system using barrels and buckets to take advantage of their existing gutter system and steep-pitched roof and valleys.

About three and a half weeks into the pandemic the power shut off with no warning. As Scott and Sissy scrambled to see what was wrong they found that the entire neighborhood was without power, even radio stations with transmitters in other areas of the county were off the air. Scott and Sissy rapidly put their water catchment system in place, all the while lamenting that they hadn't filled all the empty containers that they had been saving for just this eventuality. What had they been thinking? If they had filled the containers right away, and kept them re-filled as they were emptied, there would have been much less need for panic now.

“Dammit! Dammit! Dammit! I was going to start filling all of those containers later this week. Why didn’t I fill them sooner! Dammit!” Scott berates himself.

“Oh Scott, this is bad. This is so bad,” Sissy whispers shakily so the kids wouldn’t hear how scared she was.

“Let’s pray the power comes back on, but work as if it won’t. Get all the drinkables and we’ll lock them up for rationing. Just, whatever you do, don’t start crying and upset the kids.”

“Give me some credit,” Sissy hisses at Scott. “The last thing I want to do is upset our kids. I’ll have James take the girls and Johnnie into the back room for a movie. At least the portable DVD player is charged. Rose is finishing that assignment on her laptop which is fully charged as well.”

“Fine. I’ll connect the rain barrel to the downspout. I’ll also pull the solar panels into position and hook them up,” Scott says a little more soothingly than he might, finally realizing he’d been a little thoughtless in his apparent criticism.

When the power went out, they had yet to re-try their deep cell solar energy system. Last time they had tried to test the system they were able to power their battery charger, lamps, and a couple of the smaller appliances, but they couldn’t run the well motor. Scott decided that he would tinker with it more, but now was not the time.

They counted and re-counted all of the drinkables that they still had and calculated how long their supply would last. Sissy shed some tears where the kids couldn't see or hear her, then got out the solar-powered and hand-cranked lanterns and radios and set up the solar battery re-charger. They hadn't yet figured out how Rose was going to continue her college courses when the laptop batteries ran out if their solar recharging system failed, but by this time the whole family was exhausted and they made an early night of it.

****

The next morning Sissy was jerked from sleep by the alarm clock going off. Then she realized she heard the TV that they failed to switch off the day before. She quickly woke Scott and they both rose to listen to the morning news reports. They discover that the power had been restored by the Herculean efforts of the local electric supplier and community volunteers some time while they slept. This time the kids did see Sissy cry, but it was tears of relief. James later told his dad, as they worked outside, that seeing his mom cry told him how bad things really were more than any TV or radio show could.

Local news outlets reported the story of several main pieces of equipment giving out at the same time causing a cascade effect that resulted in a multi-county black out affecting more than one utility company. There were areas where the power still had not been restored because wires and breakers had been fried. Work teams were being dispatched as quickly as possible on a priority basis, but it would be several days before all repairs were completed.

Scott and Sissy decided then and there never to be caught out again. Everyone began filling every empty container in the house that they could find. They filled up two of their black barrels, all of the empty two-liter bottles, and all of the collapsible containers. They only filled up one of the water bobs in the tub so that they would still have one tub for indoor bathing. The other three they set up in very large storage bins, the kind large artificial Christmas trees are stored in. It gave them over a month’s worth of drinking and cooking water should the power go out again. They figured they would rotate the water out of the containers as needed.

While they were busy doing this, they listened to a spokesperson from the utility company reading a statement to the effect that it was likely, to maintain some service, that rolling black outs would occur. Households were encouraged to immediately begin planning ahead for this likelihood and to begin conserving energy where possible. The spokesperson continued on by saying that as soon as arrangements and schedules were finalized, everyone would be notified.

In the end there was no official notification. Rolling black outs began happening without a set schedule. The black outs are determined by maintenance issues and absenteeism and not by an approved plan from the boardroom. The rolling black outs become part of the Chapman's new normal. When the power is on they fill water containers, charge batteries, and keep up to date with family and friends via the Internet.

When the power is off they make use of their stored water, the water catchment system, lanterns, a Coleman stove and gas grill, and water from their pool for the toilets. Their laptops allow them to access the Internet, but local routing stations aren’t always up and running. When the power is on they bathe regularly and keep up with laundry. When the power is off, they wash as best they can ... body and clothes ... and use a clothesline to air out bedding and dry wet garments.

Lucky for our family the power in Tampa is on more often than it is off. That can't be said in some cities and states that haven't planned as well. Cities suffering from civil unrest, cities suffering from unmitigated attack rates and CFRs, are also suffering from exaggerated utility interruptions. If those places weren't bad before, they are now on their way to horrific trials.

Even when the power is off, the Chapman’s still have some luxuries that their neighbors do not. The biggest one is the ability to get the news on their solar powered radio. Even when the days are cloudy they can still charge it because it also has a crank feature. Their understanding of the overall picture of the pandemic is less impaired by rumor, though they do have to weed through the hearsay and innuendo rampant in most broadcasts.

Tonight’s radio broadcast isn’t the usual fare of public service announcements followed by community mitigation rules and a running commentary on the shocking fatality counts. Tonight a reporter named Devon McLoud is introduced and Scott has a feeling they will be hearing more from this guy as long as he doesn’t get himself killed. His angle is good, but not necessarily unusual. It is more his voice and way of sharing his journey that really catches the listener’s attention. McLoud seems to have charisma by the bucketful, but doesn’t abuse it, which is unique in most media outlets.

McLoud opens his piece by explaining he was between assignments at the beginning of the pandemic. As air travel ground to a halt, he had little choice but to make his own way back to his home base using whatever means possible. Along the way he decided to interview people for a “man on the street” perspective of the pandemic.

Not too many people were feeling disposed to speak honestly to the media. Some because they were still in shock, some because their anger overcame their ability to communicate rationally. Some were suspicious and some blamed the mainstream media for not giving the public more information about a potential pandemic, and of only being concerned with their ratings and advertising dollars generated by reporting on the foibles and breakdowns of celebrities and other public personalities.


It seemed like nobody wanted to talk to reporters about the terrible thing that was affecting us all. People seemed more comfortable forgetting what they’d seen, or maybe even what they’d done. I’d come across some who wondered if the world was coming to an end, or if perhaps God was punishing us for something we did or didn’t do. And for many, I guess the world was ending, at least as they knew it to be after watching several family members die before their eyes in a most grisly way.

One of the most tragic things that I heard tell of or saw myself, was the number of folks who’d taken their own lives or that of a loved one for fear of dying in such a way. And then there were those who had to face it all alone. No one to care for them, or even to grieve when they passed on to the next world.

I ran into a couple of men two days ago about sixty miles South of Fairbridge that were blocking the roadway because they had a busted wheel. They needed help changing it, and since I couldn’t pass by them any other way, I put on my mask and stopped to help. We talked for a while afterwards once they learned I was a news reporter.

“Mary Joe didn’t have any kin folks that we know of,” one of the men told me.

“We took an buried her out in back a the barn by the big oak tree, jest like she said she wanted in her note.”

When I asked about the note he reached into his pocket and pulled out a wrinkled piece of old cloth with writing on it and handed it to me.

“Is it okay to touch that thing?” I asked before taking it.

“Well sir, me an Carl been holdin’ on to it a lot an we ain’t got sick yet.”

Carl nodded in agreement as I cautiously took it from his hand and unfolded it to read what Mary Joe had written.

“To whom it might concern. My name is Mary Joe Tanner and I is dyin from this dam flu what’s been goin round. I’ve tried to liv by the good book, but it wasunt allways easy after my sweet Moses past on bout a yar a go. Theys nobody hear but me an my mule Pusser what I set free a bout three days ago. My house an all my world paseshuns I wants to go to the cherch down on First stret. If anyone is so enclined I’d preshate it if I could be bury’t out back under my favrite oak tree. Thar’s ten dollars on the kitchun table fer yer troubels an I thank ya kindly fer em. In Gods hands, Mary Joe Tanner.”

It was a difficult read. Nobody should be alone on their way out of this world. I stood there quietly staring at the cloth after reading it, trying hard to maintain a strong face in front of the strangers while fighting to keep the moisture in my eyes from streaming out.

“We buried her out back just like she asked and then sent word to the Parsonage on First Street about the house an property,” Carl told me.

I offered to return the old woman’s note, but they told me to keep it for my story, which I did. I still have it and every now and again l retrieve it from my back pack and read it. Perhaps it’s my way of keeping the old woman from being alone, or maybe it’s to remind myself that I don’t want to be in such a state when my own time comes due.

“And so ends the first installment from investigative reporter Devon McLoud. We at the station wish him luck and safe travels. A program announcement will be made when we receive his next report. A transcript of this story is available at the NPR website.”

 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Eight

One of the most difficult issues facing Scott and Sissy besides their business concerns is security; both for their home and for Scott when he is out working. Living in the suburbs of a large and sprawling urban center as well as in proximity to a large university area interspersed with a VA hospital, a public hospital, urban public schools, and urban crime areas, Scott and Sissy are not fools. Their lives have always revolved around the application of common sense rules. Doors are locked at all times (house and car). Windows are always secured. Home and autos have security systems. There are places that you avoid, especially at night when the human predators are out. You don't talk to strangers except in controlled circumstances. Etc.

But, people who have not prepped or who feel they have nothing to gain by following the rules of a civilized society are becoming increasingly desperate. There are also those that have escaped bad times in one town only to find themselves in worse circumstances in the place they flee to. Small towns around the country have been inundated with "flugees" (flu refugees) and don't have the services to deal with them. Even larger cities have their own flugee problems to deal with. Tampa International Airport (TIA) is one such location and is being used as a central housing facility for tourists and business people trapped with no way to get home. Trying to get food and health care for such places and people strains the system to the max. Tempers are short and fear is running high. Despondency also runs high, and there is at least one suicide per week in these temporary housing areas. The draconian measures necessary to prevent widespread infections in these temporary housing locations cause problem of their own.

Sissy and the kids particularly hate it when Scott leaves the house to deal with a property management emergency or to pick up rents; especially to pick up rents because they worry about him being car-jacked or robbed. Even with the recent bumps in their relationship caused by all of the stress, Scott and Sissy still have a good marriage. The thought of anything happening to Scott is one of Sissy’s worst nightmares, on so many different levels. Sissy and the kids wait at home with baited breath until Scott returns each time. They only breathe easy again once he has gone through his decontamination routine and comes inside. Everyone sticks close to him and touches him to reassure themselves that he made it home once again. This is especially hard on the younger three children who associate their overall security with their dad’s presence. When he is away, they act out and often start crying over the smallest thing. James winds up trying to be the man of the house when his dad is away and the other kids don’t always appreciate it. Rose steps in to try and play peacemaker, which makes James feel like no one is listening to him. The younger kids use the resulting ruckus as another excuse for acting up. Sissy is often exhausted when Scott comes home from trying to deal with the three ring circus while attending to all of the chores that must be done.

As the pandemic has progressed, Scott’s outings have become fewer, but they must still occur. It’s trying for Scott as well. He feels his responsibility to his family, but he also feels his responsibilities to those who are under his care in other ways. And there are still bills to pay. The things that he has seen also affect him. Sissy knows about some of it, but he hasn't told her everything; doing so would only worry her more. He stopped going to several of the units when he found out the occupants in them were sick. He notified the authorities but does not really know how much anyone has been able to do. He stopped going figuring he wouldn't collect any rent from those locations anyway and hasn't received any calls from them on maintenance issues either. Scott knows that he will eventually need to find out the status of those units, but he is holding off for now.

A couple of their rental units are vacant because they were abandoned. If the unit is one side of a duplex, Scott allows the family on the other side to "spread out" so that they can keep any children in one unit, while the other one is used by adults who have to come and go. He knows some people are taking advantage of his generosity but there are few legal remedies, for the moment anyway. The courts are still not responding to pleas from landlords for help. And a vacant unit is more vulnerable to vandalism. Its one of the reasons that he rarely does more than turn off the water when tenants don’t pay their rent. They may not make anything on the unit, but they aren’t losing much either unless you count mortgage and insurance, which they would have to pay one way or the other.

Some tenants beg Scott to help them get their electric turned back on. The local power companies can be brutal to people who don't pay and thus far the government hasn't stepped in with any kind of remedy. There is nothing they can do really, and Scott knows that some have begun stealing electric and water from other units and even directly from the utility poles. There's been a few deaths reported in the news where people were electrocuted trying to "hot wire" their homes. There have been a few fires attributed to that as well, but thankfully not at their own properties. Scott reports illegal hook-ups for this reason, even at the risk of losing more tenants. The last thing he wants to deal with at a time like this is a building fire. There’s no guarantee that he could get an insurance settlement.

In addition to the common sense dangers of living near a large urban area, sporadic civil unrest adds to their concerns. Scott has witnessed some brutality by human predator types that are roaming virtually unchecked, but thankfully not in areas that he has to frequent often.

Mitigation does not mean that your community will go unscathed during a pandemic. It only means that there are ways to lower the magnitude of some of the pandemic issues. Mitigation will not stop illnesses from continuing to happen, only keep them from getting out of control. Mitigation will never empty the hospitals, only keep the hospitals from collapsing. Absenteeism and illness are still problems even in the communities with the best mitigation compliance ratios.

In Tampa, police were stretched even at the best of pre-pandemic times. Now, hit with a 20 to 40% absenteeism rate at any given time ... because of illness, attrition, or job abandonment ... they simply do not have the trained man power to address every crime that is called in. They are prioritizing as best they can; you could call it legal triage. The National Guard troops help, but they too are dealing with personnel and equipment issues.

The family's business has already sustained financial losses because people cannot or will not pay their rent. They have also sustained losses due to theft and vandalism. People are ripping down gutters and metal flashing to create rain catchment systems. Exterior central ac units are being stolen or vandalized for spare parts or gutted for the copper tubing they contain. At this time there is no way of replacing these items so tenants have to suffer or move. Most can't move because they have no money. They are angry and often take it out on the property thinking it is a way to get back at the landlord ... and the vicious cycle continues as the damage mounts. Social services that many people living in lower income housing counted on has closed its doors. Social workers aren't returning phone calls. Most neighborhood and community centers have closed their doors. Food donation locations are empty.

Not surprisingly, Scott and Sissy also suffer losses at home. During the night on at least two occasions, people have tried to break into their shed and their house. A loud, battery-operated security siren chases off most of the would-be thieves but when the batteries run out, the siren won’t work. The family is taking the drastic action of bringing into the house everything that can be considered of any value. This is causing a lot of cramping; all of the business tools, all of the family bikes, all yard stuff in general is moved inside. Everything that had been stored in the shed has to be brought in. The family vehicles have been moved into the back yard where they are only marginally more secure. Scott has placed a large, camouflage tarp over Sissy’s van as she won’t be driving it anytime soon anyway. He has also done what needs to be done to mothball the engine and other systems in case it is a long time before the car is started up and driven again.

One of the worst losses they suffer is the theft of one of their rain barrels. They suspect someone in the neighborhood, but how would they prove it? It was just a non-descript black plastic barrel that used to hold Greek peppers. It only cost $15 dollars when they bought it ... but it is the idea that someone they know, someone they probably helped, stole from them. So the water catchment system had to be further secured ... which is no easy task considering they have to do it makeshift with what they have around the house.

They are also taking additional precautions within the house proper. Their house is already fairly well secured. It had to be before they got their home security system two years ago; but they've added a few touches here and there. The utility room door and side doors are now reinforced with extra deadbolts and security bars. The windows have extra hexlocks installed and the kids practiced with them until they could open them with ease in case of fire. A wooden frame with a metal mat of woven wire attached to it is fitted into each windowsill just in case someone breaks a window trying to get in. The toddler has returned to sleeping in the parents' bedroom since he wouldn't be able to open his window in case of an emergency or shout out a warning if someone tried to enter the house via his room. They use his room for extra storage space. At night they use black out curtains so no one can see their lantern light and get envious. They are also careful with any cooking odors.

Fortuitously, prior to the pandemic the most vulnerable doors on the house had a manual crank roll-down system installed on them ... they are French doors leading to the lanai. Four other vulnerable windows are also covered with accordion storm panels that can only be opened from the inside. This was originally done to bring down the cost of home insurance and as a high-wind mitigator, but they are a welcome resource in this pandemic situation.

While there are some security risks that have grown due to the pandemic and the resulting infrastructure shakiness, Tampa in general, and the family's neighborhood in particular, continues to do fairly well all things considered. Scott and Sissy and their family continue to do better than average because they still have plenty of food and other supplies. But Sissy and Scott both know that could change quickly so they strive to never let their guard down.

In areas of the country where the mitigation strategies weren't complied with and infrastructure collapse has happened or is imminent, security issues are especially concerning. Some law enforcement departments have given up and areas are razed to the ground by the fury of the predators that control them. Tampa isn't always peaceful, but at least it is far from being hell on Earth for most of its citizens.

“All locked up for the night?” Sissy asks.

“Yeah. Come here.”

“What?”

“Look, just come here OK?”

As Sissy approaches suspiciously, Scott reaches out and pulls her into his arms.

“I’m sorry things have been so bad around here for the last couple of weeks.”

Sissy sighs, relaxes in his arms, and says, “Not bad; rough. Bad is what we see on TV or hear on the radio.”

“Ok, but you know what I mean. I don’t want us to keep snapping at each other. It sucks. I’m stressed out when I have to go out ‘cause I never know what I’m going to have to face. I’m stressed out when I have to come home for the same reason. It’s like no place is safe any more.”

Sissy has to fight the temptation to play the I-told-you-so card.

“No, it’s not good. It doesn’t make it any easier on me either and its bad for the kids. I know we both have real strong personalities but we’ve just gotta do this differently. I can’t keep it up, but I can’t seem to stop it either.”

“I miss our date nights when we could just get away from every thing and everyone.” Scott reminisces.

“I don’t think we could pull that off right now. There isn’t a corner in this house with that kind of privacy. Not to mention every one of those corners are already crammed full with the stuff we had to bring in from outside.”

“I know. I know. Look you know I don’t do the roses and candy bit, but I’m still sorry for my part. Things are just really, really hard. Things feel out of my control and I can’t stand that.”

“I’m sorry too. I know property management stuff can drive you nuts on the best of days. Having to deal with this stuff under these circumstances only makes it worse. But I’ll be honest, I can’t stand being attacked for things that are out of my control. I’m on your side. I don’t like it when you lump me with the bad guys.”

“I’ll try to be better. I can’t promise any more than that. I’ll try.”

“Fine. For my part I’ll try and use my mouth to bite the bullet rather than a place to park my foot. As bad as things are, we don’t need to make them harder on each other.”

“You got it keed. You want I should go rough up these bad guys you talkin’ about?”

“Oh my word,” Sissy laughs. “That’s the worst Pancho Villa I’ve ever heard!”

“It wasn’t supposed to be Pancho Villa. It was supposed to be da god fadda.”

“Oh that’s even worse! No more! No more!”

And Scott chases Sissy into their bedroom for a down and dirty pillow fight. It provides more laughs than they’ve had in quite a while. They both agree, right before falling asleep, that now that they have made up, they wouldn't risk their relationship as badly in the future. They needed each other as much, if not more than they ever have.

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Ship’s Log

People are insane, just totally nuts! The pandemic casualty numbers were updated last night and what is the first thing people do? Riot. Not only is this guaranteed to cause property damage and more assorted hardships, people are breaking social distancing rules and risking spreading pandemic infections further.

I don’t know where some people keep their brains, butit doesn’t appear to be their heads. Some people appear to treat theirs like false teeth that get removed each night and then forget to put them back in the next morning.

So far we haven’t had any actual rioting in our neighborhood thank goodness, but I’ve seen some heated discussions on the street while peeking out our windows.

I worry so much when Scott leaves the house. Not only do I worry about him being exposed to flu, now I have to worry about him getting cause in the middle of some type of civil unrest. Can life possibly get any more surreal?! -- Sissy
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Nine

Six weeks turns into two months and as the pandemic continues to rage, the realities of SIP life sets in for Scott, Sissy and their kids. No one ever said that SIP would be easy; just that it was the best alternative for families with children.

Attack rates and CFRs remain steady in and around Tampa, mostly as a direct result of successful mitigation strategy compliance. By contrast, areas that did not implement mitigation strategies or had low compliance rates are seeing spikes in infections and increased mortality both because of the pandemic flu strain and because of infrastructure failures and violence.

Even knowing how important it is, the kids are at the end of their patience with staying home. Having just made up themselves, Scott and Sissy know how important it is to try and maintain good relations in the house. They encourage their children to get outside in the backyard several times each day. The family plays together and does their chores together. They work on lots of home projects to stay busy. Of course the kids also have their schoolwork to keep up with and they participate in chat groups on the Internet when possible. Scott and Sissy also try and ensure everyone gets at least an hour of personal privacy every day. But, the kids still feel hemmed in and are beginning to ask in louder and more strident tones "when will things get back to normal?!" They want to know what has happened to their friends that they've lost contact with. They want to go to some place other than their backyard.

It used to be that all Scott and Sissy had to do is make them listen to the news, but lately the kids say, "but that isn't around here. All of that really bad stuff is happening in other places." How do you impress on children that it isn't happening here because all of the kids stay home and are not congregating in groups? Sissy doesn’t mind when the kids are asking questions and showing their frustrations. That’s natural. Even some surliness is to be expected and can be overlooked. What bothers her is when the kids get silent and uncommunicative, both potentially indicative of other problems like depression.

Sissy has her off days and struggles too. She is the designated adult to stay SIP with the kids. She misses being able to hop in the car and go to the grocery, to the bank, to the library, to the park. She even misses cleaning apartments for their business. The result is an almost claustrophobic feeling that is hard to escape. But she is also aware of the necessity of what they are doing and how important it is for the safety of their family. She is sure Scott hasn't told her everything he has seen. There have been a few times when he has returned home with a haunted look in his eyes. She realizes that he is trying to protect her, but she wonders at what cost to himself. Part of her wishes that she and Scott could act out and blow off some steam, but they have to be the adults. All of their time and energy – both physical and mental – is taken up with putting their longer-term strategies in place as well as security issues. And now that they’ve put the nasty bickering behind them, they are both very careful to avoid anything that might start it back up.

Its trying to set up a schedule to do everything that needs doing that eats up Sissy’s time and patience. Preparing planting beds in her landscape to accommodate vegetables and other edibles. Doing things like piecing out the fertilizer for what she already has and what she’ll be planting in the near future. Cultivating her daylilies while at the same time trying to come up with a way to convince her family they really are edible. None of that even includes all of the new disinfecting practices like the extra care with Scott’s work clothes and van. Then there is remembering to keep all of the solar equipment and batteries charged. And then if the power is off it makes everything that much more labor intensive.

One of the most frightening situations they’ve had to deal with to date was when one of the guys that they used to hire for casual day labor showed up on their doorstep. It was late at night during one of the first blackout cycles. Worse, the guy was stoned or drunk … and obviously sick.

It was the dead of night, when the power first went off and everything seemed unnaturally dark. A pounding on their door ripped Scott and Sissy from an uneasy sleep. Even during prepandemic times being woken in the middle of the night in that manner would have been startling, but in these uncertain times it caused more than a moment of shock and panic. It doesn’t help that they have to navigate through the maze of supplies and equipment in the pitch black to get to the front door.

They hear a vaguely familiar voice calling Scott's name. Scott calls back, "Who is it?" The voice says, "Its me man, I need to talk to you." Then Scott and Sissy recognize the voice ... and the behavior ... of the person on the other side of the their door. It was Perry. They had been dreading the possibility of this happening – someone showing up at their home unannounced – and only had a vague idea of exactly how they were going to handle it. Now that the time had arrived, they wished they had planned things out better.

When they first started working with Perry, he had troubles but he was more reliable than not. He had a lot of skills that were useful such as carpentry and roofing, he just had a lousy upbringing and some tough breaks in life. But over time he went from having troubles to being troubled. He went from being troubled to being part of the problem. He went from being part of the problem to actually being the problem. At the beginning they had absolutely no qualms about Perry knowing where they lived and doing odd projects with Scott around the house; hanging fence, leveling a shed that was settling on one end, replacing drywall after a plumbing problem. Eventually however, they stopped having him over to the house. Perry's behavior and language became unpredictable. With kids around, you avoid those kinds of situations. Now, to say they were sorry he knew where they lived would be an understatement.

The problem was that both Scott and Sissy knew that "I need to talk to you" was a euphemism for "I need money." Scott said, "Are you crazy?! It is the middle of the night man. Come back when its light." But Perry wouldn't be put off. He said, "Man let me in, I need to talk to you." Scott responded, "No, it’s the middle of the night. You are not coming in. You know we've got kids. What's wrong with you? You've heard the news they're blaring all over about keeping away from kids. I even talked to you about it. I repeat, you are not coming in this house."

Perry just was not going to let it go. "Man, I need money for groceries. I need to go to the grocery store. I need to get some food."

Hearing that, Sissy started to get one of the care packages of rice and beans she had made up for friends and family who were in need, but Scott stopped her with a grim look and shake of his head. Scott repeated, "Perry, be reasonable. It is the middle of the night. The curfew is in effect. The stores aren't open. It’s not safe to have money out at this time of night. I'll come by your place in the morning and you can work a couple of hours with me and I'll drop you off at the store with your pay."

"No man! I need it now!!!" Sissy finally picked up on what Scott had suspected all along. Perry wasn't hungry, he was "thirsty" and needed a fix. His addictions had a hold of him and he was just trying to get by on pity. And then he started coughing. After he caught his breath, Perry started cursing and pitching a fit. He started kicking the door and looking for something to throw. One bit of work that Scott and James had done started paying off right there. They had moved the vehicles to the backyard and brought in everything that wasn't nailed down from the front. There were simply no loose objects for Perry to throw.

They were fortunate that Perry was too strung out to think about trying to kick the windows in or put his fist through them. Scott hadn’t gotten around to securing the front windows yet against that kind of attack. Perry stopped to have another coughing fit and then he started crying and saying no one loved him or understood him. That Scott just didn’t understand and that he was sure that he was owed some money. He threatened to call the cops to get what he believed was his. He was in the terrible throws of withdrawal and would probably become incapacitated by DT’s shortly. Scott repeated his offer to come by in the morning but Perry screamed, "#@$% YOU!!!!" in a roar and stumbled off coughing and cursing, heading who knows where to try who knows what with the next source on his list.

Afterwards, Scott and Sissy didn't know whether they could have handled it any better, but they weren't sure they could have handled it much worse either. And it may have been overkill, but Scott insisted on spraying the front door area with bleach to disinfect it. "Better safe than sorry," he muttered as he worked.

Scott decided to remain close to home for a few more days to make sure Perry didn’t come back. While he is home he secures the remaining windows and cuts back foliage that people could use to hide in. Better late than never, but it is still a lesson learned. After Scott came back from the first run after the “night of the scary guy” as the kids had started calling it Sissy asks him, “Did you see Perry?”

“Nope. I drove by his house but his front windows are all busted and it looks like there was a fire in the upstairs apartment. I didn’t stop. It had a bad feel to it.”

“Oh no. You don’t think … “

“I have no idea. I tried to call his neighbor Jay but no one answered. I called the authorities to report everything and they said they’d check it out, but who knows when. I’m not going back there unless I have company; maybe not even then. As far as I can remember, he doesn’t have any of my tools or equipment. And after that stunt he pulled the other night I just don’t trust him. For all I know he isn’t even alive any more. I couldn’t tell if that was his allergies acting up or whether he was getting sick.”

“No way do I want you working with him anymore. I think he’s dangerous, even if he doesn’t turn out to be infected. He’s really addicted this time and without time in rehab I don’t think he is going to kick it. He’ll either be deranged or dead in short order.”

“Yeah. I know you’re right. But even as bad as he had gotten he still had some good carpentry skills. I just couldn’t get him to stop drinking on the job, and then after I caught him doing that other crap, that was the final straw.”

“Have you found anyone to replace him?” Sissy asks.

“Almost don’t need to. I’ve had to cut back on most repairs ‘cause I can’t get all the materials. Section 8 called a halt to all of their inspections. Code Enforcement is battling their own staffing problems. And I sure ain’t turning units. Carl helps me when I do need it. I’m beginning to think I may need someone to ride shotgun though.”

“Why?”

“Oh, no reason. I’m just saying.”

“Don’t give me that I’m just saying stuff. You said ride shotgun and that’s exactly what you meant isn’t it? Now I want to know why. Has something happened?” asks Sissy as she quickly realizes Scott is withholding information from her.

“Look, don’t wig out on me. I was talking to Chuck and he said Randolph was shot day before yesterday.”

“Is he OK?!”

“No. Apparently he hadn’t been taking his blood pressure medication. The shot was only a flesh wound but, well, he had a fatal heart attack. Chuck said he heard that the ex-wife has already moved into Rand’s house with her kids and they’ve boarded up the windows and put a big padlock on the driveway gate.”

“Scott! When were you going to tell me this?!”

“Just calm down. I just found out this afternoon. You know Randolph could be a real jackass. He didn’t have a good relationship with any of his tenants.” Scott says as he tries to calm Sissy down.

“How do we know it was a tenant? He could have been … “

“It WAS one of his tenants,” Scott explains “Randolph supposedly made one of his trademark off-color comments about the guy’s girlfriend when they didn’t have the rent. The guy is saying he didn’t even mean to shoot Randolph but that Randolph made some kind of move towards the guy’s girlfriend and when he went to help her the gun went off accidentally.”

“Do you believe that?”

“Who knows? The guy was right on top of him, it would have been dang hard to miss at that range if he had really meant to shoot him. Randolph did have a history of inappropriate behavior and he could be damn stupid.”

“Still … “

“No still. I’ve got a much better rapport with most of our tenants. I’m careful. And the few places I’m having problems I don’t go by myself. I’m home well before the dusk curfew. But I am thinking about getting someone to ride shotgun in case things get worse. I just don’t know who it could be.”

“You’d tell me right? You’d tell me if things get that bad? Right?” Sissy asks.

“Yeah, let’s just not talk about it anymore tonight. OK? I’m all done in. I gotta let things go for awhile,” sighs Scott, feeling the last few weeks’ events all the way to his bones.

“Sure hon. Just remember, you’re worth more to us than any amount of rent. Don’t take chances. You want me to fix you a toddy?”

“Yeah. Wait, no. Is there any hot cocoa?”

“Not cocoa, but I can make you some warm spiced milk.”

“Fine. Anything that’ll help me unwind and get some sleep without leaving me hung over.”

It wasn’t long before Scott had crashed and burned for the night. Sissy on the other hand was still wound tight. She knew she needed to get to bed and get some sleep herself. But this on top of battling with the kids over them wanting to go see their friends was a lot for Sissy to deal with.

To take a moment and calm her frayed nerves she sits to write a letter to her brother who, by her parents’ account anyway, is kicking himself for not taking Sissy seriously when she was trying to warn him.

Hey Little Brother,

I hope this letter finds you and yours doing well. I don’t have much time these days and we never seem to catch each other online or when the phones are working. I hope that you got my last couple of messages. I mean it, no grudges are being held on my end. You certainly weren’t the only person to call me crazy or question my motives back before things hit the fan.

As far as you going over to your neighbor’s place after it had been abandoned. Well, I think a lot of people are doing things they never thought they would do. Scott walked right into the orange grove one night and came out with one of the beehives that Mr. D’s grandsons left there last year. No one ever did anything with them and Scott said several of the boxes were just dilapidated and falling apart. He got stung a few times, but not too badly. He was wearing coveralls, gloves, and a hat and mosquito netting for protection.

I’m not sure what to say or do about this. Technically it is stealing. On the other hand it was also abandoned property. Mr. D wasn’t doing anything with them either and can’t even walk that far given his current state of health. James spends some time out there away from everyone when things get too intense for him and I think that is how Scott found out about the hives. I’m just not sure how to handle it. In normal times we would never do anything like this, but if we can get honey for the kids, or have the bees to help pollinate the garden … So I say nothing at all rather than risk saying the wrong thing. If it is a problem we’ll get it cleared up after this whole pandemic thing is over with. There is no reason to borrow trouble.

For now, the hive is sitting in the far corner of our yard, hidden from view, like stolen treasure. Sarah has already looked up everything she can find out about bees and according to her a bee will only produce 1/12 of a teaspoon of honey in its lifetime. That’s a lot of bees to make just a pound of honey. I don’t know if at that rate if we’ll ever do much more than get a taste every now and then.

I’ve also included in this letter that stuff you asked me for last time we did talk. It’s a list of what the boys would have been learning if the schools were still open. I know that the local public broadcasting station is putting some of this on TV so have their mom look there or some of the radio stations are airing school information during parts of the day. If she is still talking to you that is. I know that Mom said she is really pitching a fit about the child support payments being late. I’m sorry you are having trouble and that the boys are getting caught in the middle. Seems like when it rains, it pours.

And speaking of kids, you aren’t alone in having problems with yours. As good as ours normally are they are about to drive me nuts. I just can’t get them to understand how bad things really are out there. Sometimes I wonder if we are over protecting them to the point where none of this realistically means anything to them. They hear it and see it on the news, but it isn’t happening to them or in our neighborhood. I can’t say that I’d do anything different, but a little more cooperation and understanding on their part would be helpful. Teenagers. I swear they are a subspecies.

Well, it is passed time for me to be in bed. One last round of checking the house and then I’m down for the night. Always remember that I’m thinking of you guys and praying that everything is OK, even if we don’t seem to be able to hook up for some actual talk time. Be safe and stay healthy.

Love, Sissy and family


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Ship’s Log

Lordy, what a day. Wish I could put emoticons in my journal like I used to put on my entries on the forums. I’d use one with rolling eyes for sure. Seven people all cooped up and locked in during one of the dreariest and rainiest days we’ve seen in long while. It stormed off and on – mostly on – all day so Scott didn’t go to the properties. He spent most of the day trying to shore up our finances. That was fun. Not.

I spent the day dealing with the kids and keeping them out of Scott’s hair and tried to keep them from killing each other. Rose stayed in her room, refusing to venture out under the pretext of homework. I think she was just hiding out and trying to avoid the mayhem.

James got angry if anyone disturbed him and his mp3 player. The younger three just went nuts all day and tried to take the rest of us with them.

By lunch time I was ready to lock everyone up. Instead I cleared space and we had an indoor balloon and kleenex volleyball game. We played many different variations but the one everyone liked – and which got Scott, Rose, and James to come out of their holes and play as well – was the version where no one could use any body part, you had to blow the balloon back and forth over the net.

Everyone is much easier to handle when we have outdoor time. I need to come up with a list of active indoor activities that aren’t school or chore related. This situation is bound to happen again and I need to be prepared. I can’t take it when things get as uncomfortable and crazy as they did this morning.

One good thing from all the rain though is that everyone is the neighborhood has filled up all of their water containers. All of my plants got a good, deep watering that should last the rest of the week. I hope the power stays on long enough to help deal with the humidity or we’ll really be miserable. -- Sissy

 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Ten

One unexpected consequence for Scott and Sissy is that by keeping Rose, James, and the younger kids sequestered in SIP to comply with mitigation strategies, they’ve also kept them somewhat insulated from the realities of the pandemic. As time has passed, its gotten easier for the kids to say “its happening to other people and in other places, it isn’t happening to us.” Their feelings are “since it hasn’t happened, it won’t happen.” This is the same thought process that many adults went through prepandemic that kept them from prepping adequately, if at all.

The Chapmans certainly aren’t unique. Other parents are fighting the same battle of wills with their kids. There is a lot of burnout. Everyone just wants things over. They crave normalcy. Too many people have forgotten how to think in realistically long-term ways. They can see the beginning of the story and they can see how they think the story will end; but they’ve forgotten how to plan for getting from point A to point B. The fact that the pandemic is lasting considerably longer than most people were at first given to understand only adds to this problem.

A stealthy bird’s eye view of Tampa would show you that underage youths are gathering despite the many public warnings; many without their parents’ permission. First they gather in groups of two or three then in larger groups, but never so many that they might get noticed by the authorities. They do it quietly to avoid detection. They sneak out of their homes at night. They quietly leave during the day when their parents are at work and return without ever saying a word about where they’ve been or who they have been with. Even suspicious parents employ the “don’t ask, don’t tell” method of parenting to avoid any more arguments.

Most of the groups are made up of kids who live in the same general area because otherwise they would be noticed driving, even if they could swing the cash necessary to buy the fuel for any vehicle. And with the night curfew for everyone being vigorously enforced, well, they view it as much safer to travel under the radar of the authorities. A common justification for this sneakiness is “Why raise a ruckus that the adults will use just to make our life harder and more unfair?” This type of behavior may have been going on all along without any noticeable consequences. But like they say, it only takes once.

A group of kids who met online figured out that they lived within a mile or two of one another. They finally say, “This is totally bogus. If we are careful, nothing is going to happen. Anybody who can get out, let’s meet up two nights from now in that stand of trees over by the lake. Keep it quiet. We don’t need the cops or somebody’s parent spoiling things.” And that’s what happened. About a dozen kids in a two-mile radius took the chance to get together and “have a little fun.”

What the kids didn’t know is that one of their twelve friends had an older brother that had been meeting his girlfriend after work for a little socializing of his own. This girlfriend had relatives from another part of the country suddenly show up on her family’s doorstep a few days before the party. The girlfriend was complaining about how she was now having to share her bedroom with three other female cousins and how their stuff is all over her stuff and how to make it worse, “One of them has this really gross allergy thing going on. All she does is sneeze all day and wheeze all night and they have to give her breathing treatments which is awful.” The boyfriend, focused on what he wants, pays little attention to what she is saying and completely forgets about it later.

What no one realizes is that the girl may have originally started out with airborne allergies but somewhere along the way she picked up airborne pandemic flu. The breathing treatments are only masking the earliest stages of her symptoms. She has already given it to the girls she is sharing a room with. In turn, the girlfriend has given it to her boyfriend that has taken it home as a treat for his family. Wrestling with his younger brother, in an attempt to keep his spirits up brings him in close enough contact that one sneeze was all it took to give the virus to him.

“Oh gross! You are totally gross! Mom, he got sneeze spit all over my face!”

“Look you two. Chill out a little, I’ve got a headache. I can barely hear myself think. If you insist on wrestling take it outside.”

“Yeah mom, OK,” both boys respond. The older brother picks the younger one up and gives him a relatively painless body slam before racing through the kitchen and out into the back yard. The younger brother is in hot pursuit and the kitchen door slams as they both fall to the ground like a puddle of puppies.

“Thank God I’ve got good kids, not like their bum of a father,” the mother thinks in the silence following the boys' exit. I don't have to worry about them being disobedient or any other stupid crap my sister’s kids are doing.

And now, one of these “obedient” boys is dancing and cutting up with a bunch of kids he isn’t supposed to be around. But, he’s a little bummed because his normally very upbeat brother was grumpy and not feeling too hot this morning. His girlfriend hasn’t shown up for work in two days and her phone must be out of order because no one is answering. “Geez,” he thinks, “I hope I never gets that crazy over a girl.”

While at the party to celebrate their “freedom” this obedient boy manages to give the virus to 8 of the 12 kids there. These kids in turn take the virus home to their parents and siblings. Some of the parents take the virus to work along with their lunch and briefcases and spread it to their co-workers.

Within a week, city public health officials notice that there is an alarming rise in flu infections. The hospitals, barely able to keep up with what they already have on their plate, don’t need a spike in cases. Now in addition to having patients lined up in hallways they have to put them in triage tents outside -- right when the weather is beginning to turn cool. They do notice that the initial outbreak seems to originate in a certain area of the city and a quick investigation shows it is probably related to a family who had come to stay with relatives from another part of the country.

By two weeks out, the media has gotten wind of the spike and are reporting that all of the kids who had been infected at the party are dead along with several of their younger siblings. Other members of their families are critically ill, and so are between 20 and 30 percent of their family members’ co-workers who took it home to their families where their children are now dying. And there are not enough hospital beds, anti-virals, and ventilators to help them all.

It isn’t just the parents of teenagers that are having problems. Parents of college students are facing the same thing, only their kids are legally adults. How do you convince your children that they aren’t invincible?

The stark triage rules put into effect as soon as pandemic cases appeared on US soil only spell out a portion of the patients who are automatically sent to the comfort-care-only wards. Most healthcare facilities have strengthened and expanded the rules with other categories of triaged individuals. At first the triage rules only included:

• people older than 85,
• those with severe trauma, which could include critical injuries from car crashes and shootings,
• severely burned patients older than 60,
• those with severe mental impairment, which could include advanced Alzheimer's disease;
• those with a severe chronic disease, such as advanced heart failure, lung disease or poorly controlled diabetes.

Now the list could include people with:

• any immunologically challenged,
• chronic conditions that require daily medication whether the condition is under control or not
• cancer diagnosis with less than one year remission
• most repiratory conditions that are not panflu related
• any infectious disease that is not panflu related such as MRSA and STDs.

By having the rules in place it takes the burden off of the health care practitioners for making the decision of who will receive care and who will not. And families are well aware up front whether their family member will receive treatment or palliative care which in turns helps them to decide whether to take them to the treatment center or not.

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Ship’s Log

I thought we needed a pick me up today so I changed our menu around a bit. The kids really enjoyed the unexpectedness of it. There is a lot to be said for planning and stability, but there’s also something to be said for flexibility and spontaneity.

Today’s menu
B: Old fashioned baked doughnuts
L: Hawaiian Spamwich Panini with mashed potatoes
S: Individual pizzas made from biscuit dough, canned sauced, pepperoni, and parmesan cheese

I wouldn’t call this the healthiest series of meals we’ve had. But it was sure nice to have the kids looking chipper instead of grumpy for a change. Gosh, they are almost surly. With everything so quiet I even heard several family arguments from up and down the street so I know our kids aren’t the only ones testing their boundaries lately. --- Sissy


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What Am I Supposed To Do?
(posted at PFI)

God I am in so much trouble. No, I take that back, my kids are in trouble. I caught my oldest sneaking out of her window last night. She was on her way to meet her boyfriend.

I never thought my kid would be so stupid, so disobedient! And apparently this isn’t the first time either.

What do I do? Nail her window shut? Chain her to her bed? Should I put her in a tent outside until I know she isn’t sick, won’t be giving anything to her younger brother and sister?

She’s too old to spank. Taking the car away won’t work, even if there was gas to fill the tank. She would only walk.

She doesn’t want to believe things are as bad as they are and she imagines that she is “in luv.” What am I going to do?!
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Eleven
(part 1)

The news the Chapman family hears regarding the drop in compliance and its results for Tampa is a sobering affirmation of all they have been practicing up to this point. It is also a worrying realization that despite their best efforts, they may still be exposed to the pandemic flu because of someone else’s choices or carelessness.

Scott and Sissy review all of the contacts they’ve had over the last two or three weeks. Scott’s visits to the properties they are responsible for have been more curtailed than usual and he also continues to wear PPE when he is out which adds a layer of protection. None of their units are within the boundaries of the infection spikes which has been cordoned off by city officials. While this assurance is a relief, its not exactly an “all clear” sign either. Sissy has had a couple of contacts from within their own neighborhood - one when she was checking on an elderly neighbor that was sitting for what appeared to be an unusually long time on his porch swing, and once at the refuse burning site (located diagonal from the front of their house). And James talked to a neighbor lady over the privacy fence when she called over to see if Scott could help her add some security to her front door.

As far as they can tell, no one that they came in contact was symptomatic with and no one has since shown any sign of illness. The kids - Rose and James in particular - are very somber after hearing of all the deaths of the young people.

Rose says, “I guess you want us to say that could have been us.”

“Well, yeah. It would be great if you could acknowledge that we haven’t been restricting your contacts just to make you miserable,” Scott responds with a touch of impatience

“We get it. OK? We do get it.”

“And I can trust you two especially not to sneak out and upset your mother any more than you have already with the attitude problems around here?”

“No dad, you know we wouldn’t do that,” Rose replies offended he would think otherwise. “Its just I’m nearly an adult and I get tired of feeling like I’m being treated like I’m Johnnie’s age.”

“I don’t like feeling like I have to treat you like you’re Johnnie’s age. You and James are both old enough that you should be able to understand what your mom and I are trying to do. We shouldn’t have to deal with the attitudes and the repetitious complaints about how unfair life is. Trust me. We already know. You think this is a great situation for us either? We work ourselves sick trying to make sure you have a roof over your heads and all you all act like is you can’t wait to escape it. This isn’t just about anyone’s comfort. This is about our family’s survival. About keeping each one of you alive,” Scott says heatedly as he mentally braces for yet another round of the “its not fair” barrage.

“Scott, I don’t think they mean to come off like that; ungrateful or misunderstanding. We are all just under a lot of strain,” Sissy says as she tries to play mediator.

“I don’t care whether they mean to come off like that or not. If they want to be treated like adults then they need to start acting like it.”

“You’re right,” Rose says.

“Huh?” Scott is surprised into asking.

“You’re right. I’ve been feeling sorry for myself. Its not fair that things are like they are. But its not your or mom’s fault.”

“Yeah, what she said.” James agrees.

“We’ll try not to be so negative. Its not like this can last forever. Right? Right?!”

Scott and Sissy can hear in their voices that they are resigned to the situation at least for the near future. But being resigned doesn’t mean that they aren’t still upset, and the kids certainly are. There is no way to tell them “how long” because no one really knows with absolute certainty.

The Spanish Influenza was at its worst in 1918 and 1919 with three distinct waves, but things were different back then. People didn’t travel as much. They weren’t as dependent on modern conveniences like electricity or just-in-time delivery of goods and services. There is also some thinking that the things that make the pandemic “better” for parts of the country – the mitigation strategies in particular – may also make it last longer. Everything has been kind of hypothetical up to this point. Now everyone is experiencing a steep learning curve in real time.

In areas of the country that did not implement mitigation procedures or that had low compliance to the mitigation efforts, they continue to see a significant number of cases of influenza. However, in some of those areas it appears that the number of new cases is beginning to decline, while in other areas the number of new cases continues to climb. But in either case, it looks like the numbers of death attributable indirectly to the pandemic remain constant – for example from lack of medication availability for chronic illnesses, lack of services for long term care patients, suicide, normally non-life threatening accidents that cannot receive treatment, etc. These casualties are being called collateral deaths. Many modern people have become detached from the practice of being extra careful with their health and safety. Medicine and professional health care always seemed close at hand. Certainly if medical assistance was necessary there was a doctor or nurse, an emergency room, an ambulance, surgical suite or hospital bed was available. That is no longer true and many people learn that the hard way. This has become such an important issue, many communities are offering coursework on home health care via all available media – television, radio, internet, billboards, and flyers.

Even though Tampa’s recent experience with a spike in infections was bad, prompt action by local public health officials keep it from becoming a catastrophic break down of everything they have worked for up to this point. It is a close call, and one that the community has taken to heart. The area is returning to previous mitigation compliance levels and this slowly allows the health care system to recover enough to empty the triage tents … but as a visual reminder, the tents are not taken down. There is still a higher than previous percentage of absenteeism to contend with, but financial necessity will force many who are absent due to fear to return to work in short order; assuming they have a job to return to.

And speaking of financial matters, that's one of the big three topics of conversation around the refuse pile in the Chapman’s neighborhood. Health, finances, and the weather. Not only their neighborhood, but everywhere. Same thing people have always talked about, but now it is not just a polite enquiry to make conversation. Now it is a gleaning task to see if you are doing better or worse than your neighbor. To see if your neighbor knows something that you don’t. To find out if your neighbor has something that you don’t, and if so how did they get it.

“Well hello there Scott,” said the elderly woman with keenly observant eyes even as the rest of her body moved arthritically.

“Hello Mrs. Linden. You need some help with that bag of trash?”

“No honey I don’t, but thank you. Are you and that nice family of yours doing OK?”

“Yes ma’am, about like everyone else around here.”

“Well that is good to hear. No one has seen your children since this whole thing started and hardly anyone has seen Sissy. A lot of people were wondering if something had happened to them or if you had sent them away some place like they did back during the war. But I told them that was nonsense because I hear them over the fence on most days.”

“We are keeping the kids away from everyone, quarantined I guess you could say; and Sissy with them just to be on the safe side. Hope the kids aren’t making too much noise for you.”

“Oh no, don’t even think that dear. I enjoy hearing the kids. I miss my volunteer work at the children’s library. That does makes sense I suppose, having the kids quarantined. How does Sissy get groceries if she can’t go out? Do you pick them up? Aren’t the prices outrageous.”

“We get by. Nice to see you are OK Mrs. Linden. I need to get back to the house with these ashes.”

“OK dear. Don’t be a stranger.”

Scott quickly crosses the street and enters their property through the side gate. Sissy catches him making a face as he sits the bucket of ash down and starts stripping off his gloves and mask.

“What’s with the face? And why’d you bring back those ashes?”

“An excuse.”

“An excuse for what?” Sissy asks, puzzled.

“Mrs. Linden was just about to get going good on grilling me. It’s the only thing I could think of to get me out of there fast,” Scott says with a theatric shudder.

“Oh Scott, honestly, she isn’t that bad,” Sissy laughs.

“Oh yes she is. And she’s not the worst one, just the most polite.”

“She’s probably just lonely.”

“She’s probably just nosey. Just like the rest of them.”

“Scott! She’s a nice lady,” Sissy says, shocked.

“Sure she is. I never said she wasn’t. That’s what makes her dangerous. She’s got a gossip chain that’d make the CIA jealous. I let one wrong thing slip out and it’d be all around the neighborhood and halfway across town before the day was over.”

“Geez, its not that bad.” Sissy says rolling her eyes.

“Yeah it is. Every time I take stuff to the burn barrel its like someone is laying in wait to see if they can pump me for information. Its not so bad when they just ask about the price of gas or whether the power was on at such-and-such an intersection, but when they start getting personal, I start sweating.”

Sissy just laughs. “Come on. Lunch is on the table. That should settle your nerves.”

“You think its funny? You try being interrogated by everyone you run into. You’d get paranoid too.”

“I know, I’m sorry. But it is kinda funny.”

“Yeah, well maybe,” Scott responds sheepishly. “But you don’t know how much I worry about saying the wrong thing to the wrong person and people figuring out about our preps. They’d be lined up around the next five blocks coming by to ‘borrow’ something. Or worse, depending on how desperate they are.”

“You’re right of course. Just the picture of you running from a little blue haired old lady is just bizarre,” Sissy continues to snicker.

And even Scott laughs a little bit when she puts it that way.

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When the pandemic was first recognized and accepted, everyone seemed to be wearing a mask of some type from N95 to homemade. As time went on, people became complaisant and stopped wearing masks -- due to lack of availability of fresh ones, inconvenience, they were uncomfortable, etc. Now though, mask visibility on the street is up even higher than at the beginning of the pandemic. Whereas before people might laughingly call masks a fashion statement, now masks are viewed as necessary for stepping into public as clothing. Very few consider them an optional accessory, whether they have been proven to work or not.

Everyone is certainly more wary. People stand much further apart when they converse. Some employers are putting into effect no-contact rules for office settings. This means that everyone remains in their office or cubicle while at work and uses interoffice email, phone, or intercom to communicate with one another; no face-to-face contacts. This is difficult when there is no electricity. Some creative employees develop signals and flags to communicate with one another. What would have felt silly a few months ago is now just part of the daily grind. And everyone is also responsible for cleaning their own work area. Housekeeping was one of the first expenses many companies cut back on. If they didn’t cut back intentionally, they are forced to due to lack of cleaning staff or the inability to provide appropriate PPE as mandated through OSHA workplace safety rules.

Companies that deal with the public open and close their doors for business shockingly fast. Unfortunately this includes offices such as those that deal with social service needs. Clients who had been waiting many weeks to get an appointment with their workers are now told there will be no appointments, no new clients, that all paperwork and requests must be made in writing and that they would process them as time permitted. The social services system should have told their clients “as time and budget permits” because money is tight all over and many social workers have simply refused to show up for work.

One of the main problems facing both employees and employers is that fuel continues to rise in cost. Additionally, it is becoming harder to get, even if you can afford it. Even the bio-fuel cars, not that there were that many to begin with, are having a hard time since they primarily ran off of a fuel made with waste vegetable oil from local restaurants. No open restaurants = no waste vegetable oil.

There are no short hops to go here and there and run errands. No Sunday drives just for the heck of it. A lot of people are back to walking or using pedal power to get them where they need to go. Bike theft became such a problem that many people now go to work and padlock their bikes to their workstations rather than leave them in a bike rack. For those people that do have to drive, carpooling is now the norm. All the passengers chip in something to keep the vehicle going. Its not always easy or comfortable, and there is always the worry that you could be sitting next to someone who is infected, but everyone is aware you have to balance your risk.

Another problem is the dusk to dawn curfew to adhere to. In the shortening days of autumn, this means that you have even fewer hours to travel to work and complete all that you need to do before you need to be back home before the sun goes down. Work shifts are shortened, but that also means that paychecks get shortened.

And of course, fuel costs and availability continue to have a detrimental affect on grocery prices. There are several elderly people in the Chapman's neighborhood that simply cannot afford to buy groceries anymore as their fixed income does not cover the inflated prices of what little is available. There are more than a few families that are really starting to hurt and there are a lot of leaner people walking the streets. Losing weight from the extra exercise is one thing. Starving is another.

No one is quite sure who started it, but in our family's neighborhood, as people met up with each other burning refuse a primitive barter system was born. Families with children at home looked for things to keep them distracted. People with no children might need help with a car repair. Someone else might need help with a home repair. Thus they begin to trade sweat equity for barter items. The casual barter system that had been born of necessity began to morph into something more defined and regular. People now set up folding tables or blankets near the refuse burning area and put on it items they are willing to trade. While it is in the open air, the people in the neighborhood discourage outsiders – people from other neighborhoods – from participating. It isn’t an open market, yard sale, or flea market; but a tool that the neighbors use to get around the high cost of living.

And with cooler weather beginning to set in, they need every advantage they can find. Luckily for some like the Chapmans, this means that cooler weather crops can be planted. In other parts of the country, they have already had their first frosts and will have to make do with whatever they have already put by. Sissy has been preparing plant beds and containers for weeks so that as soon as the growing charts indicated it was time, she could plant seeds of her winter crops. She is especially excited about planting her calendula seeds. They will go really well with the marigold seeds she has been planting all summer long to help with the nematode problem in their garden space.

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“Sissy, don’t you think all this ‘planting by the light of the moon’ is a little silly? I’ve been working all day. I don’t feel like crawling around out here in the dark. Let’s just wait and do this tomorrow,” Scott says, exhibiting more than a tad of grouchiness.

“Scott, I told you to just go on to bed. James and Sarah are helping me. And yes, I feel a little silly too, but there are people who still swear by this method of planing and I even showed you those scientific studies that says that it works.”

“All right. Whatever. But we need to be up early in the morning so that I can get in line for fuel. We cannot over sleep.”

“Go to bed already. I know how to lock the house up and you are asleep on your feet anyway. I doubt you would be able to do much even if you were going to stay up. I’ve got it covered,” Sissy insists.

Scott stomps back into the house still grumbling as Sissy begins to give the kids instructions on what she wants to do next.

“Why’s dad so angry?” James asks.

“He’s overtired, not angry. Not to mentioned stressed out,” Sissy says with a sigh. “I agree that it seems a little on the crazy side to be out here doing this when we could be in bed asleep. But, I want to try this once at least. It can’t hurt. And if it helps us bring in more food, it could make a quite a bit of difference.”

“Mom?” Sarah asks.

“What baby?”

“What are the rules for planting by the moon?”

“I don’t know if they are really what you would call rules,” Sissy responds.

“Yeah, more like old wives’ tales,” James puts in.

“Well, kinda, maybe. Let’s just say they are guidelines that could be influenced by the weather and stuff like that. So they give you a suggested range, not necessarily hard and fast rules to follow.”

“But what are they? The guidelines I mean,” Sarah asks again.

“Well, let’s see … from new moon to full moon you are supposed to sow, transplant, bud and graft. From the full moon to the new moon you are supposed to plow, cultivate, weed, and reap.”

“That doesn’t sound like a big deal,” Sarah responds.

“Wait, there’s more. The time from the new moon to the first quarter moon is good for planting above ground crops with outside seeds like cabbage, celery, and spinach. From the first quarter moon to the full moon is a good time for planting above ground crops with inside seeds like beans, peas, peppers, squash, tomatoes, and cucumbers.”

As Sarah and James mulls this over Sissy continues, “From the full moon to the last quarter moon is supposed to be a good time to plant root crops, bulbs, biennials and perennials. This is when I would plant stuff like onions, potatoes, grapes, berries, carrots, and beets.”

“What do you plant next?” Sarah asks.

“From the last quarter moon until the new moon you aren’t supposed to plant anything. Instead of planting you do things like pull weeds, cultivate, and turn sod.”

“I don’t know Mom. Is there really any reason for doing it that way?” James asks still dubious.

“Well, there are several scientific studies that say that these particular old wives’ tales may be true. It has something to do with the pull of the moon. But practically? Back in the old days people needed every hour of light they could get. No electric lights remember? And one of the reasons they probably wouldn’t have planted anything in that last quarter is because there wasn’t enough light to see by. Let’s just give it a chance and see. It certainly can’t hurt to do it this way and means that we will have less we have to do tomorrow.”

“Hey, anything that means we have less to do the next day is worth a try,” James and Sarah both agree.

Bekah meets Sissy at the door to the lanai and holds it open as she and James come in. “Well hello there, that was helpful. Have you and Sarah finished your chores?”

“Yes ma’am. Momma, how come Daddy says we eat better now than before?”

Sissy gives Scott, who was lounging against the kitchen wall a look over Bekah’s head as she puts her basket and washes her hands so that she can start mixing the evening’s dessert to put it in the Dutch oven. “Your Daddy is just kinda teasing me,” answers Sissy.

“We kinda do eat better though,” Bekah replies without realizing she is just about to stir up trouble.

Seeing Sissy settle a very irritated look on him, Scott beats a strategic retreat with James following quickly when Bekah adds, “James says so too.”

“Its complicated Bekah,” Sissy tries to explain. “Its not so much that I didn’t cook before, its that I had less time to cook the way I would have liked.”

“Huh?” Bekah asks, thorough confused.

“Remember how much running around I had to do before? I was always playing taxi or running errands or working with Daddy. Doing all of that for you all didn’t leave me much time for doing much more than trying to keep up with your school work and the house work. I didn’t always get to do things the way I wanted to, I just did them to finish a job,” Sissy explains further.

“But we have even less time now. We have lots more chores and stuff. And we have to be real careful with the food to make it last a long time. We can’t waste anything.”

“We still have the same 24 hours we had before. The difference is that even though we are working harder, we’ve also learned to work smarter. Not so much wasted time for example. And not so much wasted food either.”

“Oh,” Bekah still isn’t sure she understands. It must be one of those weird grown up things she thinks.

Sissy laughs at the look on Bekah’s face and asks, “Want to help me make dessert?”

“Yes!” cries Bekah excitedly. “What are we gonna fix?”

“Old fashioned baked lemon pudding,” answers Sissy.

“Eewww. What are you gonna bake the pudding?!”

“Not Jell-O pudding silly. This is an old-fashioned pudding. It has butter, flour, milk, and eggs in it.” Sissy laughs.

“That sounds … um, will I like it?” Bekah asks, sounding disappointed.

“I don’t see what not. You like the pumpkin pudding I made last week just fine. Ate a second helping as I recall.”

“That wasn’t pudding. That was mushy cake or something,” Bekah insists.

“That was not mushy cake smarty britches, that was an old-fashioned pudding.”

“Wow, I didn’t know that,” Bekah said, beginning to get excited again about the proposed dessert.

“Well, now you do,” Handing Bekah a bowl Sissy says, “Here’s a bowl. First we’ll cream three tablespoon of butter and one cup of sugar together. Then we’ll add the grated rind and juice of this lemon.”

The butter came from Sissy’s real powdered butter supply. The #10 can was half way empty and sissy normally would use artificial butter made from powdered milk, but for somethings only real butter seemed to do. She had pulled the lemon from the tree herself just this morning, but she supposed in a pinch she could have used her TruLemon powder as flavoring instead.

“What’s next Momma?”

“Next we add three powdered eggs that we’ve mixed with a little water. And then we are going to add three tablespoons of flour and one and a half cup of milk.”

While Bekah mixes the ingredients, Sissy takes three eggs worth of powdered egg whites, adds the appropriate amount of water and whisks them into stiff peaks.

“Next I’ll fold what’s in my bowl into the mixture that is in your bowl. While I do that you brush that baking in with this margarine,” Sissy instructs Bekah.

After Sissy is satisfied that Bekah as covered all the baking surface, she sprinkles the inside of the pan with sugar and pours the batter in.

“Now watch. See this bigger pan? First I’m going to set it inside my Dutch oven. Next I’m gonna add one inch of hot water in it and put the Dutchie’s lid on.”

After very carefully putting the Dutch oven into the brick oven that Scott and James had built for her, Sissy even more carefully places 20 hot coals on and below the cast iron pot before closing the oven door.

“Twenty coals is just about equal to 350 degrees. We’ll leave that in for about 45 minutes and we’ll have our dessert,” Sissy finishes explaining to Bekah.

“That’s so cool. I’m glad Daddy and James built this oven. It makes really good stuff.”

“Me too. Now go clean up and take your turn with Johnnie. Tell Sarah and Rose to come help with the rest of the dinner.”

While the girls help finish putting dinner together, Sissy reflects on how surreal it is to actually put better and more nutritious food on the table despite all of the market scarcity and hardships that have been going on.

“Well,” she thinks. “I certainly don’t put as much food on the table as before. Or at least there isn’t as much waste. That’s got to count for something.”

With everyone working so hard, so constantly, the food she has to cook needs to be as nutritious as possible as well as calorie dense. Scott and James are always hungry. The girls aren’t quite as bad but they always clean their plates. And Johnny would graze all day long if she let him. They can’t leave him in the garden unattended at all now that he has made the connection between what is being grown and what is on his plate at meal times.

Its helps that on one or two nights per week she tries to make a dessert or snack for after dinner. She has also tried the rather British tradition of “tea time.” About three or four o’clock each day, about midway between lunch and the evening meal, she tries to provide a piece of fruit, slice of bread and jam, or some other small snack for her family. On those days when they only eat two full meals, their “tea time” becomes an absolute life saver.

As Sissy sets the table, noticing that one of the cloth napkins has a frayed edge that needs mending and that all of them need a soak in boiling water and bleach, she again admits that they are blessed to have the staple ingredients that they do. In addition to their dessert of lemon pudding, their main dish is Mexican rice with some taco-flavored TVP mixed in. Rose also prepares some flour tortillas to use to wrap up the rice mixture. Sissy allows Sarah to fry a half dozen corn tortillas to make nacho chips. These will be dipped into home made salsa. Sissy nearly adds refried beans to the menu but decided against it after counting how many cans she has left.

After dinner and completion of all the nightly chores, it is time for bed.

“’Night Mom. ‘Night Dad,” each of the children say in turn.

“Goodnight. Don’t forget to hang your clothes up if they aren’t scheduled to be washed tomorrow. And if any need mending set them in the mending basket with the worn or torn place marked so I know why its in the basket.”

“Yes ma’am,” they respond.

“Scott, I’m going to get Johnny down for the night on a pallet in our room. I caught him wandering around again last night trying to get into cabinets. Can you move my sourdough starter into the pie keep for me so I don't have to wake him up?”

“Sure babe. Look sissy, I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. I didn’t mean for Bekah to hear that comment about your cooking,” Scott says, chagrined.

“Why not? Its just the truth,” Sissy shrugs.

“I just mean …,” Scott begins.

Before he can get any further Sissy breaks in and says, “Scott, don’t worry about it. Things are different. There aren’t any convenience foods for me to rely on – or use as a crutch – except for those I make myself. The garden brings a lot more fresh food to the table than before and I make a lot more effort in our menu, trying to stretch things out. That’s just a fact.”

“So you aren’t angry?” he asks.

“I was a little ticked off at first but I got over it soon enough. Besides, I’ve got more sense than to complain that you all like my cooking even if it is a backhanded kind of compliment,” Sissy says with a grin.

Relieved, Scott says, “Here, let me carry him. You’ll throw your back out again. He’s getting too big for you.” Scott then continues, “I didn’t mean to tease you quite so hard. You know I was just kidding.”

“Don’t worry about it already. In the scheme of things its nothing to get bent out of shape over. Just remember any time you think you can do better …,” Sissy teases right back.

“Nooooo thank you. I’ve got enough to do as it is,” Scott hastily responds.

Sissy laughs as they prepare for bed. Slowly their world settles down into quiet slumber. They are all secure for the night. Nothing has been beyond their capacity to address and they are content to let the day end. Tomorrow would be a new day with new challenges.

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Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Eleven
(part 2)

For others, cooler weather only exacerbates the feelings of being trapped. Those trapped within abusive relationships or with young children or children with behavioral issues are having the hardest time. There is no escape.

Reporter Devon McLoud’s latest installment was on a woman identified only as “A.” She had been confined with two young children for weeks. Her husband was wrestling with his own demons and offered little support and no help. The story chronicled the woman’s spiraling decline from a loving and nurturing mother eager to spend all the time she could with her children to a woman worn down and emotionally drained and in danger of harming either her children or herself. She finally reached out to a support hotline that had been set up within her community.

The story ended with McLoud sharing a list of coping mechanisms for people suffering from stress related to loss of their normal social support outlets:

10) If the stress involves children, enforce some periods of quiet time when everyone can get away from each other. Stagger them so everyone has a safe space they can retreat too when someone is having a melt down, stripping the room to bare walls if necessary.

2) If communications are still operational in your area, schedule regular phone calls from family and friends. This allows you to have a check and balance system so that your perceptions do not become exaggerated.

3) Participate in some form of daylight, outdoor activity every day.

4) Create schedule that lets everyone know what their jobs are and/or when certain activities will occur. For some this may include lesson planning. It isn’t so much important what you schedule, but that you are creating some structure that will relieve some of the pressure of constant decision making. Part of your schedule should include time maintaining your home environment and keeping it clutter free. A clutter-free environment helps maintain serenity and leads to greater productivity.

5) If power is on, leave the television off. Save it for treats in the evening. Do not use it as a source for babysitting or for zoning out.

6) Find some creative outlet. This could be gardening, woodwork, handcrafts, painting, writing poetry, etc. But try and do something every day to stimulate your brain and express yourself.

7) Find thirty minutes of quiet time each day to participate in meditative type exercises. This could involve religious activities, reading a self-help book, yoga, or any similar activity. The purpose is to help clear your mind of work and worry.

8) No sitting in the same place for hours on end. The human brain needs constant, healthy stimulation. By moving from activity to activity, and having each activity occur in a separate location, your brain will respond in a healthier and happier way.

9) Laughter and play and physical exertion. Even if you start with only five minutes each day, even if you have to force yourself into this activity at first, the people around you will eventually begin to respond. It eventually becomes self-perpetuating.

10) Help others. One way to deal with anxiety and depression is to focus on others – not just your family. Have the kids create thank you cards to area law enforcement, health care workers, firemen, etc. Help a neighbor get rid of their trash. Participate in a neighborhood clean up project. Plant a garden that can be enjoyed by the community.

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“Scott. Scott! Oh come look!!” Sissy whispers excitedly to get her husband’s attention as they are locking down the house for the night.

“What’s wrong?!” Scott asks as he comes running.

“Shhh. Nothing’s wrong. Look.”

“Sissy,” Scott growls. “Dang it, I thought someone was in the yard again.”

“Oh Scott, honestly. I would’ve done more than whisper if we’d had an intruder. Now stop it and look at the moon flowers. They’re finally blooming!” Sissy sighs in pleasure.

Scott gives her a typical male look that says females are crazy, “Yeah. They’re flowers. Can we eat them?”

“You know sometimes … ,” Sissy grumbles. “No, you can’t eat them. And they only bloom at night. And look at that full moon. Isn’t everything beautiful?” Sissy asks as she tries to nudge Scott into the same mood she is in.

“Sissy, they’re flowers. You’ve already got a yard full during the day. Yeah, they’re nice looking I guess. Can I lock the doors now? I’m tired. Let’s get to bed,” Scott says dismissively.

“Humph! You don’t have a romantic bone in your body,” Sissy grouses. “Those flowers are gorgeous and they really juxtapose …”

“Aw Sissy, don’t start,” Scott interrupts. “No lectures tonight, I’m too tired. The only thing my bones want right now is a massage.”

Sissy gives him a look that lets him know the only thing she is now in the mood to massage is his head – with a skillet.

“Sometimes Scott you can be such a … such a … such a guy!”

“Since you’ve known that for nearly 25 years you shouldn’t be so surprised. Come on, I’ll give you a massage, then you’ll see how romantic I can be,” Scott cajoles as he waggles his eyebrows.

Unable to stay angry when he starts acting silly, Sissy sighs in resignation then giggles as Scott grabs her and tries to do the tango off to their bedroom. Their speed and direction however become comically hampered by all of the boxes and mess stacked throughout the house.

“This place is a mess! There has got to be a better way to organize this stuff than by putting it in piles everywhere,” Scott complains as his own attempt at inspiring romance is sidetracked.

“Uh huh. And I believe I said the exact same thing yesterday when you were bringing in that load of stuff from the apartments,” Sissy reminds him in a rather I-told-you-so way.

Shaking his head ruefully Scott says, “Ok. Ok. I’ll start on it tomorrow. For now let’s just try and get to bed without breaking our necks.”

“Well considering that’s where I’ve been trying to get us, I guess I concur,” Sissy snickers.

“Well woman, why didn’t you just come out and say so? I’m not a mind reader you know,” and he proceeds to picks Sissy up, step over all the mess, and head straight to their bedroom, poste haste.

Sissy rolls her eyes, shakes her head, and laughs as they finally get the same destination in mind.

Her last thought before finally drifting off to sleep is that she can’t imagine trying to face the pandemic without Scott. Without a totally committed partner. She’d be miserable without him and his support. She hopes he understands how much she appreciates him. She was glad she was making his favorite muffins for breakfast.

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Ship’s Log

Everyday it's something new. Three months. Three months we’ve been dealing with life turned upside down. The authorities and the irresponsible media have started admitting this is going to take a lot longer to resolve than they originally predicted.

Today my thoughts are on how to make our butter go further or how to make my own butter. I’ve still got ghee left which is a huge blessing. I’ve also got a couple of #10 cans of powdered butter. After that I’ve got the ability to make a margarine-like product using powdered milk and oil.

But the reality is that nothing lasts forever. All I can do is make it last as long as I can. One way I found is by adding herbs. First it stretches it by adding more bulk. Secondly with more flavor, we use less product. It takes less butter to make toasted garlic bread than plain ol’ toast and butter.

Ideally I’d love to get where I could make my own fresh butter, cheese, etc. I academically have the know-how but I have no way of housing and feeding a cow or goat, much less keeping it fresh by breeding it. It’s a desire but not a very practical one at this point. And even if I did have a milk animal, I can see it being stolen or even slaughtered by our hungry neighbors. Its not worth the turmoil.

I can make Day Cheese from powdered milk. Some people call it Farmer’s Cheese or Queso Blanco. It’s a soft cheese. Yesterday I added herbs and garlic to a batch of it and stuffed some manicotti shells that I had. Next week I have pirogues on the menu and I’ll stuff them with Day Cheese mixed with caramelized onions.

It was funny. After the manicotti Scott said we eat better now than we did prepandemic. I don’t think … well, I hope it isn’t true anyway. I think its just that we appreciate things more. We certainly eat together as a family much more often. That’s a definite improvement. -- Sissy
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twelve

Another financial disaster facing many people now that it is more or less three months into the pandemic is that many banks have reached the limit of their forbearance policies.

Before the pandemic hit in the US, there was already a great strain on the mortgage side of banking due to high foreclosure rates. This was in large part a result of several years of historically low interest rates combined with a lot of what is called subprime lending on mortgages in an extremely robust housing and construction market. Mortgages were being issued with financial terms called "arms." The mortgages started with interest rates below the prime rate, but their lending institution could raise the interest rate a certain percentage every given time period. People were beginning to panic at what their monthly mortgage amounts were turning into. Some made the poor choice of trying to use their home equity to pay for any shortfall, but that only sunk them deeper into the hole.

The other part of the problem was that the housing boom, which had lasted for several years, began to seriously falter. A strong housing market lead to higher prices. Higher home prices - bought and sold - led to higher property values. Higher property values led to higher property taxes being imposed at the local government level. Now add into this the other part of P.I.T.I (principle + interest + taxes + insurance = mortgage payment amount) that the consumer only has a minor control over - insurance costs.

Nationally, the cost of insurance had risen sharply as the recovery from such events as hurricane Katrina and its aftermath as well as preparation for future catastrophes took place within the insurance industry. In states like Florida, prone to weather related disasters, most of the major insurance carriers stopped writing new policies and many cancelled existing policies and pulled out of the state completely. As a consequence of fewer insurance options - supply and demand - prices skyrocketed; increasing 300%+ in some locations.

People tried to fix their problem mortgages by refinancing into more favorable terms before foreclosure occurred, but that option wasn’t available to everyone. If you had already damaged your credit score by making late payments, or your overall income had not risen to address the higher payment requirements, you had a hard time qualifying for a refinance of your mortgage loan. Those who couldn't get refinanced eventually defaulted which dumped more homes on the slowing housing market. This began to bring down property values. Many people wound up in upside down mortgages where they owed more to the finance company than the house was worth. This too caused some defaults as people chose to walk away from what they now considered a bad investment.

Now, three months into the pandemic, people who were teetering on the edge of foreclosure had actually fallen in. And many more people are in the hole with them due to lost income directly caused by the pandemic driven economic recession and inflation.

There had been noise from the Federal government that they were working in closed committees on recommendations to address the imminent collapse of the country's banking system. At some point these recommendations had been put before the OCC (Office of the Comptroller of the Currency). The OCC was the only one that could force the privately held banks to comply as they are the financial regulatory arm of the federal government. One of the OCC’s primary responsibilities is to issue rules and regulations governing bank investments, lending, and other practices.

The OCC responded:
• There would be a six-month moratorium on all mortgages and bank-held, collaterally secured loans.
• At the end of the six-month period, the moratorium would either be lifted or re-issued or modified.
• During the moratorium, banks could work with their debtors but any terms that were offered or accepted by any involved party were not legally binding until the OCC officially ended the moratorium - at which time legally signed agreements must be obtained. This would allow both parties to jockey for better terms once the economic realities were evaluated.
• There was no direct financial penalty associated with not paying loan payments during the moratorium; no fee would be imposed for non-payment. However, banks were free to offer better terms and incentives to those who at least paid the interest due on loans during the moratorium.
• Once the moratorium was ended there would be a slow rehabilitation of the banking industry. These details were still being worked out.

As Sissy turns off the radio she asks Scott, “Is this good news for us or not?”

“Maybe. I’m not sure yet. I’ll have to run the numbers.”

“You think we should stop making the mortgage payments?” Sissy persists.

“To be honest, I don’t know. I think we need to at least keep paying on the principle, at least to the banks that hold any of our liquid assets. I don’t want to give the banks any excuse to freeze our accounts. I’m more worried about losing access to those funds than I am losing the real estate. How much we pay may depend on how far into the mortgage we are. Interest is all front-loaded on those types of loan. The newer the loan the more interest you pay, the older the more principle. I’m not even sure what kind of deals the mortgage companies are willing to make at this point.”

“I noted they didn’t mention taxes and insurance payments.”

“No they didn’t. With property values coming down, property taxes should come down next year, but that won’t show up until January. This year’s taxes have already been assessed and the County certainly isn’t going to cut us a break on those. I just don’t know whether they’ll raise the millage rate to compensate for the lowered property values. But if they know what is good for the city, they’ll lower the taxes or all hell will break loose once the new assessments get sent out. You heard those protestors on the news. If municipal services are going to be curtailed then taxes better start reflecting that.”

Sissy says, “Insurance is what is worrying me. With the way things are, I’m not sure we could ever file a claim and expect to get anything. I couldn’t believe it when that rep from Nationwide said they have a legal right to access not only the names, but the confidential info such as the social security numbers and addresses of those on the Casualty Rosters. I know what they are doing. They are cross checking their files so they can quietly discontinue coverage even if the policy holder’s heirs are still living in the property.”

“Unfortunately it makes sense from a business stand point even if it isn’t very humane. Besides, there has been a lot of policy lapsing due to nonpayment.” After a brief hesitation Scott says, “I want to cancel our health and dental insurance.”

“Excuse me?” Sissy responds in shock.

“We pay nearly $800.00 per month between the two. I’ve been trying to call around. None of our providers are taking appointments. Three-quarters of them aren’t even taking calls or they’ve closed all together. Blue Cross, once I actually got through to a person, was honest and said they are routing most of their members to local Ask-A-Nurse phone-in centers. I don’t want to keep throwing that much money down the toilet every month.”

“Fine. Next problem. What about Sarah’s braces? She said a wire break this morning when she was flossing her teeth.”

“I know. She already told me. I just clipped the wire. When I tried to call her orthodontist all of his numbers had been disconnected. I’m not paying that bill anymore either. They can try and send a collection agent for the balance after this is all over. I dare them.”

“I just hate not paying our bills,” Sissy mutters, shamefaced.

“That’s why I am canceling the policies myself rather than allowing the accounts to default. I have no idea what things are going to look like in a year’s time, but I want to be in the best credit position as possible.”

As many people notice, the moratorium does not cover certain situations. It only covers collaterally-insured loan holders. Those that pay rent or hold leases with specific payment terms, are still stuck. Many people are also waiting to see if the moratorium includes non-mortgage loans such as student loans and car loans or other rotating debts - such as credit cards - as they were not specifically mentioned by the OCC.

There is some thinking that debt holders (credit card companies in particular) will freeze current balances for those unable to make payments and accept lowered minimum payments with no penalties. This means that they will freeze your balance due on unsecured debt such as credit cards, adding no additional monthly interest, so long as the card holder continues to make a timely minimum payment. This payment will go directly towards paying off the balance due. The flip side to this would be that it will also freeze the card holder’s ability to use the account to put on more debt, in effect temporarily canceling the credit card. Those who continue to pay off their credit card payments in the original system will continue to have access to their credit balance; not that this does much good as most places no longer accept credit cards.

Utility bills are also not covered by the moratorium. Water and electric still need to be paid for and you can still have your utilities shut off for non-payment. This is one of the weakest points in our family's business continuity plans. Because of local regulations, most multi-family housing rentals have their water paid for by the landlord since the units are on the same water meter. And, if this is the case, state law prohibits the landlord from disconnecting utilities; if they do, they face severe penalties. There is no real incentive for the tenants to conserve water use when they don’t pay the bill. Unbeknownst to the tenants, Scott has been installing a piece of equipment called a water governor at each unit. This piece of equipment measures the volume of water and then will cut off when a certain measure is reached. It has a timer on it that will then allow so much time to go by before turning back on and allowing water to flow again. This device is helping conservation efforts, but the utility bills are still eating into their business reserves. Scott allows the tenants to think it is a municipal issue and reminds them of the order to conserve water issued by the Southwest Florida Water Management District.

****

“I am sick and tired of my water going off all the time. Seems like every day it goes off. If you don’t fix this water problem, I am not going to pay my rent. How do you like that Mr. Landlord?!” says one of Scott’s tenants in an extremely belligerent voice.

“I pay the bills and have receipts to prove it. Its not my fault if you are using too much water. I warned you about letting your sister and all her kids come over here and use the shower, do their laundry and fill that big tank to take back to their house.”

“They don’t have any water at their place. They had their water turned off by the City. I pay my rent. I can use my water any way I want to,” the tenant justifies snidely.

“One, it isn’t your water. I’m the one that pays for it and it happens to be included with your lease but is not part of the rent. Two, no you can’t do just whatever you want with the water because the city has already given out water restriction rules and both you and I can be ticketed for over use. Now, if your sister paid her bill she should have receipts. Just tell her to take them to the Water Department and they’ll turn her water back on.”

“She ain’t got no money. Her ol’ man ran off,” changing tactics from arrogance to whining.

“Fine. She wants to pay rent to me, or pay a fee, she can have water. Otherwise I’m going to have her trespassed next time she shows up and it sounds like she doesn’t need that kind of trouble on top of all the trouble she already has,” Scott responds, standing his ground.

“”Man, ain’t you got no heart?!”

“Look, I’ve got my own family to think of. I’m the one paying the water bills around here, and it’s not cheap. Tell me why your family should be more important to me than my own.”

“Dude, she ain’t got no water and she’s got four kids.”

“And I have five … Dude.”

“That’s cold man. You’re just @#$%^&* cruel.”

“Fine. I’m a cold-blooded bastard. Tell your sister instead of wasting gas driving over here, to walk to the water station two blocks from her house. The city is selling potable water for 25 cents a gallon. It’d be cheaper. Water is less expensive than gas.”

“OK smart ass, what about washing clothes and giving the kids a bath?!” the tenant practically screams to make her point.

“Do what my wife does, save rainwater. No more excuses. I find out this happens again – and trust me I’ll find out – and it’ll be you who has to stand in line to buy water. Got me? No more warnings. And please be my guest about passing the word around the complex. I’m done messing around. We all have to live by the new rules. No one is exempt,” Scott’s voice vibrates with anger and frustration.

Later than night Sissy finally gets Scott to talk about what was eating at him.

“Do you think I’m heartless? He asks defiantly.

“What? Of course not!” is Sissy’s shocked response.

“Why is it that I’m the one that is the bad guy when they are the ones that are taking advantage of me? They are the ones that don’t follow the rules.”

“OK, back up and give me a chance to catch up with this story,” Sissy asks so that she can straighten out her confusion.

After Scott repeats the conversation he had with one of his oldest and best tenants, “Its like they don’t care that this crap is happening to everyone. The only thing that matters is how they feel and how they are affected. They act like I’m Fort Knox and they should be able to make a withdrawal anytime they feel like it.”

“Oh honey. Don’t’ let them get to you. They are wrong. You were, and are, right. They got caught doing something that they shouldn’t have and they didn’t like being told to stop. Especially since this isn’t the first warning you’ve given them.”

“I know I’m right. But that doesn’t make me feel any better,” Scott says as he shakes his head.

“I’d take your place if I could.”

“Yeah, I know. Look, it’s not that I’m asking them to bow and scrape whenever I walk by. I don’t even want a thank you. I could honestly care less. But it would be nice of them to realize that I’m on the same damn sinking ship as they are. I’m barely keeping us afloat. I don’t need someone poking holes in the bottom of the boat while I’m dipping water out with a tea cup.”

“Oh sweetheart.” Sissy reaches over and gives Scott and hug. “I have a bad feeling things are only going to get worse before they get better. Then they’ll see.”

“You haven’t heard the rest of it. While I was digging up a line at one of the other places, I ran afoul of the Water Department. They thought I was digging up their water lines because somebody in one of the duplexes complained that the water kept shutting off in the buildings when other people on the street would still have water. They thought I was illegally re-routing water supply lines. Took me forever to get it cleared up.”

“What did you do?” Sissy asks horrified as she imagines Scott being handcuffed and taken away and not ever knowing what happened to him.

“First I had to prove I was the owner of the property … and thank goodness I carry a copy of all my licenses. Next I had to get them to realize the pipes were on my side of their water meter and that it wasn’t a water line I was digging up but a sewer line. At the street some of them look just about alike.”

“Well all’s well that ends well.”

“Well, not quite. You know those water governors aren’t technically supposed to be where they are. One of the guys on the Water Department detail was actually a supervisor overseeing some water reclamation project. Anyway, of course he figures out what I’ve done. And I can’t lie about it. He asks how well it is working and whether any of the tenants are disabling the governors, etc. Well, at first I thought his questions were kind of strange. I was expecting a huge fine at the very least but here is this guy asking me how well my system is working like he is really interested.”

“Does he have rental units of his own?”

“No. And this is something he told me I didn’t hear from him. The Water Department is looking at putting water governors on the water mains. They’ve already had to disable some of the fire hydrants that are being vandalized. The guy said the city is a lot closer to utility failure than most people think. It helps that some of the heavy industry is shut down. They’ve actually turned the water off to some of the commercial districts around town. But residential water usage is still too high for them to keep up with.”

“How close to failure is close.”

“He said that they’ve got maybe … maybe … a two week window to do something or the whole system could crash.”

“Oh. Oh no. That’s bad all right,” comes Sissy’s shocked response.

“They’ve started acquiring all of the spare parts they can find from all the local plumbing and parts supply houses – confiscating to be honest – and they have a couple of techs that can fabricate the rest of the system. If water usage begins to be controlled by putting governors on the main water mains then they’ll branch out from there and may even go as far as putting them at each water meter to keep individual houses and buildings from bleeding the whole system before everyone else can get their fair share,” Scott further explains.

“I guess it makes sense but do they have the man power for that?” Sissy asks.

“They’ve got plans to contract out the work that they can’t handle in house. First they need to see if it will work at the bigger stations. This is just one more reason why I’m glad we aren’t on public water. If I could just figure out why our solar panel won’t run our well pump, and then fix it, we wouldn’t have to worry about any of this.”

“If it wasn’t lack of power, it would be something else. What if the pump blows or the capacitor goes bad.”

“Bite your tongue woman. Are you trying to bring trouble on us? Besides, I’ve got spares, but I don’t know for sure that I can do the work myself.”

Sissy, thinking a change of topic is in order says, “You want some popcorn? Power’s on; we could drop a movie in the DVD player – something full of action and testosterone – and chow on some chili cheese popcorn. I’ll even dig out a couple of cans of soda I’ve been saving. I think we are all due a completely mindless family fun night.”

“Mindless fun … sounds good to me. See if there is anything the kids want to watch while I grab some pillows and the sleeping bags. We’ll all camp out in our bedroom for the night.”

Scott heads to the linen closet while Sissy calls for the kids to come help her with the popcorn and movie choice. Sometimes you just have to shove the bad stuff down in the cellar and enjoy the ones your love.

****
Every day lately seems to carry its own trauma and drama. If it isn’t one thing its another. The next run Scott goes on is actually very smooth and productive but as soon as Scott pulls up, James comes running out.

“Boy, haven’t I told you kids to let me clean up before you get near me?!” Scott snaps, more out of concern than anger.

“You gotta hurry, Momma got burned!” James pants like he’s been running a marathon.

“Stay back. Let me get to the shower and you tell me while I’m washing down. How bad …” Scott asks as he tries to stay calm.

“She was trying to boil some water on the propane stove. She had it sitting on top of that table we fixed. One of the other legs gave out. When everything starting sliding off, Mom saved Johnnie from getting hit with the water but it splashed down on her leg. Its really read and blistered. Momma was gagging like she was going to throw up. I think it was shock or something. We made her lay down. I looked in my Scout manual and I think he has some second degree burns. We’ve put some cool water on it but Momma said that wasn’t helping and just to let her lie down for a little while,” James details to his dad, nearly in tears. “I tried to call the medical hotlines but the phones are working. I couldn’t get the cell phone to work either.”

“Scott steps out of the decontamination station with a towel wrapped around his waist. “Take it easy son. I’m sure everything is going to be OK. Leave my work clothes in the bucket. I’ll take care of them later, after I’ve seen Momma.”

Scott goes into the house and straight to their room where he finds Sarah and Bekah fanning Sissy.

“Out,” he order brusquely. After the girls leave and close the door he call quietly, “Sissy?”

“I’m all right. I’m just a little queasy,” Sissy mumbles from behind the arm she has draped across her face.

Scott finishes dressing quickly and then goes over to the bed. “That doesn’t look good. How much pain are you in?”

“Let’s just say it doesn’t feel any better than it looks.”

“What can I do?”

“I need to put some aloe on it, but I’m afraid if I sit up I’m gonna puke,” Sissy says trying to swallow back another round of gagging.

“You lay still and I’ll do it. James told me what happened but I want to hear your version if you are up to it. Where is Rose and Johnnie?”

“Rose was getting Johnnie down for a nap and they both fell asleep. Don’t wake her. Between taking care of Johnnie who was hysterical and then helping dress my burn, she’s having a bit of a reaction of her own.”

“All right, but she’ll need to get up and help after awhile. Now how did this happen?” Scott asks as takes he first close look at Sissy’s leg as he tries to figure a way to make putting ointment on it as painless as possible.

“I guess moisture had rusted a couple of the screws holding one of my cook-table legs. It gave out and everything started to slide off. Johnnie had just started to walk into the house and was between me and the table. I grabbed him to lift him up and out of the way or he would have been scalded for sure. As it is he got a few small splashes. I couldn’t get out of the splash zone quick enough and when the water pot hit the ground it over splashed onto my leg.”

“God sissy this looks bad. Its nothing but blisters and your leg is swollen.”

“As bad as it is, it could have been worse. It could have been Johnnie.”

“Let’s not go there. What do I need to do?” Scott begins to get panicky.

“Get the burn kit out of my big first aid chest. There is some aloe gel in there. There is also some dressing in there. I think its called Tefla or something like that. I’ve soaked the burn in cool water off and on for a couple of hours now. Its taken a lot of the burning sensation out, but not all of it by any stretch.”

“Do I need to pop the blisters?” Scott asks, slightly nauseated by the idea.

“No! Don’t!” Sissy hurriedly tells him. “That’s a good way to cause an infection. No, after the aloe gel has a chance to soak in we’ll cover it with that dressing and tape that in place.”

“What else?” Scott asks.

“That’s about it. Not a lot we can do except change the dressing every day. It should be all cleared up in two or three weeks assuming no infection.”

“Two or three weeks?! My Lord, Sissy,” Scott gasps.

“Oh please don’t Scott. I feel bad enough as it is. I should only be laid up for a day or two at most,” Sissy starts to tear up.

“Hey, hey, hey. Don’t cry. That’s not what I meant. I meant that this is really bad if its going to take that long to heal. Are you sure maybe we shouldn’t try and find a clinic?”

“No way will you get me anywhere near one of those clinics. Unless I become a danger to the kids or you I won’t willingly leave this house,” Sissy says getting upset.

“Whoa Baby. If you say we can take care of this at home, we will. Just take it easy. Come on, lay back down. That’s my girl. Have you had anything to drink? Eat?”

“I’m not hungry. I keep getting the dry heaves,” Sissy says miserably.

“Let me make you some broth. Maybe that will help settle your stomach. Or how about a little ginger tea with lemon in it?”

“Ginger tea, please. Now that you are home I’m going to try and sleep a little if you don’t mind.”

“Honey, let me get you the tea and then you can sleep the clock around if you need to,” Scott reassures her.

****

It was closer to three days before Sissy could stand to be up and around for more than a few minutes at a time. And closer to three weeks than two before the burn was completely healed. In the meantime, Scott and James built a much sturdier outdoor cook area out of cinder blocks and an old stainless steel counter than he scavenged from a vandalized building. It wasn’t the prettiest piece of work he had ever done; but, it was by God not going to fall over anytime soon either.

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Ship’s Log

I’m really worried about Scott. We’ve both got so much on our plates but he’s the one that still has to bring in the paycheck. On the days he has to go out he always comes home both physically and mentally wiped out. Lately I’ve added emotionally wiped out as well. If it isn’t one thing it’s another. I want to be sympathetic to people’s needs, but on some days it is awful hard. Other people’s lack of personal responsibility shouldn’t be made my husband’s burden.

I’ve got to find some way to lighten his load, I just don’t know what I can do. -- Sissy
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Thirteen
(Part 1)

Next to health and finances comes weather as one of the biggest topics of conversation. Its discussed at home, at work, on the news and you will find that folks seem to have an endless fascination for it. For the Chapmans, living in central FL, the cooler weather they are now experiencing is actually a relief because even with only occasional black outs, there have been days of unbearable combined heat and humidity. There have been higher than normal deaths due to heat because places that used to allow seniors and the homeless to congregate, to get out of the heat, no longer exist. They have been converted to other uses such as barracks for National Guard troops or neighborhood clinics. Additionally, if people run out of drinking water before the power comes back on, they can quickly suffer from dehydration. Dehydration, regardless of its origin, can quickly lead to death.

While the family's area is finally feeling relief, their more northerly counterparts are beginning to suffer from the other extreme. The mass deliveries of cords of wood to families that relied on wood burning stoves and fireplaces for some - or all - of their home's warmth are no longer occurring. They have to gather wood by hand and/or chop wood from whatever source they can find. Green wood doesn't burn as efficiently as seasoned wood does and it smokes and leaves dangerous deposits of creosote inside the chimney. It also doesn't heat the home as effectively. For those whose homes were built to use heating oil, even if it is available, getting supplied is cost prohibitive. For those whose heating is dependent on electricity alone, they are at the mercy of any rolling blackouts or permanent power interruptions. Those homes in the best position are those with redundant heat sources. They aren’t dependent on just one source.

Nationwide there have been thousands of deaths due to exposure. While the pandemic flu is striking the able-bodied adults, exposure takes the very young and the very old. The prepandemic homeless population has been decimated into near extinction and the new homeless, displaced by infrastructure failure or caught away from home for some reason, have taken their place with no better success. Less actually, as they haven’t had time to develop the necessary survival skills.

Deaths also result from carbon monoxide poisoning and from inhaling smoke from fires contaminated with poisonous wood. There have been problems with fires getting out of control because there is no water to pump or not enough firefighters in the area to deal with the fire. In some cities where the utilities are stretched very thin, or are non-existent, fires starting in one home grow to take out whole streets before burning out. The worst example of this happens in Chicago when they suffer a fire similar to the Great Fire of October 1871; only this one isn’t cause by Mrs. O’Leary’s cow but by sparks ejected up the floo of a dirty chimney.

It is during this next phase of the pandemic that you can tell the preppers, and the extremely adaptable, from the people who did not recognize the potential enormity of the pandemic threat. Mitigation strategies give people more opportunity to survive, prepping gives people the resources to apply the mitigation strategies.

The Chapmans are taking full advantage of both ideas. While their goal was originally to prep for a year-long catastrophic event, they didn’t quite make it. With the pandemic only 3 months old, they are still much better off than most people. Because of their food storage plan, they have been able to save their cash to put towards maintaining a balanced financial plan. What this means is if they need to eventually return to purchasing items from a store before the pandemic is over, they still have the money to do so.

“Scott.”

“What babe?”

“I’m stretching the food almost as far as I can. Any further and we’ll be hungry all of the time.”

“How much do we have left?”

“Counting everything in the house we have any where from seven to eight months.”

“I thought we only started with nine months. Its been three already. Shouldn’t that leave us with around six months or less?”

“It was just over ten months of long term preps. I never counted in the stuff in the refrigerator and freezer. I also didn't ’count some of the regular groceries in the kitchen cabinets. Then on top of that, we only eat two meals a day once or twice a week. All of that has added up to the good for us.”

“I hear a ‘but’ in there somewhere,” Scott said.

“Yeah. I’m still worried that we will run out of stuff and not be able to resupply. And who knows how long this recession is going to last on top of all the other pandemic issues.”

“Well, we already talked about some additional long term plans but I can’t change the cost of groceries.”

“We won’t have to go to the grocery for a good long time yet; especially if we supplement with fresh stuff. I want to expand our edible landscaping and get stuff growing in my containers. It may not bring in a lot of food, but anything will help.”

“Do me a favor. Instead of just telling me what you want to do, make a list and James and I will get started on it tomorrow. That sound OK?” Scot says as helpfully as he could.

“That sounds wonderful. Lucky for me I remembered to pick up all that quad-ruled paper. It’ll make it easier to design a garden that way. I’ll get started on it as soon as I get the girls hanging these clothes out on the line.”

The next day, with the help of Scott and James, Sissy starts adding to their long-term storage supply by planting cool-weather crops like beets, broccoli, cabbage, carrots, collards, lettuce, mustard greens, onion, English peas, potatoes, radishes, spinach, strawberries, and turnip greens. It will be about 20 days before they see their first radish and mesclun greens, but relatively speaking that is pretty quick garden produce. The fresh stuff should be just in time for the US traditional celebration of Thanksgiving.

This month also marks the success in the first of some of her own long term experiments that she started prepandemic. Her container grown Meyer Lemon puts off nearly a dozen fruit. Her persimmon trees that she planted down the fence row they share with the orange grove also put off a couple of fruit each. She was scared to death that she was going to pull the persimmons too soon and they would wind up tasting like powdered alum, but she waited for them to get nearly mushy and falling off of the tree. After some hesitation, Sissy tasted some of the pulp from one of the fruits and it was lovely and not at all sour or bitter. There isn’t all that much pulp, but she has enough that she makes persimmon pudding one night for dessert and still has enough left over that she make Persimmon Cake later in the week and Persimmon Cookies as well.

The other experiment that she tried provided a rather painful lesson. A piece of Prickly Pear Cactus that had been tossed into the hedge row a few years back had taken root. The cactus itself grew rather well in that neglected location and this year it produced the “pears” that it was named for. After a few false, and prickly, starts Sissy is able to make a batch of Prickly Pear Butter that is prickle-free and delicious on cornbread.

****

“Mom?”

“I’m over here James,” Sissy responds from around the corner of the house.

“I was reading that book on weather lore and listen to this. You are supposed to be able to tell the weather by the color of the sunset. If we knew what the next day’s weather was going to be like we’d be able to plan our work better.”

“You are certainly right about that. My grandmother used to say ‘red sky at night sailor’s delight, red sky at morning, sailors take warning.’ “

“That one is in the book, but it has a bunch of other ones too. Mostly for fair weather but alos that a yellow sunset means wind and a gray one means rain.”

“Can you do me a favor? Can you copy those out and stick them on the bulletin board?” Sissy asks.

“Sure mom.”

“The res of my favor is can you help me to track the sunset color with the next day’s weather? I’d like to know how accurate those old sayings are before I start counting on them.”

“Can I get the girls to help?” James asks.

“Sure. Why not? We can make it a school project for them and put the results in our portfolios.”

****

Other people in Scott and Sissy’s neighborhood are trying their hand at gardening as well. One of the most sought after barter items at their neighborhood market are vegetable seeds. More people than expected have a packet or two of flower seeds or vegetable seeds tucked away. It appears most of the seeds are viable and are germinating. The local grocery stores also offer seed packets for sale, though they are a premium priced item under tight rationing.

On the same empty lot where the trash burning and market happens, is a small common garden tended by everyone in the neighborhood. If you don't or can't tend it, you take your turn to help guard it. This is such a serious bit of work that the neighborhood created their own "Mayflower Compact" and all adults signed it; at least those willing to cooperate did. Like any place, the neighborhood has a few people that are too self-serving. People who so not cooperate have quickly found themselves segregated. If you won't work together, if you won't work period, you don't benefit from the group effort. Unfortunately one of these families has young children and the neighborhood does its best to look after the children without giving the parents anymore than they can help. But it is a catch-22. Everyone knows the parents are wringing from the situation everything they can, but people are lenient it for the kids' sake.

Those families that are trying to grow their own gardens eagerly seek the advice of experienced gardeners in the neighborhood. Knowledge is as good a barter item as any, and that is how many of the elderly in the neighborhood are getting by. They trade their experience and knowledge for whatever people are willing to share. It is a true win-win situation for everyone.

For many North Americans this is a very tough time. With November here, the weather is changing from pleasant to frosty in many locations. The last big harvests have been made north of the Mason Dixon line. The majority will now have to make do with whatever they have been able to set aside . . . food, fuel, and clothing, all of the basic necessities. And the hardships include more than just trying to hold the body together. Almost every family has experienced some loss, if not in their immediate family, then in their extended one.

In Hillsborough County, FL - where the Chapmans reside - there was a population of 1,192,861 in the April 2007. Thus far in the pandemic, the community averages about a 30% compliance rate with mitigation strategies. The schools closed fairly quickly, public gatherings were cancelled, and a strict curfew was imposed. Many entertainment and tourism based industries tried to remain open but were ultimately forced to close and implement stringent business continuity plans. All of this helped to lower the attack rate of the virus compared to other cities who either did not implement mitigation strategies or that implemented them less quickly.

Even so, the overall attack rate of the virus remains about two percent of the total population in this area. At three months into the pandemic this means that of the total population of Hillsborough County approximately 5,800 people have been taken ill with the pandemic flu virus. Due to the high CFR of the virus strain of those 5,800 people over 2,300 have died. That is in Hillsborough county alone, over three months. The attack rate though is disproportionately weighted in families with children, young adults, and/or immunologically challenged individuals.

Those numbers may seem small compared to other locations, especially those that are being reported in Third World countries, where the casualty levels have been astronomical. First, there are the physical logistics involved with dealing with that many deaths – and remember, this does not include the “normal” deaths experienced by a county. Nor does it include the deaths that occur from infrastructure breakdowns (i.e., lack of medication for chronic illnesses, untreated infections, lack of timely medical transportation from scenes of accidents, less prenatal care, etc.). This doesn’t even begin to factor in that lack of mitigation means that the attack rate is much higher than two percent in some areas.

Just working with the CFR from influenza, 2300 deaths mean that in excess of 25 funerals would have been held per day since the beginning of the pandemic for flu victims alone. Funerals exist as the end of one part of the grieving process and a beginning of another. Without funerals or memorial services, many people have a difficult time psychologically transitioning between the initial steps in the grieving process. There is a loss of “shared grieving” when family and friends come together. Unfortunately, during this stage of the pandemic funerals and memorial services where people gather are prohibited because of the mitigation strategies.

Even if funerals were not prohibited, the sheer number of burials has overwhelmed the funerary and burial industries. In some areas of the county, there are not even enough burial plots to service the community’s dead. Those individuals that had pre-paid for their burial and plot are still being placed as time allows in their chosen location. However most people who die of pandemic flu are being processed as quickly as their remains are identified, and then interred in trench gravesites.

Trench graves are not mass graves. How it works is an appropriate site is chosen. A long trench is dug. Bodies are laid side by side in their body bags (remember, not enough coffins) with appropriate number and identification attached. The location of each body and its identification is carefully recorded and the trench is back-filled. Plastic stakes with identification numbers marked in indelible ink are placed at the head of each body’s location. Then, the numbers with their cross-referenced identification are logged into a statewide database set up expressly for this purpose. The statewide database also dumps information into the National Casualty Roster.

In Hillsborough County, the “appropriate sites” are thus far located in unused portions of existing cemeteries. However, there is simply not enough room in the existing cemeteries to accommodate the high mortality numbers expected. Other sites are currently being marked in north, south, and eastern regions of the county where there is still some open land available. The water table in the land to the west is too high, and the area too densely populated.

These burial practices have caused a great deal of contention with some members of the community. Some families have religious considerations, some ethnic, some racial, etc. The local government has tried to address these issues by saying that panflu has killed without consideration of religion, race, economics, ethnicity, etc. and therefore they must attempt to (to the best of their ability) address the resulting consequences in the same way. Many families remain unconvinced. One reaction is a is protest on the steps of City Hall by angry and grief stricken individuals, many of them parents that have been forced to give up the bodies of their children for burial in what they consider unhallowed graves. Regardless of intent, all this does is give the virus another venue to exploit and the city has another minor “spike” occur when several protestors come down with influenza. Guards are put on the burial sites to prevent people from covertly disinterring their family members or holding religious ceremonies in an area that is considered a biohazard zone. The guards also prevent other forms of desecration such as vandalism and forced cremations of the bodies by frightened members of the general public.

As the number of dead continues to grow, the amount of time available to identify bodies is shrinking. There is a special burial area set aside for the unidentified dead, such as bodies that are found without identification. Many bodies that have been found out of doors are made even more difficult to identify because animals have begun to see these corpses as a food source. The medical examiner has also noted on more than one occasion that it was extremely likely that the individual wasn’t quite deceased before they became prey, only extremely debilitated or comatose.

Tampa is coping as best it can under the circumstances. There are weekly memorial services being broadcast simultaneously on public television and radio stations. There are moments of silence head each day. Many local psychological & counseling professionals have volunteered to staff call-in centers to help people cope. Discussion boards are set up specifically to help identify the unknown dead, deal with the grieving process, reunite children with guardian adults/family when they’ve been found alone, and to pre-screen potential adoptive families. The Foster Care system of training is the framework for this pre-screening. Many families that would have passed before now are missing the financial ability to participate and the state has no money to subsidize foster care. It is with great reluctance, but with a realization that it is more cost effective during these times, that the outdated system of orphanages comes back into use.

Families all over are dealing with all of these trials, and more, as best they can. The postal service, despite its irregularity, helps the Chapmans stay in touch with family and friends that cannot be reached by phone or email. Scott and Sissy frequently wait until the kids are abed to screen the letters they receive. With every letter there is both good news and bad as evidenced by a letter Sissy received just a couple of days ago.

Dear Sissy,

I’ve got time on my hands while the kids listen to their dad read the next chapter of The Swiss Family Robinson and I decided to take this time and finish a couple of letters in case the postman runs tomorrow.

After a couple of weeks of rolling "brownouts" the power is now out and we suspect will stay out. Phone service is erratic. Local service still going, but long distance is iffy. FIL received one last frantic phone call from Grandpa in another state. Grandma had passed away in the night. Born during panflu year 1918, she luckily did not succumb to the current flu, but went peacefully in the night. Grandpa is frantic though because their caretaker daughter, in the upstairs apartment is ill, and he cannot get anyone to help him, with her illness or with Grandma's body. He is 92. FIL tells him to contact the other daughter who lives about an hour away, but Grandpa doesn't know if she can come-because of the quarantine. Then the phone goes dead. A couple of hours later, phone service comes back up. Dh runs a laptop off a power inverter in the car and sends out as many e-mails as he can-he tries to connect to Grandpa, but we get no response. FIL tries the phone again-the call goes through, but just rings and rings on the other side. There is no answer.

Dh has had to put one of our dogs down. A German Shepherd, getting on in age, she was suffering from hip displasia, and we could not get her to a vet for treatment. The other dog does not go out unless a person is with her to keep a sharp eye out that she does not come in contact with other animals. Its somewhat risky, but she does have to go out sometimes. The cat is permanently confined to the house.

The house, and us, are starting to feel grimy. I would just love to soak in a hot bath for a long time. FIL has moved in with us. He sleeps on the couch, though we have a spare room, he says he prefers the couch and that way he can guard the front door. He's cut WAAAY back on his smoking-he did stock up on tobacco but he's trying to make it last. I can't let him smoke in the house-allergies and asthma, but I also feel like I can't ask him to totally stop either as its one of very few comforts he has. So he does go outside, but the cig smoke gets in his clothes, and washing and bathing are minimal now so now the couch reeks of cig smoke. It irritates the hell out of me, and then I feel petty about it.

We've managed to keep the garbage issue manageable. Dog gets any food scrapes left- any organic waste-coffee grounds, veg peels etc. gets composted along with paper/cardboard. Glass jars and tin cans are washed-canning jars put away for next season, tin cans bagged "for recycling" but occasionally the bits of metal come in handy for things. Tin foil washed and reused til it falls apart. Other trash is carefully burned after dark so no smoke is seen.

Homeschooling has become difficult with no on-line lessons-I’ve about tapped out my math knowledge. Also FIL likes to "help" by giving the kids long extemporaneous lectures which may or may not be factual. Dh tries to draw him away into some project but then they get into an argument about how the project should be done and there is either much banging of tools in the workshop-which is directly under the dining table where we homeschool, or sulking, often both. Doesn’t make for a good study environment.

The house is a little chilly, because we don't have fans to blow the heat where it needs to go, so one favorite homeschool activity is to huddle up under blankets on someone’s bed-usually dh and mine cause its the biggest. Can't use the couch because when we want to use it is inevitably when FIL decides to take a nap, and also, its stinky now and we really don't want to use it. So we get toasty under blankets and read.

Sometimes they read textbooks, but mostly they read the classics. Sometimes I read out loud to them to help with concentration and to explain things to them. (I really really miss the Net for this!) If the day is nice out, we wait until after supper and very often dh joins in. We alternate with some fun reading as well-though often what they consider fun books goes into the "classical" category. For example, I read Robinson Crusoe aloud, then dh read "Selkirk's Island" which is what Defoe based his Crusoe book on. (We will skip "Journal of a plague year" however) Everyone loves this, even FIL. Their math and science might be shaky at the end of the year, but they will have a dandy classical education.

Dh has enclosed our back deck in plastic sheeting to trap a little more heat for the house and also to act as a greenhouse. He's thinking of ways to build a real connecting greenhouse on to the back of the house. He has already built a great outdoor oven from field stone, and we fire it up and do some baking. We do baking on overcast days to camouflage the smoke.

It is eerily quiet. Although we live some distance from the road, we used to occasionally hear cars or trucks. We've not heard any traffic in a couple of weeks, nor have we heard any planes go over. There’s no tv of course, no appliance hum. No phones. Sometimes hubby cranks up the windup radio. Most stations have gone off the air. The government has taken over Public Radio and the news broadcasts are ridiculously cheery, nothing close to how things really are around here.

For a while we used the cb to connect with a ham radio operator to get outside news but he died of the flu. Most of the cb traffic now is rants about how the government has failed us miserably which is true, but not very helpful. FIL enjoys listening to this, but it gets on the rest of our nerves.

In the afternoons Dh, ds and sometimes dd are building a medieval trebuchet with hand tools. This is something they've wanted to do for a long time. I try to distract myself from gloomy thoughts with complicated knitting patterns-I'm working on Scandinavian Mittens, along with the occasional plain old sock. If dh is reading aloud in the evenings I quilt, but quilting in quiet afternoons leaves my mind free to go places I don't want it to go.

We try to use the solar charged lanterns in the evenings as much as possible, and save our lamp oil and candles. It gets dark at five in the wintertime, so there’s a lot of dark. Also, many days are overcast and we can't get the batteries and lanterns fully charged. Sometimes we just go to bed early. I try not to fret in the long dark, but I do. I wonder how my mom is-if she is still alive. I haven’t heard from her in so long.

Well, story time is over and the light is fading so I’ll sign off here. You are in our thoughts as I know we are in yours.

Greenie and family

Cities in the US that were already burdened with population density so thick that cemeteries filled up faster than land could be found to enlarge them are having to take drastic action. Mass graves that did not attempt any body identification are being put in anywhere they will fit. Some landfills that have huge incinerators are being changed over to mass crematoriums, and they still run 24 hours per day.

Everywhere, bodies are being buried or disposed of as quickly as possible. Sometimes this means they are buried before the ink of the death-certificate even touches paper; often before next of kin can be notified. This slipshod body identification and death certificate processing will cause many legal ramifications for people post-pandemic, but as of now there is no other alternative. Bodies of panflu victims are considered a biohazard and are treated accordingly with as much – or as little – dignity as local authorities can muster.

Making the normal grieving process even more difficult during this pandemic is the approaching holiday season. People unable to reach their extended family members wonder if the last time they talked to them will be the last time they will ever get to talk to them. There is a lot of excitement if contact is made, but there is also fear that a letter may tell of an unexpected loss.

Sissy finally hears from one of their close friends out in Texas and the letter holds out hope that things are improving for some people.

Dear Sissy,

Thank goodness for the flu forums like Flu Wiki and PFI. Because of these websites, I had a heads up and a short time period before the official announcement that the pandemic had started. I took advantage of that time to alert my relatives in East Texas (the Anglo side) and my husband's family here in El Paso (the Hispanic side). DH tried to convince my mother to fly to El Paso, but she wouldn't leave her apartment. A few relatives had already started prepping, but those who hadn't done anything were at least able to get some basic food supplies.

I had a number of friends both in and out of town that I notified, and I then talked to my closest neighbors including the single Anglo man who lives on two acres in front, our new Anglo neighbors next door with the two small boys, and our single Anglo female neighbor, a retired teacher, who lives across the street. She was particularly concerned with feed for her horses. I asked if she could talk to the Mexican-American family next to her, and she said sure. I don't know them, but they also have small kids.

We called our oldest son in Chicago, and as we had arranged, he packed a bag and his flute and took the first plane home. Our daughter 600 miles away didn't want to listen at first, but we finally convinced her to leave. She ran out of gas 100 miles from home and was stranded in Fabens where she had a couple of scary hours until my husband was able to get to her. They just abandoned the car and returned in his truck. Of course our middle and youngest sons already live at home, so that was not a problem.

The first couple of months were actually the worst. The hospitals were overwhelmed, there were a few riots at grocery stores and pharmacies, but mostly people were just scared. Those who were out at the last minute were the ones who fell ill first. Hospitals and clinics were overwhelmed, and the SunBowl Stadium was turned into a temporary morgue. We still don't know the exact number of deaths yet. The border was closed with the U.S. Border Patrol (one of our niece's husband is a Border Patrol agent and we worry for him every day) is covering our side and the Mexican Army covering the other. I suspect there is an agreement for the U.S. to donate medical supplies to the Mexican government, but that hasn't been confirmed. Either way both governments want to keep the other side from crossing the border and spreading the disease. The really sad part of this is that many families have relatives on both sides of the border and are unable to contact them. Everyone is just hoping for the best.

In our house, it isn't as hard as it might have been. DH and I are pretty much stay-at-home types, and there is always plenty to do. When the power and utilities are on, I cook (bread, beans, rice, things that take some time), do the laundry, and fill the water containers. DD helps especially with my youngest, the handicapped one, by changing him,feeding him, and playing with him. DH spends quite a bit of time in the field (we planted winter crops last fall, just in case), fixing the roof, and taking care of the septic tank. The two older boys (both in their 20s) spend their time helping him or playing basketball (one of few last minute purchases was a basketball stand, I thought they would need some entertainment).

Thankfully the few neighbrs we were able to notify took our warning seriously, and they also put up some food. We've pooled resources to the extent that we can. Our neighbors on the southern side, the ones with two small boys, have a swimming pool, and the few times that we have needed some extra water they have been generous. Our neighbor in front has a Mexican-American worker who lives in a small trailer on his property, and he's been invaluable. He knows even more about farming than any of us. The Mexican-American family next to the retired neighbor has planted an entire field of corn and beans.

I was worried that when I might have to use the generator I bought that it would attract unwanted attention. The solution has been to share it with our neighbors whenever we have had no power. Filling my son's oxygen tanks (he has respiratory problems and sleep apnea so he needs oxygen daily) comes first, of course, but we have also used it to recharge batteries for anyone who needs it. We just ask that they contribute enough gas for their own use. I've told the retired teacher that if she doesn't have anything to eat, to please come to ur house. She's pretty independent and more worried about her horses than herself. I also lent some books to both families with children. They've all been reading the Harry Potter books as well as some of the classics such as C.S. Lewis and L. M. Montgomery.

We've also been sharing our seeds, and everyone has planted something. The men from the families patrol the areas during the day. There are only a couple of firearms (we don't have any), but it's really the presence of able-bodied adults and a number of guard dogs that seems to convince strangers to keep walking.

Although there are no television programs, we have a world-band radio to listen to when we can catch something. Everyone in the family can play chess although the older boys always win, oldest son practices the flute for a few hours every day, I'm teaching DD to crochet, and of course our library could keep us entertained for years. I'm going through my husband's collection of Hispanic literature that I've always promised myself I would do when I had time.

So far we still have supplies that we are stretching as long as we can. We hear that farmers from the surrounding small towns are bringing trucks filled with vegetables, fruit, and even eggs, into the city. They're accepting cash and barter products. Thankfully we haven't had to buy anything. There are those who need it much more than us.

Also we just don't want to go around crowds. Although we've managed to make it through the first wave, we hear that a second wave is coming, and it might be worse.

Again, we can only hope for the best.
Your Texas Primos
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Thirteen
(part 2)

Ship’s Log

I just realized our turkey vultures have gone missing. We had a small flock of them that used to hang around but I haven’t seen any for a while. Sarah is the one that pointed out she hadn’t seen them and I realized it was ture.

When I mentioned this to Scott he acted surprised. He says they are all over the city. More than likely they aren’t around here because there isn’t anything for them to eat. No road kill certainly, which is what they lived on before. And no trash either. But I don’t even want to think about why they would be so numerous in other parts of the city. That’s the direction nightmares lay.

Too tired and too weirded out to write more.

-- Sissy


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Hi from Greenmon
(Posted on fluwiki)

We get up, have hot breakfast and do basic household chores. There’s electricity so we vacuum, run some laundry, do dishes-I am adamant about keeping chores done up while there is electricity. I set some bread to rising and prepare the makings of a stew in the crockpot-if we lose power, I can finish it in a thermos. I also mix up a cake (Comfort food) to bake with the bread, and a couple of other odds and ends-totally utilize the use of the oven. Kids and Dh charge up the lanterns and rechargeables. Its November and weathers really yucky out. The house is a little chilly, trying to conserve our fuel, so we all have on heavy socks and sweaters. We gather around the kitchen table for homeschool lessons. DS is puzzling out calculus and dd is attacking algebra. DH hides in his basement workshop while the gnashing of teeth over math goes on. We have a brief basic chemistry lesson, no lab, just reading from the text. Its hard to concentrate, so I cut that short and we read, out loud, from the Tempest. I have made some rough capes and cloaks and crowns and things, so we move to the living room, slide the furniture back and act it out. Dh comes up to be our tech director and audience. There are only three of us to take all the roles and it gets pretty ridiculous, especially after dd tries to incorporate the dog in one of the non-speaking roles and soon we are falling on the floor laughing.

We all walk out to the mailbox, mostly for the exercise, because we don't know if there will be mail today or not. There isn't, but mail from three days ago has been sitting in a metal box and has been decontaminated so we gather that up. Fortunately, there are some new magazines to read-not nearly the Credit card offers and other junk like we used to get!

Lunch is cold, again conserving fuel, though we do heat up coffee and hot cocoa. Pbjs, and cookies, a jar of home canned applesauce. Some quiet time after lunch-I doze a bit with the cat. Dh and dd pounce on the mags, ds tries to get through the internet to check messages on My space. He's agreed-(besides the net is too slow) no games, no surfing, but we do allow a little time to try to connect with friends.

Afternoon-Dh and DS work in the basement workshop-there’s power and they want to take advantage of it. DD and I work upstairs on sewing projects. We listen, some, to public Radio. They are still playing classical music in the afternoons. I send her off to her room though, when the news comes on,- its pretty distressing. DD is glad to take a break from the sewing-NOT her favorite thing. She works on an essay, and reads her history for lessons tomorrow. We're doing early Medieval Age, and the kids are really into the Icelandic Sagas, and Arthurian legends. We are spending way more time on that than we probably should, but I don't care. The kids get in a few good games of air hockey before dinner-burn off a little extra energy and stress. FIL has walked over from his house to join us for dinner. He is full of gloom and doom-but this is nothing new. He has brought over a bottle of RWFK, and that helps us to cope with the bad news he has brought with him. After a bit we put in a video-Horatio Hornblower from the A&E series- one of our favorites. We cozy up under blankets on the couch and munch popcorn. After the movie, the kids get ready for bed, and because there’s power, they're allowed to stay up and read/draw a bit. Dh, FIL and I make plans for tomorrow- the weather is supposed to be better, so the two of them will walk the perimeter of the property to check for any signs of trespassers, then cut and stack firewood. Kids and I will hunt for black walnuts, and harvest a few cold weather veggies-carrots and beets, kale and spinach. The kids will also help with stacking the firewood. We all know that FIL needs to come stay with us, but he's dragging his feet about it. He's fussing about people breaking quarantine, and being generally unreasonable, and yet there he goes, walking off to his cold dark house. Bed time is early. I lie in the dark fretting about whether I have enough food to get us through and worry about whether dh will find trespassers tomorrow-probably not, still I fret. I hear one of the kids cough, and for a few moments my hair stands on end. I hear dh's calm voice in the darkness-"its only one cough, probably sucked in some cat hair" I listen for a long time but, Thank God, don't hear anymore coughing. Eventually, I fall asleep.

This has been one of the better days.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Fourteen

The USA’s celebration of Thanksgiving takes place on the fourth Thursday in November. This holiday is traditionally a time of family, food, and fun. People travel many miles to be together. Large quantities of food are cooked and consumed. Many people also spend the day watching sports broadcasts. This year things will be very, very different.

Many families have been devastated and decimated by panflu. There will be no large family gatherings. Fuel is too expensive for casual travel and large gatherings are a viral transmission risk. As for the food, with both fowl and swine proving to be infectious vectors of transmission for the panflu strain, the traditional meats of the holiday (turkey and ham) will be missing from most of those few tables still celebrating.

Technically, if infected animals are cooked appropriately their meat can be eaten. The problem lies in the butchering and processing. This issue removed a lot of the less expensive meat choices from the grocery shelves and drove the remaining meat prices even higher. Most wild fowl and swine are suspect. Many states have banned hunting for the duration of the pandemic, though hungry families virtually ignore the mandate. Those few animals that have been found to be resistant or immune to the virus are being put into special breeding programs to see whether they pass this protection to their offspring..

Sissy is beginning to have a difficult time. Her emotional stress level is quite high. While Scott's family has all been deceased for many years, Sissy was used to seeing her extended family at least on a monthly basis despite the distance of nearly 200 miles. She never missed a holiday with her parents. She knows she needs to come to grips with this so that she can set a good example for her children and she also knows that everyone is trying their best to do the right thing. But trying to model good behavior still isn’t doing a whole lot for her state of mind. Add to this she and her brother didn’t part on the best of terms and haven’t had the opportunity to really make up. There are quite a few regrets Sissy has been having lately.

Sissy worries for her parents who are both in their 60's and suffer some chronic health conditions. She now wishes that she could have helped them more financially to get prepped. They live alone in a small town in a rural county. Their social network has been severely disrupted by the pandemic and they have no one to physically help them should the need arise. The one good thing is that she finally convinced them, before everything went to pieces, to do some prepping and canning and their food supplies are holding out while they supplement with their small garden. Also, they were able to stock a 90-day supply of their medications and have recently been re-supplied through a local doctor and a special Veterans program. The government finally got a program up and running so that people suffering chronic conditions are getting at least some of their medications supplied to prevent them from having to enter the hospital.

The video conferencing system that their family was able to invest in has been a good way to keep members together and share knowledge. From an uncle Sissy got directions on making an organic insect spray. From a cousin she got a recipe for broccoli that uses powered cheese. From another family member she got tips on companion planting. The electricity is not always on for everyone, but someone in their network is usually online no matter what time of day or night that they try the connection.

This holiday the extended family has made plans to have everyone taking turns well-wishing via teleconference. Afterwards Scott, Sissy and the kids will sit down to their dinner and give thanks that they have something when so many have lost so much. The holiday meal Sissy plans on serving may be smaller than in years passed and they will be feeding fewer people, but it will be in a setting of thankfulness - perhaps even more so than in years past when so much was taken for granted. This year nothing will be taken for granted because you never know if this is the last time you'll have a similar opportunity. And thanks to Sissy's forethought, the meal will at least be semi-traditional despite all of the food shortages.

Before the pandemic one of Sissy's main concerns was to try and mitigate the trauma from the consequences of a pandemic for her children. She did this by trying to build in "normalcy" to their preps. She stored favorite foods. She stocked up on treats. She planned and prepared for the continuation of their education. She also took her creativity further by creating a "birthday-in-a-box" for each family member and by putting together "holiday-in-a-box" storage tubs for the major holidays the family has always celebrated.

For instance, in the Thanksgiving prep box she put several cans of turkey, some boxes of stove top stuffing mix, cranberry sauce, canned sweet potatoes, canned pumpkin, canned gravy, applesauce, and a few dried foods like potato flakes, corn, and green beans. She also included a couple packages of pie crust mix and a few packets of spices and seasonings. To the food she added decorative paper plates and napkins that she got on clearance after the holiday last year.

To be on the safe side Sissy also included easy recipes to use with these foods just in case she wasn't around to do the cooking. She hates having to use that kind of thinking, but it could happen. One of the recipes she put in the Thanksgiving box is for an eggless pumpkin pie. Before the pandemic Sissy became concerned with how many recipes she used that require eggs. An avian influenza could make all eggs suspect. She ordered a year’s worth of powdered eggs to try and help. She also found ingredients that can substitute for eggs in some types of recipes. However, she also collected lots of “eggless” recipes so that she could continue to provide her family with breads and desserts and other types of dishes her family enjoyed.

Since the family had electricity the day before Thanksgiving and they couldn't do any outdoor chores because of a rainstorm that seemed to have set in, Sissy baked the pie and bread early. When they were finished, she put them in the pie keep that Scott built her out of an electric wine cellar. The coils in the cellar no longer work and he had gutted it for refrigeration parts. He replaced the bottle racks with flat racks. The glass front made it easy to view the inside. It was deep enough to hold a whole loaf of bread. And the door gaskets and locking handle keep bugs and rodents out. Its just one of the many “make do” contraptions Scott has built recently while trying to make his family’s life easier.

As luck would have it, by the time the family wakes on Thanksgiving Day a black out is in effect. The weather is too overcast to use their solar cooker and the ground too wet for pit cooking. The kids are sure that the holiday dinner that everyone had been anticipating is ruined, but with back up plans for her back up plans Sissy just smiles and tells everyone not to give up so easily.

While Scott and the kids start their daily chores, including processing the water they harvested from the rain storm, Sissy uses a small supply of their precious charcoal and puts together a box oven to cook the turkey and stuffing casserole. She will cook the remainder of their meal items this way as well.

While the food is cooking, the family continues completing the rest of their chores ... setting dirty clothes to soak in rain water, dipping debris out of the pool, picking up fallen branches and cutting them into lengths to season, picking up any fallen fruit from their two citrus trees, pulling weeds and vines to toss into their compost pile, etc.

Just as they finish washing up in preparation of setting the table for dinner, the power flickers back on. Sissy rushes to the computer and begins to call their extended family. Providentially, she reaches her parents right away and they are able to exchange news and holiday greetings. Her parents have already spoken to most of the remainder of the family and everyone is well and accounted for in most of the households. The last bit of news is not heartening as two family members have come down sick ... not from panflu, but from exposure to the cold; one of them has had to have a couple of toes amputated due to frostbite.

After the last "good-bye" and "I love you" is said, Scott turns the computer off. He holds Sissy while she tries to hold back tears of both relief and sorrow; the kids join in for a big group hug celebrating that most everyone is still in one piece. They then head off to eat their holiday meal.

Before the meal begins, each person is encouraged to tell at least one thing that they are currently thankful for and tell something special about another family member. The things the kids are thankful for are very basic – food, water, dry clothes, etc. Scott is thankful for a full tank of gas. Sissy chokes up again as she tries unsuccessfully to say she is thankful none of her kids are gone, but everyone understands.

Once they begin eating, everyone sets to with a hearty appetite. It seems no one gets as much to eat as they used to and everyone is always hungry. This is especially true of James. He appears to be going through yet another growth spurt, and combined with all the extra manual labor he is doing, he is thinning out so much that Sissy is getting worried.

This meal Sissy has made sure that they can all eat their fill, but there will be no massive amounts of leftovers to eat on for several days as in years past. This time there is just enough left for one serving. By family agreement they plate the remainder up, the kids quickly draw some greeting cards, and Scott surreptitiously takes it a few doors down and gives it to one of their elderly neighbors that is the most in need. He would have left it on the doorstep anonymously, but you can't do that nowadays ... an animal, human or otherwise, could easily run off with it.

With no football games to watch, the family cleans up the dinner mess together and then plays a few active games in what little bit of room remains in the backyard. The kids moan as the power flickers off yet again. It is just coming dusk so everyone piles inside and settles down while Scott sets up the solar/crank powered radio so they can listen to how the rest of the country ... and the world ... has spent the day.

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Egg-Free Pumpkin Pie

4 c. mashed pumpkin (from canned pumpkin puree)
1/3 c. cane or sorghum molasses
1/2 t. salt
1 T. ginger
1 t. cinnamon or nutmeg

Combine all ingredients and spoon into two unbaked pie shells (made from boxes pie crust mixes). Bake at 350 degrees F for about 40 minutes or until filling is set and crust is golden brown.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Fifteen

Scott tunes the radio to one of the public broadcasting stations as the family gathers around. This particular station runs out of the local university which is just a few miles from their house and is usually dependable. It broadcasts a wide variety of programming in addition to the news segments. As everyone quiets down, the announcer comes on …

“You are listening to WUSF 89.7 on your radio dial. Welcome to your nightly recap of local, state, national, and world news. As a reminder, broadcasting schedules for both radio and public television are available at http://www.wusf.usf.edu/ and you can listen to and view portions of our broadcasts with Windows Media Player, iTunes, QuickTime, RealAudio, and RealPlayer.

In Tampa today, College Hill erupted in pandemonium again, causing even worse damage than the 1967 and 1987 riots in the same area. Just as police and National Guard troops reasserted control, a small group of protestors lobbed firebombs into the few remaining public housing structures still standing. Fire swept across the complex then burned several blocks of businesses including the only remaining grocery store serving the area. With insufficient water pressure, and fire department personnel unable to enter the area, the flames only halted once they met a firebreak caused by a conflagration that occurred during last month’s riot. In response, people living in the affected neighborhoods attempted to evacuate but were met with armed resistance by residents living in surrounding blocks who were determined to keep the violence from spreading to their streets. The standoff is expected to continue at least through the night.

In another part of Hillsborough County, there was a food riot in Riverview when patrons found all the Public grocery stores closed in observance of Thanksgiving. When National Guard troops were pulled to cover the riot in Tampa, several stores were broken into and looted. Representatives for the chain say now, instead of being closed for one day, it will be at least a week before they reopen. One source who wished to remain anonymous, speculated that several of the stores would not reopen at all due to extensive damage and lack of stock.

At the state level, there is heated debate over reopening of public schools. Talk is so heated and the advisability so hotly debated that even thinking about it has been tabled until the first of the New Year. Many schools are currently in use as hospital overflow sites or juvenile living facilities. It is unknown how quickly they can be vacated and sanitized for student use as educational facilities once again.

Parts of the Miami-Dade area are nothing but smoldering ruins after several rafts washed ashore containing the picked over corpses of refugees from the Caribbean. The discovery caused panic in the streets that led to several violent protests. Gang violence has been particularly vicious as different factions vie over territory and control of supply distribution locations.

On a more optimistic note, the Disney Corporation in Orlando has taken the bold step of expanding its experimental hydroponics farm that was on display at their “The Land” exhibit in E.P.C.O.T. Several fish farms around the state are partnering the endeavor and have expanded production and added their own hydroponics division. The initial results from this partnership look very promising. Lotta Badneuse will have more on this tomorrow during her Business & Economy segment.

After another emergency meeting, the Governor has signed legislation mandating that all citrus groves in Florida must now and henceforth register with the Department of Agriculture and Consumer Services. This mandate requires that all groves, regardless of size, will be adequately maintained and harvested to alleviate community hunger. If an owner does not come forward or fails to register their crop, the State will commandeer the grove and harvest for public use without compensation.

The GoldKist chicken processing plant in Suwannee County has finally received permission to re-open after several decontamination efforts. The problem is there are no chickens to process. They’ve all been culled except for a small population that appears to be genetically immune to the current panflu strain. Good news if this breed can pass on the immunity consistently over several generations. However, researchers warn that the current panflu virus can still mutate into one the animals are not immune to. Cross contamination between the avian and mammal/human strains of the virus is still a problem in many areas.

In national news, the continued violence and civil unrest in Los Angeles and New York City resists all efforts to contain it. Block upon city block in both metropolitan areas are picked over wastelands that more cloesly resemble the war torn slums of the Middle East than anything formerly seen in the USA. NYC has particularly suffered as surrounding areas chose to blockade the city rather than accept another disorganized mass emigration like the one that came after the first pandemic case was diagnosed in Manhattan. Residents in both cities must live in a siege like state just to survive.

The Philadelphia riots appear to be over, at least for now. But casualties from the riots rival those from the pandemic in that area and clean up is hampered by lack of personnel and resources.

Chicago continues to recover from the fire that razed half the city when high winds pushed the flames all the way to the banks of Lake Michigan. News coming out of the area suggest that thousands of bodies remain in the ruins. All officials can do for most of the bodies is note the location they are found. Many of the bodies are either burned beyond recognition or have no official identification on them. Thus far there are 527 John Does, 726 Jane Does, and 426 unknowns (bodies burned so badly that sex is indeterminate). The city would not have recovered the bodies that it has if not for a large brigade of citizen volunteers. Scavenging is a severe problem and military troops have been pulled from the DC metro area to reinforce National Guard units.

All across the country every available agricultural field is in planning stages for spring planting. Many farmers are considering the feasibility of converting pastureland to food production in anticipation of extraordinary demand next season. But, fuel costs and lack of spare parts has the industry applying to the federal government for assistance. Legislation at both the state and federal levels is being written to address the need for expanded subsidies. Lack of fertilizer is also expected to lower crop yields.

US ranch cattle and dairy farmers are already receiving federal assistance in caring for their cattle herds. Bovines are one of the few domesticated food animals to so far escape vulnerability to the current panflu strain. Researchers at BYU continue to caution that there remains a risk of human to cow infection resulting in a cow flu. If this happens, the last major domesticated meat source may be gone from the menu.

Investigation has finally pinpointed the cause for the unusually early spike in panflu cases that swept Washington, DC metro area at the very beginning of the pandemic to a diplomatic envoy from Bangladesh. The envoy had come to apply for international assistance as they had exhausted all European and Asian assistance.

According to business and aviation reports, every commercial airline company has now declared bankruptcy. The price of fuel, quarantine issues, and restricted international air travel has essentially ground the industry to a halt. With Congress unable to muster more than half of its members, it is uncertain whether there will be a Federal “bail out” in time to keep the companies from closing their doors permanently.

In other business news, the technology industries are getting stronger. This is partly fueled by the higher demand for distance communication strategies. The higher demand is also affected by the loss of trained technicians to absenteeism and attrition. Higher demand plus low supply equals higher prices.

Globally the economic outlook is much grimmer.

Many countries that survived on food imports in prepandemic times now have people starving in the streets. There are entire countries in Africa that appear to have simply ceased to exist and dark reports of cannibalism are being whispered.

Russia and the Ukraine have a partnership agreement to get the Ukrainian wheat harvested. Eastern Europe is doing unusually well compared to some areas of Eurasia. The many hard years under Communism and subsequent attempts at capitalism taught the people how to live on practically nothing and expect even less. True, there have been many thousands of deaths, and continued terrorism by various political and religious factions threatens to destabilize the region, but they are still holding their own at this time.

Egypt and Indonesia though initially somewhat experienced in dealing with panflu from their cases before the strain became efficiently transmitted from human to human, quickly collapsed under the weight of a CFR greater than 69%. Vaccine production in Egypt has been halted. The United Nations hopes to get troops into the country to ascertain if the plants can be salvaged and put back on line, but the timeline for this is uncertain.

The entire Middle East has degenerated back to the tribal way of life and warfare. There are huge caches of weapons – chemical and conventional – that are being used against close neighbors. Not even the most intrepid foreign correspondent will now venture into the region. From last reports, all of the strong, stabilizing personalities in the area have either succumbed to panflu or to assassination. The world is waiting to see if a leader will emerge who is more interested in peace than personal glory. The world holds its breath waiting to see if one of the groups will set off a nuclear explosion or a terrorist group will export a dirty bomb. There appears to be one unusual effect on terrorism and militant states by the pandemic. Most militant and/or terrorist organizations rely heavily on teenagers and young men in their 20’s to perpetrate their agendas. With that age bracket the primary victims of pandemic infection, there are far fewer young people available for training and missions.

Western Europe is fairing only slightly better than Eastern Europe. Paris has seen a great fire that weakened one of the supporting legs of the Eiffel Tower and the Louvre has been ransacked and is suffering from serious smoke damage. The Catholic Church has been forced to partner with the national governments of Spain and Portugal to keep the countries stabilized. The Italian leadership in Rome is completely decimated and most major decisions for Italy are coming out of The Vatican. Many of the royal families of Europe are in complete isolation, though some branches are reported to have been all but destroyed.

Many of the northern European countries are relying heavily on their fishing fleets to provide food for their hungry populations.

The military bases at Thule, Greenland and those in Antarctica are still under strict isolation. Supplies, however, are running low. Re-supply plans are being strategized. Strict rationing is already in effect and both bases only have 30 days of resources left.

A National Day of Mourning bill is being proposed in Congress. The President’s spokesperson issued a statement to the effect that the First Family is in full support of the act and that they mourn for the many fatalities just as they grieve at the loss of their own child.

A last note. The traditional pardon of the turkey normally issued by the White House every Thanksgiving since 1989 did not take place. The normally sumptuous holiday banquet was cancelled as well. This was a show of solidarity by the White House in acknowledgement of the many citizens going hungry this year.

And that’s the news for this Thanksgiving. We’ll close tonight’s segment with the latest installment from Devon Mcloud.

This is Devon McLoud reporting to you from what is left of Chicago, Illinois. Hundreds of families are camped out in what remains of Soldier Field. All around, the smoldering ruins of this once great city keep these huddled masses warm as the temperature drops below freezing for the fourth night in a row.

Most of those here escaped burning to death either through luck or by escaping into Lake Michigan by boat or on floating debris. On one end of the field, a hospital of sorts has been set up. After three days, only nine of the injured that were pulled from the firestorm remain alive. Of those, several are not expected to live much longer. Most of the serious burn victims died of shock within hours. The remaining injured are actually those who suffered hypothermia from the frigid water while they waited for the flames to subside enough to return to dry land.

Today is Thanksgiving here in the US, but no one is celebrating as far as I can see. Earlier in the day a helicopter hovered over the area, appearing to count the survivors. A bullhorn promised supplies as soon as possible, but that could still be days away. Some men were able to bring in some fish from Lake Michigan and a communal pot of fish stew was shared by all.

I’m going to take another turn trying to help scavenge what I can from the few buildings that still stand. These people need everything and they need it quickly if they are to survive the harsh winter weather. In a normal year, Chicago gets thirty inches of snow between November and March.

Wherever you are tonight, remember these people. But for the grace of God, it could be you or one of your loved ones struggling in this frigid air.

But, as bleak as things are, the human spirit of survival is still shining through. Several men and women are going around to make sure everyone has had a chance to eat something. Children have been brought to a central location and are being cared for by a retired teacher and her daughter. Other people are pulling unburned wood into a central area so anyone that needs fuel for their campfire can get it without too much trouble. A wash station has been cobbled together in an attempt to get the smell of smoke off of body and clothes, even if only temporarily. Items scavenged go to those who need it most, not necessarily to those who find it.

Maybe there isn’t any outright partying going on, but most have refused to simply give up without a fight. Yes, as difficult as times are for this group of survivors, they are not sitting around waiting to be rescued. They are rescuing themselves, paving their own way for a better tomorrow.

I’ll leave you here with a quote by Abraham Lincoln: “It is said an eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him with the words, 'And this, too, shall pass away.' How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction!“

I’ve got that quote stuck to the visor of my baseball cap, now much worse for wear than the day I bought it at the airport right before all the airline flights were cancelled. When I look up - more frequently now than was my previous habit - that quote is sometimes the only thing that keeps my feet moving and my mind at ease.


Good night from the staff and crew at WUSF. Our next regularly scheduled broadcast will begin at 5 A.M. tomorrow.”

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Ship’s Log

I could never have imagined a Thanksgiving like today even a year ago. I mean I could, but on the other hand the reality of it – the true reality – must be experienced to be believed.

We have so much to be thankful for. We are truly blessed to have what we have, to still be together as a family and intact as a unit. I still miss my parents and my brother and his family, but at least I know they are still alive. Most of our neighbors don’t have that comfort.

I can’t write much more than this. We have no electricity and I dislike writing by candlelight as it strains my eyes. I just wanted to be sure and get this down. Its quite late and the day has been so full. And still, the most important part is that we were together and thankful for it.

-- Sissy


 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Editor's Note:

I'll post more tomorrow. Got a pile of work orders to key in which means I've hours before I can get to bed.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Sixteen

The next day dawns cool and clear; or at least it is considered cool for Tampa. The highs are only going to be in the upper 60’s. Last year, this would have been “Black Friday,” the biggest shopping day of the year. This reminds Scott and Sissy that Christmas is not that far away. They know Rose, James, and Sarah will understand that things are different this year, but they believe Bekah and Johnnie still need something to look forward to. Heck, with things being the way they are, they all need something to look forward to. Scott and Sissy agree that a family conference is in order. So, after morning chores are complete and the lunch dishes are put away, everyone sits down to decide what to do about Christmas.

Scott opens the meeting by saying that he really enjoyed the day they had had together yesterday, and that even though it was different than what they normally did on Thanksgiving, he was grateful they were all together to celebrate. He also explains how they want to continue trying to celebrate traditional family events, including Christmas that is coming next month, even if things are different.

Sissy says, “You know why our family celebrates Christmas. You know all our traditions and why we have them. With the pandemic we are going to have to change some things we do, but we don’t have to change everything.”

Scott continues by saying, “Money is tight this year . . . “ and Rose and James break in to say, “We don’t need . . . “ Scott holds up his hand to stop them. “Let me finish, OK? Money is tight this year and you all know how iffy the stores are. I’ve always appreciated the homemade gifts you guys have made me over the years. This year Mom and I are going to follow your example. This year our family is going to celebrate a homemade Christmas.”

Sissy, with a mischievous grin on her face, then asks the kids, “What do you think we are having for dinner tonight?”

Rose and James are the first to get it and respond with questioning looks on their faces. Then Sarah’s eyes get real big and she starts to smile. Then Bekah hesitantly asks, “Sloppy joes?!” Everyone laughs, even Johnnie, though he doesn’t know why. This is their family’s traditional meal on decorating day.

Sissy laughs and says, “You got it!”

“But,” the kids say, “we don’t have a tree?”

“Remember, some things will have to be a little different. Store bought stuff is out so I’ve already set the dough for the buns to rise to make our own. We still have several quarts of Sloppy Joe mix that I canned. Even though we don’t have tater tots, we can have home fries made from canned potatoes. We’ve got plenty of cocoa and powdered apple cider mix, so that’s OK. We won’t be decorating outdoors but we can go hog wild inside. For the tree, I have an artificial one I got on clearance last year. It won’t smell like a real tree, but I have a couple of pretty, pine-scented air fresheners we can hang on it.”

The kids are becoming very excited, even the two oldest. They realize what their mother says is true. While some things have to change not all the changes have to be painful. In a good mood, they are all eager to help pull the decorations out of storage from around the house. While the kids are making plans, some of them rather hilarious, Sissy finishes the laundry that was set to soak in yesterday’s rainwater.

To get the laundry finished, Scott starts a low fire from coals he got at the empty lot where the neighborhood burns the garbage. Then he places a large galvanized tub – originally designed to be a water trough for horses – above the heat. While the water comes to a boil, Sissy looks over the clothes to be washed, separating them and pre-treating any stains that haven’t loosened during soaking.

Most of the time Sissy tries to do laundry when the power is on. She missed her chance yesterday because everyone was focused on other things. Unfortunately, it looks like they will be doing most of the laundry by hand from now on. Scott has noticed that even when the power is on they don’t seem to be getting all the voltage into the house they are supposed to. None of the 220 appliances want to work . . . stove, microwave and dryer, as well as the central heat and air. The well pump still works, but barely and it seems to struggle when it does come on.

At first Scott was concerned they had a major electrical issue someplace between their panel boxes and the transformer at the street. However when other people in the neighborhood start saying the same thing, he realizes that TECO (their electric provider) has either started rationing power or there is a delayed maintenance issue on one of the lines that serve their neighborhood.

The washing machine works because it doesn’t require 220, but trying to run it really causes the well pump to pitch a fit. It is just wiser to save the well for drinking water to prevent it from totally giving out. Scott has another motor and pump for the well in case the one they have now burns up; but, since he’s never installed one by himself he would rather not have to learn under these conditions.

Sissy knows that cooking will be a greater challenge. Luckily they are prepared for this eventuality. Scott found a nice toaster oven abandoned at one of the rental properties about two months into the pandemic. It now sits on top of their stove to replace the oven. It is big enough to bake bread in, as long as the loaves are small. When the power is on they use the toaster oven. When the power is off they use their camp stove and other alternative methods like the box oven Sissy cooked in yesterday; or they do without.

For today, with the electricity still off, Sissy has the reflector oven set up by the wash-water fire. The reflector oven is homemade, but works really well. They found the plans for it on a website called kayak2go.com prepandemic and Scott and their kids had fun building it. The buns for the Sloppy Joes will bake as she does the laundry, using the fuel for the fire more economically by serving multiple purposes simultaneously.

As Scott and Sissy work through the laundry - the job is simply too big for one person - they discuss the people they haven’t heard from or about recently.

“Did you ever finish that letter you were writing to your cousin in Virginia?” Scott asks.

“Just finished it last night before we went to bed. Why, have you heard whether the mail is expected to run today or tomorrow?” Sissy responds eagerly.

“No, you know they can’t promise when home pick up and deliveries will occur, just that they will occur at least bi-weekly. But I’m going out tomorrow and if you have it, I’ll drop it off with a few other things that need to go to the post office directly.”

“Oh. I hope they are still taking ‘Forever’ stamps ‘cause that is all we have left. Do you think that’ll be a problem?” Sissy asks worriedly.

“They’ll take them, but you have to get the inspection stamp added before it will be shipped out. And nothing is shipped out without that stamp on it. Postal workers won’t touch it with a ten foot pole otherwise.”

“Lovely. But I guess they are just trying to keep the system up and running. Thank goodness we still have access to online banking or I don’t know how we would get all these bills where they need to go in a timely manner.”

“Yeah. Did you know we actually got a thank you email from the mortgage company and an offer to discount the loan if we continued making full payments?”

Stunned, Sissy asks, “You’re kidding me. Are you going to take the offer?”

“I’m going to run the numbers and see how it pans out, but I might just take them up on their offer. Depends on how much they are willing to discount the loan and whether the agreement is permanent or affected by the moratorium in effect. I don’t want to be caught up in a legal battle after all of this is over with.”

After Sissy and Scott finish the laundry and hang it to dry, Sissy re-reads the letter she wrote then seals and stamps it for Scott to take.


Dear Cuz,

Oh yes indeed, it was so good to hear from you. I’m always worried that when the power goes off for more than 2 or 3 days straight that I’ll miss an important family communication or that my email will start bouncing and people will stop trying to reach us.

I’m glad to hear that your officials are doing right by your state. That turkey business made news around here. I have to say though that I might have been too scared to eat ‘em. Silly, I know . . . I sure would have been second guessing myself where the kids were concerned.

With our coasts so vulnerable we’ve had the worst experience with refugees from all over the Caribbean, Mexico, and Central America. As bad as it is to hear that another makeshift boat of dead bodies has washed ashore, its somehow worse when some live passengers remain because they are almost always ill and if not caught and quarantined immediately, invariably cause a jump in infections where they have come ashore.

So I guess, no matter how badly some folks talk ‘em down, our officials are definitely earning their oats, so to speak. There just aren’t any easy fixes for this mess.

I was so sorry to hear about your Uncle Jake. It seems there is just so much sorrow in the world right now; too much for some to bear. You can never tell what will break some folks. Hopefully his family will find some comfort in his posthumous recognition. I hope some of his colleagues will try to continue his work. That would be a true recognition of his worth.

Your story brought to mind the fate of a man that our family attended church with. He was married to a fine woman, a nurse. In recent years she participated in several medical mission trips and she said she got more pleasure from that than her administrative position out at that fancy private hospital she worked for. A couple of weeks before the start of the pandemic she went off again with a group to Haiti. There was, I believe, twelve of them all together. They were being recalled to the States in those first frantic days when efficient human-to-human transmission was recognized but the only flight they could get was out of the Dominican Republic. From what I understand, the officials in Santo Domingo conscripted them right off the plane to work in the hospitals there. That’s the last anyone has heard from them. For weeks her husband called and called; emailed every official imaginable. He sent prayer requests out begging us on the prayer chain not to forget her. Even without seeing him or hearing his voice, you could tell he was on the ragged edges of control.

Last weekend word came that he died of a massive stroke, he wasn’t even 48 years old. His adult daughter said that she believed her parents were back together and that the younger two sons that were still living at home were going to go live with her. Such heart break.

Perhaps if you’ve a mind to, you will also keep my cousin in your thoughts. You will remember him from the family reunion. He was the one that worked for that big ethanol plant in Kentucky.

He took a private consulting job setting up the same type of plant over in Baghdad. He was on one of the last US transports out of the city and spoke to my uncle just before take off to let him know he was OK and no one was sick. Then my uncle received a voice mail confirming that he had made it to Germany and would be stateside by the following morning, but didn’t know the flight number or where they would land. Somehow he sent a short text message when they were airborne and that he would send word on how he would be getting the rest of the way home. But, it has been over two months and still no word. As you can imagine my uncle is beside himself; and, to make matters worse, they had quarreled. Uncle had called him every kind of fool for taking the job in the first place, no paycheck was worth that kind of risk. I don’t think they had quite finished making up yet.

Our winter garden is doing grand. We opted to grow everything in containers, and thank goodness for that. Every night we take the dolly and trundle everything inside. In the morning, after I harvest anything ripe, it all goes back out. My lands it is a lot of work, but hubby can’t stay up all night guarding things and then work all the next day too. The garden pirates – vermin of both the animal and human varieties – have gotten just horrible around here. We haven’t lost anything more, excepts maybe a bucket or two of pool water since we started carting things in and out. I know all that work sounds kinda crazy, but I’d rather be crazy than see my husband and kids get any thinner. My husband is already as thin as when we were married twenty years ago. Its not like he and I didn’t need to lose a few pounds, but this is not the way I had ever envisioned doing it.

On a brighter note, you should see the inside of our house. It looks like a cross between St. Nick’s workshop and greenhouse and every cheesy Christmas show ever made. LOL! We dare not decorate outdoors, it would draw too much attention even though some folks in the neighborhood have. I did give the kids free reign inside so long as nothing was a fire, tripping, or hanging hazard. They took me at my word and all I can say is “oh my!”

It does us all good to have something to look forward to. Something nice to mark the days on the calendar. I don’t like to brag of our plenty when so many have less than nothing, but I feel pretty close to doing so when I inventory our remaining preps . . . still plentiful in most areas . . . and those Christmas tubs I scrimped and saved for so we’d have some special things “just in case.” Even Scott thought I was going too far at that point. But the other day he gave me a big hug and kiss and said, “ thanks for ignoring everyone who thought you were crazy, including me.”

Take care. Its bound to be cold there now. Last thing you need is to come down sick with a chill, or worse.

Your Florida Cousins.

 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Seventeen

With Thanksgiving behind them, and Christmas ahead, Scott, Sissy and their kids settle into a steady schedule of inside and outside chores to meet the physical challenges of the pandemic.

With the cool – but not yet cold – weather, Sissy is anxious to give the whole house a good airing and disinfecting. Each day the whole family comes together to clean and reorganize a single room. They start with Johnnie’s room and then go on to the rest of the bedrooms. Beds and bedding get a thorough washing. Mattresses and pillows are aired out and disinfected. The walls and ceilings are dusted and scrubbed down. All the toys and clothes are gone through and anything outgrown goes into the Barter Box – the plastic tub of items that Scott hauls over to the empty lot on market days. Each day sees Sissy moving them busily down the “To Do” list. With the whole family working together, the house is soon sparkling and fresh despite several rooms having been taken over as indoor shed and nighttime greenhouse.

Scott has decided to venture to their rental properties only twice during the month of December; once on the fifth and once on the 15th. On the first run he comes back with only enough cash for two more fill ups of his gas tank and with some ingenious items bartered for rent. He gets two bushels of sour oranges that are barely ripe, a bucket of earthworms, a bushel of mixed greens, and some commodities that their tenants received but were unable or unwilling to eat.

The sour oranges cannot be eaten alone, but their juice makes a wonderful marinade for their canned meats or salad dressing for fresh greens. The thick orange peel Sissy soaks and then candies as a treat for Christmas. The seeds she sets aside to cure and then plant after the beginning of the year. She thinks, “Who knows if those seeds will germinate, but if they do they could make a good barter item.”

The wigglers are used as the first tenants in the kids’ new worm farm. They are far from being the pet the kids had been asking for last summer, but at least they don’t have to worry about them catching the panflu and being culled. The worm casings will also enrich the compost pile the kids are responsible for maintaining.

The mixed greens are very thoroughly cleaned. There is no sense in avoiding panflu to die of salmonella or some other food borne illness. Some of the greens are dried for later use. A few bundles of the greens look enough like spinach that Sissy cans them with high hopes. No one complains of having to eat greens three meals a day, but Bekah keeps checking her ears to see if she is turning part rabbit. She is turning into quite the little clown and even showed up to the dinner table with a pink nose and painted on whiskers. She certainly had Johnnie laughing all through dinner.

The commodities though are the biggest surprise. They are unexpected but very welcome on the pantry shelves. Granted some of the items are culturally different from what most of their tenants normally eat, but what they consider so worthless is amazing. There are canned beets and canned German potato salad and several large boxes of raisins – a little dry, but salvageable. There are a couple of tubs of couscous and one commercial sized tub of old-fashioned oats. There are two packages of dried fruit bits and one of prunes. Most shocking of all, there is twenty pounds of lentils. Apparently some people will risk starvation rather than learn to eat different than what they are used to. But the family refuses to look a gift horse in the mouth, and tucks their “income” away as carefully as if they had received cash and were depositing it into a bank.

In addition to all the work indoors, Scott makes a list of chores to do outside. They gather fallen limbs, cut them into appropriate lengths and set them to season just in case they are reduced to burning wood for cooking or warmth. Even though the grass has finally stopped growing until Spring - they had been cutting it with a scythe - there are still leaves and other things to be picked up and put into the compost bin. The two grapefruit trees are carefully monitored for the first signs of ripeness. Water is gathered from the infrequent rainfall and is strained, filtered, and purified for storage. Garbage is dealt with and everything that can be is recycled.

One such recycling project is that the kids are flattening a lot of the empty vegetable cans to make outdoor burglar alarms. So far they have managed to give two raccoons and one opossum heart attacks, but human thieves are proving to be a little more clever.

The biggest challenge by far though, at least in terms of Sissy’s nerves, is their mobile garden and edible landscaping. They have planted a bunch of barrels of bush beans – garbanzo (aka chickpeas), black beans, pintos, kidney beans, great northern, etc. They only planted a small container of beets so the canned beets they took in at the beginning of December are welcome. They have a tub of broccoli that is looking promising. Carrots are growing happily in deep window boxes. They have bush cucumbers in several large, decorative planters. There is cut and come again greens that they are harvesting at the rate of several family sized salads per week. The greens are growing in flats Scott built out of untreated scrap lumber.

They have hidden the vines of pole beans on a couple of denuded pecan saplings. To the casual observer they look more like weedy potato vines because the beans are all picked as soon as they are large enough. The vines have been producing since mid-October and now, in December, the last raggedy beans are being picked and the vines themselves are dying back and ready to throw onto the compost pile. They have managed to hide a few other plants amongst their normal landscaping as well. There is burdock, cabbage, celtuce, collards, garlic, salsify, and turnips.

In addition to the pole beans, October saw the beginning of a harvest of cherry and plum tomatoes. The cherry tomatoes were grown in hanging planters and are about finished. The plum tomatoes were turned into sauce and canned before October breathed its last. October also saw a small harvest of garden huckleberries and husk tomatoes (aka ground cherries).

The rest of their plants are not ready for harvest yet, but just looking at them brings a lot of satisfaction. Even if the harvest is not great, it will supplement their prep pantry and help to stretch it further. But Sissy keeps worrying that she is either doing too little or too much to the plants. They can’t afford many losses.

Scott keeps up with neighborhood news every market day. At the last one, he is shocked to hear that four houses that are three streets over from their neighborhood enclave are infected with pandemic flu. These four homes banded together in a tight knit group for protection and all had somehow managed to get on the rather exclusive list for receiving commodity deliveries. These homes opted for a strict SIP, even going so far as to build enclosed breezeways between the homes and putting up signs warning unauthorized visitors they would be forcibly turned away and that intruders would be shot. The residents of those houses were almost religiously zealous in their determination not to allow any outside contact for the duration of the pandemic. For these reasons it is believed by most in the neighborhood that it must have been the commodity deliveries that resulted in infection – either the commodity delivery person was infected or the commodity goods were contaminated. It didn’t really matter so much how they got infected, but the fact that they were infected was worrying.

In one of the homes a six-month old baby has already died. The houses are surrounded with the bright yellow biohazard tape the local Public Health people are using to mark homes under forced quarantine. Apparently the mother of the infant was so hysterical when the baby was taken away that she was ripping at the PPE of the Coroner’s staff. She had to be sedated in the interest of her safety and everyone else’s. What is really frightening though is that she was apparently heard threatening to infect every child in the neighborhood in retaliation for her own baby’s death. A couple of people even claim to have seen her wandering the streets at night looking in at windows.

Scott is inclined to put that last bit down to boogey-man type gossip except Sissy did mention thinking that she saw someone flitting up and down the street just last night. It could have been a Garden Pirate, a kid breaking curfew, or a thief casing the neighborhood. It could have been anyone, even something innocent, but their family now lives by the motto, “better safe than sorry.”

Rumor or gossip, Scott gets James to help him reinforce some of their security measures, especially in the bedrooms. Scott replaces most of the panes of glass with plexi-glass he has left over from a building renovation. The only window he isn’t able to change out is too high to climb into without a ladder anyway. On that window’s outside sill he uses epoxy to glue down carpet strips. If someone tries to jump and grab the sill, they will be in for a painful surprise. Sissy will recycle the glass panes by building cold frames in January.

Also, Scott starts wearing more PPE when he goes to the market, at least until the quarantine is lifted on those houses and they are sure that there are no active infections on their road. He has only been wearing a mask, but now he is back to using surgical gloves under gardening gloves (to make the medical ones less conspicuous) and wearing safety goggles over his glasses.

Scott and Sissy don’t really need to trade for anything. Their preps are holding up just fine though Sissy would have given a lot to have stored more individual packets of quick rise yeast. The bottles of yeast were more economical when she had been stocking up, but she is never sure whether she will be able to use a bottle all up before it goes bad. For their family, going to the market at the empty lot is more of a way to get news and to stay plugged in with the neighbors than it is a way of filling holes in their pantry.

They try and look like everyone else. They don’t use their preps for trading. When people start talking about their circumstances, they keep quiet about theirs. They don’t want to stand out. That would cause too many questions Scott and Sissy don’t want to answer. And the questions left unanswered could lead others to get nosey – perhaps forcibly – until they get the answers they seek. And they have lost weight just like everyone else, just not as much as some of the people on their road.

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“Hello Scott. Trading today?”

“Hello Mr. Jones. Actually I heard that the Connors were looking for a pair of shoes for their little boy. I have a pair that Johnnie outgrew and I thought I’d see if they were the right size. If they are, hopefully we can reach a deal.”

“Well, here is Paul Connor now, but I have to tell you, in my opinion the guy is a scut. He’ll take you for everything he can and wait for ever to pay you what you’re owed.”

“Sounds like experience talking.”

“Yeah. His wife is good enough but both of them could do more to make their kids’ lives better. Missus Cleary and I were working over in the garden when Beulah Connor came over begging … begging … for scraps ‘cause her kids were hungry. This after they had been offered a share in the greens if they would come help weed a row. But they turned that down. Cleary gave her one head of greens but I was just about to spit nails. Those people are white trash.”

“Well, looks like maybe his boy doesn’t need shoes so bad after all. Looks like he is trying to trade with Bob Grinder for that partial bottle of Jack Daniels.”

“Like I said, white trash. How are you folks doing?”

“We’re doing OK. Garden is keeping us fed.”

“With that big family you’ve got what must be one heck of a garden.”

“Its gets us through and that’s all anyone absolutely needs.”

“Suppose you’re right. You must be paying an arm and a leg for fuel since your van is still running.”

“For a fact it is getting expensive. But, I’ve got business responsibilities. Its not like I can just decide not to go manage properties. I’ve got to keep up with things somehow. I’m not going out any more than I absolutely have to though.”

“You going to try and trade anything else? You and Sissy don’t seem to trade that much.”

“We’ve got a tub of stuff that the kids have outgrown but I hate to lug it out every time I come over here. Its better just to listen to what people are looking for and then see if I’ve got it and find out what they are willing to trade for it. What are you trading for today?”

“I’m looking for a whet stone but most of the people here don’t even seem to know what I’m talking about. I’ve tried using my big metal file, but I really need a stone to but an edge on my machete and my other garden knives; they are getting pretty dull.”

“Well, I just so happen to have a whet stone, but not for trade. But I’ll lend it to you so long as you don’t lend it to anyone else.”

“What’ll you take for the use?”

“Nothing, consider it a favor.”

“Son, I can’t just do that. It’ll set a bad precedent here in the neighborhood. Beside, I may be an old man but I’m no charity case.”

“Aw, come on Mr. Jones. That’s not what I meant. If you want to do something though, I’d appreciate it if you would keep an eye on the house when I’m away and you are working in the garden. The other day when I was gone, Sissy was working outside and she said she swore it felt like someone was spying on her. She said it was really creepy.”

“Now that don’t sound good.”

“No and it was broad daylight. I trust her instincts though so I doubt it was her imagination. We’ve had quite a few strangers walking through lately, using it as a short cut to get to Livingston Avenue. Stranger or neighbor, someone bold enough to track Sissy’s movements during the daytime, and make it on a day I’m not home, might decide to come back and see what else he can do.”

“I’ll surely keep an eye out. And if you don’t mind, I’ll pass the word up and down the street. More eyes we have tracking strangers the better.”

“Fine by me. I’ll go get that stone for you now.”

****

While Scott completes his business at the market, Sissy stands in the kitchen contemplating next week’s menu.

“How many ways to fix Spam? Let me count the ways,” Sissy orates to what she thinks is an empty kitchen.

“Uh … mom?” Rose snickers as she gives her mom a look to see if she has finally lost her mind.

“Oh glory Rose. I didn’t see you come in,” Sissy laughed, embarrassed.

“Are you feeling OK? You sound kinda, um, well you were talking kinda …,” rose trailed off, not knowing quite what to make of Sissy’s antics.

“Oh I’m fine. Just getting more than a little sick of cooking I guess. Definitely getting bored of eating canned everything,” Sissy explains.

“Oh, OK,” Rose says, still dubious. “I thought you said we should be grateful for all the food we have.”

“We should, and I am. But that doesn’t mean I don’t get the same feelings that you all do. Its work trying to keep the foods we eat from causing food fatigue. I’ve got a limited number of ingredients to work with and I have to maximize the number of ways that I fix them.”

“We hardly ever eat the same thing,” Rose says.

“It only seems that way. It’s the same ingredients though. Beans, rice, pasta, tomatoes, onions, garlic, canned meats, canned veggies, etc. That’s why the stuff from the garden is going to be so important. The longer this situation lasts the more important they will become.”

“Sorry,” Rose says in absence of knowing what else to say.

“Its all right sweetheart. I’m just showing my frustration and worry. We’ll be OK. Its just a big job and I don’t always feel up to it. But you’re right. Better be grateful for all that we have. There’s a lot of people out there truly struggling.”

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“Hey Jonesie! Go a bit of news you and these men will want to hear,” says an older but still brightly, red headed man, after putting the kick stand down on an old, banana seated bicycle.

“Hey Fred! What’s the to do? Not that I ain’t glad to see you but you’re awful far from home. How’s my neice?” Mr. Jones responds with a slap of affection on the man’s back. Fred is his nephew-in-law’s father.

“We’re all right. I can’t stay long. Just out warning some folks. There’s been a riot off towards downtown when the county tried to close down one of those open-air markets. I heard they’re really cracking down on folks trying to make ends meet this away. And supposedly they used guns this time.”

Scott, who had just finished brining his whet stone over asked, “How bad was the riot?”

“Is, not was. I heard its still going on and is spreading. Lotsa cops heading that direction on the roads too,” responds Fred.

“I knew nothing good could come out of those rules they’re trying to shove down everyone’s throats,” puts in another man.

“Look, I gotta go. You might start catching something on the radio if they aren’t censoring it again. Keep your head down Jonesie. If I were y’all I’d close this market and keep things quiet until you see which way this is gonna jump.”

“Thanks for the heads up Fred. You be careful heading home,” Mr. Jones calls after the departing man.

“Well, what do y’all think? We gonna have trouble?” Mr. Cleary asks.

“Scott, you’ve been the furthest from home lately. Could things really be that bad?”

Scott sighs then responds, “Yeah. But we are still quite a bit away from the downtown area. Will the riot come this way? I don’t think so. We might still feel some effects from it though.”

“If they take out a cell tower or electric switching station like they did in that riot last month, we could hurt,” one mans puts in.

Another says, “They wouldn’t even have to do that. All the local authorities need is an excuse and we can be in for even tighter curfews and restrictions. I have enough trouble meeting curfew as it is. They take away one more hour and I’ll be out of a job.”

Seven of the men started grumbling and making noise about what they would do if anyone tried to take any more of their rights away.

“Whoa there fellas,” Mr. Jones breaks in. “No need to go off half-cocked. This news isn’t anything but rumor until we can confirm it. And even if we confirm it, that is still a long way from a government sanctioned fascism so take it easy. Anyone got a working radio handy?”

“Right here Jonesie. And they just started an emergency broadcast bulletin.”

All the men hunkered down to see what information they could glean from what was likely a highly censored news story.

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Ship’s Log

I can’t believe that I made cookies for breakfast this morning. I wasn’t paying enough attention to a conversation I was having with the girls at bedtime last night and before I knew it, I was agreeing to bake cookies for breakfast.

Well, I decided three could play at this game as easily as two and I pulled out an old recipe from my scouting days. We called them Breakfast Cookies. Not exactly original. I had to replace the butter and eggs with reconstituted stuff but it still worked. I also had to plump the raisins and re-crisp the cornflakes I had been saving to mix with bread crumbs ‘cause they had gone stale. The results weren’t perfect but at least the meal was closer to breakfast than it was dessert. The look on Scott’s face when I served this up was priceless. Luckily there were a few biscuits left over from last night’s dinner or he and James would have been starving by the time lunch rolled around.

Breakfast Cookies

½ cup butter, softened
¾ cup sugar
1 egg
1 c. all purpose flour
¼ t. baking soda
1 pkg. Real bacon bits
2 cups Cornflakes
½ c. raisins

Cream butter, sugar, and egg together. Mix in flour and baking soda. Fold in remaining ingredients. Drop by teaspoonfuls onto ungreased baking sheet. Bake at 350 degrees F for 15 to 18 minutes or until golden brown. Yields about two dozen cookies.

If Sarah and Bekah have enough energy for shenanigans I can’t be working them too hard. The little stinkers. Thank goodness for my kids. They drive me insane on some days, but on others they keep me from losing my mind.

-- Sissy

 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Eighteen
Part 1

Just because there is a terrible pandemic going on, the people of Tampa are apparently not going to be exempt from the impractical application of bureaucratic mandates. The most recent example of this started when some of the few remaining grocery stores complained that they were losing significant profits to the neighborhood markets that have sprung up all over. The grocers said that these profits could make the difference between keeping their doors open or closing them permanently. The grocery store chains noted in their complaint that these markets violated a lot of county health codes and also that the “vendors” were not licensed and that the county “had a duty” to enforce the laws on the books. Basically the grocery store owners were using the municipal bureaucracy as a weapon to ensure their continued monopoly.

The County Code Enforcement department over-reacted to criticism levied against them by the County Board of Commissioners (to whom the original complaint was made). This over-reaction took the form of dozens of citations being delivered around the county telling the vendors at the markets that they would have to disband or face prosecution, per local statutes. Code Enforcement even tried citing property owners, even though many of the property owners had no idea the markets or vendors were operating on their property. Most of these markets are located on public spaces such as community parks, making the citations even more senseless.

With everyone summarily ignoring their citations and threats of fines, Code Enforcement made what turns out to be a deadly mistake. They abuse their power and arrive in large number – and armed – to physically disburse one of the larger such markets operating a couple of miles south of downtown. By law, Code Enforcement Officers are supposed to utilize law enforcement officers when they attempt to evict or trespass individuals. Side arms are not even part of their normal uniform. But at the beginning of the pandemic, many county workers were deputized in an effort to deal with absenteeism within other city and county departments. When the dust clears every code enforcement officer who had been part of the debacle is dead or dying along with six civilians. There are also twenty-seven individuals who need emergency medical care to some degree.

Because of this incident, the county goes from being stressed-but-stable to being ready to implode all in less than 24 hours. Word spread quickly, by word of mouth and via some of the news outlets who reported the incident. People, already furious at their local governments for doing so little to promote prepping during the prepandemic period and then providing little emergency relief once it started, are aching for a fight and already a few incidences of bottle and rock throwing have taken place. Unexpectedly, a General from out at MacDill AFB steps into the breach, and working in conjunction with National Guard commanders, strategically stations heavily armed troops throughout the most riot-vulnerable areas of the county. He then gathers the remaining County Board Members and City Council members together, holds them in the downtown Court House, and all but forces them do a quick – and publicly aired – investigation.

Despite the area being canvassed for witnesses, the only ones who come forward are those that say that the only guns they saw were in the hands of the Code Enforcement officers. No other gunmen or guns are ever found.

The final determination - which amazingly only took three days after Commissioners and Council members were told that they were being “housed downtown for the duration of the incident for the sake of security” - was that Code Enforcement officers overstepped their authority. That they failed to provide proper notification and allow for due process. They unnecessarily antagonized people by showing their weapons. And, that while they applied for extra protection, they did not wait until local law enforcement could arrange it. The investigation further shows to the public that the upper bureaucratic echelon that ordered the “crack down” refuses to back down from their view that they are in the right, appearing terribly arrogant and inflexible. A common response is that they “were just doing their job.”

The Board of County Commissioners (BOCC) and Tampa City Council quickly remove the CCE supervisors from their positions. They also amend county and city codes to allow for the neighborhood markets to continue unmolested for the duration of the pandemic so long as they remain peaceful, are not selling any illegal goods, and are not an obvious source of infection.

The ultimate consequence however is an extremely deteriorated relationship between the public and local authorities. Anyone working for the city or county at any level is viewed with suspicion. Some are even harassed by their neighbors. Local law enforcement has fewer friends in the community and incidences of vigilante justice slowly start to rise because of lack of confidence in the due process system.

One Desk Sergeant is heard to complain, “Wonderful. As if our jobs aren’t already beyond difficult! All of this because some pencil pushing desk jockeys where so arrogant to forget that their job was to be servants of the public, not to ride roughshod over them. Don’t forget to properly secure your bullet-proof vests people.”

Despite localized unrest, the general public in Hillsborough County manages to avoid complete societal meltdown. The medical facilities in the area also continue to struggle but keep their heads above water. First and foremost there is an extremely high rate of attrition in trained staff. Despite some PPE for nurses and doctors a 30% attack rate (number of people infected) for health care workers (HCWs) results with higher than average morbidity for infected HCWs. Another 30 percent of health care workers are lost with the cause split evenly between absenteeism and abandonment. Absenteeism is being defined as not coming in to work because of your illness (other than panflu), or the illness of a family member, but with plans to return to your position after quarantine. Abandonment is being defined as someone simply refusing to come to work, resulting in job termination. Absenteeism is excused, abandonment is not.

For those staff members who are terminated, benefits immediately cease. Lawyers for the hospitals examine whether they can release the hospitals from any retirement package obligations on the grounds that employees who abandon their positions are breaking their “duty to perform” clauses in their contracts. A few union reps are already having a field day with this. Surprisingly however, the general public seems to be siding with the lawyers on this one, at least thus far. There is a perception, rightly or wrongly, that certain people who are in certain positions have a greater responsibility – or duty – to perform their job, regardless of circumstances or dangers. This includes people in the military, National Guardsmen, law enforcement officers, first responders like firemen and ambulance drivers, and not least of all health care workers. Individual contracts also come into play. If there are “turpitude” clauses in the contracts with open ended consequences, the likelihood of loss of job and benefits are even higher.

No hospital can operate with only 40 percent of their staff in place. What is more, this 40 percent includes all hospital staff, not just medically trained staff members. Even with the HCW draft that was put into effect early on, there is still a huge shortage of trained staff.

In Tampa there are approximately eleven actual hospitals. Of those eleven one is a cancer hospital, one is a VA hospital, one is a children’s orthopedic hospital (Shriner’s), and two are acute long-term care facilities. That leaves six hospitals that are fully designed as general medical and surgical procedures. Even if you do not take out the five specialty hospitals, there are only a total of about 3,300 actual hospital beds to serve a population of over one million in the county.

Continuing with this exercise we see that Tampa General Hospital (TGH) with 877 beds is the largest public hospital in the county and second only to St. Joseph’s private hospital in the number of beds (883). TGH employs 1011 full-time registered nurses and 339 part time registered nurses, 50 full-time LPNs and 17 part-time LPNs, and a total of 4,123 full-time facility personnel and 715 part-time facility personnel. It quickly becomes evident that there is not enough staff to man all of the duties necessary to face an influx of pandemic patients. Roughly 725 facility personnel immediately abandoned their positions in the earliest days of the pandemic. At least that number are forced into quarantine when family members become ill. That leaves 3,388 and despite all efforts to the contrary another 1,000 have succumb to the panflu. This number is expected to rise before the end of the pandemic. The absenteeism rate is increasing as well and the remaining staff struggle with fatigue and mental and emotional issues.

To try and address the staffing shortage, people are moved from administrative positions to medical support positions. Medically trained staff that formerly worked at local doctor’s offices and medical testing facilities are being offered bonuses such as free meals, PPE, and fuel, in addition to a salary, to come work in their specialty’s equivalent at the hospitals; pediatrics, sonography, extended care, respiratory care, etc.

Not all cities have such a large number and variety of medical facilities. But Tampa, because of its population make up, large number of hospitals, large number of medical research facilities (such as those at USF), and large VA hospital has a high number of trained medical staff in the area. The College of Medicine and the College of Nursing at USF contribute numbers to the re-staffing. And, the first responder program from HCC is helping to re-staff the fire departments and paramedic fields more quickly than is found in many other metropolitan areas. Despite the danger, health care is a growing job choice for many as it is one of the few stable careers available and income is quite high.

Between the mitigation procedures implemented by the state of Florida at the start of the pandemic and the large numbers of public and private medical facilities, only once are area hospitals forced to treat critically ill patients out of doors for any extended period of time. The tents still stand, however, as a testament to the possibility of it happening again.

Stringent medical triage has also helped. Non-pandemic flu patients are not even allowed on the hospital grounds any longer. Armed guards at intake gates redirect people to neighborhood medical clinics. In these clinics, the “waiting room” is located out of doors. With no heat or air conditioning, no door to door public transportation to these locations, and very limited seating, few people go unless they absolutely need to. Also, unless you have a state-issued medical care ration card, you will be turned away. This has cut way back on people seeking non-emergency health care assistance. The scarcity of rationed medications adds to the problems.

Ambulance service in Hillsborough County has been greatly curtailed due to lack of fuel. Currently only traffic accidents get ambulance service, and most of the time it is so long getting there that casualty rates have greatly increased. Few ambulance services, all privatized over the last decade or so, will even go to someone’s home any longer. Ambulances have been attacked for their medical supplies, carjacked for their fuel, and commandeered by people desperate to get help for family members. This means that many heart attacks and strokes are automatically triaged and considered fatal, as are collapses due to many other chronic health conditions such as diabetes, emphysema, lupus, and epilepsy. Even asthma is turning unexpectedly deadly. Many of these conditions are already covered by triage rules any way.

For those panflu patients that do make it to the hospital, if a patient comes in already needing ventilation, they are put in a palliative care ward where they are given comfort measures only. With too few ventilators to go around, only those patients with a likelihood of recovery are put on vents. The problem with this logic is that, if a patient gets so sick they need a ventilator, they rarely survive the infection. The vents do little but prolong the inevitable, and raise false hopes. While it may seem grotesque to just assume someone is going to die if they need a ventilator, statistically it has been a medically provable fact since the prepandemic days back in Indonesia and Egypt.

Hospital wards are divided along similar lines to what they have traditionally been. There is pediatrics, geriatrics, and everything in between. One notable difference is that all obstetric cases are transferred to St. Joseph’s Women’s Hospital. Unfortunately, women who are pregnant and sick with panflu have a very low survival rate, certainly many of them miscarry or have stillbirths. The NICU units are strangely empty. Most small children and babies die fairly quickly once they become infected, sometimes within hours of becoming symptomatic because of high temperature spikes resulting in seizures, and quick organ shutdown.

Most pregnant women are urged to deliver at home if at all possible. But due to the lack of prenatal care since the start of the pandemic, many problems are not detected until too late. This, in addition to panflu itself, has caused a sharp rise in infant and mother mortality. Further complicating this is the “new norm” of the last decade of pregnancies in mothers of advanced maternal age and in other high-risk pregnancies. Pre-eclampsia, hemorrhaging, gestational diabetes and uterine ruptures are the three largest at-home-birth complications causing death. Public service announcements are made daily urging the use of some type of birth control method until the pandemic can be brought under control. Unfortunately, birth control medications and devices are in short supply and midwives and women’s groups have begun to disseminate information on natural contraception, though it is less statistically reliable compared to artificial forms of birth control.

With the pandemic just over four months old, the hospitals are depleting all sources of disposable, as well as reusable forms of PPE. Bedding was even becoming a problem until someone suggested contracting with local hotels and convention centers with large laundry facilities.

TECO, the local electricity provider, has made power to medical facilities a top priority. Even though the hospitals rarely lose power because they are on separate circuits from residential areas, each time they do, they lose most of their vented patients. There is simply not enough trained staff to vent any number of patients by hand for hours on end. Despite these astronomical trials to overcome, the hospitals in Hillsborough County are staying afloat. Many other places are not.

The medical facilities in the greater New Orleans, Louisiana area had not fully recovered from the damage inflicted by hurricane Katrina; not in the staffing nor in the building renovations. The influx of panflu patients overwhelmed every facility that remained open within days. The CFR in New Orleans is thus far one of the highest in the US, to date. The stench from the area is so bad that it can be smelled on the other side of Lake Ponchatrain. Most of the hospitals along the northern Gulf Coast including in places like Biloxi, Mississippi and Mobile, Alabama have failed as well.

Hospitals along the southern borders of the US dealt with so many illegal immigrants seeking medical treatment that most of them collapsed within a couple of weeks when they ran out of supplies. Segments of the populations in these towns are now so fanatically furious that law enforcement finds many people, obviously of Hispanic descent, dead along the US/Mexico border every morning where vigilantes have been “patrolling.” And truthfully, most law enforcement departments are now so understaffed that stopping these “patrols” is on the very bottom of their “To Do” list. Neither do the law enforcement departments want to tangle with the extremely violent Mexican gangs to whom the sanctity of life means nothing. The deputies have enough problems without going out of their way to acquire more.

Hospitals on the northern borders of the US are fairing slightly better as the borders there are historically less contentious. In fact, the border actually bisects some towns. Each border town has had to come up with its own strategies to address its own unique mitigation problems.

Most of the US megalopolises – like Dallas/Ft. Worth, Atlanta, and Phoenix – have hospitals surrounded by tent cities full of panflu patients. The picture in such places is a grim one, with little time for “good bedside manner.” Staff are reduced to the state of automaton. They process each new case as best they can and try to stay objective. They see too many of their coworkers having emotional and mental breakdowns. Several hospitals in Los Angeles and New York City are left to be nothing more than burned out shells when rioters seek an object on which to vent their fear and anger.

The remaining medical facilities in the interior of the US range from the quasi-stability found in Tampa to just this side of total collapse. When the Federal government surveyed all the hospitals, they were at first relieved when so few appeared permanently collapsed. Relieved that is until it is realized that the reason there are fewer is because there are simply fewer hospitals. After factoring out all of the hospitals that have closed their doors in small town American during the prepandemic years, the country’s medical community is much closer to catastrophic failure than was originally realized. Not even nationalized health care could prevent this scenario.

With the weight of the federal government now behind manufacturing and distributing basic hospital supplies, some administrators are breathing a sigh of relief. But relief will be short-lived. As with the 1918 Spanish Flu, the second wave of infections is expected to be even larger than the first one.

Between the scare of anarchy in the streets and fear that panflu will escape quarantine just a few streets away from their home, December has been a tense month for Scott and Sissy. There have been good things of course. There always are if you are willing to look hard enough for them. The garden is thriving despite all expectations to the contrary. The weather has cooled down enough to make things more comfortable. No one is freezing like they are in the northern states. There are the additions to their pantry from bartering.

Another good thing that occurs is that Scott gets a partner to ride shotgun when he goes to the apartments. The man is someone in the neighborhood that the family had never met, but knew by sight. Scott and the man, who is named Barry, finally introduce themselves over a burning pile of trash between market days. Barry is retired USAF with nearly 30 years under his belt. He would have stayed in the entire 30 he said except that a sniper shattered his leg outside of Tikrit during the early days of the Second Gulf War. “They saved the leg obviously, but it is wrecked pretty good. I was one of the lucky ones though, all I have left are memories, a few scars, and a limp on cold days.”

Barry is on his second marriage, living in a 3 bedroom ranch-style house at the end of a cul-de-sac. He has three grown sons from his first marriage. One son was last known to be living out in California and into “all kinds of crap that should have killed him years ago.” The other two turned out “pretty good.” One son, still single, was at school at MIT when the pandemic started and is working with some “techno geeks” up there trying to keep the university’s mainframes up and running. The third son is a Sheriff in Pasco County (just north of Hillsborough). That son is married with three children, all girls.

“As soon as things started to rock and roll, Barry Jr. sent his wife and kids to live with us. He comes by every couple of weeks, but he mostly lives at the substation they put in at US41 and SR52. Thank God for my wife and daughter-in-law ‘cause I know jack about raising little girls. Give me GI Joe over Barbie any day. My son brings what money and food he can, when he can. Lord, those girls cry so hard when he has to leave again, it takes a couple o’ days to settle them back down. But I tell you that my retirement and disability pay ain’t gonna cover all these extra mouths for much longer. I gave up trying to get to the Base Commissary at MacDill. Doubt if they even let any but active service personnel on the base now anyway. And, I hate like sin to go try and get on commodities when there are plenty of folks worse off than we are.”

After talking things over with Sissy, Scott approaches Barry with his proposition. Scott will give him twenty-five percent of what they collect if he will ride shotgun on Scott’s rent collection runs. If they see any action, such as an attempted carjacking or robbery, they will split things 50 – 50. Barry asked if he could try it once before absolutely committing himself; and so it was agreed.

On the 15th of the month, the two men head out. Of those who remain at home, one wife is more relieved than she had been and the other more anxious. When the men return in the afternoon, they both are pleased enough with the arrangement that they have already scheduled the next run for January 5th.

“So, what’d you think? Is this something you think you are interested in continuing?” Scott asks Barry.

“Shoot yeah. Wasn’t exactly what I was expecting, but you’ve definitely got a workable system going. But I’m surprised you ain’t had any trouble yet. Some of those folks ain’t what I’d call the stable type.”

Scott laughs, “There are a few that I’ve started having trouble with but nothing too overt. To be honest some of them aren’t that different than they were prepandemic. People generally live in those areas for three main reasons: (1) its all they’ve ver known and they have no desire to live any other way; (2) it’s a step up from where they actually came from; or (3) their life choices leave them stranded with no alternatives.”

“Sounds like you’ve given this some thought.”

“I’ve been doing this for over 12 years. I learned early and hard that the only way to be successful in this business is to learn to discern which of the three categories a tenant falls into. Each one needs a slightly different approach to have a good landlord/tenant relationship. I’ve learned to listen to my instincts and they rarely lead me wrong.”

“So why, if you don’t mind my asking, do you want a partner if you’ve not had any problems?” Barry asks.

“Instincts again. And I didn’t say I hadn’t had any problems, just that it hasn’t been bad. I’m only one man and I have a feeling things aren’t as bad as they’re gonna get. One of these days my luck could change. My family needs me too much to take stupid chances. When I first went into business, one of the smartest things I did was take the advice of an old guy I hired to do a lot of the maintenance work. I learned more from Mr. Morgan in the two years before his death than I ever could have in a classroom. Now I see that I’m missing other skills. You’ve got the training and know how I don’t. I need the help and I’m willing to learn. And I’m willing to pay for the privilege.”

“Well, if you’re open to suggestions, I do have some that should help with security. We should definitely work on a couple of ‘em before we head out again. I know I’d feel better.”

Scott and Barry discuss the proposed modifications while they divide up the day’s “income.”

This run is better than the last, despite the cash brought in being less. Now that it is known that rental payments can be made in barter goods, people have been coming up to Scott at every stop he makes asking if he has any vacancies. He is sure he is going to be able to fill the vacant apartments he has. He just wonders how he is going to word the leases and issue receipts for barter goods . . . and how on Earth will he track something like this for tax purposes, of if that should even be a consideration at this point?

This run they bring in the following items: 4 bushels of mixed oranges, half a bushel of lemons, a bushel of mixed greens, and a small bag of limes; 6 light bulbs and two roles of metal chicken fencing; one tub of oats and 6 boxes of instant grits; 2 car batteries, 6 sparkplugs, and five gallons of gas (no telling where that came from); two sheets of plywood, some PVC pipe, and a coffee can of self-tapping screws; and a brand new color printer still in the original and unopened packaging. The most unusual thing however is two fifty-pound bags of dried corn that probably came from a feed store.

Barry and Scott work out a system where they will drive into Barry’s garage, unload his share so that he won’t be seen carrying it through the street. When they are done there, Scott will head home and unload his part after dark in the backyard since they don’t have a garage. The biggest pain turns out to be dividing the corn. One of the bags split and they had a mess. Barry did a little bit of cussing because every time he tried to lift the bag, the tear only got worse. Next time Scott will bring a couple of five gallon buckets and Barry will bring a couple of plastic tubs.

When Barry asks what Scott is going to do with his share of the corn he said, “My wife’ll think of something.” And actually she does.

What Sissy comes up with is corn nuts. Corn nuts are similar to the parched corn that Native Americans and pioneers ate. While parched corn is traditionally made by putting dried corn on hot rocks or in hot coals. You can also make parched corn by simply covering the bottom of a greaseless frying pan with dried corn and stirring until the kernels are uniformly brown. Corn nuts are a little different from parched corn, and a lot of people think they are tastier.

As a sample batch, Sissy uses one-cup of the whole dried corn kernels and soaks the kernels in two cups of water for three days. She then pours off the water and pats the kernels dry with a towel. Next, she heats up some grease for deep-frying (bacon grease, lard, or vegetable oil can be used). When it is so hot a drop of water sputters on its top, she lowers a heaping tablespoon of kernels into the middle of the grease. The grease begins to boil violently so she has to be careful as she is doing this over the flame of the camp stove.

At first the kernels sink to the bottom. Then they rise to the surface as their moisture departs. When the kernels float to the surface, she watches until they turn copper brown. The kernels need to be crunchy, not chewy. Sissy puts the fried kernels on a screen to drain and then sprinkles them with a little bit of salt. She continues this until she uses all the prepared kernels.

Sissy read in one of her cookbooks that you can also deep fry soybeans. They are supposed to be tasty, but not as much as corn nuts. Soybeans only need to soak overnight. Also, they cook in a shorter time and are lighter than copper brown and do not become exactly crunchy; something between chewy and crunchy. She might try this another time as she hasn’t been quite sure what she was going to do with the 20 pounds of dried soybeans that she stockpiled after it turns out no one really cares for their taste.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Eighteen
(part 2)

Sissy isn’t alone in her quest for ingenious ways to feed her family. Many people have rediscovered the art of pioneer and Native American cooking. An exceptionally good example of this is how Sissy’s cousin managed to feed their group of thirteen a traditional Thanksgiving dinner despite the lack of electricity of gas.

Dear Sissy and family,

I still have that distant feeling like I have not really been here for a couple of months, but it isn’t as bad as it was. I’m trying harder to stay in the here and now and not zone out so much. This letter is proof of that. It chronicles our Thanksgiving dinner preparations and I thought you would enjoy reading it. You were always trying all this weird stuff. Guess what, some of that stuff we saw in the old pioneer museum actually works.

The temperature at 0600 is 34 F. Dark sky, heavy snow, winds with strong gusts. Woke up this morning at 0530hrs to 6 inches of snow and it doesn’t look to let up any time soon. The weather station is in and out so we can’t get an accurate forecast. Though I don’t know why we need one. There is no morning commute to deal with. No deciding whether or not it’s worth the risk of driving. No construction jobs to worry about. Habit I guess. Fortunately all but Cousin’s wife, the Aunt and MIL are hunters and have the right clothing to be out in bad weather. Woods-watches would be near impossible without it.

I’m having a “it’s Thanksgiving so I can” 2nd cup of tea and writing while waiting for the fire to make more coals. Today will present a quite a challenge. I am going to cook a traditional Thanksgiving dinner for 13 people. On a coal stove, and in a large fireplace with a minimum of pans. This bird won’t fit in my little Coleman folding oven or even my biggest iron Dutch oven. I have often cooked in my fireplace over the years, I’ve done roasting chickens in my Dutch ovens or on a drop spit. But never something as big as this turkey. What a time we had cleaning it yesterday. In the past we’ve just taken the breast meat.

But Daughter really wants a stuffed turkey on the table and she’s been so good and tries to help so much so I want to do this for her. It’s so hard on her. She’s just coming into her adult life and it was snatched from her. No way to foresee when or even if, she will be able to resume college. She was aware of the possibility but held out that young-heart hope that she could make it to graduation. At least she’ll be alive- we hope. I haven’t told her yet about the letter we got from my cousin. Her daughter that is the same age refused to come home from college and they had just received word that she has died. They grew up together, as we- their mothers-did. She did get a letter from her best friend across town, on the pony express, and all is as well as can be, or was a month ago. Her family is more like ours and was fairly prepared. She’s read that letter a hundred times since we got it. She finally had to put it in a page protector since it was getting so fragile and the folds were ripping. Her friend was to be married next summer and is still planning on it- though with different accommodations, and I know that makes her think about their futures. I hear her crying at night sometimes when she thinks we’re asleep. We are, but I have mom-hearing and I wake up.

So I got out my quite dog-eared copies of Backwoods Home magazine because I knew I’d read step by step directions for dealing with wild fowl in one of them. Found the right one and sent it out to the garage with Husband and the bird. I have never plucked anything before- and I hope never to do it again. Why didn’t I pay attention to Aunt Dixie when I lived with her? Cause I was 15 and I didn’t pay attention to much. Some of it sank in, but I never helped with something like this. This looks a might different from a store bought bird. Once we got it dressed out and cookable we wrapped it in plastic warp and plunked it on a table in front of the drafty window in the garage where it stayed good and cold and almost freezing.

Last night after the evening meal Daughter and Cousin’s wife and I sat at the kitchen table and tore up the bread we had baked yesterday morning and left out to get stale for the stuffing. Seemed kinda funny to be baking bread just to tear it up later on. But once we started ripping, it felt right. For the first time in almost two months something felt right. It felt like the night before any other Thanksgiving since that is what we do every year. Though before I always used store bought “stuffing bread” and all the leftover heels and pieces of rolls that got squashed or were about to get hard that I put in the freezer just for this. I am so glad I thought to put back some extra Bells seasoning. Stuffing just isn’t the same without it.

Ok- lots of coals have developed. It’s time to try out our plan. 1100hrs So far so good. We got out the big enamel covered roasting pan that we’ve always used. It was my grandmother’s and there are many good memories attached to it. I cleared a good-sized section of the fireplace and set up my fire bricks on their sides in an oval the size of the pan. Left gaps between them so the coals can breath and scooped in the coals. We put the stuffed bird in the pan and set the pan on top of the bricks. I didn’t want to scoop hot coals on top of the enamel cover like I would my Dutch oven. I have no idea what would happen. Cousin looked at the situation, made some measurements and went back to his house where FIL and Uncle and their wives are staying (I’ll get into that later) and came back an hour later with an oven. A piece of steel that he had cut and bent to make an open box type thing. He set it over the pan and TAH DAH- an oven of sorts. It’s big and clumsy to deal with but it’s working. By 10:00 we started to smell the best smell in the world. Roasting Turkey. Thankfully Cousin has always been a serious pack rat and just could not pass up a big piece of steel he saw at the dump a few years ago. He can do anything with metal the same way Husband can do anything with wood. I don’t know why I never showed him the drawing of a colonial era reflecting oven with an adjustable spit. I will now!

1400hrs The rest of the preparations went just like any other year, peeling and chopping, except the pans of veggies went on the coal stove or into the fireplace to cook instead of on the electric range. They might taste different as we are cooking some together to save water and pans. I’m sure they’ll be fine. We haven’t had food like this since the power and then the water went down. Cooking this way is more work, but it’s oddly gratifying. And I am so glad I practiced all these years

1600hrs I was sweaty and grimy from tending the bird and the steaming kettles and pans so went off to have a sponge bath and a nap. When I woke at 1530hrs I could smell the other most wonderful smell in the world. Apple pie. Daughter has a good hand with crusts and had rehydrated some of our dried apple slices and made pie. It’s in the Coleman oven on top of the coal stove. I hugged her so hard.

1700hrs The kitchen is steamy, the table is practically groaning under the load on it. The men are drooling over the most perfect, only slightly singed, apple pie I have ever set eyes on, set in a place of honor in the center of the table with the turkey- which is a wonderful golden color and made tons of drippings for the gravy. There is no space left to put another bowl or plate and there are 13 chairs squeezed in around it- one with a booster seat. This is the first thanksgiving the little guy will probably remember even a little.

1900hrs. We had by unspoken planning put on good clothes- though we never have any other year. The guys even shaved. We all sat down and looked at each other and the bounty on the table and Husband tried to make a toast with apple cider but no words would come out. Cousin tried- same thing. We all just sat and looked at each other and a few tears dropped off chins and then the little guy said “have turkey Daddy?” and we all laughed and just started passing plates and bowls.

2030hrs. I guess wild turkey has tryptofan too. There's a living room full of content snoring men. There was not one scrap of food left when we were done with dinner. Not even anything to scrape off the plates. No leftovers for midnight turkey sandwiches. It’s good because there was no waste, and nothing to try to store, but it’s sad too because the late night turkey sandwich seems to be as much a tradition as the meal itself. Most of us will be so asleep by then anyway we’d never get up- but the night watch wasn’t too happy.

Another thing that felt really strange and we hated to do it but we had to- paper plates, cups and serving bowls. It feels just plain uncivilized on a regular day and especially for a meal like Thanksgiving. But we couldn’t spare the water it would take to wash all those extra bowls. Regular meals are often a one or two pot meal and it goes directly onto the plates/bowls- no extra serving containers. In fact the husbands and wives usually share our plates/bowls. With scraping and wiping before washing we’ve managed to keep water use for dishes to a minimum.

Note for the next big turkey - need to get the pan up higher above the coals so it doesn’t scorch.

2100 hours. Off to bed. Today was special, the best Thanksgiving ever, but it’s back to the new-normal tomorrow.

Love, Cousin Cinda and family

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Ship’s Log

I’ve been resigned about Scott going to the properties to work, but I’ve remained uneasy about it for months. But it looks like at least I can rest my mind some ‘cause he has found a driving partner.

Barry and Serena Coltrain have lived in the neighborhood a while but I’m pretty sure not as long as wel have. Our paths have never crossed as they don’t have kids at home, though Rose says the girls have sold them Girl Scout cookies door-to-door over the years. We recognize them as belonging in the neighborhood, and vice versa, but that’s about it.

Scott is finally getting to know him and given the options I don’t think I could have made a better choice myself. Barry is retired military with civilian security experience. There isn’t any chance of him being recalled to active duty though because he has a pretty significant leg disability. Scott seems to like him which is icing on the cake. He says they share similar work ethics, politics, and sense of humor.

After two runs they both seem comfortable and Barry has made some good suggestions that Scott says makes him feel less vulnerable when out picking up rent and barter. And having someone there he knows has his back when dealing with any tenant issue makes me less uneasy.

I just hope this continues to work out as planned.
-- Sissy
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Nineteen

The day of December Twenty-Fourth dawns bright and cold. In fact, it is the coldest day of the season thus far. In years passed, this would have added to the fun of the holiday season. This year it is proving to be a hardship for many families.

Few homes in this part of Florida have fireplaces. Those that do are either the very old cracker or bungalow style homes of frame and crawl space construction or are the newer, more expensive suburban homes. The older homes, unless they have been extensively renovated at some point, are usually drafty and the fireplaces are in disrepair if they haven’t been outright sealed shut. The fireplaces in the new homes are usually more decorative than useful, are built to see the fire not necessarily feel the heat, are set up to use gas and “fake” logs, and have impractical decorations of wood and stone detailing. The Chapman’s home does not have a fireplace. And right now, until the power company fixes whatever the 220 voltage problem is on the lines into the neighborhood, the central heat does not work.

Our family is prepared for Florida’s coldest weather, which usually occurs in January, with a propane heater, Hotties hand warmers, and a few other things. For now, the family doesn’t want to use the fuel until they have to. So the family bundles up in layered clothing and the kids’ bedding is moved into their parents’ room so that the family can share body heat at night when it gets really cold. Scott adds a layer of insulation to the windows in that room and Sissy hangs thick curtains across the windows and doors to control drafts and prevent heat from escaping. Moving the whole family into a single sleeping area also frees up more space for storage of the barter goods they hope to bring in.

All the wood the family has been saving is going to come in handy despite the lack of an indoor fireplace. Scott and Sissy gave each other an outdoor fireplace for their last wedding anniversary. It was made by a company called Uniflame and even came with a removable cooking grate. It sits on four sturdy legs, and unlike the firebowls that became popular the last couple of years, has a chimney. The family also has a terracotta chiminea, but it is more for ambiance than heating. It is heavy to move and awkward to clean. Its only value thus far is when the mosquitoes starts to get bad, but the family is still working outside, they burn a couple of chunks of red cedar in the chiminea to help drive off the bloodthirsty insects.

So, while Scott sets up the outdoor fireplace – it was in storage in the shed since summer – the rest of the family sets to work doing morning chores. The plants need to be moved back outside. Pool water is collected in five-gallon buckets and taken to use in the toilets inside. The potable water containers are topped off with the well and then the well is turned off for the remainder of the day. Rugs are brought outside and shaken out. A gallon of solar tea is set to brew. And a lot of other small, day-to-day things that just have to get accomplished.

Mid-morning, since the power stayed on, Sissy got to work preparing the Christmas Eve dinner. First she starts a batch of Cuban bread in the bread machine. Then she puts the yellow rice and home-canned pork loin to cook in the solar panel cooker – with the breeze blowing it will take longer to cook. “Well, at least there isn’t any cloud cover,” Sissy thinks. When they light the fireplace, she will set the flan and the rum cake to bake in the reflector oven. The last thing she does is to put a loaf of Raisin-Pecan-Apple Butter Bread to bake in the toaster oven for tomorrow’s breakfast in case the power goes off between now and then.

After all of the food preparation is started, Sissy begins checking the edible landscaping to see if anything needs to be tended or covered just in case of frost. The last thing she wants is to have the garden get this far and then get frozen just on account of her carelessness. While she enjoys gardening, it is also very stressful, as she knows her family is becoming dependent on what she can raise to supplement their long-term prep items. She misses the accurate weather forecasts they used to get. Amazing how important to their plans they once were. While looking over the plant beds she discovers that a squirrel has dug around some of the salsify roots but it appears that they only damaged the top of one plant. This one she carefully digs out and takes inside to see if anything can be made of it. “Waste not, want not.”

“Argh!!” Sissy grumbles loudly.

James and Sarah come running, “Momma, what’s wrong?!”

“I am gonna have me a squirrel coat if those stinkin’ fluffy tailed rats don’t stay out of my plants. Just look what those vermin have done.”

“But Momma, they’re so cute,” Sarah says plaintively. James just rolls his eyes and walks away leaving Sissy to explain to Sarah that cute doesn’t keep them from being a big problem.

“Sarah I mean it. You better not be doing anything to draw those pests. We can’t afford the kind of trouble they can cause,” Sissy threatens.

“But Mom…”

“No buts Sarah. Things aren’t the way they used to be. Some of those nasty things carry worms and they can also carry rabies. Not only that. If they rip a whole in the soffitt and get into the attic, they can do as much damage as rats. Do you understand what I’m telling you?”

“Yes ma’am. But if there aren’t any birds to watch and if I can’t watch squirrels, what can I watch?”

“Well, I thought you girls said Johnnie belonged in a zoo. Why can’t you watch him?”

“Mom!” is Sarah’s exasperated response.

“OK, OK. Next time a soft-shell falls into the swimming pool you can keep it for a couple of days and observe it for your journal, then you’ll need to release it. Or maybe James can catch a gopher tortoise in the orange grove. Better yet, why don’t you find out about bat houses and maybe Dad and James will help you build one or two. Either way, no more squirrels. Got it young lady?”

“Yes ma’am,” Sarah sighs with all the angst and drama a preteen can pack into the sound and tromps dejectedly away.

Sissy just shakes her head and smiles ruefully. “Thank you God for my children; for their health and their safety. Please help me to appreciate their gifts and give me the fortitude not to strangle them when they do things that completely baffle me and try my patience. Honestly,” Sissy mutters. “No wonder we have twice as many squirrels as everyone else. She’s been feeding them. Thank goodness I keep the pantry locked or who knows what we would be missing by now.”

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Later that evening, after dinner and its clean up has come and gone and holiday wishes have been exchanged with family and friends via the internet, the family bundles together around the outdoor fireplace drinking either cocoa or hot cider made from powdered mixes. More and more its becoming obvious that their prepping is setting them apart from the rest of their neighbors. Even though they have to carefully ration everything they still have plenty to eat. Because of their financial preps, they are able to pay their bills. And, because they established a flexible business continuity plan they are withstanding the economic trials of their industry. They’ve chosen not to be obvious with all they have. While other people complain about what they don’t have or brag about what they do, Scott and Sissy keep their own circumstances private. They participate in the barter market for news and because everyone else does, not because they need to. They don’t feel any need to make themselves a target for the envious.

While their solar/crank radio quietly plays some Christmas music being broadcast on the only station that hasn’t closed until the New Year, Scott tells his family how Barry’s little granddaughters reacted when he took over the “packages that Santa mis-delivered.”

Earlier in the week Barry mentioned that the only thing the girls requested for Christmas, besides a visit from their father, was some Christmas candy. He had asked if Scott knew of anyone with some candy to trade but they had had no luck. Rose, overhearing what the adults were talking about, asked Sissy if they could give the little girls some as a surprise. Sissy, hesitant to reveal exactly how much and what she had indeed hidden away suggested instead that perhaps it would be nice if they made the girls some candy instead. With no small amount of hilarity, the kids made molasses taffy, homemade candy canes, and some Bean Fudge. They carefully packed these in a recycled Christmas tin and Sissy placed three chocolate Santas she had bought on clearance last year on top. They sent the tin over with three brand-new packages of crayons, a ream of white paper, and three quickly sewn Barbie doll dresses to which they added accessories from the horde their Bekah had.

When Scott went over to make the drop and try and get away without being noticed, Barry’s son who is a sheriff caught him. “Crap!” he thought. “This guy is going to think I’m nuts.”

Scott quickly explains, “Hi! You must be Barry’s son. He’s helped me out with my business this month.”

“Oh. Sorry about growling like that. My brain is still on the job. My dad’s out back. I’ll get him.”

When Barry came out, Scott explained why he’d been sneaking around, and before Barry could voice any objections, Scott caught a couple of little eyes peeking around the fence.

He raised his voice a little and said, “Sorry for the mix-up. I think Santa must be especially tired this year and got our addresses turned around. He’s got a couple of reindeer down as well so had to make some early deliveries. Maybe you can just hide this stuff for him so the girls won’t know he goofed.” Then with a wink and a smile Scott turned to go leaving Barry standing there with his mouth hanging open. Right then the little girls could be heard squealing to their dad that Santa was too coming to visit. That he just was going to have to wait and see.

After Scott tells the story and everyone has a good laugh, the last of the coals start to go out. The cold was really starting to set in so they head inside to clean up and go to bed. Johnnie, looking a little worried, asks, “Santa is coming?” Sissy gives him a hug and says “I guess we’ll see in the morning won’t we?”

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Bean Fudge

1 cup soft cooked pinto beans
¼ c. milk
1 T. vanilla extract
6 oz. Unsweetened chocolate
6 T. butter or margarine
2 lbs. Powdered sugar

In a large bowl stir beans and milk together, adding enough milk to resemble mashed potatoes; stir in the vanilla. Melt chocolate and margarine and stir into bean mixture. Gradually stir in the powdered sugar a little at a time. Knead with hand to get it well blended. Form into two 1 ½ inch rolls. Chill if possible until set, usually one or two hours. Then cut into bite sized pieces.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty

As is the family’s new habit, they wake before dawn has quite broken. Everything is quiet and peaceful until the younger ones remember what day it is.

“MERRY CHRISTMAS!!”

Scott and Sissy make the kids wash and dress warmly before they can investigate the tree. Of course the kids are ready in record time. Even Rose and James, well past the age where they worry about whether Santa put them on the naughty or nice list, are excited about the day.

The kids had hoped to have the Christmas lights on, but the power has indeed gone off yet again. Even Scott and Sissy are disappointed but try not to show it.

Just then Rose jumps up and says, “Wait!” And she reaches into the tree and flicks a switch on a small plastic box and a short strand of tiny white lights turns on. “I took these off an old wreath that somebody gave us a couple of years ago. I’m not sure how much charge the batteries have left in them, but we’ll have Christmas lights for a few minutes anyway.”

After a group hug and much praise and admiration for Rose’s forethought and ingenuity, the family carefully opens their presents to one another. Even Johnnie, imitating the others, makes an attempt not give into the temptation to shred the paper, but to save it in case they need it for something else.

While Johnnie babbles questions like how did Santa come and how did he get in, Scott and Sissy wonder how far to take their answers. Bekah saves them by explaining, “Just like we helped Santa visit Mr. Barry’s family, somebody must have helped Santa visit us.” And that is as good an explanation as any.

It is like no other Christmas they have ever had. There is no doubt that it is leaner than any they’ve shared in years. Almost everything is homemade except for a few practical gifts Sissy had hidden away for the kids. But the fact that they are all still healthy and together, that they have food, clothing, and shelter when so many have nothing, outweighs any regret that they have that things are different. It is certainly a holiday no one will ever forget, regardless of the number of years that may pass.

While Sarah, Bekah, and Johnnie are playing with their gifts, Rose helps Sissy set the breakfast table with slices of the bread that had been baked the day before, glasses of fresh squeezed orange juice, a small jar of apple butter, “margarine” made from powdered milk, and some home-canned sausage patties.

While Sissy is arranging breakfast, Scott and James go check on things outside. When they come inside Sissy asks if the plants are OK.

“Yeah, I think so, but we are going to have to pick all the fruit off of the citrus trees,” Scott replies.

“Why?!” Sissy asks sharply.

“ ‘Cause if we don’t we aren’t going to get any. A lot of the fruit on the lower branches on one side of the tree is gone. There isn’t any on the ground so they didn’t just fall off,” James says in disgust as he hangs his gloves on the coat rack.

“Huh.” And then, after thinking a moment, Sissy says, “Well then we’ll just have to clean off all the fruit this afternoon. From now until the next day the power comes on we’ll drink all the juice and eat all the fruit we want. On the day the power comes on I’ll need help juicing the remaining fruit and then I’ll can it. We’ve got a lot of empty quart jars and I have plenty of rings and seals put away. I’ll candy the peels and anything else that we don’t use can go into the compost pile. There won’t be anything left for those fruit rustlers next time. Sharing with those in need is one thing, being stolen from is another.”

“Yes, Mom.” everyone chimes.

“And before breakfast could you all please move your worms out of my bathroom?” And with a theatrical shudder Sissy continues, “Trying to use the bathroom while thinking about those things wiggling around in there is just plain wrong.”

So with a laugh that breaks the tension and gets their Christmas celebration back on track, the family washes their hands and sits down to breakfast.

After a morning spent goofing off, singing favorite Christmas carols, and generally doing nothing more constructive than putting away the dishes, it is time to pull the citrus fruit. While empty storage tubs are lined up inside the house, Scott and Sissy begin to methodically harvest every ripe grapefruit from their two large trees. As the trees are in the front of their yard - which was probably why the trees were targeted in the first place - people start stopping by for a word or two.

Sissy is a bit perplexed over the attention she is receiving. She stays up the ladder in the tree to avoid close contact but people seem to insist on stopping by and talking to her anyway. She can’t imagine why people she has never met seem to know her. To be honest, after four months of SIP and confining her face-to-face contacts with her immediate family, she is a little freaked out. It is a struggle to interact with people in person again.

Her neighbor finally takes pity on her and explains that Scott is always passing along bits and pieces of what she is up to. When he asks her for a recipe that someone has asked him for it usually makes the rounds of the neighborhood or gets tacked up on the neighborhood bulletin board for everyone to see. On top of that, more people than Sissy thought had listened to her repeatedly mentioning the need to be prepared for emergencies. Not everyone acted on what she said, but some had, and it made a difference for more than one family.

“Well, for Pete sake. What’s all the fuss for? I’m not the only one. Mr. Cleary down the road has what amounts to a community garden in his backyard. Mrs. Linden has donated her empty lot for the trash burning and the neighborhood market. Mr. Jones lets people that have had their power turned off get water from his outside spigot and he carts water to those three widow ladies the next street over on his bicycle. I can name more than a dozen other people that do the same kind of things,” Sissy huffily exclaims.

“Yeah but we’ve been able to say hello to them before now. This is the first time in months that you’ve popped your head up out of the rabbit’s hole for more than a minute, and it’s the first time a lot of folks have had a chance to get a good look at you,” the neighbor laughingly replies. “Add to that, you have five kids at home and a husband that goes into parts of town most of us avoided even before the pandemic – and it hasn’t made you crazy enough to bay at the moon – its given you a bit of mystique.”

“Mystique?! You’ve gotten bored and have been reading too many bodice-ripper romances again haven’t you? I do not have mystique. I am a mother of five. I have gray hair. I . . . ouch . . . just ripped my jeans dat blasted! I do not have mystique. Y’all are crazy for a fact. Y’all are just hard up for entertainment.”

“OK . . . OK . . . “ the neighbor goes away snickering and then starts laughing outright as yet another person stops by “just to say hello.”

Scott doesn’t help matters by grinning and whispering up at her, “I told you this neighborhood is full of nosey people.” All Sissy can do is give him a dirty look.

A little while later, just as Sissy is coming down the ladder one last time, she casually looks over at her banana trees. She expects to see them all frozen back and wilted but low and behold what meets her eye? “Scott, oh Scott, look, look!” Sissy squeals excitedly.

“What?! Something wrong with the ladder? Something in the tree?” Scott rushes over as he spies Sissy bouncing around on the ladder enough to shake the whole top of the tree.

“Oh my gosh! They are in bloom!!!!”

“What? Geez, give me a heart attack woman. What in blazes has you so excited?” Scott asks in consternation while his heart slows back down to a normal rythmn.

“The banana trees! Oh look kids, the banana trees are in bloom. They haven’t done that in six or seven years. Oh Scott. Do you know if anyone else has blooms on their banana trees?”

“Lord Sissy, I have no idea. Come on, its getting cold out here. Let’s get the last of this fruit inside.”

“But Scott … “

“Sissy, the trees will either make it or not. I don’t have any way of keeping them warm if it freezes. You know that.”

“Oh, I hope they don’t lose their blooms. Can’t you remember how sweet those bananas were when they made last time? I’ve never had better except for maybe those that used to grow at your parents’ place when we first started dating.”

“Yeah, but honey, don’t get your hopes up.” Scott reminds, trying to bring Sissy back down to reality.

“I know. Really, I do. I just … if they do make it will be wonderful. I have those cases of banana baby food but that stuff tastes terrible, like green bananas. Its only good for baking with. I would love to be able to give the kids fresh bananas,” Sissy tells Scott dreamily.

“Well, we can hope. I wouldn’t mind biting into a sweet, fresh banana around May either.” Scott responds.

Later that evening, after reviewing the day’s events, Sissy is reminded of one of the news clips that really struck her a couple of weeks ago. Its wasn’t so much what the story was about, but how the people being interviewed were acting. They seemed either dazed and disconnected or like they were really jacked up and just a little bit on the crazy side. They would get that deer in the headlights look and phrases would fall out of their mouths before they were even half thought out.

At the time she put it down to the fact that it always appeared that the goofiest people were the ones that wind up on television. Everyone knows those stereotypes: the hillbilly hausfrau with a million curlers in her hair and a tent-sized muumuu who’s practically shrieking about how the tornado sounded just like the freight trains that used run by Uncle Wilbur’s farm when she was a little girl or the rail thin guy with a wad of tobacco in his mouth pondering on whether the mysterious light everyone saw was from a spaceship who was coming to kidnap humans for use as sex slaves or was the light on the front of the ghost engine that rattles through town every fifth of Juvember. Bizarre.

The thing she is remembering now is that the people on that show actually looked more or less normal. They weren’t characters or stereotypes. Any of them could have been a neighbor. Heck, any of them could have passed for a member of her own family. They just all were acting strange, like they weren’t used to interacting with other people much. Looking back, she now feels bad for stereotyping people that were just having trouble communicating after not really having to do it very much. She probably looked the same way those people did, only she was up a ladder in a grapefruit tree with a pair of ripped jeans on, jumping spastically every time someone addressed a remark in her general direction. She’s sure she would have looked more than a little goofy had someone caught a shot of her in that position.

Sissy then went on to remind herself that she is lucky that SIP is all she is dealing with. They have food and they have their health. She hasn’t lost any of her children or her spouse. They have a secure roof over their heads, a business that is still going even if it is limping, and prospects for the future. Yes, she is definitely in a Blessed position. Next time she swears she will be a little less quick to judge someone just because of their appearance. Maybe looking in her own mirror more often will keep her from being so judgmental.

But really, she must have made some picture up in that tree. At least she can laugh at herself. And she doesn’t begrudge anyone else a laugh either. Come to think of it, it was kind of funny.

And so thinking, she rolls over and can finally sleep knowing that she is blessed that everyone she cares most about is safe and snug and where they are supposed to be, on this very special night. Praying that the next time this holiday comes around, things will be better for everyone.

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Margarine Substitute from Powdered Milk

roughly 1/2 cup powdered milk
roughly 1 1/2 cups of chosen cooking oil
2/3 cups of water
couple of drops of yellow food coloring if desired

Mix water and food coloring with powdered milk until completely dissolved. Drizzle the cooking oil into the milk/water mixture and whisk as you drizzle. You need a nice, even incorporation of the oil. If your mixture is still too soft for your preference, you can mix in a little additional powdered milk. You can also add just a little bit of salt if you desire.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-One

The New Year has come and gone. Decorations have been packed away. The radio and television stations that are still in business have returned to their pandemic scheduling. And life is settling back into a measured routine.

Though it wasn’t an easy choice to make, agreeing to accept barter goods for rent is turning out to be one of the best adjustments in their business continuity plans. Especially, at least for the foreseeable future, since they accept nearly anything that might prove useful. On the January 5th run they picked up the usual bushels of citrus as well as tangerines and loquats (aka Japanese plums). They also pick up a selection of Craftsman tools, a 50-foot ladder, some miscellaneous plumbing supplies, two towing ropes, a heavy-duty pulley, a marine battery still in good condition, an assortment of miscellaneous household goods, and a couple of spare tires that fit Barry’s car. His car has been out of commission since picking up some nails while going through an area that had seen some rioting.

While out, Scott uses some of the bartered plumbing supplies to help another landlord in the area fix a broken water line into a small apartment complex. For that piece of work he picks up some cash and a selection of goods that has been abandoned in empty units including several pieces of enamel and cast iron cookware. He decides to split this evenly with Barry, as the extra work wasn’t in their original agreement.

Strange as it may seem, this proves to be a turning point in the business. Now several landlords in areas where Scott has his own apartments contact him and make appointments for repairs. Apparently regular repair/handy-man companies are few and far between and those that are still in business have a long waiting list; or a long list of things that they won’t or can’t do. Even if you can find one and they don’t have a waiting list until next Juvember, many of those companies simply will not go in certain areas of town. After careful consideration, Scott decides to continue keeping his runs down to three or four times per month because of fuel costs; but, if the extra work keeps up, especially if there is cash or fuel as payment, he will add another day or two. Or, better yet, he might be able to hire a couple of more guys from the neighborhood and they can complete more jobs on the same gas. Just in case, he and Barry begin talking about whom in the neighborhood might be good candidates as partners. Not only did the men need the skills, but they also need the steady nerves to be able to work out in the open in neighborhoods that might prove dangerous, and the temperament to be able to avoid being the cause of any problems.

“Serena thinks Tom Cox would be a great addition to the team,” Barry says mentioning a name his wife had suggested.

“Yeah he would. But the question is would he be willing to. He runs his own custom cabinet business, at least he did prepandemic,” Scott says.

“Do you know whether he is a carpenter or does he just own the business?”

“He’s a heck of a carpenter. He was James’ Cub Scout leader. He made his troop’s Pine Wood Derby track and when the boys crossed over into Boy Scouts he made these shadow boxes that held all of their awards. Its beautiful work.”

“Sounds good, but in case he isn’t available have you thought about anyone else?”

“I thought about trying Bob Gri …” Scott doesn’t even get to finish before Barry interrupts.

“No. No way, man. Guy is a boneheaded loser. He signs up to work in the community garden and then never shows up; or shows up after all the real work has been done. Mr. Cleary has also caught him asleep when he is on guard duty at night. I wouldn’t trust the guy. Guy is just downright lazy and shiftless.”

“OK. Relax, it was just a thought and I was really thinking more about his wife and kids.”

“Kids deserve some sympathy with an ol’ man like Bob, that’s a fact. But forget the wife. She isn’t much better than ol’ Bob. Ann caught her ‘borrowing’ a few things out of our garden … twice … even after she was told we couldn’t spare anything ‘cause of the girls.”

“That sucks, but explains how they haven’t starved to death yet. So it seems we may have our own garden pirate in the neighborhood.”

“OK, Bob Grinder is definitely out. Thank gawd,” Barry says in relief. “You think of anyone else?”

“There’s a couple. I wouldn’t mind asking Mr. Jones but I’m not sure how’d he do if a situation got rough. Same with Mr. Cleary. Most of the others I know I could ask are too young because they are friends of James, and most of them don’t have dads around.”

“Why don’t we just wait. I’ll do some recon and check out who might work out on my end of the block, you check out your end. Don’t let Mrs. Cleary figure out what you are doing though,” Barry warned.

“”Man, I’m glad I finally found someone to agree with me. Nice lady, but she is a gossipy ol’ thing. She means well, but sometimes I don’t want my business all over town. Let’s meet again tomorrow if you’re up to it. The better planned out we get this, the quicker we can get out, get ‘r done, and get home,” Scott says.

While Scott is working at keeping their outside business going and the bills paid, Sissy is trying to keep the home up and running. This task is made a little easier by the fact that the power company has finally fixed whatever the problem was with the voltage and they are back to being able to run all of the 220 appliances; at least when the power is on.

To Sissy’s way of thinking it is good to have all the equipment and skills necessary to provide for her family when the power is out. But, there is no question about life being much easier when the power is on. Being able to turn a handle and have hot water for the taking is a Godsend. Being able to throw a casserole in the microwave sure doesn’t hurt either. And being able to do the washing and drying of clothes in her automatic machines, rather than in a horse trough, just about tops everything. The conveniences mean she can do more than one major task at a time. In other areas the power being on lessens the likelihood of civil unrest. When the power is out, people get testy.

Sissy’s first task when the power comes back on – after topping off their water storage containers – is to juice and can the nearly thirty bushels of grapefruit they picked on Christmas day. Some fruit she cans in segments, but most she just juices and lets the kids eat the remaining pulp for dessert. She also cans some of the oranges that Scott is bringing home in trade. James, Sarah, and Bekah often slip into the orange grove next door and bring another couple of bags home in exchange for weeding around a tree or two and pulling the always-encroaching saw-briar vines out of the trees.

How James, the budding landscape architect, made those arrangements is still a mystery. But, it makes the kids feel good about contributing to the family’s pantry so she doesn’t forbid it. Her primary rule is that there is to be NO interaction with people outside of the family unless either she or Scott is present and even then they are to get no closer than twenty feet to the other people. Before the pandemic, that would have probably caused accusations of excessive control and child abuse. Now Sissy doesn’t care what people think. She is going to do whatever it takes to keep her family safe from panflu. All she can think of sometimes is that poor woman who lives three streets over. She lost her baby, her husband, and now rumor has it that her older child is ill. As a matter of fact, that whole four-house enclave has lost at least two members per house and this is despite them having a stockpile of Tamiflu. No, she refuses to second guess herself when it comes to the safety and health of her children.

The kids also help with the gardening in their own yard, especially James and Sarah. The family is starting to enjoy some real benefit from their “farming.” As soon as they harvest the beets, lettuce, mustard greens, onions, cabbage, broccoli, carrots, and celtuce that they planted a couple of months ago, they turn around and plant another crop of them. January also sees the first fresh sweet peas make it to the dinner table. About mid-month they pull all of the dried pods from the shelling beans and hang them in mesh bags on the lanai to finish drying before Sissy hulls them and then vacuum seals them with her Food Saver for later use. Good thing she thought to stock up on all those extra rolls of bags for the FS. That wasn’t cheap, but it sure has come in handy on more than one occasion.

And on top of the citrus fruit they have picked, their mulberry tree is fruiting. Sissy debated planting this tree in the beginning. First of all, it is a terribly messy tree and the fruit really stains everything. Secondly though was her fear that it is known for attracting birds – a possible carrier species of the panflu. But, food is food. Even though she planted the tree only two years ago, they’ve collected enough fruit to make two pies so far as well as a batch of sweet berry sauce that was poured over cornmeal pancakes one morning.

In addition to the other things that they have replanted, it is finally the time of year to give parsnips and shallots a try. They also add new burdock and collard greens in anticipation of harvesting their earlier plantings of these at the beginning of next month. This succession planting will mean that they can stretch their fresh food season out considerably. And thanks to some trading Scott husband has done, Sissy also has some Chinese cabbage seedlings to bed out.

Yes, it is a lot of work to keep a family of seven safe, fed, and clean. Having the power on, even if it is intermittent, sure doesn’t hurt. But it is the extra helping hands of the family pitching in that is the biggest help.

Sissy is so glad she doesn’t have to worry about sending the kids back to school. They have always homeschooled and she sees no reason to stop. Truthfully her kids have continued to school in much the same way they always have and it has helped hugely to maintain some normalcy. There is some concern about whether the oldest daughter, finishing her senior year in highschool, will be able to continue with her dual enrollment, but the community college just carried over her registration from the fall semester and she has been able to pick up two classes online. Hillsborough Community College is going to have a few classrooms open, but no where near the full capacity they usually are running. Those classes that are open are primarily for first responders.

Now that the Florida legislature has declared that public schools will re-open no later than February 1st, many families are struggling to figure out how they are going to get their kids there. People are up in arms that school bussing has been severely cut back. Schools have also reduced their week from five days to four days. There are no more free school breakfasts either, but every child – regardless of whether they were on the program before or not – will receive a free lunch just for coming to school.

All after-school care has ceased but with the extended school day and rigorously enforced curfews it isn’t needed. Most of the sports programs have been cut for the semester, as has all of the academic and interest clubs. The legislature wants the schools to re-open but they are trying to address the concern of too many group gatherings. There is also the issue of financing. Only academic pursuits are being funded. All extra curricular activities have been cut to funnel money into the lunch program.

The FCAT, the state’s standardized test that is used to determine a child’s academic placement for the following year, has been suspended. So far for only one year, but the news reports that some activists have made noise about taking the opportunity to scrap the test all together. They believe that the pandemic is going to cause too much of a disruption in educational continuity for the FCAT to be used to accurately measure academic training for at least several years. The teachers are also concerned as the FCAT is used to influence their pay scale.

There are enough parents refusing to send their children back to school that all of the home education offices in every school district across the state are quickly overwhelmed with Letters of Intent. In all of the states that have begun to talk about reopening schools, this is the case. Homeschool advocates that have been aware of the pandemic threat have reminded people since the beginning that homeschooling is legal in all 50 states of the USA and that people need to make themselves familiar with the laws that governed their state specifically. Homeschool websites are hitting record numbers of views, at least those that remain available. The websites that offer free curriculum plans and materials are getting hit the heaviest for page views.

An added problem in every state is that so few teachers are returning to work. Many districts have to fall back on the same video lessons they have been offering on public broadcast channels while the school buildings have been closed. Registration in Florida’s Virtual School Program (FLVS) has been re-opened and applications are coming in so fast that the semester will be over before all of the forms can be processed. The State is really trying to make accommodations. They show some concern for the children but they also want to see more adults return to the work force instead of staying home with their children.

The law makes it clear that until a child reaches the age of 16 – older in some states – each state is required to provide them with an education. There is also an obligation on the parent and child’s part to avail themselves of this education or suffer the charges of truancy (child) or educational neglect (parent), either of which could lead to incarceration and/or removal of the child from the home. The reality is that things are so crazy that tracking truancies is way down on the priority list. The problem is that while it might not matter this year, it could seriously impact a child’s progress over the next couple of years. You can’t just lose an entire year’s education without repercussions of one form or another. The current educational system is simply unable to address the magnitude of issues brought on by a long-term catastrophic event like a pandemic.

And the problems don’t stop there. There are many schools without reliable water and electrical service. The legislature still needs to address the number of school days mandated by Florida law that encompasses a full school year (180 days). Some schools in smaller towns are being used as triage facilities for panflu patients. Some schools have even suffered physical damage from rioting or looting. The State, under pressure to “do something about the children” – except that there is no consensus as to exactly what that should be – has tried to please everyone and winds up pleasing very few.

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“Mom, I need another eraser for my pencil,” James tells his mother.

“So soon? Didn’t I just give you one day before yesterday?” Sissy asks perplexed.

“Yes ma’am. But these stupid Algebra II problems are hard. I get so far, then make a mistake and have to erase the problem and start all over,” James explains.

“Let me think. Think, think, think,” sissy says, taping her forehead with one finger while she lays her other arm across her stomach.

“Mom,” James grins.

“What?” Sissy asks.

“You’ve been reading too many Winnie the Pooh stories to Johnnie again haven’t you?” James snickers.

“Hmmm? How di you … Oh. Well yes, I guess I have. I have to say though its better than when he was enthralled with Dr. Seuss. I had started talking in rhyme before he was tired of them,” Sissy rolls her eye then continues. “But I think maybe I’ve come up with something.”

Sissy goes over to the closet where she has locked up all of their office and school supplies and starts rummaging around. “Now where did I put … oh, there it is. Yep, should have enough for quite some time. And, yea, there you are suck. Ack, don't fall,” Sissy mumbles and rummages.

“Uh, mom?”

“OK. Got everything. Here’s a chalk board, chalk, eraser, and this thing holds the chalk and works like a mechanical pencil so that the chalk will last longer,” Sissy explains as she holds the stuff out for James to take.

“I get it. This will help. I think,” James agrees.

“Just don’t let the girls or Johnnie get ahold of it. I’ve got a lot of chalk, but not enough to waste. I’ve got Plaster of Paris that I can use to make more chalk if we need it, but I can’t shape it into skinny pieces like this,” Sissy warns.

“You mean like the sidewalk chalk you made at Christmas for the girls?”

“Yeah. If we have to we can make that but it is a hit or miss on the quality.”

“I’m pretty sure the girls won’t mess with it since the chalk is only white, but Johnnie might get into it. Can I lock my room?"”James asks.

“No, I would rather just lock everything back up in the closet. I don’t want to start locking rooms unless I absolutely have to. Getting too territorial may cause more problems than it solves,” Sissy explains.

With that problem solved, at least temporarily or until Scott can bring in some office supplies as barter income, Sissy begins to consider a situation she’s been running into more and more often. Their supplies are getting spread around and things are becoming less, rather than more, organized no matter what she tries.

She tries to keep all like items together in one bin, container, tub, closet, drawer, or at least in a similar location. It makes it much easier to find and then keep track of to see whether they are running short so she can start rationing the item. The food is easy in this respect because she is generally the meal planner and the food only comes out when it is being prepared. She does keep the pantry locked, but that is to prevent snacking, but at least everything is in one place. But other stuff in the house isn’t quite as easy to keep track of.

With five kids doing school at home, they each have their own school space. That is five desks that require five sets of school supplies. And the kids are always saying they are out of this or that so she gives them another one … like the erasers for James. But the problem is that they aren’t necessarily “out” of something, just that perhaps like a pencil it is getting short and they want a new one. Paper is the same way. She found nearly a ream in the girls’ desks after they had told her they were almost out. Rose and James like to keep their own supplies of items rather than always having to ask Sissy for something. Then there is Scott. He will lose pens and pencils on the job or get mad and break them when he gets tired and frustrated. That wouldn’t have been a big deal before but it certainly is now when every one of any given item could become “the last one” of any given item.

Outside she has to worry about thieves and vandals stealing. Inside she can’t use the same thought patterns but on some days it feels the same way. She knows that Scott is taking some of her cleaning supplies and paper goods for the business, but the more he takes for the business the less they have for themselves. She has to really stretch her diplomatic skills when she reminds Scott that if he is going to take something to at least let her know so that she can track where the inventory is going and what it is being used for.

Locking everything up is not an option, and even if it was it is not likely to be a good solution. Being cooped up 24/7 is difficult enough without making her family members feel like they must ask permission for ever little thing they do or need. That is tyranny unchecked on the way to a total revolt. No, somehow she needs to impress on everyone that the longer they find themselves living in these circumstances, the more frugal they need to be. Well, maybe even frugal might not get the job done. Maybe she needs to encourage the idea of stewardship.

Yes, stewardship is probably a better way of dealing with this sticky situation. If everyone sees themselves as empowered to do their share then maybe they will be more inclined to do it willingly as opposed to because it is being forced on them. She is definitely going to give that a try. Now here’s hoping that no one finds the idea too lame.

A couple of days later Sissy finds that using the idea of stewardship has really worked. In one instance though she thinks one of her children is taking it a bit too far. James prefers being outdoors as much as possible. He’s always enjoyed landscaping and working in the yard, so long as no one was telling him he had to. But now he seems to be getting obsessed with how things look and Sissy hasn’t been able to distract him at all.

“I can’t stand the front yard looking as bad as it looks,” James complains bitterly to Sissy. “Can’t I mow it just once? Please?”

“Honey, I wish I could say yes. I know it bothers you. It doesn’t do much for me either. But gas is too scarce. We have the scythe and swing blade.”

“Mom those things are brutal and don’t give a very finished look. I only use them in the orange grove to keep my paths clear and around the trees I’ve been taking care of. Isn’t there anything else I can use?”

“If anyone in the neighborhood had a goat I’d let them picket it in our front yard.” After a brief hesitation Sissy says, “There may be one thing we can try if you want, at least up next to the road.”

“What?” James asks suspiciously.

Sissy explains, “I’ve got a lot of wild flower seed packets. Scythe the grass short one more time and we’ll interplant the seeds with what little grass is left. If we get some decent rain amounts, the seeds should take. If they bloom that’ll be another food source for the bees.”

“Won’t that look just as bad?” James asks, clearly doubtful.

“It can’t look worse that what we have now. We’ll just have to make sure to keep them from spreading under the grapefruit trees. I think I even have some that are supposed to be strictly for shady areas which we can plant under the big oaks.”

James shrugs and says grudgingly, “I guess we can try.”

Sissy, thinking they were finished, turns to leave but has to stop as James pulls a note from his pocket. “Mr. D left me this note. He wants to know if I’ll scythe the back section of the grove. His nephew is needing feed and bedding for his horses. The grass back there is really tall.”

“Why doesn’t his nephew get out there and do it then? Lazy thing. Why ask you to do it?” Sissy asks indignantly.

“I don’t know, but Mr. D says if I’ll do it he’ll trade us the use of that area to grow extra crops on.”

“James, I know that’s tempting, but don’t you think you have enough work to do? And I sure don’t know what your Dad will say. And what about school? I’ve noticed you haven’t been putting a whole lot of effort into the books.”

“I can get my school finished in the afternoon when it is too hot to work outside. That’s what I do now anyway. And I promise to do better about keeping up. Dad’ll say yes if you say yes. I only have to scythe that one section and then gather it up and toll it over the far fence. After that we’ll be able to plant some other stuff we don’t have room for now. I’ll leave several tree rows unscythed on each side of the scythed plot and hopefully no one will notice its there.” James cajoled.

“I don’t know James,” Sissy says shaking her head.

“Come on Mom. I know just the spot I want. It already has two empty tree spots and two other trees next to that didn’t survive the last couple of years of drought. Dad can help me cut those trees down and put them in the firewood pile. That’s at least a four-tree square of open area without hardly trying. Please mom, I wanna do this,” James begs.

After a more than brief hesitation Sissy gives in. “All right, assuming your Dad says yes and that you can still finish your chores around this yard as well as your school work – no slacking – I guess I’m OK with this. But if your Dad says no I don’t want a fight. Understand?”

“Yes!! I mean, yes ma’am. And Dad’ll say yes. I know he will,” James says doing a victory dance in the end field.

As James heads to his room to celebrate and to mentally prepare his case to present to Scott, Sissy can only shake her head. “Dear Lord, that you for blessing me with children that want to work and that have a lot of initiative. Now I ask that you bless them with the wisdom to know when they are taking on too much for their own good. And grant me the peace to deal with it either way.”

Sissy loves the kids. She tries not to suffocate them with her love, fearing that she’ll drive them to do exactly the opposite of what she is trying to do for them. If Scott does say yes to this scheme, and he likely will because he and James are like two peas in a pod and this is just the sort of thing he would have dreamed up given the chance, she is going to have to fight herself tooth and nail not to fuss too much. But right now all she can think about is the danger of snakes, scorpions, ticks, and spiders; whether James work clothes are going to last the season; how she will hear him all the way at the back of the grove in case he gets hurt; and, whether she has absolutely lost her mind to have said yes in the first place.

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Ship’s Log

I think I’ve finally gotten so desperately creative that I’ve begun to freak myself out.

I know I’ve written of this before but I bought an inordinate amount of rice back during the first “rice shortage” panic. I justified it by saying it would last us forever. And now I’m afraid that’s true. Rice, rice, rice. I have a hard time even looking at it now despite knowing there are families out there starving.

I’ve been trying to figure out how many different ways I can prepare it before Scott and the kids totally mutiny. I used up the last of a small jar of maraschino cherries this morning making muffins. There was about a half cup of juice left in the jar and I hate to throw away anything, especially potable liquids.

I don’t know what kind of crazy hair started it but I added the maraschino juice to the water I was using to cook some white rice in. Low and behold it turned out really good, especially after I threw in a handful of raisins and a few slivered almonds.

What’s next? Cooking rice in orange juice? Carrot juice? Who knows? But at this point I’ll try nearly anything. -- Sissy
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-Two

Apropos of nothing, Sarah asks Sissy, “What happened to all of the animals?”

Thinking that Sarah was referring to the plastic animals Johnnie had just been playing with, Sissy replies, “He put them in his backpack and hopefully put them back in his closet.”

“Not those animals Mom. The real animals. Like the animals at Busch Gardens and Lowry Park Zoo. What about the penguins and the seals at Sea World and the pandas at the Washington Zoo?”

“Oh.” Sissy stops to gather her scattered thoughts. Sarah is the one that loves animals. She is also the most tenderhearted of her brood. Sissy wonders how to answer her truthfully without sending her off into tears.

“I really don’t know what has happened to all of them.”

“But you know what has happened to some of them,” Sarah responds.

“Some yes. Are you sure you really want to know? You may not like all you hear,” Sissy warns.

After a brief pause Sarah confirms, “I really want to know.”

So Sissy proceeds to tell her what she has heard here and there.

Even with many dedicated people in the world working on animals’ behalves, not all the animals are able to escape the consequences of panflu any more than all the scientists, doctors, and nurses in the world have been able to keep all the people from hurting from panflu.

The pandemic flu actually started as a flu that only affected birds. For whatever reason it started affecting some people and other animals too. But at first it didn’t do this very much because it was still too different from things that could easily make people sick. Over time it changed. It changed a little here, then a little there. Then it started being able to make more animals sick. And it kept getting easier for people to catch. But for a while people who did get the virus could not give it to anyone else. Then something happened and the virus got really easy for people to get it and then easier to give it to other people and this version of the virus is what we call panflu.

The problem for the animals is the other version of the virus, the one that mostly infects just animals, hasn’t gone away. Instead of just being in parts of the world, the virus is now all over the world just like panflu is. People call this being “endemic.”

“So there is an animal panflu just like there is a people panflu?”

“Hmmmm. Well, sort of. But I’m not a scientist so I can’t explain the difference. It is just that the people panflu mostly just affects people now and the animal version can still affect people, but mostly just affects animals of one kind or another.”

Some animals, like a lot of the chickens, get very sick and die as soon as they get animal panflu. Some animals, like some of the wild birds and cats, get it but don’t show symptoms or act sick but they can give it to other animals. And, as was said, humans can still get it if they aren’t careful.

Part of the problem is that a lot of animals, even wild animals, depend on people to some extent. The deer that congregate near Jackson Hole, Wyoming won’t have any help this winter to keep from starving because there won’t be any extra feed stands put out. Most people won’t feed wild birds and squirrels anymore, because even if they have the food to do it; they are too scared. If the farmer and his family get sick then there is no one to take care of the farm animals. Animals that have learned to survive by living on human garbage – raccoons, opossums, etc. – don’t have nearly as much to live on so some of them are starving.

“And the animals at the zoos?” Sarah asks.

“Yes, there are some problems there too.”

Some animals living in certain zoos can’t live there except for special help. Its not just being fed and watered, some animals need special habitats to live in. Some of these habitats consist of special temperature controlled environments.

“Like the penguins at Sea World?”

“Yes, like the penguins at Sea World. And like the animals that live in zoos up north that can’t survive cold weather and those that require very special food.”

Now in all of these places there are still very dedicated people trying to look after the animals. No one has abandoned them totally. They feed them what they can. They continue to clean their cages and do what else they can. But some animals still get sick and die. Two of the white tigers at Busch Gardens died after eating some infected chicken parts that they had been fed. Some of the wild cats died at that wild cat rehabilitation center over near Citrus Park Mall. They probably caught it from wild birds.

With so many zoo and park personnel sick or home taking care of sick family members, some zoo animals have died because they couldn’t get the very special care they need. Some misguided people have let some of the wild animals escape or let them loose on purpose. A lot of the animals from captivity just don’t know how to survive without people taking care of them. Some of the escaped animals are dangerous and they have been shot at and killed by people if they weren’t tracked down and captured soon enough.

Other types of problems occur in facilities that are trying to maintain animals in artificial habitats. A lot of the aquariums have lost scores of creatures because there is no electricity to run the filtration and oxygen pumps. Pet stores suffered even before the pandemic started because people worried about having an animal in the house that could spread an infectious disease. Animal shelters suffered in the same way. And when animals did start to get sick in these places, the living quarters were so close that it usually meant all the animals would get sick.

“But aren’t animals important? Aren’t people trying to help them? Its not fair!!” Sarah asks plaintively, nearly distraught now that she’s had her worst fears confirmed.

“Sarah, calm down. You are old enough to understand that not everything in life is fair. Yes, as I said, there are dedicated people trying to help the animals. There are also scientists who have been trying to find an animal vaccine so that they can’t get sick any more.”

“Just like the scientists that are trying to find a vaccine for people?” Sarah asks hopefully while wiping her eyes.

“Yes. Just like that. Just like animals need people for some things, people need animals too – food, work, companionship. Without animals our lives would not be as interesting.”

Sarah continues asking a few more questions with Sissy answering the best she can. Many people are concerned about the animal issue. Some are worried about the companionship issue. They are doing all they can to protect their pets. There are people who worry about the work animals. What happens to the seeing eye dogs, police dogs, search and rescue animals, etc.? Trainers worry about their animals. A great many people are worried about food animals. What happens if all the food animals died?

These issues will continue to plague everyone for as long as it takes to develop a full-proof animal vaccine.

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“Dad, are you sure we couldn’t catch one of the wild dogs and tame it?” James asks.

“Son, I know you want a pet, but I just don’t know how we could pull that off right now,” Scott replies.

“But if we could, I’d train it to be a guard dog,” James says, continuing to push.

“OK, say we did manage to catch one of those dogs and you managed to train it successfully, how would we feed it? Dogs eat a lot, and they need the right kind of food,” Scott enquires, hoping to get James to think of the problems a dog would create, not just the pleasures of pet ownership.

“I can figure something out,” James pleads.

“Maybe you can, but until you come up with a realistic solution we are gonna have to put this discussion aside. Now wait, don’t stomp off,” Scott tells James as the boy begins to leave. “I said, find a solution. If and when you do that, then I’ll talk to your mom about it.”

“But dad …”

“And here’s something else I want you to think very carefully about. If the dog gets sick or injured, could you hand it being put out of its misery? There aren’t any vets around.”

“Come on Dad. Now you are just making things up so we don’t get a dog,” James complains angrily.

“No I’m not boy. And you watch the tone you take with me. You aren’t a little kid. You know better than to think like one. This family and its health and safety come first. A pet is a responsibility that would fall under that heading as well.”

“I know that,” James retorts.

“Then act and think like you know that. We don’t always get what we want. Not because we can’t but because we have to have priorities. If you can come up with a way to keep a dog fed and healthy without taking food away from your family who comes first, then we’ll talk about this again, and that is as far as I’m willing to be pushed on this,” Scott says very firmly.

After a brief hesitation James says, “Yes sir.”

Scott wishes he could give James a puppy of his own. He knows the boy has wanted one for a long time. But Scott cringes at the idea of having another mouth to feed. He knows that Sissy is totally against the idea for the same reason. She also worries about rabies and other animal diseases. Then of course, what happens if the dog has puppies or runs off? But Scott is willing to give James a chance to find solutions to these issues if he can. A guard dog does sound nice.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-Three

On the news last night Scott and Sissy heard yet another report on a rumored flu vaccine. Everything Sissy understood from reading the various postings of scientists and people familiar with medical science, either by profession or a studied interest, indicated that a vaccine is extremely unlikely for at least six months into a pandemic. That is just coming up with a trial version. It will take many months beyond that to manufacture enough vaccine to make it widely available to the general public. Sissy isn’t even sure if that hypothesis includes lowered manufacturing capabilities due to infrastructure collapse. Certainly the partial destruction and abandonment of the vaccine plant in Egypt is a blow to some plans.

The WHO (World Health Organization) is still operating, but at the same diminished capacity as the rest of the global community. Their ability to mitigate the initial outbreaks of the panflu strain was severely compromised because countries were not releasing their data very quickly, if at all. And when the human outbreaks became too many to ignore or hide, the WHO lost several of their frontline people who were struck down by the virus after being sent into the suspect areas to gather data. It didn’t help when political machinations and ambitions by key public health officials in several countries shut down the lines of communication. This wasn’t an accidental consequence either. Even before the pandemic began, two countries openly admitted to forbidding their health care workers and their scientists from releasing any data to the public without prior approval which they were told they would not receive.

Many of the WHO’s facilities have been compromised during outbreaks as well, including their SE Asia headquarters in Malaysia. Their regional offices in Copenhagen, Denmark and Washington DC, USA however were secured in time and have become two of the more important locations utilized by the WHO to filter information through. They’ve also lost several regional offices like the ones in Brazzaville, Republic of Congo and in New Delhi, India. Its been reported that the WHO is still trying to guide the production of an effective vaccine by providing a clearinghouse for information exchange and by giving scientists a safe and sterile environment to work in. On the other hand, rumors in some third world countries are making it impossible for the WHO to operate there, as people are afraid that the WHO caused the pandemic to begin with.

The vaccine plants in both Austria and the Czech Republic, both owned by a company called Baxter, have been secured and they have staff working around the clock. The vaccine manufacturing facilities in the US have also been secured, though they did have a few instances of attempted attacks by misguided members of the public that blamed the facilities for not coming up with a vaccine quickly enough. The angry actions were illogical, but people are scared and uninformed; results of the lack in transparency by governments.

Other manufacturing facilities around the world are in various stages of production capability and capacity. The vaccine plant in Egypt has all but been written off, with the UN confiscating any salvageable equipment and shifting it to other WHO facilities around the world.

Journalists reporting on vaccine rumors are always careful to remind listeners and viewers that no official statements have been released. They also state that no verifiable vaccine trials have been announced. But that’s the way rumors are, a lot of noise but no verifiable information.

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“Guess what rumor I heard at the market today?” Scott asks Sissy a little too innocently.

“Oh let me guess. Its either about a vaccine or about the poor woman three streets over.”

“How ever did you guess?” Scott asks in a cynically sarcastic voice.

“What did Mrs. Linden say she had heard this time?” Sissy asks while shaking her head.

“Well it seems those families in that enclave had actually gotten a supply of an experimental pandemic vaccine. The problem was the ‘experimental’ part. It backfired on them. Instead of preventing the virus, that’s house they became infected. Not from the commodities or deliveries, but from the vaccine.”

Sissy replies in exasperation, “Oh for Pete sake. Who makes this stuff up?! No one honestly believes that tale do they?”

“Of course everyone says its just a rumor and pooh-poohs it; but some people have that look on their face. You know the one; they say they don’t believe it but their eyes say that maybe it might be true.”

“That’s just great. If and when they do come up with a vaccine I can see people refusing it because they think they’ll catch the virus from the vaccine. I mean, I don’t want our kids to be first in line of an untried vaccine, but someone has to be first.”

“Human nature sweetheart. I just thought you’d get a kick out of it.”

Sissy snorts, “I just wish people would stop gossiping and rumor mongering. It isn’t healthy when that’s all you do. What happens if our family becomes the target of malicious rumors like that?”

“I’ve got news for you, they haven’t exactly spared us. You saw what it was like on Christmas Day. Why do you think I keep going to market days or to the burn barrel? Its not ‘cause we need anything or enjoy the company. I just don’t want us to appear too different; to stand out too much. I’ve had a few nasty comments said to my face. And Mr. Jones has warned me of a few others. Barry and his family have caught it a few times as well. As much as I like some of our neighbors, there are a few I just no longer trust, if I ever did.”

Sissy replies thoughtfully, “This pandemic is changing people.”

Scott says, “Or its revealing who they really are to begin with.”

****

Its not that people aren’t eagerly awaiting news of a vaccine, it is just the fact that there isn’t going to be an instant magic bullet of protection has finally sunk in. Most people now are so focused on the day-to-day issues of survival, and so wary of mass gatherings, that unlike in the early days of the pandemic the cry of “where is the vaccine?” is rarely heard during a riot.

Gone too are the days when the WHO could simply call for a “Tamiflu blanket” to try and calm a panflu outbreak. It turns out that the world’s nations had less than half the number of doses they thought they did. This was primarily caused by the fact it took a minimum of twice the dosage that was originally expected to treat a panflu infection. There is also the issue that the strain of influenza that eventually made it to pandemic status has a strong component of anti-viral resistance. And, if the prophylactic benefit was to be truly taken advantage of, the infected person needs to begin taking the course of anti-viral medication immediately upon developing symptoms or even earlier.

Many countries, particularly those in SE Asia and the Middle East, had used up most of their anti-viral inventory even before the pandemic began. This was in response to the early and widespread bird die-offs, but probably contributed somewhat to anti-viral resistance. In Indonesia, where Tamiflu was handed out at even the suspicion avian influenza in a human being, the prepandemic CFR was 80% in reported cases.

One of the most worrying rumors that has recently cropped up is that they suspect there are multiple strains of the pandemic virus going around. Areas that have already suffered through an initial wave of infections are beginning to see a second spike . . . possibly the beginning of the hypothetical “second wave.” The problem is that people who have already had the pandemic flu should theoretically be immune to getting it again due to antibodies in their system; however, some of these people are getting sick again. If the theory is correct, then these people could only get sick again from a strain of panflu that is different enough from the first to require different antibodies. If these rumors prove out, then manufacturing an effective vaccine is going to be even more difficult. And more people are likely to die.

As quiet as things are in Scott and Sissy’s neighborhood, it becomes even more so after February 1st when most Florida schools attempt to re-open. There has been a great deal of shuffling around, trying to make sure that all children can access a classroom.

One of the biggest changes this shuffling brings about is the decentralization of the school district bureaucracies. While the school board still reigns as the final supervisory body, it is necessary to give schools and teachers more autonomy to deal with unique situations and student needs. Nontraditional classroom settings are becoming the norm – home education, virtual classrooms and schools, non-accredited private schools, “storefront” classrooms, schooling via public television and radio, etc.

For those students whose parents have chosen to return them to a traditional classroom setting, there is a whole slew of new hygiene rules:

• Students are required to wear PPE at all times, from bus stop pick up to bus stop drop-off and all times in between.
• Students eat at their desks rather than in a cafeteria; and, all utensils are disposable (primarily the much maligned “spork”).
• Mandatory hand-washing breaks have been instituted and basic rules of hygiene are reviewed periodically through out the day, every day that students are on campus.
• There are monitors at all of the bus stops and on the buses themselves. A child exhibiting any of a list of symptoms is not allowed to even stay at the bus stop. The monitors also enforce the PPE rules. And, once students arrive at the school they go through a third checkpoint before entering school grounds.
• No touching! Students are not to touch other students or school staff, even if they are wearing gloves.

Peer pressure – in the form of reward and punishment systems – is utilized to create a tightly controlled social environment. Infractions of the rules are grounds for immediate expulsion. The appeal process rarely reverses the expulsion as teachers and staff have been given a great deal of latitude with which to accomplish their responsibilities. Discipline rules are also more strictly enforced. People who were expecting the old public school baby-sitting service receive a very rude awakening very quickly. While a lot of parents complain, it is pointed out that the rules vary very little from those on the books prepandemic. It is that the rules are more strictly enforced, and consequences for infractions are more immediate.

One educational area that cannot be worked out to the satisfaction of anyone is classroom access for special needs students. There are too few special education teachers to continue most of the classes. Many students who were on behavioral altering medications no long have access to these medications and cannot function in a classroom setting without them. There are fewer special transportation options for students who need them. There are other problems as well, such as hygiene and PPE enforcement with some of this population. Many of these students are told they will have to use the non-traditional options. For parents and caregivers of special needs children already weary from enforced SIPs, losing the option to get services through the school system is a tremendous blow.

The Chapman family continues to school as they always have. The intermittent power outages have caused some disruptions, but nothing that can’t be addressed by having flexible schedules. The curriculum and school supplies are holding up. They will have to address Rose’s highschool graduation as best they can. Luckily she is already dual-enrolled at the local community college and that institution is allowing most students to re-register each semester without having to go through the whole application process each time which is usually the case for dual enrollment. At least some concessions are being made for students..

And, now that February is here, the family also begins to harvest more of what they have planted in their agricultural experiments. Some of the burdock and the celeriac are ready to use from the edible landscaping. The best thus far though is that the garlic is ready to harvest. Sissy still has plenty of dried garlic in the minced and powdered form, but fresh garlic will be a real treat. It tastes great in salads and pasta dishes; but science has also shown garlic to be a type of broad-spectrum antibiotic. It’s a good thing that they planted so many bulbs, between the family’s own use and the high demand of it at the neighborhood market, Scott feels that he could have doubled the crop and still not had enough. They carefully set aside as many cloves as possible to plant next season.

February is also a busy time for planting. Luckily the owner of the orange grove next door doesn’t mind if they take some soil to mix with their compost to fill more containers so long as they don’t disrupt his tree roots. But they have to put most of this month’s plantings into the landscape. Several simply do not lend themselves to container gardening. Sunflowers, jicama, cantaloupe, and chayote need to be able to climb or spread. The amaranth, salsify, cardoon, celeriac, and Jerusalem artichoke are unusual enough that hiding them in the landscape makes sense as long as they can keep the animals out of them. The black-eyed peas are planted in the hottest, sunniest part of the yard as they are a distinctly southern plant well suited to Florida’s weather. They have to set up a trellis for the pole beans to grow on since the pecan saplings will soon be leafing out. Everything else – potatoes, peas, and shelling beans – they plant in containers.

Later this month Sissy will start harvesting their garbanzo beans, parsnips, potatoes (from an earlier planting), salsify, and shallots. What everyone is really waiting on though are the ten hanging baskets of strawberries. They are an extremely prolific variety that Sissy has experimented with before. If you keep them picked, they seem to produce more. The berries aren’t as large as the ones that are planted in the ground, but the baskets are pretty and the hanging varieties are easier to take care of. They can be moved so they don't scorch or freeze; and, moving them means that they can be brought inside to prevent berry rustling.

Sissy is getting a little worried though. It might be that things have started to “look up” so quickly that she is imagining the worst for no reason. It just feels like things might be going too well. Scott now has reliable help going to the rental units, which takes a load off Sissy’s mind, and he is doing a lot of sideline repair work and is even talking about hiring a couple of more men from the neighborhood. But this means greater exposure to people who might be sick. The neighborhood market is really thriving and people are beginning to bring their own garden produce to barter; but again, this means that more people are congregating. The schools have finally re-opened, but that is yet another way people are starting to get side tracked from the mitigation measures that helped the area avoid some of the troubles that have been visited upon other states.

Prosperity and a return to normalcy is a good thing, but for Sissy, it just feels like the other shoe is just waiting to drop. Its not logical, but is just how she feels.

Getting irritated Scott says, “Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth. Things are finally looking up. Why are you so anxious?”

“Look Scott, I don’t know. OK? I guess I’m just paranoid,” sissy replies, getting irritated at Scott’s inability to see her side of things, or at least accept that’s how she feels.

“Look Babe, as bad as times have been, we knew things would eventually turn around. So maybe things won’t be completely better for a while. But it looks like they aren’t getting any worse either. Try and relax will you? When you get like this, you make me nervous. You take the pleasure out of things.”

“Gee, thanks. Next time I’ll keep my concerns to myself,” Sissy says, her feelings hurt.

“Come on Sissy, that’s not what I meant,” Scott says.

“Butt. Its OK for you to dump all of your negativity and irritations on me I guess,” she says.

“Sissy …”

“No. In a lot of little ways you’ve made it really clear. Well here’s a clue. Stay home all the time isn’t a total pleasure. Staying home and basically incarcerated for an indefinite period of time is not easy and it is not fun. You act like you are the only one under stress. When’s my parole? When do I get to let my feelings show? Who could I possibly get to talk to about the things that worry me?”

“Let me talk will you, that’s not …”

“Forget it. It doesn’t matter. Whether I talk about it or not this is how I feel. I didn’t mean to bring you down. I’ll keep things to myself from now on,” Sissy says in quiet fury. Turning on her heel she goes outside before she really blows up.

Scott doesn’t know whether to follow her or to let her cool off before trying to talk to her again. She looked royally bent out of shape. He’s trying to see her point, he just doesn’t get it. And his own feelings are hurt that she would think he would intentionally hurt hers.

For Sissy, this is just one thing too many and her temper got away from her. But why is it she has to be the understanding one all the time?

By evening they’ve managed to smooth things out, but thos won’t be the last time that this issue comes up. Sissy, the normally more optimistic of the two, continues to experience intermittent anxiety that is hard to overcome. The support network she would have normally accessed to help her find balance simply no longer exists. She now knows what a lot of pioneer wives and mothers must have experienced as they crossed the mountains and open prairies leaving all of their friends and family, never knowing if they would see them again.

And they certainly aren’t the only partners dealing with such feelings. Communication is even more important in this survival situation. When there is a temporary break down in communication or a failure of the communication process all together, it actually lowers the chances of survival – both of the group and of the individual.

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Ship's Log

I'm tired tonight, but when are we not tired anymore? Tired we may be, but the work is paying off. You can see it in our harvests. Today I pulled some of the parsnips we planted. Seeing how nice and big they were and how many we still coming up in my rows, I decided to go ahead and try this recipe I found in one of my older cookbooks.

Parsnip Cake

1 1/2 cups all purpose flour
1 cup sugar
1 tablespoon ground ginger
2 teaspoons baking powder
1 1/2 teaspoons ground cinnamon
3/4 teaspoon plus 1/8 teaspoon salt
3/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
3/4 teaspoon ground allspice
3/4 teaspoon ground cloves
3 large eggs (from powdered)
1/2 cup canola oil or vegetable oil
1/2 cup milk (from powdered)
1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract, divided
2 cups (packed) shredded peeled parsnips (about 3 large)

Preheat oven to 350°F. Butter & flour 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Combine flour, sugar, ground ginger, baking powder, cinnamon, 3/4 teaspoon salt, nutmeg, allspice, and cloves in large bowl; whisk to combine. Whisk eggs, oil, milk, and 1 teaspoon vanilla in medium bowl to combine. Pour egg mixture over dry ingredients; stir until just combined. Stir in parsnips. Transfer batter to prepared pan. Bake until tester inserted into center comes out clean, about 25 minutes. Cool cake completely in pan on rack.

It turned out great! No cream cheese frosting but I did manage to make a decent honey frosting out of a cup of honey and some powdered egg whites. I put it in a dish and every put on their own preferred amount. Worked out well. The cake itself was so similar to banana bread that James couldn't tell the difference. We are going to have the leftovers for breakfast in the morning. Depending on what has to be picked tomorrow, I plan on making Parsnip Pie in the next few days. Its always feast or famine these days.

Lots of gardening going on. I had to make up more soapy water spray. With a lot fewer birds, the bugs are trying to inherit the earth. I can't help but think though if more people too better care of their gardens and were more proactive about catching the bugs before they had a chance to multiply that I would have the problems I'm having.

Sarah wasn't feeling well when she woke up this morning. I think she got too hot yesterday. She sat around most of the day darning socks and lowering the hem on some of Bekah's pants. Thank goodness at least one of the kids can help with all of the sewing. And wonders of wonders, James caught a catepillar and put it in a jar for her as a thank you. Sarah was in ecstacy to have another "pet" to look after and hasn't let it out of her sight since he gave it to her. Just when I'm about to blow up over the kids snipping at each other, they turn around and do something like this. --- Sissy

 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-Four

It has been a terrifying time for Sissy. While recovering from the last in a long series of crying jags, she stares at the computer screen. The power is on and she should be thankful. The few times she has heard the phone ring, she has simply been too busy, too tired, or too scared to answer it. She is able to get her server to respond and after a desultory perusal of her email, she realizes that she needs to do something to let people know what has been happening. She has already spoken with her parents, but knows that there are people that she needs to let know why she hasn’t been responding to their emails and phone calls.

She isn’t sure exactly what she will write, but knows that it will probably help her to get things off her chest. She doesn’t have anyone that she can talk to around here. God, to have been so careful and to still have this happen. She isn’t even sure what “this” is yet, just that it has been as bad as anything she has ever faced in her whole life.

Dear Everyone,

I can tell by the size of my inbox that all of y’all have been worried ‘cause you haven’t heard from us. I’m just too tired to answer all of the emails right now so I hope you don’t mind getting a group reply. As soon as I can I’ll answer each of you individually, but that will likely be some days off yet.

I just finished talking with Mom and Dad, letting them know what’s been wrong. They want to come down but I think the worst is passed and there really isn’t any good, safe way for them to get here anyway. I wouldn’t even know if they could get passed some of the security checkpoints on I75. I’m sorry, but this may come out kind of long and rambling. Forgive me.

A couple of weeks ago I noticed Scott was just really tired. It was at the end of a day when he had gone to the apartments so I put it down to that. I sent everyone to bed early, even though the power was on ‘cause no one seemed quite themselves. The days when Scott goes to the properties are hard on everyone. Normally when the power is on we try to stay up and play a game or watch a vide, but everyone was kind of listless and grumpy. I figured it wouldn’t hurt any of us to get some extra sleep; we had been working so hard. I had the pressure canner going so had to be up a couple more hours. I was enjoying the peace and quite and having some alone time.

I had just finished cleaning the last utensil and drying out the canner when Scott came out of the bedroom looking really bad. He was running a sky-high temp. I got him some Tylenol, made him drink some Gatorade even though he hates the stuff and made him as comfortable as I could. I guess I had been so busy getting him taken care of that I hadn’t started thinking the obvious yet. He certainly didn’t seem to be thinking straight.

I cleaned up, got myself ready for bed, and was checking all the doors and windows for the last time. I walked into James’ bedroom and found him awake. I told him he should have been asleep because tomorrow was a school day. In barely a whisper he tells me he doesn’t feel good. Sure enough he is running a temperature too. About then Johnnie starts crying. I run to keep him from waking Scott and he too is running a temperature.

At that point I felt the first, sharp prickles of fear.

I spent the remainder of the night trying to get my three guys’ fevers down. I noticed that as the sky lightened that the girls were all sleeping later than normal; we had all gotten into the habit of waking at dawn. At first I was grateful as I was too focused Johnnie whose fever had started to spike. But then I started to worry. This wasn’t right. Surely one of them would have been up by now. I ran to their rooms. I found Sarah trying to take care of Bekah who was quietly crying . . . and running a temperature. Sarah seemed OK, but Rose was also very, very hot and lethargic and barely responding to my efforts to wake her up.

I would have sent Sarah to another room, but I figured whatever it was, she had already been exposed. So had I. I still refused to think the obvious.

About then it seemed they all started vomiting. I was running around like crazy with buckets and rags. I had to switch to diaper wipes after a while. Sarah started to get really freaked at this point so I told her that if she wanted to help that she could make up some of the powdered Gatorade. I also pulled out my recipes for homemade ORS (oral re-hydration solution, that stuff that I showed some of you how to make at the family reunion) and all the ingredients for it in case we needed them later.

The vomiting seemed to go on forever. For the rest of that day and night I was running from person to person trying to stay calm. Poor Sarah was nearly catatonic with fear at this point but I had very little time to comfort her. I’d spend a minute spooning some ORS down this person’s throat, then I’d run to the next person and do the same. I was sponging everyone down as I went. And then diarrhea symptoms arose for all of them. I gave up on clean underwear and just put padding under everyone.

Eventually, the vomiting started letting up, but they were still heaving. Their fevers, however, weren’t letting up. And then the inevitable happened and Sarah got sick. They were all so miserable and there wasn’t much I could do to make them feel better. I just wanted to stop time so I could sit down and cry. I was so tired and I felt so nasty and dirty from taking care of six people whom had been vomiting and having diarrhea non-stop. I tried not to think what would happen if I came down sick as well.

I was living one of my worst nightmares.

By that time I was going on 48 hours without sleep. I found I had to work smarter. I threw several plastic shower liners on the floor in my bedroom, then I would move one person and their mattress. Luckily I keep everyone’s mattresses already covered with a plastic liner or it would have been a disaster. I sprayed the pillows down with Lysol really well and then put a plastic cover over them. I wish I had thought to put plastic liners on their pillows sooner. I don’t know if I’ll be able to salvage all of them.

Then I put my “sick room” plans into effect. I put flat sheet, plastic sheet, flat sheet, plastic sheet until I had about five of each on each mattress. Scott was the most difficult to move. He was really, really out of it. It wasn’t easy to move the kids either, but I managed to drag them into my bedroom by putting them on a comforter. Our master bedroom became my “hospital ward.”

I also pulled out the tub of stuff that I had set aside for just this purpose. Why I hadn’t thought of it before that point is a mystery. Although looking back on it now I realize I was already in a fog. I was running on autopilot trying to not think too much at all. I even tried to keep track of everyone’s vitals, symptoms, etc. but it was a hit or miss thing and I’m not sure how useful it actually was except to let me know when I had last given them what kind of medicine.

Between sweat, vomit, and other bodily fluids things were starting to get rank so I opened up one of the heavy duty air fresheners from my supplies. I also started sprinkling everyone with cornstarch and unscented talcum powder. I had a big container of the Gold Bond powder and it came in very handy over the next few days.

Around the third or fourth (I think) day there was a pounding on the front door. Turns out the Public Health people had come by to check on families that were quarantined three streets over from us and someone had told them that our friend Barry’s family was down sick. That eventually led them to our house.

The bedside manners of these people really, really stunk. After over 72 hours without any kind of real sleep I was in absolutely no mood for anything. And I was scared to death they were going to take my family off someplace and I wouldn’t be able to come, or to find them. I was ready for a fight. I was almost aching for one to be honest. They had on those space suits and they were scary as hell, pardon my language. But they were.

“Where are they?”

“Just who the heck do you think you …,” and they just pushed me out of the way and proceeded to do some kind of swab test on each of my family. Johnnie would have been screaming if he hadn’t been so out of it. As it was they set nearly everyone but Scott to crying. Hubby was unconscious the whole time. That really frightened me ‘cause y’all know what he is like.

They took their samples to the kitchen counter and did some kind of chemical thing with them. I can’t imagine that you can get any kind of real test done that quickly but apparently they could do something. Either that or they were playing with my head. I could believe anything at this point.

“Its not showing positive signs for panflu.” That’s when they started standing down a bit.

To be honest I nearly fell down. I hadn’t admitted it to myself but that is what I thought was happening. Despite their tests, I’m still not sure.

“There is a virulent virus going around.”

“No kidding,” I said.

Ignoring my sarcasm one of them said, “Are you aware that your husband’s co-worker has a son who is a Sheriff?” After my affirmative nod he said, “Most of the substation where he works has been down with it. He probably transferred it to his father’s family who then gave it to your husband, so on and so forth. There are several other households on this street that appear to be suffering from it as well.”

I said, “This can’t be norovirus. We’ve had that before and though we were as bad sick as this, at least a couple of us had started to get better by now.”

“We aren’t certain what this virus is at the moment but it is virulent and mimics some of the symptoms of Norovirus. The only thing you can do is keep your family hydrated and comfortable. Watch for symptoms of upper respiratory involvement and do your best to deal with the virus if it begins to manifest itself in that way.“

They proceeded to give me information and advice that I was (1) already aware of and (2) already doing. They didn’t offer to help. They didn’t offer any medication to help alleviate symptoms. They just talked. I just wanted them out of my house so I could have a good cry in peace.

They could leave. I still had my family to take care of.

After another five days or so, James started getting better. Then the girls, one-by-one, started to be able to keep down some broth. Finally, after a little over a week Scott and Johnnie started to keep down something besides ORS.

It’s been two weeks since they started to turn the corner. Everyone has lost a lot of weight; even me. They’ve been sleeping quite a bit, I haven’t really been sleeping except in catnaps. Besides the actual taking care of them part, I’m still too freaked. I keep startling myself awake and running to check on each one. I catch myself constantly checking the doors and windows.

Chores haven’t stopped either. The power has gone up and down as usual which means that I’ve been trying to keep all of our water containers full. I was forced to use a lot of our stored water while everyone had the fevers. On the days that the power is on I try and get them into a bath or shower if they are able to stand. I’ve had to take care of all the laundry that piled up the best way I could . . . and there is still a ton left to do. I just can only do it when the power is on as I’m too tired to manage it otherwise. The house is just plain gross. Thank God that I prepped all of that soup and made those instant meals up from that freezer bag cookbook I sent some of you all copies of. Those cases of baby food have also helped. About all Johnnie can tolerate is mashed bananas and rice cereal and he hasn’t eaten baby food in years. About all the poor little munchkin does is nap and play with his Spiderman figures.

I cry a lot. And you know that isn’t like me. I’m not having a pity party. It just hits me and its either give in and cry for a few minutes or hold it in and start heaving and shaking a few hours later. I’d rather cry than puke at this point.

Barry’s son stopped by yesterday to check on us. I think he still feels bad for the way he acted at Christmas. He looked beyond haggard. His three little girls are still not doing so well. He had to rest before he walked back to his dad’s and as all my family was sleeping, we sat and talked for a minute.

He said he had heard from a contact at his station that it was very possible that what everyone had had was a panflu variant; that the virus is still mutating. They had discovered one strain out in some little town in Texas called Centerville that was 100% lethal. The problem was that it was so lethal that it didn’t have the chance to jump much. Ninety percent of the town’s remaining citizens were dead in under a week from massive organ failure, but as the town had been so closed off from the rest of things, the virus strain didn’t have a way to survive after the last person died. It was weeks before anyone had investigated and by then the whole town was a biohazard of decomposing bodies. The description reminded me too much of Night of the Living Dead. The strain that we had apparently went the opposite direction; milder but extremely transmissible. So much for “mild.” If what I saw was “mild” I never want to see the primary variant up close and personal.

The only positive thing is if it was panflu, its possible that we might have some antibodies against the major viral strain that is going around, or at least Scott and the kids might. I’m not going to count on it because it is just as possible that we don’t. And I don’t care what they call it, my family was so sick and miserable they could have easily died. That more than anything is what is keeping me from sleeping well. I’m scared my waking fears will turn into nightmares while I sleep or that my nightmares will become real. Barry Jr.’s face reflected that we are comrade in arms; we’ve faced the dragon and lived to tell about it, but we know that it is still circulating out there and might not be done with us.

Barry’s family isn’t as well set up as we are so when he left I gave him some powdered broth and a couple of other instant foods that I had. Not that there is much left at this point. He didn’t want to take them, but I said for him to think of his little girls. I told him he could return the favor some day or pass it along to someone else down the road. "Do unto others . . . “ and all that. He was relieved; I think they might be worse off than he was letting on.

The neighborhood has been unnaturally quiet. After I get this email off to you folks I’m going to go to the neighbors’ houses and see what I can see. I’m not sure I really want to know, but it has to be done.

Thank God I can still say “Love from all of us.”

Sissy and family
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-Five

After Sissy is sure that her email is on its way to her family telling them that everything is as OK as it can be considering the hardships they have faced, she sits down and plans her strategy.

Sissy knows from the public health inspectors and from Barry Jr.’s visit that whatever it is that her family was infected with has also swept through their entire neighborhood. She also knows that for whatever reason she is either immune or very resistant to it. If she hasn’t caught it while nursing her family for the last couple of weeks she believes that she is unlikely to get it. That is perhaps a foolish conclusion, so she decides to continue taking commonsense precautions.

First she gathers together some basic PPE – a couple of masks, several pairs of medical gloves, a portable bottle of hand sanitizer, and a small bottle of aromatic oil in case smells are too much for her to handle. She ties back her hair with a bandana to keep it from flying around and getting into stuff. She puts on Scott’s work jacket and over her shoes she puts on some rubber work boots that will be easy to sanitize when she gets back.

Into the inside pockets of the jacket she puts several ziploc bags that are “care packages.” In these are serving sizes of instant rice, packages of powdered broth, some homemade ORS mix, and a package of dried instant chicken noodle soup. She made these packages up before the pandemic just in case someone came to her door. Well, she will take them door-to-door instead.

Sissy plots her route through the neighborhood, leaves a note for Scott for when he wakes from his nap and tells Rose and James that she will be gone no longer than ninety minutes.

Her first stop is Mrs. Linden’s house. Mrs. Linden is 78 years young. Although the pandemic has taken its toll on her, she is still a determined and community-minded woman. She is burning some trash and talking to another of the older ladies of the neighborhood when Sissy walks up. After they exclaim over seeing Sissy and answering all of their questions about her family, they explain that they are trying to organize a potluck but are not sure how it will work. After a few minutes of talking the three of them come up with a “Stone Soup” dinner.

“Stone soup? Oh yes, like the story. The children used to love that one at the library story hour. Everyone brings a single ingredient. All is thrown together and then everyone eats the result. You wind up getting far more than what you originally put in.”

Sissy says she will contribute a commercial-sized can of chopped tomatoes (which she had bought with the intention of re-canning it into salsa, but never got around to) and some of the garlic and root vegetables from her garden.

“Jonesie still has several of those huge pots from his wife’s restaurant. I’m sure he’ll let us use them.” Mrs. Linden mentions.

Sissy asks if they have heard of anyone in the neighborhood that is in particularly bad straights. They say all the houses in the neighborhood with kids got the virus. It is so sad, but two of the children from the cross street house “where that family lives that wouldn’t help in the garden but still tried to claim a share” died last week. They live next door to the Grinders. Their mother said she just didn’t know what to do for them. “That bum those kids called a father couldn’t even be bothered to bury the bodies; he just sat around glaring, waiting for someone else to take care of the situation. Jonesie and the mother did all the digging and laid out their little bodies. The coroner said it would be at least a week before they could send someone out and the mother just couldn’t deal with the idea of the bodies staying in the house that long.”

“That special needs boy that lived with the Anderson’s one street behind me died. You know he had that really bad asthma. They think that the virus turned into pneumonia and his lungs just filled with fluid and he strangled on it.”

“I heard Nann Cooksey say that the red headed teenage girl around the corner, the one that used to dress so trashy and ran away a couple times and finally came back pregnant, has nearly died and the baby she was carrying was stillborn. “

“One of the widow ladies had a stroke. She hasn’t been in the neighborhood long so I don’t know her myself but Jonesie does. She was the one that kept pretty much to herself and wouldn’t have said boo to a goose. Well, she’s alive but real weak on her left side. Goodness knows what would happen to her if Barbara and Helen weren’t looking after her. Jonesie feels sorry for her because her family hasn’t tried to do a thing for her. Not even call. Can you imagine?”

“Alice Cleary has gotten word that her nephew that worked for TECO has died. A piece of heavy equipment fell on his legs and shattered them. The infection wasn’t caught in time and it went to his heart. Called peritonitis or pericarditus never can remember which is which. Herman used up the last of his hearing aid batteries and missed some of what she was saying.”

“Oh, and Barry’s oldest granddaughter is real bad off.”

That last piece of information settles it for Sissy. The next stop she is going to make is Barry’s house. She was trying not to play favorites but despite Barry Jr. has been the only one from the neighborhood to check on them. She is trying not to be upset by that, but she is a little. She wants to make sure Barry and his family kno how much she appreciates the consideration.

When she gets there Barry Jr. is sitting on the porch with his head in his hands. Its obvious he is under a great deal of emotional strain. It took her several tries to get his attention. And when he looks up the tracks of recent tears are plainly visible on his face. Its unnerving to see such a big, strong man reduced to such helplessness. Sissy can imagine Scott in Barry Jr.’s place all too easily.

Everyone in their house has suffered through the virus to one degree or another. Barry Jr. and Serena, his stepmother, have been the first to recover, both of them having a mild case, though they are still somewhat debilitated.. His dad Barry is on the mend but moving slow because his leg has gotten stiff from being in bed so long. Anne, Barry Jr.’s wife, is exhausted from caring for the girls. The two youngest girls have greatly improved though they still sleep a lot.

The oldest girl is in pathetic shape. She is deeply unconscious and her color is very bad. Her heart beat is erratic. The little girl is badly dehydrated. Barry said the ORS he got from Sissy is the first thing she has kept down in days. But now that she is unconscious they don’t know how they are going to get anything into her.

“Well, I brought more. Do you have an eyedropper? Try giving it to her with that, a drop at a time to keep her from gagging. Don’t let up until you get a cup of liquid down her. If she continues to keep that down, keep going. It’ll probably take days, but she needs to be up to at least 9 to 10 cups of fluid to help flush her system and deal with the other effects of dehydration. Once she is awake, don’t give her anything but clear liquids until it is obvious she is going to be able to keep it down. It took nearly a week before the first of mine could keep anything but clear liquids down, or without it causing a bought of diarrhea. If you have any cocoa butter or light lotion in the house you could try rubbing her down to deal with the dry skin. And I’ve got a couple of packs of honey with me. Try using it on her cracked lips, just be very sparing. You want the honey’s healing effect, you aren’t trying to tempt her to lick her lips.”

She tells Serena and Anne about the Stone Soup plan that is being put together and then promises to come back later.

“I’ll bring some liniment for Barry’s leg.”

“Your husband never mentioned you being a nurse.”

“I’m not. I never even played one on TV.” It was Sissy’s poorest attempt at humor ever, but at least everyone tried a half-hearted smile.

“Then where did you learn all of this?”

“I was a sick kid growing up so some of it I have personal experience with. My mom and dad had to try a bunch of different stuff with me when I would get ill. But a lot of this I learned from things that I read before the pandemic like Home Care for Pandemic Flu by the American Red Cross, a Bird Flu and You poster that was put out by the National Security Health Policy Center, and Preparing for the Coming Influenza Pandemic by Dr. Gratton Woodson. There was even a DVD that was put together by some older ladies, but I never managed to get a copy. It was based on the Woodson book.”

The stuff Sissy has read is very basic but is specifically written to address caring for people outside of a hospital setting. Basic is about all you have at that point. As she was leaving Barry asked if Scott is planning on a run. It turns out that both men think they’ll be able to make a run by the end of the week. Barry Jr. volunteers to ride with them to help as he is still on leave from the Sheriff’s department.

One her way back to her house, Sissy stops by the Denson’s home and leaves a care package after finding out their only child, a 19-year-old home from college, has also been very sick.

The Cox family has also been down except for the 14-year-old son who has been taking care of everyone. They live across the street from Mr. Jones who has been stopping by to check on things. She leaves two care packages here and stays to show the boy how to fix the powdered ORS and broth. She says she or one of the other ladies in the neighborhood will be by in the afternoon to see if his mom needs anything. The boy is pathetically grateful. Sissy can easily imagine how hard it would have been for a 14-year-old boy to violate the modesty barriers to care for his mom. Her son would have been traumatized by that alone, much less the rest of what the boy has been faced with.

On the way home, and truthfully she is more tired from just this bit of walking than she thinks she should be, Sissy thinks about what she has seen. She is more determined than ever to see her family through the pandemic. She has tried to be as optimistic as she can for Barry Jr., but his daughter is really bad off. The little girl needs to be on an IV drip and who knows what else. To be honest, the little girl might even have brain damage or something from the dehydration. She guesses they will know more when – and if – the little girl regains consciousness.

For now, Sissy has reached her own limits and is glad to reach her own front door. She barely has the energy left to care for her own family, much less trying to do for everyone else as well.

As James opens the back door for her she asks, “Everyone else still asleep?”

“No. Everyone but Dad and Johnnie are awake. Johnnie was awake and hungry for once. Dad got him to eat some Chicken-n-Stars soup and then they both fell back to sleep.”

“Did your dad eat?”

“Yes ma’am. We all ate the soup you left in the crockpot. We left some for you.”

“Thank you sweetie. Who started the washing machine?”

“Rose dumped a load in. Sarah and Bekah are folding the stuff you brought in from the clothesline this morning. I tried to hang this stuff out but every time I have lift my arms over my head for very long I start feeling funny.”

“I’ll take care of the wet laundry if you will do me a favor and dig out that big bottle of lineament from the linen closet.”

“The one that smells so bad it burns your nose hairs?”

“That’s the one,” Sissy laughs. “I’m going to run it back by Barry’s house. His leg is acting up.”

“You don’t have to run. I’m sure Mr. Barry won’t mind if you walk.”

“Oh brother, you must be feeling better if you’re trying to crack bad jokes. Tell Rose I’m going to make a big pile of biscuits and gravy when I get back if she’ll put my big mixing bowl and the Bisquick on the counter for me.”

As Sissy takes the clothes outside, she can’t help but reflect on how grateful she is that she raised her children to be industrious and self-reliant. With few exceptions she’s always been able to count on them to help around the house without being constantly told what they need to do. It certainly makes these trying times easier than they would have been otherwise.

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Ship’s Log

I can’t sleep yet. I’m sitting here on the lanai trying to escape the oppressive heat. I’m writing by candlelight because I stupidly forgot to recharge the solar lantern. The candle only makes it hotter. I have to save the flashlight for when I check on everybody during the night.

Its eerily quiet even for these times. The silence feels heavy and suffocating. Every once in a while you can hear a moan or cry coming from somewhere in the neighborhood but it is impossible to tell where. I’m not sure I even care at this point. All it tells me is that my family isn’t the only one suffering.

I’m so tired. Scott and the kids are out of the woods. I think. Fever is gone but all they seem to do is sleep except for a few moment of lucidity here and there. I try and bathe them while they are asleep otherwise they don’t cooperate and I don’t have the strength to subdue them. As weak as they are, they can still knock me on my tail when I’m trying to balance both their weight and mine. Rose and James are especially horrified by what they feel is a gross invasion of their personal space. I should be grateful that they are beginning to act like teenagers again, rather than helpless infants. I’ve tried to help them do it themselves but they are just not capable of it yet. And so the battle of wills continues.

The swelling in my eye that Scott accidentally blackened during one of his bouts of delirium has finally started to go down and my sight has returned to normal. That’s a plus. But, I’ve done something to my back again. I think it may be my sciatic nerve acting up. My hip joint ached badly last night and when I got up off the floor this afternoon I didn’t have a lot of control over that leg. It wasn’t from lack of circulation, but like no messages were getting to the muscles, yet there was shooting pains from my knee to my ankle at the same time. My body can’t be beginning to fail me. I’ve got too much on my plate. I can’t go down no matter what.

Laundry is beyond gross. I’ve hung the really bad stuff outside but sometimes the smell still reaches me. The rest I wash as the power comes on. I’ll get caught up eventually. But not soon enough. I’ve gagged more than once loading the washing machine.

We have all lost weight. Even me. I hadn’t realized how much until I tried to stand up from one of my bedside vigils only to have my shorts fall all the way to my ankles. What should have been humorous was actually scary. I took the first good look at myself in a long while today. To say that I’m half the woman I used to be is true in more ways than one. Vanity aside, I’m looking much older than I’m comfortable with.

I’m so alone. No one has knocked to check on us. Maybe it is the biohazard tape the authorities strung across our yard. They said it was both for quarantine and to help us avoid any overt vandalism. I don’t know and don’t care. I don’t want anyone around. What if they take Scott and the kids away from me? I’ll fight to the death before I let that happen.

I’ll finish later. Johnnie is awake and crying again. -- Sissy
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-Six

After a few more days, Sissy can say that mostly the neighborhood is healing; but, there have been two more deaths reported. The elderly lady who suffered a stroke suffered a second one and passed quietly in her sleep and the girl who had the stillborn baby died after a series of convulsions that were brought on either by the lingering effects of the virus or from a secondary infection she developed during the birthing process.

Relatives finally came to collect the body of the older lady after swiftly clearing out her house. The red headed girl is laid to rest beside her baby in the family’s backyard since no one in the county could tell them how long it would be before they could get by to pick up her body.

Sissy herself continues to suffer from nervous tension brought on by the trauma of nearly losing her family. She is trying really hard to not give in to the panic and anxiety that occasionally tries to overwhelm her; especially when the insomnia kicks in. Some days are better than others. She knows that she is going to make herself ill if she does not deal with what is going on in her head. Every time she thinks about it too hard she finds herself on the verge of tears. Scott and the kids are puzzled by her inability to let it go. They have gotten better therefore everything IS better in their own minds. She thinks, “They have put it behind them so easily and are moving on. Why can’t I do that?” She becomes positively ill when she thinks about Scott resuming his business activities.

The nightmares she most commonly suffers from is the one where she is digging a large hole. She then makes a bed in the hole and her family all climbs in and pulls the cover up and goes to sleep. But right when she goes to climb in with them the ground closes up. No matter how hard she thrusts the shovel into the ground she can’t break through. Her last coherent thought during the dream is hearing Johnnie say, “G’night Momma.” At that point she panics and wakes up, usually covered in a sour sweat of fear.

It doesn’t do anything but legitimize her fears when the news says authorities are practically begging people not do proceed with unauthorized burials, but families feel that they have no other choice when it can take up to a week for the county coroner’s office to collect bodies. The alternative is watching the bodies of their loved ones decay and that is too deeply disturbing for most people to contemplate. It certainly doesn’t give Sissy any peace of mind.

It isn’t just Tampa that experiences a sharp increase in illnesses. Apparently many locations in the US are experiencing the hypothetical “2nd Wave” of the pandemic. The 1918 Spanish Flu epidemic occurred in waves and it had been debated whether a 21st century pandemic flu would act in the same manner. In some places that continue to enforce strong mitigation measures, there are no readily apparent waves although there have been spikes in cases of pandemic flu.

The “flat-line wave effect” is a direct result of early mitigation measures. Areas where mitigation procedures are allowed to become lax or where they are lifted too quickly see a sharp increase in cases. There are many variables affecting the other areas that are experiencing a true wave; too many to be easily definable during a 2 minute news broadcast. Scientists around the world will be analyzing the data long after the pandemic ends.

Whether the virus that is causing a sharp spike in cases over the last couple of weeks in Tampa is panflu or not is still being studied and debated. There is a strong suspicion that it is a strain that is just different enough to not register using the current testing methods. This is not good news for the vaccine companies. The only compensation is that its lethality is much lower than the original panflu strain, which is in fact still the main strain dominating the infection data from around the world. That isn’t to say that whatever virus it is isn’t lethal enough. People with already compromised health quickly have their remaining strength stolen from them and die disproportionally. Pregnancy has its own heightened level of risk. Dehydration is a leading cause of precipitating organ failure.

Barry’s granddaughter is awoke from her near coma but she isn’t out of the woods yet. The poor little thing is emaciated and extremely weak. She continues to sleep most of the time. As a matter of fact, everyone who has been sick is still experiencing some degree of weakness and fatigue. To address this in her own family, and she is sharing it with Barry’s family, Sissy makes up batches of garlic broth and broth made from greens.

Both broths are extremely healthy and help to build up the immune system, but are light enough for an invalid to eat. Another good one she plans on fixing is rose hip soup – full of Vitamin C – if her wild rose bushes start making hips any time soon.

Sissy knocks on Barry’s door.

“Serena? Ann? Its Sissy.”

Serena comes to the porch and greets her warmly if tiredly , “Hey lady! Come around back. What’s in the bag?”

“A thermos of garlic broth and some fresh garlic cloves.”

“Sissy, you can’t keep doing this. Don’t get me wrong, we’re grateful, but your own family has been sick too. Scott was telling Barry yesterday that you all have already gone through over half of your garlic bulbs. There is no way we’ll be able to repay you,” Serena admonishes.

“Did I ask you to? Look, one, there is no way I can just stand aside and not try to do something for your granddaughter. Two, you don’t realize how much of a relief it has been for me to have Barry working with Scott. Three, I know if our positions were reversed you’d be trying to help us out. So don’t worry about ‘repaying’ anything. It isn’t even an issue. OK?”

“OK,” responds Serena with a misty sheen to her eyes.

After a quick hug, Sissy asks, “Anyway, how are Ann and the girls?”

“Barry Jr. finally convinced Ann to go take a nap. That was three hours ago. I know if it was my baby laying there like that I’d be as frantic as she is. But I’m scared to death Ann is running herself so hard she’s going to collapse and relapse. You almost can’t tell the two younger ones were sick except they are back to taking long naps during the middle of the day. But the oldest … at least she is able to keep down a little bit of food now.”

“How’d she like that pear sauce?”

“It was the first thing Ann could get her to eat besides broth. We think she’s definitely on the road to recovery. But even though she’s the same little girl personality wise? I’ve notice she … oh I don’t know, maybe its too soon and I’m expecting too much,” Serena’s expressive face is very pensive.

“What?” Sissy asks, encouraging Serena to share her concerns.

“I don’t know. It just seems she’s not quite as advanced as she was. She is just looking at the pictures in the little Dr. Seuss books she used to love to read. And its just some other little things. Maybe I’m just imaging things.”

“Sweety, I hate to say this, but maybe you aren’t. You were a physical therapist. You know what the risks are. But why don’t you just not worry about it too much until she recovers more. I had to practically re-potty train Johnnie. It might just be she needs some time. All her energy is going towards getting better.”

“I hope that’s all it is for Barry Jr’s sake. Barry said the boy just can’t let go of the fact that he is the one who brought this into the neighborhood. That girl and her baby and those kids dying have hit him awful hard. And of course, Bob Grinder had to put in his two cents. Barry Jr. has really taken what that bastard had to say to heart.”

“It could have happened in any number of ways. It could have come in with Scott. Somebody could have picked it up at the grocery. Anything. We still have of people working outside the neighborhood and there’s more non-resident foot traffic on the street than I’m totally comfortable with.”

“That’s what Barry has tried to tell him,” Serena acknowledges. “But he already feels so guilty. I’m just praying that his baby girl heals all the way from this, even if it takes a while.”

“I’ll see if Scott will reinforce what Barry is saying if he can. Maybe hearing it from someone besides his dad will let him let it sink in. Scott has never expressed any resentment about who brought it in. Certainly I don’t blame Barry Jr. It’s just a bad thing that happened. Look, I told the kids I’d only be a minute so I need to get, but you be sure and tell him that no one in the Chapman household is upset with him,” Sissy says after realizing what time it is.

Gratefully Serena says, “I will. Thanks for bringing this by. I’ll have Barry give the thermos to Scott tomorrow.”

“OK. And don’t forget about the Stone Soup Potluck. I think the older folks are really enjoying being able to put this on. It’s a way for them to pay back a bunch of favors,” Sissy reminds her.

“I’ve heard a lot of people are anxious for that potluck. There are a lot of people going hungry,” Serena says right as Sissy slips out the side gate and heads home. She has a list as long as her arm of chores that need to be finished before the end of the month. Most of it is gardening and delayed cleaning from where everyone was sick and weak.

This is the month they need to prune all of the trees, especially the citrus trees, before they start blooming. James and Scott have already pruned a lot of lower limbs but there are some trees that still need reshaping. She also wants to cut back a couple of the oak trees even further because as they’ve leaved out they have restricted the direct sunlight available for their garden.

Tomorrow night is the full moon and sissy wants to fertilize their citrus trees. Another good reasoning for doing it at night, besides old-fashioned weatherlore, is so she doesn’t draw attention to the fact that she actually has fertilizer. It takes a quarter pound of fertilizer per inch of tree circumference. Once it is lightly cultivated into the soil hopefully no one will notice. The fertilizer is one of the few things they’ve left in the shed. The chemical smell of it has always made Sissy slightly nauseous. The idea of having to put up with the smell in the house all the itme is more that she can stand.

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Garlic Broth

2 each Garlic heads -- unpeeled but heads separated
1 each Bay leaf -- crumbled
6 cups Water
½ cup Chopped fresh parsley
½ teaspoon Sage
½ teaspoon Curry powder
1 pinch Saffron
1 large Onion -- peeled & quartered
2 each celery stalks -- cut to thirds

Wrap garlic & bay leaf in a cheesecloth. Place with all other ingredients in a soup pot. Cover & bring to a boil. Loweer heat & simmer for 25 minutes. Remove from heat & let cool slightly. Remove garlic & bay leaf. Puree the broth & vegetables in a blender. Season to taste &f desired & serve.


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A Broth of Greens

6 cups water
1 c. chopped mustard leaves, packed down
1 c. chopped miscellaneous greens, packed
1 clove of garlic, slightly crushed
2 T. real bacon bits
1 t. salt, or to taste

Bring water to a boil in a large saucepan. Add all of the greens, garlic, bacon bits, and salt. Turn heat low and simmer, covered, for 30 minutes. Strain out solids. Serve warm.
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-Seven
(part 1)

The “Stone Soup Potluck” as it is dubbed, is a huge success. In fact it is likely to turn into a weekly event for the neighborhood, for the foreseeable future anyway. It is a way for everyone to have some variety in their diets and contribute to the well-being of their less fortunate neighbors. What goes around comes around. A household may have an abundance one week only to have a bare pantry the next. The Stone Soup Potluck is a way to make sure that every participating household has at least one solid and nutritious meal each week.

The soup itself is a wild hodge-podge of ingredients. The result is thicker than your average soup but too thin to be a true stew; on some days it is thinner than others. The soup has a lot of dried beans in it but there is a pretty good showing of fresh ingredients as well from backyard gardens.

Scott and Sissy’s neighborhood isn’t the only one experimenting with this type of effort. All around the country groups of two or three households, all the way up to large apartment complexes, work together to share what resources they have. News is sparse at times, but soup lines are a common factor in many human-interest stories coming in from around the world.

There are risks involved – cross-infection from too many people in one location, poor food handling causing outbreaks of food borne illnesses and parasitic infections, and allergic reactions to unknown ingredients. But for truly hungry people the risks are worth it, and there are ways to lower the risks. Walk-up windows protect food handlers from becoming infected. Stringent cleaning practices help to prevent such things as salmonella, e. coli, camphylobacter, shigella, and listeria. Signs hung up listing communal cooking pot ingredients, including any cooking oils that were used, let people know most if not all of what they are getting.

Sissy struggles to keep up with most of the gardening by herself. While her family continues to recover she is left to do all of the heavy labor including the daily shifting of the container garden. She has considered just leaving everything outside; but, all of the problems people are having with raccoons and two-legged varmints makes it necessary. As it is, the neighborhood has put a 24 hour guard on the cooperative garden in the back of the Cleary house because Mr. Cleary kept having to run people out several times every night.

James, the first to begin recovering, is helping as much as he can. He continues to pick fruit in the grove next door. He also helps gather the Loquats that are now ripening on the tree that is on the corner of their property line. Though the tree trunk is on the Chapman’s rear neighbor’s property, most of the branches hang into their own backyard as well as over into the orange grove. Sissy has no regrets about harvesting all the fruit she has because she always makes sure a portion gets delivered to her neighbor’s front porch in exchange - a satisfactory arrangement for all. There’s not much meat to the fruit as they are mostly pit, but what flesh there is is very sweet and satisfying on their restricted diet.

James can also sit and weed the things in the container garden; but he tires quickly. The girls help by watching Johnnie and washing what is harvested from the garden. Thus far, the family has used everything but the grapefruit and shelling beans fresh. They are lucky they didn’t lose anything while the family was sick. It rained lightly twice or they would have lost quite a bit. The weather remained cool, so nothing wilted. But the weeds nearly strangled some of the seedlings and are tedious to pull and get rid of.

Scott and Barry put off their run two more days. Sissy is grateful because everyone needs the extra recovery time. In addition to Barry Jr. another man from the neighborhood with carpentry skills is coming. His name is Tom Cox. Tom owned his own cabinetry business prepandemic; no one needs new cabinets these days. Few enough people have anything to put in their old cabinets. Between the four men they hope to catch up on some of the delayed repair business referrals which they will all get shares in. After this run, if his daughter continues to improve, Barry Jr. will return to his job at the Sheriff’s department. If Tom works out, and work keeps coming, they will likely be forced to pick up another man from the neighborhood to replace Barry Jr.

In preparation for the run, Scott asks Sissy if there is anything in particular that she would like him to look for. “Everything” just isn’t a good enough answer, though its certainly accurate.

Sissy has been dreading this, but in order for her to tell Scott exactly what they need the most, a re-inventory is in order. Sissy knows they are coming up short for some supplies. Saltine crackers are the first thing that springs to Sissy’s mind, but that isn’t something that will likely be for trade. Depending on how much flour they have left, she has a recipe she can use to make their own crackers. They will not be as pretty and uniform as the ones that are commercially packaged, but they will do the job. During the inventory Sissy finds one bag of flour has weevils in it. They can’t afford the loss, so when her family isn’t looking she puts the flour through a fine sieve and sets it in a container to use for the next couple of batches of bread. She read this was common during the US Civil War but she never expected to be in a position where she would have to do it herself.

They still have quite a bit of rice. She does wish she had stocked more packages of yellow rice; she will need to be more sparing with that or hope she has the ingredients to make it from scratch. Even once the groceries are able to stock better, specialty items will probably take a while to see wide availability.

She still has plenty of tortilla ingredients on hand, flatbread ingredients as well. But if the men run across any flour she won’t turn her nose up at her share. She needs to be more sparing with the yeast at some point, but so far so good. She can try making sourdough starter but her prepandemic experiments doing this were only partially successful. Sissy prefers the Amish Friendship Bread Starter, but that is sweet and doesn’t go well with everything.

Sissy sees they still have plenty of pastas, except for a few of the specialty shapes which she decides to save for soup or donate to the communal “Stone Soup.” She wishes she could remember when acorns fall from the oak trees. She is pretty certain it is in August, but she can’t remember for sure. If the markets haven’t gotten better by then, she’ll have to give making acorn flour a try, assuming the squirrels don’t get them all first. Those fuzzy-tailed rats get into everything else, she’ll have to be fast to get enough to work with.

They still have case upon case of canned veggies. These are supplemented with the fresh stuff they are growing in their yard so they don’t go as fast. Any fresh fruits and veggies that Scott can trade for will mean that the cans of freeze dried foods they stored won’t need to be opened yet.

Dairy isn’t a problem yet either. Sissy still blesses the posters on the various flu forums who had pointed her in the direction of several online specialty food stores. From a company called Honeyville she picked up a year’s worth of powdered eggs and powdered milk for a very reasonable price. Seeing the remaining, unopened #10 cans gives her a feeling of confidence that she will be able to provide her family with a varied and nutritious menu for a long while yet. She has also stocked cans of evaporated milk, cheese, and ghee (clarified butter which requires no refrigeration).

Sissy sees that the family still has a lot of canned meat. They are probably one of the few that still do in their neighborhood. She prepped nearly a hundred cans each of chicken and home-canned ground beef. They still have home-canned meatballs, cocktail weenies, pork loin, and beef stew meat as well as commercially canned tuna, canned hams, canned vegan meat substitutes, and other canned meat products. They also have a pretty good selection of home-canned convenience meals like the ethnic ones that her family is fond of and a bunch of soups. They even have TVP (textured vegetable protein) from one of her early buys of long term food storage items. Sissy is very careful to conceal the fact they still have all of this meat. Meat and other protein sources are one of the things that a lot of people are beginning to crave. With birds out of the diet, and all pork products suspect, beef is an exorbitant amount at the grocery according to neighborhood gossip. . . when it is even in stock. If people can hold on until October, Florida’s seafood season will get in full swing with crabs, snapper, and shrimp available to the private angler. What to do in the mean time is the question.

What Sissy is a little worried about are paper products. They went through an extraordinary amount while everyone was sick. And they are going through a lot of laundry detergent trying to catch up with all the towels and sheets, not to mention the whole house scrubbing that Sissy did to get rid of all the germs that she could. She used a lot of deodorizer to try and get the rank smell from all the sickness out too. So on her list she puts down any unopened bottles of detergent, cleaners, and paper goods. They aren’t running out yet, but she will feel better if they can build their stock back up. The other thing she puts down as a priority is cooking oil, unopened of course. She prefers not to risk intentional or unintentional contamination. Nor does she want to get second hand oil that has been strained and bottled as “fresh.”

Their sweeteners – granulated sugars (both white and brown), honey, cane syrup, and molasses – are holding out. So is the pancake syrup, but it won’t last forever. But Sissy doubts anyone is holding a stash of sweeteners. If someone can ever come up with a honey farm they will make a fortune in barter goods, and probably cash as well. They continue to guard their small hive very closely. Sissy and Scott haven’t even told Barry about it and it continues to be well camouflaged and hidden by their privacy fence. The sugar cane in south Florida is usually finished being harvested by the end of April but no one knows if it is going to make it further north this year. Since Florida still harvests cane mostly by hand, rather than the mechanized methods of Hawaii and Louisiana, there is also the concern that there won’t be enough workers to harvest the crop. It’s a brutal job and dangers lie in the form of machete accidents and snakebites. If any sugar does make it out of south Florida, it will probably be a pricey item.

The day of Scott’s next run dawns clear; a good sign. All the men pile into the van and leave. Sissy has not been looking forward to this day, but knows it is both inevitable and necessary. She slipped a picnic lunch into the work van as well as a gallon of citrus-ade . . . a mix of whatever citrus fruit juice they have on hand. This will add to whatever each man brought from home, including his own jug of water.

Sissy is planning a surprise ready for when Scott comes home. Sarah and Bekah have birthdays in close enough proximity that they are sometimes celebrated together. This year, one of the birthdays passed while everyone was ill and the other is looming around the corner. Thanks to the unusually cool weather, the potted strawberries have taken longer to ripen than normal; however, a couple of pints of berries are now ready for harvesting.

The surprise, to celebrate the girls’ birthdays and everyone’s return to health, is strawberry shortcake. Sissy picks the berries then cleans, caps, and slices them into a bowl. Then she sprinkles them with a little sugar before setting them aside. Sissy then uses baking mix and a simple recipe to make the shortcake part. To top this off, she has a real surprise. She makes fluffy whipped topping from powdered milk.

“Momma, can I help?” pipes an excited voice behind Sissy.

“Sure Bekah. Get the measuring cups, the whisk, and that big bowl I put in the freezer. Put all of it on the counter while I get the ingredients.”

“What can I do now?”

“OK use the one-third measuring cup. First measure in a third of a cup of non-fat dry milk out of that big box. Then add one-third cup of ice cold water.”

“Is this mixed enough?” Bekah asks, showing the bowl to her mother.

“Uh huh. Now add one-quarter cup of white sugar and mix it up again.”

“Des the sugar need to be all melted?”

“It needs to be all dissolved. I want you to keep whisking. I’m going to put in one teaspoon of lemon juice and one teaspoon of vanilla extract. That’s right, keep whisking,” Sissy directs.

“Momma, my arm’s getting tired.”

Sissy says, “I thought you wanted to help” as she smiles.

“I do, but my arm is still getting tired.’

“Here, let me show you something. When you get a little bigger you’ll be able to pick up the bowl and tilt it a little so you can whisk really fast like this,” Sissy says as she demonstrates.

“Wow! That’s really fast. How come you aren’t spilling anything?”

“Practice Sweetpea. And we have to keep doing this until fluffy peaks form.”

“It looks like that Dream Whip stuff,” Bekah notices.

“Sorta is. But this is something I can make from scratch. We might not have any Dream Whip one of these days.”

When the men come home they are definitely tired. They aren’t just tired though. There is some obvious satisfaction for having brought in quite a haul of barter goods and cash. Sissy can tell from Scott’s expression as he unloads the day’s haul that they had a good day, but she also notices his eyes hold a hint of something else as well.

After the other men leave Scott says, “Well, it’s certainly been one of those days.”

“How so?” asks Sissy.

“We’ve go four empty units.”

The questions start tumbling from Sissy’s mouth. “Oh no. Where? Do you know why? Are they damaged?”

“All in the same complex. According to the neighbors one unit went vacant – you never met this woman, she moved in right before the pandemic – when this woman was arrested for battery with a deadly weapon at a brawl at a market. Three people had to go to triage. That one isn’t too bad ‘cause the woman’s relatives came and took the kids and cleaned out the apartment too right after she was sent to the hold facility.”

“What about the other three?”

“One was abandoned when that Haitian chick with the three kids split from her boyfriend. Neighborhood gossips say they still see ‘em around, just living with other partners, but the kids haven’t been seen in a long time. The other two apartments were just walked away from. Who knows why or where the tenants are now, but they left what appears to be most of their stuff.”

“How bad is this going to be?” Sissy asks worriedly.

“Not too bad. Actually not bad at all maybe.”

“How can you say that?! That’s four apartments!” Sissy responds in surprise.

“I’ve already got people wanting those units. I’ve got more wanting the units than I have units available. And no one vandalized the empty units, thankfully. Mr. Sawyer, his son and that big guy Elwin pretty much have that complex under control. I actually don’t think they were sorry to see some of those people go as they were making trouble and talking trash, especially that chick that got arrested,” Scott explains.

Contrary to what Scott has expected to happen, he is still one of the few landlords that accepts barter goods for rent. His units also have consistent water service, though he has found that a few tenants have tried to remove the governors from the supply lines. This shuts down the intake set up behind the wall and they’ve finally learned to leave them alone or suffer without water until Scott comes to reset them. Many apartment complexes around town do not have consistent utilities, either due to repair issues or payment issues. Too few owners have the cash to float the bills until the economy stabilizes.

Scott is thankful that the men have agreed to go with him again tomorrow and clean out the units so he can turn all four apartments before curfew. They’ve already started on two of them. They are splitting any abandoned items that are worth keeping just like in the repair service.

What really caused the grimness in his eyes though is when they had to detour around one of the hospital areas. Illness around town has spiked. For the second time, people are being triaged into various tents in the hospital parking lots. One of Barry Jr.’s contacts on the HCSO (Hillsborough County Sheriff’s Office) recognized him and told him that while deaths from the flu are only going up slightly, the number of people being admitted for triage has more than doubled.

HCWs are at their breaking points due to fatigue; several have simply walked off the job. Despite this, things are still fairly well organized but it’s a close thing. There are wards set aside for patients who have family members willing and able to assist in their care. Worse is the fact that there are so many children down sick that there are three huge tents set up just for them.

“Honey, you should have see Barry Jr.’s face when he heard that many of the kids didn’t seem to have any family looking after or for them. It was actually painful to see his expression. He’s having a hard time with going back to work. Barry is really worried about his state of mind,” Scott shares.

“Is there anything we can do?” Sissy asks.

“Now that you mention it . . . and I know we should have discussed this between us first . . . but I told Barry that we would put together a box of PPE and food that Barry Jr. could take back to the substation with him or keep in his patrol car.”

Sissy then says, “I don’t have a problem with doing that and you know it. What aren’t you telling me?”

“Well, I told Barry Jr. that we’d look after the girls if anything happens.”

After an exaggerated pause Sissy asks, “Uh, what does if anything happens mean exactly?”

“I said that if things got bad we would make sure that his girls were looked after. I guess that could mean a lot of different things but mainly it means that if there are no adults left to take them in, we’ll take them rather than see them go into child protective services.”

After a stunned moment with Sissy trying to breathe and think her way through this bombshell, “I know this is going to sound horrible, but you do realize we have five children of our own to look after right?! I’m struggling to stay on top of things now, how am I going to add three more children to the equation? These girls don’t even really know me. They adore you because you were the Santa delivery guy. But I will be the one left to integrate them into everything.”

Trying to smooth troubled waters Scott says, “Look, don’t put the cart before the horse. I didn’t mean for you to get all bent out of shape about it. I know it’s a risk, but Anne doesn’t have any family and Barry Jr. only has his dad and stepmother to count on. There’s the brother at MIT but he is several years younger and unmarried.”

“Geez Louise. I know you mean well, and I do want to help, but this is really hard to get my head around. We could jump from five kids to eight overnight. And the oldest might wind up with special needs from the fever. I’m not even sure that I’m qualified, much less able to address what she might need. It makes my teeth hurt just trying to imagine it. If only for Barry’s sake I don’t want to see the girls fall into child protective services’ custody, but you have to admit this is a lot for me to swallow all of a sudden like this.”

“I know. And like I said I know we should have discussed it between us first. I just didn’t see an alternative at the time. We are probably the only family in the neighborhood equipped to do it. Illness runs rampant in those temporary housing facilities. A kid might survive the loss of his or her family only to die due to the intended kindness of virtual strangers.”

“Just give me a sec. I agree with you . . . its just . . . its just . . . I don’t know. Surprising? Shocking? Scary?! We aren’t even listed as next of kin for my nephews. To suddenly find out I could be raising three more kids?” Then taking a deep breath Sissy capitulates by saying, “Ok, I agree to this, but I want every piece of contact information on those other two brothers of his – even the crappy one. And I want this up front with Barry and his wife. I do not want any of this ‘assumption’ stuff. We do it legally and above board or not at all. I don’t want to fall in love with those little girls only to have them ripped away because we didn’t cross a ‘t’ or dot an ‘I’.”

“Done,” says Scott. “I’ll try and find some forms and I’ll see about getting them notarized.”

As Sissy goes through the remainder of her day, she thinks that she shouldn’t be surprised by what Scott proposed. He is a grumpaholic hard-heart around most adults, but when it comes to kids he can be a real marshmallow. And its not like this sort of thing isn’t happening all over. The pandemic is striking hardest at the five to twenty-five years age group, but not exclusively. Parents and guardians are dying, leaving children of all ages without caregivers. Sometimes the kids are simply turned over to the State or abandoned when their parents cannot take care of them anymore. Foster parenting is becoming much more common, though the system continues to be rife with problems.

Something new has also sprung up called co-parenting. Two or more adult households are helping to raise a single child. In other cases it is a sibling group being raised. But genetically unrelated groups of kids in this set up are also appearing. The reasons for this phenomenon run the gamut from economic to emotional.

A segment of the Devon McLoud series was on this when he spent nearly a week at a commune in Utah where a multi-generational group of fourteen households were helping to raise a dozen children, three of whom were newborns of mothers who had died at the local health care center.

McLoud ended the segment by saying, “The whole group represents different age groups, different religions, and different ethnic backgrounds. There are lots of differences in the adults. But they all agree on one thing. Their greatest priority is keeping their children healthy - emotionally and physically - using all the talents and ingenuity at their disposal.”
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter Twenty-Seven
(part 2)

Homemade Crackers
(this is just one of many easy recipes for homemade crackers)

1 1/4 cups flour; white, whole wheat, rye
1/2 teaspoon salt
2 tablespoons butter, canola oil or olive oil; more as needed
4 tablespoons water; add more as needed
1 teaspoon seasoning such as chili powder, dried herbs etc (optional)

Preheat oven to 400.° Mix together well, preferably in a food processor, 1 cup of the flour, 1/2 teaspoon salt and oil or butter ( use smaller amount for crisper crackers, or a larger amount for a richer flavor). Add 3 tablespoons water and mix well. Gradually add more water, mixing after each addition, until mixture forms a compact ball. If it seems too sticky to handle, add more flour. Sprinkle a work surface (or a baking sheet-sized piece of parchment paper) with some of the remaining flour then press and roll the dough to about 1/8th inch thick. Try to get it fairly uniform. If the dough is too dry to roll out, return it to the food processor and add a little more water. If necessary to prevent sticking, dust your hands and the rolling pin with a little more flour. Put the rolled-out dough on a baking sheet dusted with a little flour (if you've used parchment paper, transfer dough and paper to baking sheet) and bake 10 - 15 minutes, until somewhat brown. Cool and break into pieces. If making several batches, mix another while the first one bakes. You can re-use the parchment paper several times.


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Whipped Topping Substitute

1/3 cup Instant Nonfat Dry Milk
1/3 cup ice cold water
1/4 cup granulated sugar
1 teaspoon lemon juice
1 teaspoon vanilla extract

Chill bowl and beaters of electric mixer in freezer for 15 minutes. In chilled mixing bowl, combine powdered milk, ice water, sugar. lemon juice and vanilla extract. Beat on high speed until peaks form. Serves 4.
 
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