Story Il Agita di Amore

Kathy in FL

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Chapter Twenty-Five

“Hinky?” I asked.

Sighing and rolling her eyes Lucia said, “Yeah. I know that is ‘your’ word but it’s the one that fits. DOT was under quarantine – or so we found out – but there were no road signs or blockades or anything keeping people out. Lots of military moving around and we got stopped a couple of times but no one really asked much after we told them we were going to my sister’s place.”

Smiling I said, “Your sister?”

She stuck her tongue out at me in the first sign of her old personality. “You might as well be. Besides you ‘married’ Tony which I wanna ask you about but not until after I get through this.”

The smile faded from her face as she returned to her narrative. “The main drag was deserted. Not just that, it looked like a battle had been fought. We pulled up to this little store to get out and ask for water as we only had a gallon left and that’s where we met Thomas … at the end of a rifle. But Bennie did good with him, got him calmed down enough so that I could patch him up. He’d been worked over. Seems like even small towns have their share of creeps. Someone let it out his parents never came home and they ransacked his business and didn’t leave him much. Some of the military types had tossed him some of their own MREs but that is all they could do per some heavy regulations they’ve been handed.”

“Regulations?”

“Yeah. No dealings with civilians. Period. I think they’re afraid that … what do they call it … fraternization … will make it harder for them to do their jobs. Anyway Thomas said he didn’t mind if we stayed in the store with him that night and it was a good thing we were there too because a group tried another pile on. Bennie took out several of them and Thomas even got one but you could tell his heart wasn’t in it. Those were people he’d known his whole life and it ate at him that they’d turned into what they were. Thomas decided to trust us and stick to a group he knew would fight with him rather than try and make friends with people he knew had shot at him, even if he’d known them longer. We loaded what Thomas wanted to take from the store and agreed to head out to his grandfather’s place before first light.”

“Wasn’t the old man there?”

“Oh yeah and he was so glad to see Thomas that he asked us to stay as well. We all helped around the place, taking care of the animals – don’t look like that, I really did – getting the stuff from the garden in, helping with other chores. We had some trouble with some locals that had thought the old man was there by himself. They claimed to be representatives of the townspeople and that all of the animals and food needed to go to a redistribution center that was being set up at one of the restaurants so that everyone could get fed and no one could make themselves out to be king … or at least all the talking the guy did sifted out to that. The old man was almost ready to do it too if that night these same people hadn’t come back and tried to take everything by force. After that Thomas will tell you he ‘muled up.’ It was one thing to give it willingly and another for anyone to try and take it.”

“Then Mr. Crenshaw got caught out in the open coming back from milking one of the cows. They shot that sweet old man for a bucket of milk Joey. Thomas was really torn up but kept his head. And we’d been planning just in case the farm had been overrun. Mr. Crenshaw was slick, he had us take most of the food and household goods out at night and hide them in these two played out mines that were on the property. He also had us set up a couple of camps like the old moonshiners did and after we buried the old man that’s where we moved the animals to. Thomas and Bennie had us strip the farm of anything useful … including from the garden and trees … and then – I still can’t believe he did it – he burnt everything to the ground rather than let anyone else get anything from it.”

I was thinking what a waste; that they could have moved back in once winter settled in, but I wasn’t there and it belonged to Thomas through his grandfather so I kept my mouth shut.

“There were hunters all over the place in the woods, every day we were hiding from one or two of them. Trying to cover out tracks and make sure no one found anything to draw attention to. It was hard on the animals being moved around so much and the cows started to give less and less milk, the chickens stopped giving eggs, and we thought we were going to have to eat them.”

“Finally Bennie convinced Thomas that it was in everyone’s best interest to finally finish coming here. Thomas wasn’t sure he would be accepted …”

At her look I said, “Tony wouldn’t have brought him here if he wasn’t.”

She nodded, “That’s what we told him would probably be the way things went down. Moving everything has not been fun. We’ve had to do it mostly at night and a few times it’s been really hard going. We didn’t even realize how close we had finally managed to get until Tony and Bennie practically ran into each other. We couldn’t take the chance of really moving until the sun went down as there were too many people on the road. Tony said they were Feds and military types dealing with some airplane crash.”

I still had a lot of questions but Lucia was dead dog tired. For that matter so was I.

*****

I so did not want to get out of bed the next morning but what choice did I have? I had five more people to cook for and despite Lucia’s story I still wasn’t sure what conditions they’d been living under once they were forced out of that farmhouse. But they were with me and Tony now and no way was I going to shirk my duty to the family; even if my bones did tell me I was six kinds of fool for not pulling the covers over my head for another hour or two of rest.

It was still dark, I could tell by the lack of light around the shutters. The roosters hadn’t even started to crow yet. I tried to roll over carefully so I wouldn’t wake Tony but then felt around in the dark to find he wasn’t in bed. That was the last straw for me. I got my feet on the floor, a floor a little cooler than it had been the day before, and made myself get going.

I came out of the bathroom and looked over the railing to see Tony, Bennie, and Thomas conferring downstairs. Going down the stairs I was quiet as I didn’t see Lucia or the girls. Tony had a dim lamp on so I didn’t trip over my own feet and I could see he wanted my input on something as we all walked into the kitchen. I wanted a cup of coffee desperately but it had become a luxury and not an every morning ritual.

Entering I saw right away the door had already been opened. Before I could ask Thomas said, “They’re the same as the one on the back door of the store. The cow needed milking.” He shook his head and added, “I still can’t believe your frig still works. That must be some generator.”

Obviously Tony hadn’t gotten around to explaining things. I looked inside the refrigerator to find several containers holding roughly two gallons of milk. I looked over at Tony and he said, “Not a generator per se. We’ve got a bank of solar panels and a room full of batteries for power storage. Power’s not unlimited though so try and not use it if you don’t have to. Water heater is gas and so is the stove but they’re both electric ignition. Water pump is electric but there are two hand pumps as well, one outside and one down in the basement in what was in the middle of being converted to a bathroom. Try and not flip switches or use the lamps during the day, Joey needs most of the daily allotment of power for preserving food. Crazy how much juice those kitchen appliances can use. Laundry uses a lot of juice too and gonna be worse with more people.”

Nodding his understanding Thomas said, “That’s cool.” As he asked Tony and Bennie more questions I got breakfast started.

I was only listening with half an ear to what they were talking about. I was trying to wrap my brain around the arithmetic of stretching all of our stored food even further.
 

Kathy in FL

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Chapter Twenty-Six

Breakfast was the promised pancakes. There was apple juice or milk to drink but I could have crawled into a mug of coffee and stayed there had I not had to deal with my other responsibilities. I had one pancake and decided to eat fruit for the rest of my meal so that the guys could eat and still leave enough over for Lucia and the girls.

“Joey …,” Thomas began doubtfully.

Expecting something else entirely I turned around with the next pancake ready to plop it on his plate but instead found him looking at me like he wasn’t even sure how to say what was on his mind. Deciding it would be easier to treat him like I would have my brothers I just said, “Spit it out. You look like it is giving you indigestion.”

He nodded and said, “Yes’m” in a way that was beginning to make me feel like he must think I am older than I am. I let him go right on thinking it and he finally found his voice. “Tony said … but … I mean … I’ll work my share just I want to make sure …”

I looked at him and then first at Tony then at Bennie but it didn’t click until I remembered a few words from the previous night. I put the pancake on his plate anyway and told him, the spatula moving in time with my hands that always seemed to move when I was talking, “If it is about whether you have a place here or not, stop worrying a hole in it. You’ve got a bed. You’ve got food in your belly. And your accent reminds me of where I came from. Bennie and the girls spoke for you. Tony wouldn’t have brought you if he didn’t think it was OK. Give it a rest and just accept it. Now eat.”

Tony snorted and said, “Spoken like a real Nonna.”

When Thomas didn’t understand Bennie said, “Italian grandmother.”

I saw a small smile tug at the corner of Thomas’ mouth. “I don’t reckon that is just Italian. I had me a granny that thought a good plate of biscuits could cure just about anything that ailed ya.”

I gave him a small grin and said, “With one my grandmothers it was cookies and milk and the other it was a cup of tea or a hot toddy.” Then looking at all the guys I told them. “Last round is coming up. If you’re still hungry after that you can help me bring in some fruit from the orchard.”

“’Bout the orchard. If you don’t mind I’ll tether the goats down there while we’re picking. They’re as good as a mower if you’ve got some grass that needs cutting and they won’t tip over like a cow might on the slopes.”

A sober Lucia walked in at that point and said, “I’ll picket the cows in that area right behind the house. The girls can take turns keeping an eye on them as well.”

Bennie gave her a concerned look but she tilted her chin up like she was daring anyone to say she wasn’t up for the job. That pretty much tore me up; it was such a contradiction from who she had been before. Not the pride, she’d always been a bit prideful, but it was what it was over that was strange and sad.

And that’s the way the morning went. I had thought that Lucia and the girls at least would need a couple of days to recuperate but they were so full of silent, nervous energy that I was thankful they used it at something constructive rather than flip magazines or tapping their nails as they might have before.

After lunch I corralled Lucia and said, “Enough. All of you need to take a break and …”

“Don’t Joey. I might have been next to useless before but I’m not now. And I’ve been out there. And … and I might know even better than you that the world has gone to hell. I’ve been out there Joey. And if we don’t take care of things before it gets cold … Thomas said … the cold sounds as bad here as it did back … I just … I’ve got the girls to take care of now. I can’t afford to be … to be … who I used to be.”

“Sorella …” That was sister in Italian. When she looked close to tears I gave her a hug and said, “You’re not alone Lucia. You got me and Tony. And you’ve had Bennie and …”

She stopped me and said, “Bennie and me … I … I never realized how bad I was treatin’ him Joey. I swear it. And now after what Pop did … and all these responsibilities I got … I can’t ask him to … to …”

Bennie had come around the corner of the barn and just sort of stood there blinking and then just kind of came over and bent down in front of her on his knees. “Fuh gettabout it Luce … a good thing like you ain’t gettin’ away from me that easy. We had a dust up in the family. Lots a people do. I’m sorry about your ol’ man. I’m sorrier about your ma … she was a good woman. But we can’t let their troubles break us. I’ll go slow … give the girls time ya know? But just ‘cause I move slow I don’t want you to think I ain’t movin’ or don’t wanna move wit yous. You’re my woman. Got it?”

Not exactly the most romantic speech but it seemed to work for Lucia and I left them all but climbing all over each other. As I walked back to the house I intercepted Tony and Thomas who were heading that way and told them, “You don’t wanna go that direction unless you are looking for a lesson in the birds and the bees.”

Both guys promptly turned a different direction and I headed over to where the girls were. They still hadn’t talked much and I wanted to see how bad off they were for myself. “Ana? Lindsey?”

Both girls turned towards me. They were nearly identical and had played it up even more than my brothers had; but, after being around them for so many years I recognized the difference between them. Identical they may have been but at that moment I easily identified Ana as being the leader and Lindsey giving me a nearly vacant stare.

Ana asked, “Did you get it fixed between Luce and Bennie?”

I nodded. “Didn’t know they needed fixin’, was more concerned with making sure you three weren’t overdoing it; but Bennie overheard a couple of things that Luce said and went all stupid all over her and they’re fixing things now.”

Ana tried to smile but it never made it beyond a microsecond upturn of one side of her mouth. Lindsey didn’t even seem to register what I had said at all. Ana noticed my concerned look and told her twin, “Wake up Linds … Joey wants to talk to us.”

It was a struggle but Lindsey seem to get more “there” after a couple of moments. She mumbled, “Sure Joey. Sure. We’re ok.”

I shook my head. “I didn’t ask you if you were ok. I don’t expect you to be so you don’t need to fake it with me. I just want to see that you are headin’ that direction. You gotta cry, go ahead and do it … get it out, just don’t let it take over. You gotta get mad … same thing, just use some sense and know when to stop. But you feel like doing anything worse, you come talk to me or Tony first. We can’t maybe fix this but we’re family. Families stick together, even when they’ve been hurt.”

It was obvious the girls didn’t want to talk about it but at least they had heard what I said. Again it was Ana who took the lead. “Luce says that you and Tony are together now. That we need to treat you like you’ve been to a priest even if you haven’t. Sister Mary Janice wouldn’t be too happy with that.”

I leaned against the house and said, “When’s the last time you two listened to that woman? She may have worn a habit but she wasn’t exactly the nicest person … she wasn’t even nice to the other Sisters at the school. Now knock off the teasin’ ‘fore Tony hears you two. He’s a little sensitive on the subject. Had to promise him that at some point, when things get better, we’d take care that the words got said right.”

It was Lindsey that mumbled, “Nothing is ever going to be right again.”

Ana started looking concerned and she put her arm around her twin. I sighed and told her, “You’re not a baby and I’m not gonna treat you like one. I’m gonna try and be as respectful to you as if …” I had to stop and swallow. “As if you were Ike and James.” That made them look at me and I think they realized I knew a little more about what they were feeling than maybe they had thought about. “You ain’t wrong. Things are going to be rough … maybe for a good long while. But we got each other. We’re family even if we don’t share blood or if Tony and I don’t have a piece of paper to make it all legal. Family sticks together. And we make it as right for each other as we can. Maybe not right the way things used to be, but they can be just as good in other ways. We just gotta work to find them other ways. Luce is worrying herself sick over you and she was ready to put all her happiness aside for you. You don’t pay her back by giving up.”

Ana whispered, “I know. It isn’t as bad as it was Joey … least not for me. Linds still has nightmares every night. Pop …” Lindsey winced and turned to look at the trees rather than at me. “Pop put a bullet in her pillow Joey. He woulda …”

Ana was choking up so I said, “whoever that man was in that room that night … he wasn’t all your Pop the way he used to be. Somethin’ was broke inside him and most if not all of his sense was gone. It really wasn’t your Pop doing it but the shell of what was left of him.”

Ana blanched but still managed to ask, “Why? Why Joey? Why did he have to … to go all crazy?”

I shrugged but not like I didn’t care; I just didn’t have the answers for them. “I don’t know Ana Banana … he just did. Maybe it had something to do with how rough he had it growing up and how rough it was before he met your Ma. Or maybe he was sick … a stroke or something. He just wasn’t who he used to be, something cracked inside him. What he did when he was sick … he’s accountable for it, but at the same time you can’t go around not forgiving him and letting it eat you up. He was sick. Try and put it to rest like that and say some prayers to make you feel better. You know your Ma wouldn’t want you to suffer like this.”

Lindsey joined the conversation enough to say, “She cried over what Pop did to you Joey … what he said and everything. Even when it made Pop angry she did it. She missed your Ma so bad. She just didn’t know what to do.”

I hugged both girls and told them, “You’re Ma was somethin’ special all right. She was as much if not more a sister to my mother than her blood sisters were. Now, you listen here and I’m gonna say it ‘cause I feel I got to. I don’t hold nothin’ against your father … and certainly not against your mother. Bad things happen and we don’t always know why. We just have to live with ‘em and try and keep goin’ forward. And even if Tony and I hadn’t gotten together you two … and Luce and Bennie … and even your parents … would have had a place here. I can’t bring your Ma and Pop back the way they were, but you don’t have to go only remembering them the way they were at the end. I ain’t saying to forget it all – that wouldn’t be healthy – but I am asking that if you’re gonna remember the bad stuff that you gotta remember there was lots more good stuff first.”

“That’s what Bennie said,” Ana said with a sniffle.

“Yeah, he’s a lot smarter than he lets on. And he’s good for Luce ‘cause he loves all of her, not just the parts that are easy to love. Know what I mean?”

The girls nodded. “Now I think you two just about had enough of me right now. You wanna keep watchin’ the cows or you wanna help with the fruit.”

Both girls said simultaneously, “Cows.”

I gave them a small smile and said, “It ain’t that bad. You been listening to Luce complain too much.”

They weren’t ready to smile but at least I could see they had thought about it some. I turned and went to the house and the rest of the afternoon was spent the way I had been spending it.

After dinner Tony and I decided to walk to the overlook for some privacy to try and talk about how things had changed. The overlook was near where the old entrance road had been before Tony bulldozed it and planted it over. We never even got to start talking. What met our eyes when we got there had me leaving Tony to watch and running back to the house to get Bennie and Thomas.
 

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Chapter Twenty-Five

Breakfast was the promised pancakes. There was apple juice or milk to drink but I could have crawled into a mug of coffee and stayed there had I not had to deal with my other responsibilities. I had one pancake and decided to eat fruit for the rest of my meal so that the guys could eat and still leave enough over for Lucia and the girls.

“Joey …,” Thomas began doubtfully.

Expecting something else entirely I turned around with the next pancake ready to plop it on his plate but instead found him looking at me like he wasn’t even sure how to say what was on his mind. Deciding it would be easier to treat him like I would have my brothers I just said, “Spit it out. You look like it is giving you indigestion.”

He nodded and said, “Yes’m” in a way that was beginning to make me feel like he must think I am older than I am. I let him go right on thinking it and he finally found his voice. “Tony said … but … I mean … I’ll work my share just I want to make sure …”

I looked at him and then first at Tony then at Bennie but it didn’t click until I remembered a few words from the previous night. I put the pancake on his plate anyway and told him, the spatula moving in time with my hands that always seemed to move when I was talking, “If it is about whether you have a place here or not, stop worrying a hole in it. You’ve got a bed. You’ve got food in your belly. And your accent reminds me of where I came from. Bennie and the girls spoke for you. Tony wouldn’t have brought you if he didn’t think it was OK. Give it a rest and just accept it. Now eat.”

Tony snorted and said, “Spoken like a real Nonna.”

When Thomas didn’t understand Bennie said, “Italian grandmother.”

I saw a small smile tug at the corner of Thomas’ mouth. “I don’t reckon that is just Italian. I had me a granny that thought a good plate of biscuits could cure just about anything that ailed ya.”

I gave him a small grin and said, “With one my grandmothers it was cookies and milk and the other it was a cup of tea or a hot toddy.” Then looking at all the guys I told them. “Last round is coming up. If you’re still hungry after that you can help me bring in some fruit from the orchard.”

“’Bout the orchard. If you don’t mind I’ll tether the goats down there while we’re picking. They’re as good as a mower if you’ve got some grass that needs cutting and they won’t tip over like a cow might on the slopes.”

A sober Lucia walked in at that point and said, “I’ll picket the cows in that area right behind the house. The girls can take turns keeping an eye on them as well.”

Bennie gave her a concerned look but she tilted her chin up like she was daring anyone to say she wasn’t up for the job. That pretty much tore me up; it was such a contradiction from who she had been before. Not the pride, she’d always been a bit prideful, but it was what it was over that was strange and sad.

And that’s the way the morning went. I had thought that Lucia and the girls at least would need a couple of days to recuperate but they were so full of silent, nervous energy that I was thankful they used it at something constructive rather than flip magazines or tapping their nails as they might have before.

After lunch I corralled Lucia and said, “Enough. All of you need to take a break and …”

“Don’t Joey. I might have been next to useless before but I’m not now. And I’ve been out there. And … and I might know even better than you that the world has gone to hell. I’ve been out there Joey. And if we don’t take care of things before it gets cold … Thomas said … the cold sounds as bad here as it did back … I just … I’ve got the girls to take care of now. I can’t afford to be … to be … who I used to be.”

“Sorella …” That was sister in Italian. When she looked close to tears I gave her a hug and said, “You’re not alone Lucia. You got me and Tony. And you’ve had Bennie and …”

She stopped me and said, “Bennie and me … I … I never realized how bad I was treatin’ him Joey. I swear it. And now after what Pop did … and all these responsibilities I got … I can’t ask him to … to …”

Bennie had come around the corner of the barn and just sort of stood there blinking and then just kind of came over and bent down in front of her on his knees. “Fuh gettabout it Luce … a good thing like you ain’t gettin’ away from me that easy. We had a dust up in the family. Lots a people do. I’m sorry about your ol’ man. I’m sorrier about your ma … she was a good woman. But we can’t let their troubles break us. I’ll go slow … give the girls time ya know? But just ‘cause I move slow I don’t want you to think I ain’t movin’ or don’t wanna move wit yous. You’re my woman. Go it?”

Not exactly the most romantic speech but it seemed to work for Lucia and I left them all but climbing all over each other. As I walked back to the house I intercepted Tony and Thomas who were heading that way and told them, “You don’t wanna go that direction unless you are looking for a lesson in the birds and the bees.”

Both guys promptly turned a different direction and I headed over to where the girls were. They still hadn’t talked much and I wanted to see how bad off they were for myself. “Ana? Lindsey?”

Both girls turned towards me. They were nearly identical and had played it up even more than my brothers had; but, after being around them for so many years I recognized the difference between them. Identical they may have been but at that moment I easily identified Ana as being the leader and Lindsey giving me a nearly vacant stare.

Ana asked, “Did you get it fixed between Luce and Bennie?”

I nodded. “Didn’t know they needed fixin’, was more concerned with making sure you three weren’t overdoing it; but Bennie overheard a couple of things that Luce said and went all stupid all over her and they’re fixing things now.”

Ana tried to smile but it never made it beyond a microsecond upturn of one side of her mouth. Lindsey didn’t even seem to register what I had said at all. Ana noticed my concerned look and told her twin, “Wake up Linds … Joey wants to talk to us.”

It was a struggle but Lindsey seem to get more “there” after a couple of moments. She mumbled, “Sure Joey. Sure. We’re ok.”

I shook my head. “I didn’t ask you if you were ok. I don’t expect you to be so you don’t need to fake it with me. I just want to see that you are headin’ that direction. You gotta cry, go ahead and do it … get it out, just don’t let it take over. You gotta get mad … same thing, just use some sense and know when to stop. But you feel like doing anything worse, you come talk to me or Tony first. We can’t maybe fix this but we’re family. Families stick together, even when they’ve been hurt.”

It was obvious the girls didn’t want to talk about it but at least they had heard what I said. Again it was Ana who took the lead. “Luce says that you and Tony are together now. That we need to treat you like you’ve been to a priest even if you haven’t. Sister Mary Janice wouldn’t be too happy with that.”

I leaned against the house and said, “When’s the last time you two listened to that woman? She may have worn a habit but she wasn’t exactly the nicest person … she wasn’t even nice to the other Sisters at the school. Now knock off the teasin’ ‘fore Tony hears you two. He’s a little sensitive on the subject. Had to promise him that at some point, when things get better, we’d take care that the words got said right.”

It was Lindsey that mumbled, “Nothing is ever going to be right again.”

Ana started looking concerned and she put her arm around her twin. I sighed and told her, “You’re not a baby and I’m not gonna treat you like one. I’m gonna try and be as respectful to you as if …” I had to stop and swallow. “As if you were Ike and James.” That made them look at me and I think they realized I knew a little more about what they were feeling than maybe they had thought about. “You’re ain’t wrong. Things are going to be rough … maybe for a good long while. But we got each other. We’re family even if we don’t share blood or if Tony and I don’t have a piece of paper to make it all legal. And family sticks together. And we make it as right for each other as we can. Maybe not right the way things used to be, but they can be just as good in other ways. We just gotta work to find them other ways. Luce is worrying herself sick over you and she was ready to put all her happiness aside for you. You don’t pay her back by giving up.”

Ana whispered, “I know. It isn’t as bad as it was Joey … least not for me. Linds still has nightmares every night. Pop …” Lindsey winced and turned to look at the trees rather than at me. “Pop put a bullet in her pillow Joey. He woulda …”

Ana was choking up so I said, “whoever that man was in that room that night … he wasn’t all your Pop the way he used to be. Somethin’ was broke inside him and most if not all of his sense was gone. It really wasn’t your Pop doing it but the shell of what was left of him.”

Ana blanched but still managed to ask, “Why? Why Joey? Why did he have to … to go all crazy?”

I shrugged but not like I didn’t care; I just didn’t have the answers for them. “I don’t know Ana Banana … he just did. Maybe it had something to do with how rough he had it growing up and how rough it was before he met your Ma. Or maybe he was sick … a stroke or something. He just wasn’t who he used to be, something cracked inside him. What he did when he was sick … he’s accountable for it, but at the same time you can’t go around not forgiving him and letting it eat you up. He was sick. Try and put it to rest like that and say some prayers to make you feel better. You know your Ma wouldn’t want you to suffer like this.”

Lindsey joined the conversation enough to say, “She cried over what Pop did to you Joey … what he said and everything. Even when it made Pop angry she did it. She missed your Ma so bad. She just didn’t know what to do.”

I hugged both girls and told them, “You’re Ma was somethin’ special all right. She was as much if not more a sister to my mother than her blood sisters were. Now, you listen here and I’m gonna say it ‘cause I feel I got to. I don’t hold nothin’ against your father … and certainly not against your mother. Bad things happen and we don’t always know why. We just have to live with ‘em and try and keep goin’ forward. And even if Tony and I hadn’t gotten together you two … and Luce and Bennie … and even your parents … would have had a place here. I can’t bring your Ma and Pop back the way they were, but you don’t have to go only remembering them the way they were at the end. I ain’t saying to forget it all – that wouldn’t be healthy – but I am asking that if you’re gonna remember the bad stuff that you gotta remember there was lots more good stuff first.”

“That’s what Bennie said,” Ana said with a sniffle.

“Yeah, he’s a lot smarter than he lets on. And he’s good for Luce ‘cause he loves all of her, not just the parts that are easy to love. Know what I mean?”

The girls nodded. “Now I think you two just about had enough of me right now. You wanna keep watchin’ the cows or you wanna help with the fruit.”

Both girls said simultaneously, “Cows.”

I gave them a small smile and said, “It ain’t that bad. You been listening to Luce complain too much.”

They weren’t ready to smile but at least I could see they had thought about it some. I turned and went to the house and the rest of the afternoon was spent the way I had been spending it.

After dinner Tony and I decided to walk to the overlook for some privacy to try and talk about how things had changed. The overlook was near where the old entrance road had been before Tony bulldozed it and planted it over. We never even got to start talking. What met our eyes when we got there had me leaving Tony to watch and running back to the house to get Bennie and Thomas.

IMHO THIS POST, #83, IS A DOUBLE OF #122 AND MAY BE OMITTED AND EVERYTHING WILL WORK

NICE TO SEE #121

VERY GOOD STORY THANKS

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kaijafon

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"What met our eyes when we got there had me leaving Tony to watch and running back to the house to get Bennie and Thomas."


Did she ever get back to the house???? Is Tony still watching?????????
Only Kathy knows! And the torture of waiting is .................................................. (fill in the blank)
HAHAHA! Hope to find out soonest!
(actually just posting so every one will come and look and see if Kathy has added anything.)

Mwwwwahahahahahaha!
 

teedee

Veteran Member
I have ,for some reason, started rereading all of your stories. The reason ,I guess, is that they are so very good. I was amazed that this one goes back to 2011 but this is my 4 time through. I will keep myself from asking for more as I will read whatever you bless us with on your own time table. you dear lady are a treasure!
 

Siskiyoumom

Veteran Member
I have ,for some reason, started rereading all of your stories. The reason ,I guess, is that they are so very good. I was amazed that this one goes back to 2011 but this is my 4 time through. I will keep myself from asking for more as I will read whatever you bless us with on your own time table. you dear lady are a treasure!
I too have been rereading Kathy’s fine stories. With all of her practical advice and recipes. They are a joy for sure.
 
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