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An Unexpected Life
Copyright 2008
All Rights reserved
Dedication
This book is dedicated to my husband for his never ending encouragement on my behalf.
Cast of Characters
All characters are fictitious
Characters in the mountains and in the stockade
Chrissie Boyd (ex Jordan)
Nicolas Jordan Chrissie’s ex husband
Nicolas’s new wife Vicky
Frank Jackson
Robert Duncan senior
Robert and Pat Duncan Jr. son Tab
Henry and May Duncan, daughters Lonny and Lucy
Deke and Louise (Duncan) Smith, son Colt daughter Mini
Judge Douglas and Mary Owen
Tell Flyer
Jake Carmichael
Tye O’Connell
Bear Larson
Bob and Florence Strong
Steven and Moretta Campbell, son Gary
Mort Bloom
Abe and Daisy Bloom
Randy Crumb, son Kirk T. and daughter Booby
Plus a cast of characters
China
General Lee Cheng
Doctor Siyu Wei
Assistant scientist Rou Cuifen
Nuying Cuifen
Lt Tao
Secretary Kim Joug
Courtesan Lyn Lifen
Butler Yang
Courtesan Ai Fang
Butler Ping
The Slayers Slaves
Uncle Acker Kate
Careless Nance
Blue Alice
Vin Misty
John Avis
Greg Candy
Opal Edith
Yancy Sealy
Doug Sissy
Mat April
Storm Ruby
Lou Lou
Nit
Prologue
As the weather warmed in April with the natural forces of warm spring winds meeting cold winds it made the severity of the storms ten times worse as they put the storm maker machinery to use. Storms that should have dissipated even after the equipment was shut down didn’t. They continued to rage for days on end were made into super storms. Until than the only country that was suffering was the United States but the storm that was made to destroy Los Angles California and the surrounding area was pushed out to sea by the Santa Ana winds. The storm intensified as it hit the Pacific Ocean turning into a monstrous typhoon. It swept over the lower islands of Japan without skipping a beat and headed for China. All the news was abuzz with the thousands that had died in Japan some never to be found as they were swept off to sea.
* * *
Chris and Frank were talking quietly in the kitchen; their visiting done they were nervous about heading back out. Now that they knew they were most likely watched coming into town and here to the stockade it didn’t sit well. The family had also been talking while Chris and Frank took the grand tour of the stockade. It was the judges turn to speak up and he never pulled any punches, straight and direct that was the judge. “Stop beating around the bush, plain simple fact is you already know we’re going to give the kids an escort past the town limits. Now let’s get the volunteers and get on with it; I’m hungry let’s get this decision made so I can eat.”
* * *
One of the man beasts reached Frank and slashed out with his bear clawed hand putting several nasty gashes across Franks left arm. Frank gasped with the pain and dropped his Uzi and pulled out his right pistol and the wild man slashed Franks across his chest. Frank put the pistol up and shot the beast right in the forehead; sending the beast sprawling backwards.
Index
Title page Page 1
Copyright Page 2
Dedication Page 3
Characters Page 4
Prologue Page 6
Chapter 1 Page 10
Chapter 2 Page 21
Chapter 3 Page 35
Chapter 4 Page 41
Chapter 5 Page 50
Chapter 6 Page 59
Chapter 7 Page 71
Chapter 8 Page 76
Chapter 9 Page 85
Chapter 10 Page 91
Chapter 11 Page 98
Chapter 12 Page 107
Chapter 13 Page 115
Chapter 14 Page 123
Chapter 15 Page 135
Chapter 16 Page 139
Chapter 17 Page 150
Chapter 18 Page 156
Chapter 19 Page 163
Chapter 20 Page 172
Chapter 21 Page 181
Chapter 22 Page 186
Chapter 23 Page 195
Chapter 24 Page 201
Chapter 25 Page 206
Chapter 26 Page 214
Chapter 27 Page 224
Chapter 28 Page 234
Chapter 29 Page 241
Chapter 30 Page 247
Chapter 31 Page 255
Authors Biography Page 266
Chapter 1
Is it worth it
The wind was blowing hard tonight, storm clouds were on the horizon, and the tall pine trees around the house were swaying in the wind. Chrissie had just come in the house from gathering the day’s eggs and making sure the chickens had enough water. Winter was ever closer, another winter alone, her second. Her eyes grew sad for a moment and then she shook herself out of it. “It’s the first of October already. It’s hard to believe the summer went so fast.”
Up here in the foothills fall had come quickly, her garden was harvested and she still had a few things left too can. Chrissie had a habit of talking to herself out loud these days; it was her and her animals since Nicolas left. That thought always made her frown, he had seemed happy at first, he had been the one who moved her out here after nine months of marriage.
He said he wanted to get back to the land and they would learn together. Neither one of them had much experience with outdoor living, gardening, or animals besides cats and dogs. Chrissie went to the library for months and checked out books on how to do this and that and homesteading. She picked up used books on fencing, building out buildings, building fires, and wood stoves and which ones were the best for what they needed.
So they found a small 2 story four-bedroom home on 15 acres with a garage, a small shed, a very large partitioned shed that had been used as a barn and two good-sized ponds. The barn/shed really was a good sized building, 30 by 40, one area was used for the chickens it was 8 by 6 inside and just right for a dozen chickens or so. There were six nest boxes already inside on a stand. The rest of the barn was partitioned off with a large section beside the chicken room with a set of double doors, and the back was sectioned into three areas. They had fenced off the back area for the goats so they had a very large place to roam; they hauled in logs for the goats to climb. The well tested out just fine and the septic had been put in five years ago and had just been pumped recently to get it ready for sale, plus it had 2 500-gallon propane tanks they would rent in turn from the propane company as the people did before them.
They were so excited the first month they were in the place; they bought chicks and three goats, Nubian’s, two does already milking and one male all unrelated for next breeding season. It took a few tries to get it right on the milking part but soon Chrissie was adept at it. The first spring the does added three more, a twin birth and a single, all females. This last spring all the does had kids even the young ones, two of the does having twins, both of them female. Two a single each two males and last Tipsy who had triplets, with two of them being male and one female. See Tipsy was part Fainting goat and so when she got startled she would fall over and go ridged. She was one of the original doe’s; the other was full blood Nubian. Pretty soon the Fainting goat part should be bred out of the next generations. But it sure was cute to watch her; Chrissie wondered how dominant the fainting goat part was.
As she started her dinner Chrissie’s thoughts went back to their first year here. The first year had seemed to go just fine; they were both learning and didn’t have too many disasters. Then one evening after work he announced to her that he had been given a promotion, they had celebrated with a dinner in town and a movie. Then as the weeks went by he was away from home more and more, trips he said. Soon he said he had to take a small apartment in town and would come home on weekends. She tried to not let him see her disappointment. He said it wouldn’t be for long. Yeah right! He said he would find one and didn’t need her help, there was no reason for her to come into town with gas prices so high and her old pickup truck ate up the gas, he would manage. She should have suspected something was up then; she was hurt but didn’t really want to know. Then he started to call, I can’t get home this weekend I have to work over time. Then a few weeks later another weekend, then two weekends in a row and so on.
June had come and she had been just starting to hoe the new plants coming up in the garden, tears running down her cheeks, she knew there was a problem. When Nick did come home he was distant. The hugs were gone and when he climbed into bed beside her at night he rolled over immediately and said goodnight. When he came home the next time she would confront him. She was hurting too much and lonely, how she missed the old loving Nick. But he hadn’t come home; he called her on a Friday night and said he wouldn’t be home now or ever. His job called for him to be close to the boss and go where he was needed. He had grown out of love with her and he had a new high-class woman who would look good at his side and that she Chrissie had turned frumpy on him and didn’t fit with him or his lifestyle anymore. Chrissie was gagging and crying by this time and to hurt to hardly say a word. She knew there had to be someone else in his life but not that he had stopped loving her completely. To not even give her a chance to change his mind, darn it after all he’s the one that wanted to homestead. She could have been just as high-class as the next woman if he had let her be. Before she knew it he had hung up. She tried calling him back to beg him to give her a chance, they would sell the place and she would move back to town with him, but what she got was, this number is no longer in service.
She had sat down hard on the floor, crying uncontrollably, not even aware of the food burning on the stove. She didn’t know how long she sat there until she finally realized the house was filled with black smoke and smoke alarms were blaring. She slowly got up off the floor and went to the kitchen and turned off the burners to the propane stove. She had been lucky she had not burned down the house. Then she thought, well who cares if I had, my life is over, “now what do I do without my Nick?” But instead she went and opened the doors and windows and set up a fan to blow out the back door, and crawled into bed. The house would get very cool tonight.
The next morning when the sun came up she didn’t what to get out of bed, what for? Her life was shattered, what was all this going to be for now? A place to grow together, maybe kids soon, now all that was gone. She turned her head into her pillow and cried for a while longer. She woke again later and knew she had to get up, she could hear the dog barking and the goats would have to be milked and the geese and chickens let out for the day. She pulled herself out of bed and dressed, boy did she hurt all over. The Springer spaniel Spud was wagging its tail like crazy happy to see his master and his food.
“You would have thought I had been in a car accident,” she said to herself.
Gads its eight O’clock, the goats have never been milked this late.”
She hurried through the rest of the morning trying to make up for getting up so late. Every once in awhile the whole situation would come back to mind like a ton of bricks and she would stop in her tracks. Something would happen and she would say, “I will have to tell Nick about that when he gets home and then his phone call would come to mind and she would burst out crying all over again. She had never been through such a long day in all the time she had lived up here, by seven PM she was crawling back into bed. She was worn out through and through.
Nick must have gotten a guilty conscience because he called after a month and said money was in the bank account and that he had taken his name off the bank account. And she could do with the homestead as she wished, he didn’t want anything else to do with it, he had signed the papers and it was hers no strings attached. She wondered where all that money had come from to do all that. She had always had to scrimp and save, and do without. She shopped at Goodwill for her clothes; he needed the good ones for work, not her. Chrissie checked the bank account the next time she went in for feed, she was shocked, there sat $10,000.00 in the bank account. She thought, what did he do rob a bank? Then, “heck the job must have been even better then he ever let on and he never let me know I didn’t have to scrimp like I was.” She remembered how he was always saying they needed to cut back so they could afford some of the things the farm needed. “The JERK,” now she was starting to get mad.
“I didn’t have to look like a poor farm girl after all and he could have let me know that. How long had this thing been going on?”
She came to the conclusion it had to have started almost from the beginning of the promotion. After that night they had gone out in celebration he never took her out again, like he was ashamed of her. She hadn’t heard a word from him after that last phone call until one day a car pulled up into the driveway and a suited man got out and she watched him walk to the house. It turned out he was a lawyer with divorce papers, she got the house, land and some more money and Nick got to walk away. She was so hot about it she almost didn’t sign the papers. Then she had a second thought and said good riddance to bad rubbage and signed them. Later as she lay in bed crying, she thought she should have fought for at least his helping with future needs. Her temper had gotten the best of her.
That had been 16 months ago, she didn’t know how she managed to get through each day but she had. Day after day, one breath at a time, she had animals that depended on her and other chores to do. She thought several times about selling the place, after all she was making the rest of the farm payments out of the money Nick had put in the bank account. She knew if he hadn’t there would have been no way in Hades she could have kept this place. Chrissie kept saying maybe in a couple of months I’ll do it, then something would happen she loved to see and she just couldn’t bring herself to sell it. She was making the house payments and spending as little as possible to help not lose too much interest and gain some if possible. She really needed a way to earn some money because with the rate of inflation and care the farm needed the money wouldn’t last indefinitely.
Lately things in the world weren’t looking so good either, that was another reason she kept putting off selling the little farm. She didn’t like the talk on oil shortages that went with this peak oil business. Then there were extreme climate changes and pole shifts. Chrissie spent more and more time in the evenings on the internet looking into all the different problems and decided it would be just a bit prudent to be prepared for some of these happenings. The mention of war was a big one in the news as well. She might as well have all her bases covered.
So once a week for the next several months she went to town and with in trepidation spent more of her money on foods that would last along with canning jars, lids, extra rings, a pressure canner, canner steamer, and a water bath canner. She ordered heritage seeds, a few more fruit trees and how to books on organic gardening. She carefully went through places like Goodwill and the second hand stores for other books. She found books on small acreage farming, and eventfully on all kinds of books on raising animals, building brick fireplaces and wall ovens, How To Build A Log Cabin and Furniture. She snatched the HP books off the shelves on Sour Dough making, to Beans and Yogurt making, recognizing wild fruits and herbs, along with soap making, and kid’s books, she thought well you just never know.
The internet helped with things to. She down loaded the information and then thought that won’t help if for some reason I have no electricity, so she began to print it all out and make the different information into books. She decided she wasn’t going to rely on a generator and having to store gas or have extra propane for it. That would run out and solar would eventually wear out and there wouldn’t be a way to replace them, at least for her. So if things were going to go to heck and gone she was going to learn now how to do without them, before she had to the hard way.
She continually kept her eyes peeled for oil lanterns, at least she would get some kerosene in a barrel or two and that would help ease her to just candles. That would be one of her luxuries. The second hand stores were a treasure trove at times if you looked close. Craft supplies, long johns, gloves, jeans, boots, wool socks, sweaters, flannel shirts, men’s and women’s, winter coats, sheets, blankets, old sleeping bags, camping equipment, and etc. Bread pans, cast iron cookware, containers that would seal, and then a big find, a hand grain grinder with stone and metal gears. So she could grind anything from grains to all kinds to nuts. This all helped her bottom line not having to buy new. She began to build shelving in her basement and finally worked out the best way to do for one person, but also adding extra just in case.
Chrissie happened upon twenty 55 gallon barrels for five dollars apiece from the old Coca Cola plant that had been containers for syrup. After cleaning those out a couple of them became kerosene containers. She started with buying 10 gallons at a time and dumping it into the barrels; also making sure she bought some extender for it. Then two more she filled with water and a half cup of bleach after taking them to the basement. Just in case she had to spend time in the basement for some reason, and a plastic barrel pump she bought off the internet.
Then she hit upon what she thought was a great ideal for building up her stock of farm animals, she put an ad in the paper that she would take unwanted farm animals, along with another add, one that stated she would like donations of feed, hay and bedding if anyone could spare it for abused animals. It didn’t take but a week and the Humane Society called her and asked if she would take three badly treated sheep. Chrissie didn’t what to seem like a nut so she calmed herself down and calmly said, “Sure I would be glad to no problem.”
They were to bring them the next day, so she went out and fixed up one of the back rooms in her so-called barn for them. They could run in the fenced off area her goats did until she could fence it off, they had plenty of room to share for now and the grass was still pretty good and the pond never went dry. As she lay in bed that night she couldn’t help but laugh at herself. Who would have thought, she would be so excited about getting three poor miserably treated sheep to bring back to health and be looking forward to it.
The next day the Humane Society turned up at 11:30 AM with the worst looking creatures Chrissie had ever seen, patches of wool were gone and they were full of sores, she became a bit fearful they would pass something on to her goat’s, maybe this hadn’t been such a great idea after all. The lady that had the animal’s papers for her to sign saw the look on Chrissie’s face when she saw the sheep as the trailer was opened, and became concerned she wasn’t going to be able to get rid of them after all. The woman introduced herself as Maggie Smith. “Mrs. Boyd, they are okay they have been treated and they don’t have anything contagious, just lack of vitamins and good care and feed.”
Being called Mrs. snapped her back to reality. But she didn’t correct the mistake either; the woman would have no way of knowing she was no longer married and not a Mrs.
“Sorry to have made it appear I may not take them; their condition just shocked me a bit. The poor things, I can’t imagine letting animals get in this condition, and thank you I was thinking they had some kind of disease that they could pass on to my existing animals.”
Maggie smiled and asked where she wanted them, Maggie’s assistant helped get the sheep to their new home. They also had six bags of feed to give her as a start in improving the sheep’s health that had special vitamins and minerals for the malnourished sheep. It didn’t take long and Chrissie was alone again and standing in the now sheep quarters looking over her new creatures. They were friendly enough and didn’t seem hungry for now. She made sure they had feed in the feed troughs and the water trough was full in case they didn’t go out to the pond right away. She gave each of them a rubbing where there weren’t any sores and on their noses, so they would get her scent.
Chrissie then went onto her other chores for the afternoon. She had also sat aside time to learn new skills, sewing, soap making, quilting, leather work and tanning, knitting and from E-bay a spinning wheel. The Internet came in handy for buying second hand spinning books and about wool. She had bought some wool to practice on and to learn to spin on a drop spindle she had made. She was practicing her carpentering skills by cutting the wood with handsaws and found that was a lot harder then it looked. The hardware store had also become one of her favorite places. Nails, screws, bolts, nuts, hand tools, fencing, fence puller, barbed wire stretcher, chains, a couple come-a-longs, ropes of all sizes, economy 2x 4’s, along with plywood, 2x10’s, and all kinds of assorted things she would or may need. She also made it a habit to go to the local Ziggy’s Lumber and hardware store to look at their free pile. Her pile of pallets was growing, and she had to start a new pile. She was planning on building another animal shed with the pallets.
Now she was proud of her Goodwill clothes, she wasn’t buying them just because she thought she had to but because she wanted to, she wasn’t the most stylish in the world but she would call her look woodsy. She walked around with leather gloves in her back pocket and wasn’t a bit ashamed of the fact. She noticed a few men noticing her also, she knew she wasn’t a real beauty, but this gave her a confidence she had lost some how. What they noticed was a nice looking woman who was now comfortable with whom she was, with confidence in her stride and a smile on her face. She wasn’t a walking weed or overly heavy, she ate what she wanted and had muscles she hadn’t had before and was beginning to notice she could do things she would have never have dreamed she could do a year and a half ago.
She had added during the month one old horse, two llamas, four more sheep, a three legged German Sheppard she named Betty and five tons of years end cuttings of hay someone decided to be generous enough to donate, but that came in very huge round bales and were now under tarps. Several tons of straw for bedding, then a few people donated a bag of corn here and a bag of barley there and soon that had added up to several hundred pounds. Horse feed, goat, a couple of sheep mineral half barrels, dog and cat food and many odds and ends. People had been very generous; she could hardly believe it all as it came in. Almost everyday someone called with something to drop by. Even when it was something live. The barn now had eight barn cats, and down in the lower pond seven runner ducks and three Peking’s now swam. She had managed to put up lean-tos and small outbuildings for the poultry onto the barn where they could get inside for winter. It had been a challenge but she got it done.
End chapter 1
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An Unexpected Life
Copyright 2008
All Rights reserved
Dedication
This book is dedicated to my husband for his never ending encouragement on my behalf.
Cast of Characters
All characters are fictitious
Characters in the mountains and in the stockade
Chrissie Boyd (ex Jordan)
Nicolas Jordan Chrissie’s ex husband
Nicolas’s new wife Vicky
Frank Jackson
Robert Duncan senior
Robert and Pat Duncan Jr. son Tab
Henry and May Duncan, daughters Lonny and Lucy
Deke and Louise (Duncan) Smith, son Colt daughter Mini
Judge Douglas and Mary Owen
Tell Flyer
Jake Carmichael
Tye O’Connell
Bear Larson
Bob and Florence Strong
Steven and Moretta Campbell, son Gary
Mort Bloom
Abe and Daisy Bloom
Randy Crumb, son Kirk T. and daughter Booby
Plus a cast of characters
China
General Lee Cheng
Doctor Siyu Wei
Assistant scientist Rou Cuifen
Nuying Cuifen
Lt Tao
Secretary Kim Joug
Courtesan Lyn Lifen
Butler Yang
Courtesan Ai Fang
Butler Ping
The Slayers Slaves
Uncle Acker Kate
Careless Nance
Blue Alice
Vin Misty
John Avis
Greg Candy
Opal Edith
Yancy Sealy
Doug Sissy
Mat April
Storm Ruby
Lou Lou
Nit
Prologue
As the weather warmed in April with the natural forces of warm spring winds meeting cold winds it made the severity of the storms ten times worse as they put the storm maker machinery to use. Storms that should have dissipated even after the equipment was shut down didn’t. They continued to rage for days on end were made into super storms. Until than the only country that was suffering was the United States but the storm that was made to destroy Los Angles California and the surrounding area was pushed out to sea by the Santa Ana winds. The storm intensified as it hit the Pacific Ocean turning into a monstrous typhoon. It swept over the lower islands of Japan without skipping a beat and headed for China. All the news was abuzz with the thousands that had died in Japan some never to be found as they were swept off to sea.
* * *
Chris and Frank were talking quietly in the kitchen; their visiting done they were nervous about heading back out. Now that they knew they were most likely watched coming into town and here to the stockade it didn’t sit well. The family had also been talking while Chris and Frank took the grand tour of the stockade. It was the judges turn to speak up and he never pulled any punches, straight and direct that was the judge. “Stop beating around the bush, plain simple fact is you already know we’re going to give the kids an escort past the town limits. Now let’s get the volunteers and get on with it; I’m hungry let’s get this decision made so I can eat.”
* * *
One of the man beasts reached Frank and slashed out with his bear clawed hand putting several nasty gashes across Franks left arm. Frank gasped with the pain and dropped his Uzi and pulled out his right pistol and the wild man slashed Franks across his chest. Frank put the pistol up and shot the beast right in the forehead; sending the beast sprawling backwards.
Index
Title page Page 1
Copyright Page 2
Dedication Page 3
Characters Page 4
Prologue Page 6
Chapter 1 Page 10
Chapter 2 Page 21
Chapter 3 Page 35
Chapter 4 Page 41
Chapter 5 Page 50
Chapter 6 Page 59
Chapter 7 Page 71
Chapter 8 Page 76
Chapter 9 Page 85
Chapter 10 Page 91
Chapter 11 Page 98
Chapter 12 Page 107
Chapter 13 Page 115
Chapter 14 Page 123
Chapter 15 Page 135
Chapter 16 Page 139
Chapter 17 Page 150
Chapter 18 Page 156
Chapter 19 Page 163
Chapter 20 Page 172
Chapter 21 Page 181
Chapter 22 Page 186
Chapter 23 Page 195
Chapter 24 Page 201
Chapter 25 Page 206
Chapter 26 Page 214
Chapter 27 Page 224
Chapter 28 Page 234
Chapter 29 Page 241
Chapter 30 Page 247
Chapter 31 Page 255
Authors Biography Page 266
Chapter 1
Is it worth it
The wind was blowing hard tonight, storm clouds were on the horizon, and the tall pine trees around the house were swaying in the wind. Chrissie had just come in the house from gathering the day’s eggs and making sure the chickens had enough water. Winter was ever closer, another winter alone, her second. Her eyes grew sad for a moment and then she shook herself out of it. “It’s the first of October already. It’s hard to believe the summer went so fast.”
Up here in the foothills fall had come quickly, her garden was harvested and she still had a few things left too can. Chrissie had a habit of talking to herself out loud these days; it was her and her animals since Nicolas left. That thought always made her frown, he had seemed happy at first, he had been the one who moved her out here after nine months of marriage.
He said he wanted to get back to the land and they would learn together. Neither one of them had much experience with outdoor living, gardening, or animals besides cats and dogs. Chrissie went to the library for months and checked out books on how to do this and that and homesteading. She picked up used books on fencing, building out buildings, building fires, and wood stoves and which ones were the best for what they needed.
So they found a small 2 story four-bedroom home on 15 acres with a garage, a small shed, a very large partitioned shed that had been used as a barn and two good-sized ponds. The barn/shed really was a good sized building, 30 by 40, one area was used for the chickens it was 8 by 6 inside and just right for a dozen chickens or so. There were six nest boxes already inside on a stand. The rest of the barn was partitioned off with a large section beside the chicken room with a set of double doors, and the back was sectioned into three areas. They had fenced off the back area for the goats so they had a very large place to roam; they hauled in logs for the goats to climb. The well tested out just fine and the septic had been put in five years ago and had just been pumped recently to get it ready for sale, plus it had 2 500-gallon propane tanks they would rent in turn from the propane company as the people did before them.
They were so excited the first month they were in the place; they bought chicks and three goats, Nubian’s, two does already milking and one male all unrelated for next breeding season. It took a few tries to get it right on the milking part but soon Chrissie was adept at it. The first spring the does added three more, a twin birth and a single, all females. This last spring all the does had kids even the young ones, two of the does having twins, both of them female. Two a single each two males and last Tipsy who had triplets, with two of them being male and one female. See Tipsy was part Fainting goat and so when she got startled she would fall over and go ridged. She was one of the original doe’s; the other was full blood Nubian. Pretty soon the Fainting goat part should be bred out of the next generations. But it sure was cute to watch her; Chrissie wondered how dominant the fainting goat part was.
As she started her dinner Chrissie’s thoughts went back to their first year here. The first year had seemed to go just fine; they were both learning and didn’t have too many disasters. Then one evening after work he announced to her that he had been given a promotion, they had celebrated with a dinner in town and a movie. Then as the weeks went by he was away from home more and more, trips he said. Soon he said he had to take a small apartment in town and would come home on weekends. She tried to not let him see her disappointment. He said it wouldn’t be for long. Yeah right! He said he would find one and didn’t need her help, there was no reason for her to come into town with gas prices so high and her old pickup truck ate up the gas, he would manage. She should have suspected something was up then; she was hurt but didn’t really want to know. Then he started to call, I can’t get home this weekend I have to work over time. Then a few weeks later another weekend, then two weekends in a row and so on.
June had come and she had been just starting to hoe the new plants coming up in the garden, tears running down her cheeks, she knew there was a problem. When Nick did come home he was distant. The hugs were gone and when he climbed into bed beside her at night he rolled over immediately and said goodnight. When he came home the next time she would confront him. She was hurting too much and lonely, how she missed the old loving Nick. But he hadn’t come home; he called her on a Friday night and said he wouldn’t be home now or ever. His job called for him to be close to the boss and go where he was needed. He had grown out of love with her and he had a new high-class woman who would look good at his side and that she Chrissie had turned frumpy on him and didn’t fit with him or his lifestyle anymore. Chrissie was gagging and crying by this time and to hurt to hardly say a word. She knew there had to be someone else in his life but not that he had stopped loving her completely. To not even give her a chance to change his mind, darn it after all he’s the one that wanted to homestead. She could have been just as high-class as the next woman if he had let her be. Before she knew it he had hung up. She tried calling him back to beg him to give her a chance, they would sell the place and she would move back to town with him, but what she got was, this number is no longer in service.
She had sat down hard on the floor, crying uncontrollably, not even aware of the food burning on the stove. She didn’t know how long she sat there until she finally realized the house was filled with black smoke and smoke alarms were blaring. She slowly got up off the floor and went to the kitchen and turned off the burners to the propane stove. She had been lucky she had not burned down the house. Then she thought, well who cares if I had, my life is over, “now what do I do without my Nick?” But instead she went and opened the doors and windows and set up a fan to blow out the back door, and crawled into bed. The house would get very cool tonight.
The next morning when the sun came up she didn’t what to get out of bed, what for? Her life was shattered, what was all this going to be for now? A place to grow together, maybe kids soon, now all that was gone. She turned her head into her pillow and cried for a while longer. She woke again later and knew she had to get up, she could hear the dog barking and the goats would have to be milked and the geese and chickens let out for the day. She pulled herself out of bed and dressed, boy did she hurt all over. The Springer spaniel Spud was wagging its tail like crazy happy to see his master and his food.
“You would have thought I had been in a car accident,” she said to herself.
Gads its eight O’clock, the goats have never been milked this late.”
She hurried through the rest of the morning trying to make up for getting up so late. Every once in awhile the whole situation would come back to mind like a ton of bricks and she would stop in her tracks. Something would happen and she would say, “I will have to tell Nick about that when he gets home and then his phone call would come to mind and she would burst out crying all over again. She had never been through such a long day in all the time she had lived up here, by seven PM she was crawling back into bed. She was worn out through and through.
Nick must have gotten a guilty conscience because he called after a month and said money was in the bank account and that he had taken his name off the bank account. And she could do with the homestead as she wished, he didn’t want anything else to do with it, he had signed the papers and it was hers no strings attached. She wondered where all that money had come from to do all that. She had always had to scrimp and save, and do without. She shopped at Goodwill for her clothes; he needed the good ones for work, not her. Chrissie checked the bank account the next time she went in for feed, she was shocked, there sat $10,000.00 in the bank account. She thought, what did he do rob a bank? Then, “heck the job must have been even better then he ever let on and he never let me know I didn’t have to scrimp like I was.” She remembered how he was always saying they needed to cut back so they could afford some of the things the farm needed. “The JERK,” now she was starting to get mad.
“I didn’t have to look like a poor farm girl after all and he could have let me know that. How long had this thing been going on?”
She came to the conclusion it had to have started almost from the beginning of the promotion. After that night they had gone out in celebration he never took her out again, like he was ashamed of her. She hadn’t heard a word from him after that last phone call until one day a car pulled up into the driveway and a suited man got out and she watched him walk to the house. It turned out he was a lawyer with divorce papers, she got the house, land and some more money and Nick got to walk away. She was so hot about it she almost didn’t sign the papers. Then she had a second thought and said good riddance to bad rubbage and signed them. Later as she lay in bed crying, she thought she should have fought for at least his helping with future needs. Her temper had gotten the best of her.
That had been 16 months ago, she didn’t know how she managed to get through each day but she had. Day after day, one breath at a time, she had animals that depended on her and other chores to do. She thought several times about selling the place, after all she was making the rest of the farm payments out of the money Nick had put in the bank account. She knew if he hadn’t there would have been no way in Hades she could have kept this place. Chrissie kept saying maybe in a couple of months I’ll do it, then something would happen she loved to see and she just couldn’t bring herself to sell it. She was making the house payments and spending as little as possible to help not lose too much interest and gain some if possible. She really needed a way to earn some money because with the rate of inflation and care the farm needed the money wouldn’t last indefinitely.
Lately things in the world weren’t looking so good either, that was another reason she kept putting off selling the little farm. She didn’t like the talk on oil shortages that went with this peak oil business. Then there were extreme climate changes and pole shifts. Chrissie spent more and more time in the evenings on the internet looking into all the different problems and decided it would be just a bit prudent to be prepared for some of these happenings. The mention of war was a big one in the news as well. She might as well have all her bases covered.
So once a week for the next several months she went to town and with in trepidation spent more of her money on foods that would last along with canning jars, lids, extra rings, a pressure canner, canner steamer, and a water bath canner. She ordered heritage seeds, a few more fruit trees and how to books on organic gardening. She carefully went through places like Goodwill and the second hand stores for other books. She found books on small acreage farming, and eventfully on all kinds of books on raising animals, building brick fireplaces and wall ovens, How To Build A Log Cabin and Furniture. She snatched the HP books off the shelves on Sour Dough making, to Beans and Yogurt making, recognizing wild fruits and herbs, along with soap making, and kid’s books, she thought well you just never know.
The internet helped with things to. She down loaded the information and then thought that won’t help if for some reason I have no electricity, so she began to print it all out and make the different information into books. She decided she wasn’t going to rely on a generator and having to store gas or have extra propane for it. That would run out and solar would eventually wear out and there wouldn’t be a way to replace them, at least for her. So if things were going to go to heck and gone she was going to learn now how to do without them, before she had to the hard way.
She continually kept her eyes peeled for oil lanterns, at least she would get some kerosene in a barrel or two and that would help ease her to just candles. That would be one of her luxuries. The second hand stores were a treasure trove at times if you looked close. Craft supplies, long johns, gloves, jeans, boots, wool socks, sweaters, flannel shirts, men’s and women’s, winter coats, sheets, blankets, old sleeping bags, camping equipment, and etc. Bread pans, cast iron cookware, containers that would seal, and then a big find, a hand grain grinder with stone and metal gears. So she could grind anything from grains to all kinds to nuts. This all helped her bottom line not having to buy new. She began to build shelving in her basement and finally worked out the best way to do for one person, but also adding extra just in case.
Chrissie happened upon twenty 55 gallon barrels for five dollars apiece from the old Coca Cola plant that had been containers for syrup. After cleaning those out a couple of them became kerosene containers. She started with buying 10 gallons at a time and dumping it into the barrels; also making sure she bought some extender for it. Then two more she filled with water and a half cup of bleach after taking them to the basement. Just in case she had to spend time in the basement for some reason, and a plastic barrel pump she bought off the internet.
Then she hit upon what she thought was a great ideal for building up her stock of farm animals, she put an ad in the paper that she would take unwanted farm animals, along with another add, one that stated she would like donations of feed, hay and bedding if anyone could spare it for abused animals. It didn’t take but a week and the Humane Society called her and asked if she would take three badly treated sheep. Chrissie didn’t what to seem like a nut so she calmed herself down and calmly said, “Sure I would be glad to no problem.”
They were to bring them the next day, so she went out and fixed up one of the back rooms in her so-called barn for them. They could run in the fenced off area her goats did until she could fence it off, they had plenty of room to share for now and the grass was still pretty good and the pond never went dry. As she lay in bed that night she couldn’t help but laugh at herself. Who would have thought, she would be so excited about getting three poor miserably treated sheep to bring back to health and be looking forward to it.
The next day the Humane Society turned up at 11:30 AM with the worst looking creatures Chrissie had ever seen, patches of wool were gone and they were full of sores, she became a bit fearful they would pass something on to her goat’s, maybe this hadn’t been such a great idea after all. The lady that had the animal’s papers for her to sign saw the look on Chrissie’s face when she saw the sheep as the trailer was opened, and became concerned she wasn’t going to be able to get rid of them after all. The woman introduced herself as Maggie Smith. “Mrs. Boyd, they are okay they have been treated and they don’t have anything contagious, just lack of vitamins and good care and feed.”
Being called Mrs. snapped her back to reality. But she didn’t correct the mistake either; the woman would have no way of knowing she was no longer married and not a Mrs.
“Sorry to have made it appear I may not take them; their condition just shocked me a bit. The poor things, I can’t imagine letting animals get in this condition, and thank you I was thinking they had some kind of disease that they could pass on to my existing animals.”
Maggie smiled and asked where she wanted them, Maggie’s assistant helped get the sheep to their new home. They also had six bags of feed to give her as a start in improving the sheep’s health that had special vitamins and minerals for the malnourished sheep. It didn’t take long and Chrissie was alone again and standing in the now sheep quarters looking over her new creatures. They were friendly enough and didn’t seem hungry for now. She made sure they had feed in the feed troughs and the water trough was full in case they didn’t go out to the pond right away. She gave each of them a rubbing where there weren’t any sores and on their noses, so they would get her scent.
Chrissie then went onto her other chores for the afternoon. She had also sat aside time to learn new skills, sewing, soap making, quilting, leather work and tanning, knitting and from E-bay a spinning wheel. The Internet came in handy for buying second hand spinning books and about wool. She had bought some wool to practice on and to learn to spin on a drop spindle she had made. She was practicing her carpentering skills by cutting the wood with handsaws and found that was a lot harder then it looked. The hardware store had also become one of her favorite places. Nails, screws, bolts, nuts, hand tools, fencing, fence puller, barbed wire stretcher, chains, a couple come-a-longs, ropes of all sizes, economy 2x 4’s, along with plywood, 2x10’s, and all kinds of assorted things she would or may need. She also made it a habit to go to the local Ziggy’s Lumber and hardware store to look at their free pile. Her pile of pallets was growing, and she had to start a new pile. She was planning on building another animal shed with the pallets.
Now she was proud of her Goodwill clothes, she wasn’t buying them just because she thought she had to but because she wanted to, she wasn’t the most stylish in the world but she would call her look woodsy. She walked around with leather gloves in her back pocket and wasn’t a bit ashamed of the fact. She noticed a few men noticing her also, she knew she wasn’t a real beauty, but this gave her a confidence she had lost some how. What they noticed was a nice looking woman who was now comfortable with whom she was, with confidence in her stride and a smile on her face. She wasn’t a walking weed or overly heavy, she ate what she wanted and had muscles she hadn’t had before and was beginning to notice she could do things she would have never have dreamed she could do a year and a half ago.
She had added during the month one old horse, two llamas, four more sheep, a three legged German Sheppard she named Betty and five tons of years end cuttings of hay someone decided to be generous enough to donate, but that came in very huge round bales and were now under tarps. Several tons of straw for bedding, then a few people donated a bag of corn here and a bag of barley there and soon that had added up to several hundred pounds. Horse feed, goat, a couple of sheep mineral half barrels, dog and cat food and many odds and ends. People had been very generous; she could hardly believe it all as it came in. Almost everyday someone called with something to drop by. Even when it was something live. The barn now had eight barn cats, and down in the lower pond seven runner ducks and three Peking’s now swam. She had managed to put up lean-tos and small outbuildings for the poultry onto the barn where they could get inside for winter. It had been a challenge but she got it done.
End chapter 1
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